One In The Same

An often question that I keep asking myself is 'What does my future hold?’ I was once something but, now I can’t tell anymore.

   Living in a run down community is not the best place to find employment in.Hell, I still have my first car, ten years later... So, I don’t have a stable job.

But, ten years ago when I was 16 I had the highest football stats in the country. I was most expected to go to a great college. Then a fateful day awaited, our

homecoming game. Right before halftime two people hit me, one in the front, and one in the back, causing my leg to crush into multiple pieces.Not only my leg

but my future.After that incident,Ii never went back to my old physical state. Not

A single university took the chance.

So after I graduated high school I moved out into this shit hole area of Denver

Well I guess it’s all the same.

So thus a recap of my crushed dreams.

Now I am unable to find a stable job

Wondering what the hell i’ve done with my life. So I sit down at my computer to look for jobs.But with my luck I can't find anything.

I sit motionless, wondering why.

Why this. Can't be better.

Why I didn't take a chance with education instead of football. I eventually break into tears.But there is no changing the past...

  I wake up with a terrible headache, and a dry faceBut I drive to work. I still cannot stop thinking about my thoughtsOf last night, or that day.

But I do the same thing everyday and all day long I keep reciting the words " Hi, how may I help you?"

After work I decide to go to the bar. I hammer down a couple shots more like half a bottle. Destroy our thoughts and memories with alcohol.Then I go and do

the worst possible thing.

Dink and drive.....

  *News reporter " there's been a rollover accident along I-25 the driver is in critical condition."