Author's Note

Alright, so if you skipped to this chapter because it's marked as explicit I highly suggest you go back and read the previous chapter, or else you'll be missing out on a lot of context. If you just don't care then go ahead and enjoy yourself.

You Can Love Me. Right? [Explicit]

Four days.

It had been four days since she had woken up that morning next to Macintosh. It had been four long days of emotional turmoil and endless self-debate. Four lonely nights hugging into a pillow for comfort; burying her face into the same pillow he’d laid on trying to recapture his scent. It had been easy that first evening, but already it had mostly faded and now all she could do was grasp at loose memories. Even now, laying in her bed and staring at the ceiling, she struggled to remember what it felt like nuzzled tightly against his body.

Four days of trying desperately to remember the numbers written on the paper. She’d even pulled the paper out of the trash to look over time and again. But no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t conjure forth the numbers she had been looking at before losing them.

Just then an idea struck her like a thunderbolt and she scolded herself for not thinking of it sooner. Jumping out of bed she dashed to her mirror and stared into it. As she expected those all too familiar eyes looked back at her. “What were they?”

“What were what?” Fluttershy’s reflection questioned, an inflection of faux ignorance dripping from each word.

“You know exactly what I mean. What is the phone number?”

“Oh, I couldn’t possibly remember…”

“Don’t lie to me!” Fluttershy raised her voice well past its normal threshold, “I know you remember it. Tell me. Now.”

“Assuming that I do remember some stupid numbers, first you tell me why you care so much.”

Fluttershy stared quietly into her mirror, unable to respond.

“You were going to tear it up. To stop both of us from having access to him. So why do you care so much. Your goal is accomplished.”

Fluttershy pursed her lips and gave it a moment of thought before responding. “Because I know that he can love me. But I need to be sure. And…I need him. Waking up next to him. Sharing that breakfast. I have never been happier in my life.” She glared into her reflection. “That’s why I need to know. Now tell me.”

“No.”

Fluttershy was speechless for a moment, and the smirk on her doppelgangers face widened. “What do you mean, ‘no’?” Fluttershy replied, agitation etched into her voice.

“I mean that why don’t you prove me wrong? You know where he lives. You know he’ll let you into his home in a heartbeat. If you really think that you can make him love you then why don’t you go do it?”

The look on the face in the mirror told Fluttershy everything. She wasn’t going to get the phone number from her.

“Fine.” She moved away from her reflection and grabbed a jacket. This was something she had to do. This was something that she needed to do herself. She would show her. She had to.

……….

Big Macintosh lay on his bed in the dark, looking at the ceiling, his cell phone sitting on his chest. It had only been four days but to him it felt like an eternity. Every stray text, every email, every application update that caused his phone to buzz sent a small shock of excitement through his heart. Every time he felt the vibration he excitedly pulled it from his pocket only to be let down. Macintosh knew it was silly. That it would probably take Fluttershy much more time to sort her feelings out; and as anxious as he was he knew he had to be patient.

He knew this had to be love. She invaded every thought that he had. Every moment he spent working she could see her gently smiling face and it spread a goofy grin across his own. Applejack had even commented on it, laughing at the blush that would spread across cheeks as he stammered out some excuse about a funny joke he’d heard. Maybe she didn’t know who it was, but she knew that he’d met somepony. Sure, working may help the days go by a little quicker, but his nights were long and full wishful thinking.

He’d experienced his own silly little crushes before in the past, but none of them had made him feel this strongly. Macintosh wanted nothing more than to make Fluttershy happy. He wanted to just lay next to her at night and hold her. He remembered her cute little giggle and wanted to hear it again and again. Yes, he was madly and hopelessly in love.

A tapping at his window broke him from his contemplation and he started. He lived on the second floor of their home, so what in the world could be tapping on his window? Stepping cautiously from his bed he leaned to see what would be trying to gain his attention. There may have only been half a moon out that night but there was no mistaking the way that it shone through that rosy hair. There was no mistaking those large cyan eyes innocently looking at him through his window.

Quick as a jackrabbit he fumbled with the lock on his window and pulled it open. Gently taking her hand he helped bring her into his room. “Fluttershy, what’re ya doin’ here?’ He asked, closing the window quickly as a rush of cold air began to fill the room.

The daisy yellow pegasus looked down at her toes in embarrassment and folded her hands behind her back. “I needed to come talk to you. I lost your number and…I’m sorry if I woke you up…”

Big Macintosh smiled and sat down on the edge of his bed. ‘Nah, I was just layin here, um, thinkin’. Couldn’t get to sleep if I tried to.” He leaned back onto his hands, “So what do ya need to talk about?”

