Derpy flew off as fast as possible to her own house, bumping into everything on the way. “Why I am not smart? Why do I always ruin everything? Why? Why? Why? Why?” Derpy looked up and realized she was holding a knife. “Why is there a knife in my hoof? Would I make Ponyville better if I killed myself? Everypony hates me. Rainbow Dash doesn’t even say hi to me anymore…”