With Nobody to Love

by kamajih

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One Day Later

It was the end of the day, and both Twilight and Spike were exhausted. They had spent almost the entire day just walking around ponyville, enjoying each others company, talking. It was a good change for them, especially for Twilight. The last time they had spent this much time together, was who knows when. It could've been years, even. It was good for Spike, too. He was now feeling less lonely, and a bit more confident about himself. He was still a bit bothered, though, since he didn't really have much hope in finding someone any time soon. At least he had Twilight, for now at least. Twilight also felt good about herself, since now she was finally bonding with the dragon she watched burst out of an egg, and grow into her life. But, it was getting late, so they both agreed to head home.

"Well that was nice." Twilight said as she made her way through the front door of the library, which the dragon held open for her.

"Yeah, just hot." Spike said, and rubbed his sore back.

"Oh, quit whining. It was beautiful out." Twilight said, and trotted over to the couch. The alicorn hopped up and laid back.

"Oh! That party is tonight, are you sure you're not going?" Spike reminded the alicorn.

"I already told you, I'm not going." Twilight replied, looking up at the standing dragon.

"You're not staying here just because of me, are you?" Spike asked, as he joined her on the couch.

"No, I told you, I don't want to be there will all of those people." Twilight answered.

"I just don't want to keep you from having fun." Spike said, and rested his back against the couch cushion, letting out a quiet groan.

"You're not, Spike, I'm having fun just being here with you." Twilight said and gave him a sweet smile.

"You sure?" Spike said, always thinking that he was no fun.

Twilight opened her mouth to speak, but was interrupted by the sound of knocking on the front door, and murmurs behind the door.

"Who's that?" Spike asked, and looked at the door.

"It almost sounds like Rainbow Dash." Twilight said, and made her way to the front door.

"Why would she be here?" Spike said over to Twilight. The alicorn stopped at the door, looked back, and shrugged. She then answered the door.

"Twilight! We thought you'd like to walk with me and Applejack to the carousel boutique!" Rainbow Dash says in her usual loud voice.

"No offense, but.. She invited you?" Twilight said, confused. She didn't think Rarity would invite somepony that is so flamboyant, energetic and clumsy.

The blue Pegasus approached the purple alicorn.

"I don't know about you, but I'm gonna party hard!" Rainbow Dash said, excited.

"I don't think it's going to be that kind of party, RD." Twilight said, and waved her hoof to Applejack.

"We'll see!" Rainbow Dash said in excitement.

"Will you excuse us for a second?" Twilight asked the blue Pegasus.

"Sure." Rainbow Dash responded, and walked out the door, humming a song.

"How did she-"

"I don't have a clue." Applejack interrupted the alicorn, and shook her head.

"Well, are you going?" Spike asked. He had sneaked up on the ponies without them even noticing.

"Hey, Spike, how've ya been?" Applejack asked with a smile.

"I'm good, thanks." Spike answered.

Twilight thought for a second. If she went to this party, it would be good for her, and for all of her friends. She would meet new ponies, dance to music, have remarkably delicious wine, and get the chance to meet somepony famous. But, it also had a chance of making Spike upset, and back to feeling alone, and depressed.

"I'm sorry, but I don't want to go." Twilight told Applejack.

"Oh, why not?" Applejack asked Twilight. A faint smile grew on the dragons face. He was secretly happy that the purple alicorn was staying home, because he wanted to ask the alicorn for a favor.

"Eh, I'm just tired, and I don't really feel like doing anything like that right now. Maybe next time." Twilight answered.

"If there will be a next time!" Rainbow Dash shouted from outside the door.

"Hush!" Twilight said, rolled her eyes and giggled a bit.

"You sure Twilight?" Applejack asked once again.

"I'm sure, thanks. Tell Rarity I'm just not feeling too well." Twilight told the earth pony. Applejack nodded in response, and trotted out the door.

"Bye!" Both Applejack and Rainbow Dash yelled.

"See ya," Twilight replied, and shut the door.