Fluttershy quietly chewed on her bottom lip for a moment before responding. “I need to talk about…us.” She stepped over to him and straddled his waist, wrapping her arms around his thick neck. “Mac, I’ve been thinking a lot about us in the past couple of days, and I know that I want there to be something between us. I want whatever this is like I’ve never wanted anything before.” She started to tenderly kiss his neck, “But I need something from you first, Mac.”

Mac had closed his eyes and given into the soft butterfly kisses she peppered onto him. “Shy, there ain’t nothin I wouldn’t do for ya.”

She gently guided his head to rest in the crook of her neck and she placed her mouth at his ear. “I need you to make love to me, Mac. But I don’t want it to be like last time. It needs to be different. Please, Mac, I have to know it’ll be different.” Fluttershy began to lovingly nibble on the tip of his ear, pulling him tighter against her shoulder. “Please, Mac…”

Big Macintosh could hear the slight begging tones in her voice and he put his hands on her hips, “O’ course, Fluttershy, whatever you want. I just wanna make you happy. “

“Shhhh.” Fluttershy quickly shushed him and leaned back, gently putting her forehead against his as she began to unzip her jacket. “Mac, I want you to let me take care of you tonight. You were so sweet to me and I know I need to return that favor.” She let the jacket fall to the floor, exposing her naked breasts, the hard pink nipples standing out against her yellow fur. She could hear Big Macintosh’s breathing hitch and she gave him an innocent smile, letting her hair fall over her face. “They’re the same ones as before. There’s nothing special about them. “

“Maybe, but they’re the most beautiful ones in Equestria.” Macintosh’s leaned in, slowly brushing her hair to the side and pressed their lips together. Fluttershy melted into the kiss, letting his hand move back to her breast and gently massage it. Kicking off her shoes, Fluttershy let him have his way with her plump mammaries. It wasn’t the same kind of impassioned fondling that had happened in her kitchen just a few mornings ago. This time is was more of a slow pressing. It felt more like the touch was worshiping her than satisfying him.

But this wasn’t supposed to be about her. She didn’t want him to worship her. She just wanted him to love her. She increased the intensity of their kiss ever so slightly, letting the tip of her tongue brush against his lips. He yielded instantaneously, opening his mouth and slipping his own tongue out to eagerly meet with hers. Their tongues rolled off of each other, never invading each other mouths, but each only gently exploring the other. Her wings had slowly lifted themselves from her back and were gently flapping, surrounding the two of them in a quiet breeze. While he was distracted with her tits she unbuttoned her pants and quietly slipped them off. She could feel a slight bulge beginning to form in his pajamas, pressing softly at her through her panties. Fluttershy let herself give a little moan, grinding her hips gently against him, and Big Macintosh’s breathing quickened.

Fluttershy pulled her head back and looked at Macintosh, a small trail of saliva connecting their outstretched tongues to one another. His eyes were glazed over with bliss as he looked at her and smiled. “Did you like that?” she whispered, sounding even more timid than she normally would.

“Yeah.” He replied, just as quietly, and he leaned in to try and connect their lips again. But Fluttershy leaned back from him.

“No, sweetie, it’s time for this little mare to make you feel good.” She gave him a small peck on the cheek before dismounting him and dropping to her knees. She sat on her knees, eye level with his waist she gently hooked a finger into the waistline of his pajama pants and pulled at them. Macintosh graciously lifted his hips and the loose pants slipped off with ease.

Fluttershy swallowed nervously as she was greeted with Macintosh’s half erect penis. Barely illuminated in the light of the moon that streamed into the room it was dark and sleek, seemingly waiting for somepony to take care of it. She had to admit she was intimidated to say the least. She’d never really thought about doing this with him before. In her fantasies they’d always just enjoy a few heated minutes of kissing and then move into the sex. This was a whole new level of foreplay to her.

“Shy, it’s OK, you don’t have to if it makes ya feel uncomfortable.” Big Macintosh said gently, offering a hand for her to stand up.

She brushed the hand away and gave a look of determination. “No. I want to do this.” Closing her eyes and leaning in, she softly kissed the side of his slowly growing shaft. Even from that bare contact Fluttershy could feel his cock twitch with expectancy and the low groan he let out.

