The Darkness of the Fall

How long has it been... Since I have tasted the sweet air of the country side...The sweet blossoms that bloom, the cool breeze of air that descends upon my face, the birds that flap with a purpose to escape the harsh weather that approaches with a haste..

Heh... Everything back then was a blessing... I could breath without fear of death, I could approach a stranger and interact with them...

But now.. Everything no, Everyone or..Both want to kill me, devour me in the suffering of the madness of hatred...

I'm trembling with anxiety for fear of the unknown awaits me... My time might come to an end so soon that I just want it to end.

All of it I can't think straight without my mind going back and forth in a constant struggle of what is right and wrong...'

I stop and put my hands down from the sheet of silky threads of a fabric unknown to me that I have been writing on.

My hands are trembling from everything that has happened to my family, friends, and even to my b-beloved...

"Their all gone.." I find myself saying,"Why...Why gods..WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE HER!!", I scream and brush off everything in front of me with a quick swipe of my arm. I just sat there dead to everything...

Then like a sudden string that had pushed me from a cliff... I laughed like a mad man who realized that he is a lie... Maybe I am that mad man... Or just a very sad man... You must be wondering why I'm like this..

It all started in the small town of Revandale...