"I hope they don't mind you not being there." Spike said to the alicorn.

"You kidding? I think they'll have a blast, with or without me." Twilight said and giggled. She didn't mind, she felt happy for the others to have the opportunity to attend something so big and popular.

"Yeah, I guess." Spike said, and chuckled, looking at the door.

"Twilight,"

"Spike,"

They both said at the same time.

"Oh, you go first." Twilight said to the dragon.

"No it's fine, you go first." Spike insisted.

"Alright, well, I was just going to ask you a question, if you don't mind answering of course." Twilight said, both of them standing in front of the door.

"Go for it," Spike said and crossed his arms.

"It's about Rarity. And well, you." Twilight said, a bit stern.

"Oh." Spike said and paused.

"Well, what about us?" Spike asked.

"I was just curious... How did you know for sure that you were gay, and not bi, or straight? Because you've been chasing Rarity for so long.." Twilight began.

"You sure you wanna hear the details?" Spike asked, as he looked down at her.

"Yes, I'm curious." Twilight answered.

"Alright, then." Spike said, and wandered off to the couch, and waited for the alicorn to join him.

Twilight walked over, and sat next to the dragon. There was an awkward silence, both of them just looking around the room.

"Soo...?" Twilight said, looking up at the dragon.

"Oh! Sorry.. It's just not easy to talk about. You probably already know that, since it's not written in my journal." Spike said, and looked to the right, feeling a bit nervous.

"That's okay. Take your time." Twilight said, trying to comfort the dragon.

The dragon took a deep breath.

"Long story short, a few years ago, I found a porno, one with mares on it... I wanted to enjoy it because I wanted to feel.. Cool I guess. So I looked through it.." Spike paused.

"But I couldn't... You know.. Get a-aroused." Spike said, blush appearing on his cheeks.

"Ooooh, I see." Twilight said, feeling a bit uncomfortable. She didn't want to say anything though, because she didn't want to make him upset.

"And once I saw a stallion.. You know, that's when I noticed." Spike continued.

"A-At first I didn't want to believe it. Hearing all of the horrible gossip about ponies that were gay.. It made me feel like.. I was wrong." Spike said, and scratched his head.

"So you tried to make yourself think that you were straight, by going at Rarity as much as you did." Twilight added.

"Yup." Spike said, and sighed loudly.

"It was pathetic, and I feel bad about it. I don't hate Rarity, you know." Spike said.

"She doesn't hate you, either. She just needed a little space." Twilight mentioned.

"I did want to date her, sort of. She made me feel good, when she would compliment me, and do silly 'just friends' things like kissing me on the cheek, or something." Spike said.

"I know, I know. We should probably head to bed." Twilight suggested.

"Oh, well.. It's only nine." Spike mentioned.

"Well, I was going to leave early tomorrow to help you find a dragon, but if you don't want to, it's fine." Twilight replied.

"Oh! Well.. Tomorrow..? I don't know if I'm ready." Spike said.

"You'll be fine, Spike. I'll be right there with you the whole time." Twilight said in a stern tone.

"I-I'm just.. Kind of a nervous wreck right now." Spike said, scratching the back of his head, looking down.

"Holding it off isn't going to change anything. Spike, you'll be fine, trust me." Twilight insisted.

"Alright.. I guess we should go to bed then." Spike agreed.

"Wait!" Twilight halted the dragon, before he had a chance to get up off the couch.

"What?" Spike asked.

"You were going to say something to me, earlier. You let me talk first, remember?" Twilight questioned.

"Oh, yeah. It's nothing, don't worry about it." Spike said, and shrugged.

"Come on, what were you going to tell me? You've got me curious now!" Twilight asked.

"I just wanted to try something, with you." Spike said, almost having trouble getting his words out.

"Try something? With me? What could you possibly mean?" Twilight said, concerned.

"Nothing drastic, I just wanted to.. We're real good friends now, and I just wanted to know what it was like to sleep with somepony.. That hug yesterday was just really comforting to me." Spike answered, and blushed a bright red on his cheeks.