Gaining a small surge of confidence from the sound, Fluttershy grabbed Macintosh’s growing member and gently pulled at it while continuing to pepper it with long kisses. She could feel his penis filling with blood and becoming harder and more erect with each loving stroke. His pleasured moans had dissolved into a quiet panting and he slightly thrust his hips to match the rhythm of her caress. Emboldened even further by this, she adjusted her grip and gave the underside of his cock a long and slow lick. Starting from the base and following the long curve, Fluttershy let her wet tongue lick along his hot meat until it slipped to the very tip of the head, where she planted a tender peck.

F-fuck...” Big Macintosh mumbled, leaning back and letting out a contented sigh.

Fluttershy looked up into his emerald eyes and smiled bashfully, “You like that?” she asked, leaning in to do it again. As her tongue once again left its wet trail up his dick her only answer came in the form of a sharp moan from him. She looked up at him as she did and blushed as he closed his eyes and a look of uncensored pleasure spread across his face. This time when she reached the tip of his cock when she pressed her lips to the tip she separated them, letting the head slide into her mouth.

“Ah-ahh!!” Fluttershy kept her eyes up on Macintosh’s face as she delicately massaged the head of his cock with her mouth, letting her tongue swirl around it and rub against the bottom. She could taste the salty precum already starting to leak out onto her tongue. All the while Macintosh was trying his hardest not to go insane with pleasure. His mouth hung open, only occasionally releasing a quietly impassioned cry in between heavy pants. Fluttershy continued to slowly rub the shaft of his cock while her mouth sucked at the head. Big Macintosh was at full mast now, all of Fluttershy’s delicate attentions making him harder than he’d ever been before.

Fluttershy pulled her mouth away from his cock and let a hot and heavy breath waft over his throbbing member. Macintosh looked down at her with a confused look, his asking why she had stopped. Fluttershy placed her check against his penis and softly rubbed against it, giving a happy little purr. “Am I doing this right, Mackie?” she asked, letting her hand massage the stiff length of his dick. Her eyes still looking up at him with that adorable amount of innocence she was known for.

“Mhmm.” Macintosh replied, his brain unable to form coherent words to describe how turned on he was.

“Do you want me to keep going?” Her voice had dropped to a sexy low tone and Macintosh had to strain his ears just to hear her.

“E-eeyup” was all he managed to stammer out as his hips rocked back and forth, pushing his cock firmer against her cheek, the friction from her butter yellow fur driving him wild with desire.

Fluttershy giggled and moved back. Once against pressing her lips against the tip she slowly pushed forward, letting her mouth envelop his twitching member. Fluttershy pushed past the head cautiously, taking precious seconds to move farther down, letting her tongue glide over every inch that she took into her mouth. Macintosh was letting out a quiet and contented sigh that matched her pace as her head lower closer to his crotch.

Finally she stopped as she took enough of his cock in to match the length of her tongue. Mac looked down at her and felt grateful that he didn’t blow his wad right then and there. Half of her face was still hidden behind a veil of hair but the one cerulean eye that wasn’t hidden was looking up at him, twinkling and filled with innocence. It was the sexiest thing he’d ever seen and he felt his lust surge deep in his chest

Fluttershy waited patiently, less than half of his cock sitting on her tongue, looking up at him, waiting for him to give her a signal that said it was okay for her to keep going. She sat still like that for a minute, guiding her tongue to gently rub against the underside of his cock. Finally he gave her an almost imperceptible nod.

Maintaining eye contact Fluttershy moved her head back until the head of his penis almost left her mouth, and then she calmly pushed back down, moving ever so slightly past her original point before pulling back again. Whatever her mouth wasn’t sucking on, she worked with her hand, gently jacking him off.

She reached up and grabbed Macintosh’s right wrist and guided it to rest on the back of her head. Big Macintosh graciously accepted her offer, intertwining her fingers in her soft hair and guiding her further down his dick. Fluttershy closed her eyes and let Macintosh guide her blowjob, pushing her down further with each return down the beast in her mouth.

But it wasn’t just how deep his cock was being pushed into her mouth that was increasing. With each bob of her head the speed that she went down on him with grew faster and faster. Just as soon as his dick would be on the edge of leaving the soft heaven that her mouth was, he pushed her back down further. She began to gag as his penis poked at the entrance to her throat.

The simple blowjob had quickly transformed into a full on mouth fucking as Fluttershy sucked him off with added fervor and he continued to push deeper into her mouth. She moaned happily, adding vibrations to the experience that only served to turn Mac on even further. “Oh sweet Celestia, Shy. More tongue, please.” He begged. Fluttershy happily granted his request, rubbing her tongue against whatever part of his cock it could find.

