Fluttershy had been depressed for a while she couldn't put her finger on it. Every time she looked in the mirror she saw somebody different.... Every time she was with her friends she felt different. Like something was missing from her life, but today this day it hit her what she was missing.
"Discord.... It's Discord!" Fluttershy said as she cocked her head to the side confused at the thought. Why discord of all creatures would she miss? She kept asking herself questions as to why but she never got the right answer. At least not yet Fluttershy couldn't take it anymore she shot right up from her bed.
She knew exactly what she had to do today. Once she was out of her bedroom to her bathroom she got ready. She did the usual like she always did such as brush her hair, brush her teeth, and some makeup on. Once she was done getting ready she went to check on her animals.
They were still sleeping "Hah wow it's early..." She said very quite trying not to wake her animals up. She trotted over to angel right then she checked him to make sure if he was alright. Fluttershy always worried the most over angel then the others. She didn't understand why but she just did.
"Good bye angel stay out of trouble" She whispered into his ear giving him a kiss on the cheek. She tippy toed out the room afterwards.
"Why cant it be perfect?" She asked herself as she walked out of the room coming right outside of her cottage. Once she was outside she took a deep breath. She trotted very slow while noticing her surroundings. She didn't have any idea where to go she thought then it hit her why does it matter where she goes? She didn't care at this moment all she wanted was to be free and get her mind off discord.
Fluttershy had now been walking for about half a hour. She couldn't stop there she thought she wanted to walk more. Her plan today was different all she wanted to do was explore ponyville more. She just wanted to see new things shes never noticed before. There it was that very thing that always got her attention. It was those discords lamps Fluttershy didn't know why but it just always did get her attention.
"I can't take it anymore!!" She yelled stomping her hoofs to the ground while grabbing every pony's attention. Quickly without thinking she grabbed the lamp from the counter and smashed it. Tears escaped her face afterwards "i'm sorry..... I didn't mean to...." She said to the cashier as he gave her a angry expression.
"Whatever I don't care and that will be 15 bits please!" The cashier spoke firmly while smiling. Fluttershy then dug onto her saddlebag grabbing 15 bits out she handed them to the cashier and just left. Every pony stared at her weird oh well Fluttershy couldn't blame them she would do the same if she was them.
Flutttershy scattered off somewhere far away from that store she just trotted away from every store she saw she didn't even bother on looking at them all she kept her eyes on was the road she was taking. She followed it some more she noticed something it was two pony's she saw. Fluttershy hid by the nearest bush to where they couldn't see her.
"I just can't do this anymore!" The mare shouted out with tears in her eyes at the brown stallion.
"Come on derpy don't say that you know you can! Don't give up on us!" The brown stallion yelled at the grey mare.
"No this is just to much I don't love you but I do see I don't know! I don't wanna hurt you even more I'm sorry but its over!" Derpy yelled as she ran away from the brown stallion leaving him there to cry.
"I just don't understand...." He said a red rose left his hoofs falling to the ground. He couldn't help but burry his face onto his hoofs letting tears flow. Fluttershy stared at him she wanted to comfort him but she couldn't it was already to late she saw him walk away very slow.
As he left she came out of her hiding spot "wow I guess i'm lucky not to have been in his place.." She said thinking more of the stallion she then stopped thinking it wasn't right of her after all it wasn't her problem. "Oh well." She said as she walked closer to the rose picking it up.
She examined the rose seeing how beautiful it was. She took the rose with her "No time to stop." She said as she kept following the road leading her to the everfree forest.
"This love is not even real... Why don't i cry for you? I don't want you! i don't need you! It doesn't matter ill play along writing our song. We are perfect I love you! No this is wrong why aren't you gone? I know your not that strong! Don't listen to me we'll always be so perfect happy!" Fluttershy sang out repeating the lryics over and over again this is exactly how she felt everything she sang was exactly the explation.
It was kinda like derpys problem with the brown stallion Fluttershy thought to herself while also trying to forget about them and focus on her own problem. She had kept walking threw the forest she noticed that she had pasted Zecora's place she wasn't sure if she wanted to crash her place and dump a problem right then and there.
Fluttershy had noticed how most of her pony friends had done that to the zebra she thought it was just plain out wrong. She just felt bad for the zebra as to when she gets companys its always has to do with some pony's problem and she wasn't going to be like the others and be that way.
After walking far away from ponyville and Zecora's place Fluttershy had stopped right then and there in the middle of no where. She collasped onto the floor crying and kicking the floor.
"I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE GET OUT OF MY MIND I DON'T LOVE YOU I DON'T WANT YOU I DON' NEED YOU!!" She shouted while crying this scared off animals near by. Fluttershy didn't even care at thus point all she did was keep shouting and crying hoping to make her pain go away but it never did.
"IT CAN'T GET ANY WORSE NOW CAN IT!?!? AND THIS STUPID ROSE JUST GO AWAY I SAY GO AWAY I LOVE YOU OKAY I DO NEED YOU AND I WANT YOU THERE I SAID IT JUST GO AWAY!!!" Futtershy kept shouting out as she threw the rose only for it to be collpased into a certain some draconequus.
It was the one and only Discord yes yes Fluttershy was seeing her own eyes. She looked up at him "Fluttershy....? Is that you are you okay?" He said as he slithered closer and closer to her he then snapped his fingers turning the red rose into more red roses he handed them to her then.
She wiped tears off her face as she accepted the red roses from her dear friend Discord. She smiled then quickly out of no where collapsed into his arms crying "Discord.... I love you! I need you! I want you! You're all i've been thinking out since you left! I can't take it anymore Discord!!!!!" Fluttershy said while sobbing Discord at first was shocked but now was happy he smiled at her.
"Shhh it's okay I love you to." He whispered into her ear while picking her face up and wiping tears off her face. She smiled back at him he then leaned in and kissed her passionately at first Fluttershy's eyes widened then closed she wrapped her hoofs around him and kissed him back.
It was perfect they both thought.