"It's dumb and weird, I know, forget I asked." Spike said as he stood up from the couch.

"No! Wait!" Twilight said.

"No, really, it's fine, I know you wouldn't want-"

"We can, tonight. Okay?" Twilight interrupted the dragon.

"You... one-hundred percent sure you're okay with it?" Spike asked, worrying a bit.

"Yes, Spike." Twilight said, and walked with the dragon. They both arrived at the alicorn's bed, mainly because her bed was slightly bigger than Spike's.

"So uh.." Spike mumbled. Both Twilight and Spike were awkwardly staring at the bed.

"You're fine, Spike." Twilight said, as she jumped in her bed, and laid down.

Spike climbed into her bed, laid his body down, and pulled the covers over himself and the purple alicorn.

"Hi." Spike said, and giggled a bit.

"Good night, Spike." She said and giggled.

"G'night." Spike replied, as the alicorn turned her body in the opposite direction of his. He knew what to do from here. He scooted closer to the alicorn, his chest just a few inches from her back.

"Can I..?" Spike asked.

"Go for it." Twilight said, and let out another giggle.

Spike slowly pressed his chest to Twilight's back. Then proceeded to wrap his arms around her. He first wrapped his left arm around her, and slid the other under her, then wrapped it around. At first, the dragon was a bit shaky. He felt nervous, and comfortable at the same time. He had never felt this comfortable in bed before.

"You're shaky." Twilight teased, and giggled after.

"Shush." Spike said, and shared a giggle.

In the beginning, the alicorn felt a tad uncomfortable. But after a few minutes of silence, and feeling the warmth off of his body, she felt quite relaxed. She could feel every exhale from the dragon's nose. She didn't want to admit it, but it was actually soothing to her. And before she knew it, she was fast asleep, along with the dragon.

It was 2 A.M. Twilight Sparkle was sound asleep, but Spike had found himself waking up, but he didn't know why. The dragon blinked his eyes a few times, trying to get them to stay open for more than two seconds. He let out big yawn, and looked around, still holding the alicorn. He smacked his lips and felt a strange sensation in the lower half of his body. He stretched his legs out, and wiggled his hips, feeling a tingle. He looked down and saw his member, fully aroused, pressing against the sheets of the bed. That's when he realized. The dragon went from being half asleep, to wide awake. He slowly moved his arms off of the alicorns body, without waking her. His cheeks were the darkest shade of red, his hands were shaking, and his heart was pounding.

"Not now!" Spike thought to himself.

The dragon glanced at Twilight, making sure she was still asleep, before taking off to the bathroom. He noticed she was still sound asleep, so he slowly slid off the mattress, and took off. The dragon made his way down to the bathroom, and slowly shut the door behind him.

"Fuck.." The dragon said, and exhaled deeply. It had been a very long time since he had pleasured himself, or had a wet dream.

The dragon pressed his back against the wall, and slid down until he was sitting on the floor. He looked down at his throbbing member, fully protruded from his genital slit. He was burning up, his body was tense, he needed to get off. He wrapped his hand around his tapered penis, and gave it a gentle squeeze. He watched as a drop of pre slid down his shaft, and onto the floor. He closed his eyes and exhaled loudly. It was like he forgot what it felt like to touch down there. He didn't hesitate, he went straight to the point. The dragon began sliding his hand up and down his shaft, slowly at first. He began panting softly, with his tongue sticking out of his agape mouth. He began picking up the pace, and noticed he was already close to climax. His panting almost matched the movement of his hand. After about a minute, he finally climaxed. He closed his eyes and couldn't help but let out a soft moan as the first string of his seed spurt out. Then again, and again, and again, and again.

"Much better.." Spike mumbled, panting, exhausted. The dragon lifted his hand off of his now soft member and took a look at his claws.

"Damn." The dragon said quietly, as he started to calm down, noticing the large amount of semen that had leaked onto his claws. He pulled himself up, stretched, and cleaned himself up with the nearest towel, hanging on the towel rack.


Author's Note

So that just happened.

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