The sounds of his pleasured moans and groans filled Fluttershy’s ears along with the wet sucking sound that came from their excited oral sex. Big Macintosh let go of Fluttershy’s head, needing to use both arms to support himself. But it was alright, because Fluttershy was in the full swing of things now. Fully in control of her own movements she bobbed up and down Mac’s cock quickly, massaging the meaty shaft and head with her lips and tongue.

She pushed far deeper than she thought she would and gagged as Fluttershy felt him enter her throat. Suppressing the urge to cough she lowered herself even further, letting his cock slide into her throat until she finally bottomed out. Saliva dripped from the sides of Fluttershy’s mouth as she held herself there, letting her throat convulse around his member, tightening against it and massaging it. Then she started moving again. Back and forth, but never letting the head leave her throat she kept her mouth sliding up and down his shaft. Big Macintosh was letting out broken cries of ecstasy, the sounds ringing in Fluttershy’s ears. Those were what she wanted to hear. She wanted to know that in those moments his mind was solely on her.

Withdrawing his cock from her mouth she gasped for air and gave a small cough. Macintosh was similarly trying to catch his breath. “Did you like that?” she asked, a coy smile lighting on her face.

“Yeah” he managed to pant out after a moment, trying to regain his senses.

Fluttershy had an idea and suddenly pounced on him, pushing Big Macintosh further back onto the bed and shoving him onto his elbows as she firmly pushed her chest against him. “Then I know you’re going to absolutely love this.” She purred. Fluttershy slowly crawled backwards, never breaking eye contact, letting her large breasts drag along his body.

She stopped as his cock slid right in between her tits, smiling up at him demurely, Fluttershy grabbed either side of her boobs and snuggly fitted them around him. The head of his dick poked out from between her cleavage and she stuck her tongue out and gave it a timid lick. “How about this, is this alright?” she asked, slowly beginning to move her boobs up and down.

“T-that’s more than alright, Fluttershy.” He responded with a stunned look on his face.

Fluttershy giggled and squeezed her breasts harder, trapping his dick tightly in between them. She leaned her head down and took the head of his cock into her mouth once more, sucking and massaging it eagerly. She could feel his meat pulse in her mouth with each heartbeat as she ground his shaft in between her breasts, keeping it snugly trapped between her two fun pillows.

Big Macintosh let out a gratified groan, “F-Fluttershy, that feels…” his breath caught as her tongue swirled around the very tip of his head, and he relaxed and sighed “…amazing.”

Fluttershy smiled and started to hum while she pleasured him, increasing the speed at which she bounced her tits to work his cock. The wet shaft of his penis slid easily in between her supple breasts, Fluttershy could feel the hot piece of stallion twitching and throbbing excitedly against her chest. She did her best to service any part of his cock that poked out from between her boobs, letting the noises that he made tell her what he enjoyed the most about the treatment. The louder the noise he made, the more she tried to repeat the action; whether it was tickling the tip with the very end of her tongue, or releasing it and letting a hot breath wash over the head from time to time. The taste of precum filled her mouth and she savored the flavor, letting the sticky substance coat her tongue and sucking even harder in an attempt to draw more out.

Fluttershy could feel his cock pulsing harder with every second and louder noises were escaping him more frequently as the minutes ticked past. “Sh-Shy, I-I’m gonna…” Mac finally managed to push out on a frantic breath, and she watched him close his eyes tightly with resolve. Pulling his head from her mouth she let her tongue dance around the very end for a moment before speaking.

“It’s OK Mackie, you can cum whenever you’re ready.”

“But Shy, I don’t wannaaaahhhh….” Fluttershy shut him up by putting him back in her wet and warm mouth and giving a few short bobs of her head. She didn’t let her boobs relent their assault on him either, opting to rub faster and firmer as he drew near his climax. She watched him fall completely prone onto his back and he clutched desperately at his bed covers. His heartbeat beat through his cock faster and faster and she felt him tense up one last time before removing him from her mouth once more.

The first shot of cum came out quick as lightning, catching her off guard as it splattered across her left eye. Keeping her mouth open she was more prepared for the second surge as it shot onto her outstretched tongue. Keeping the rubbing from her tits going she continued to milk him for more. And sticky load after sticky load kept shooting out of him, first spreading across her nose, another shooting even further to streak over her ear and through her hair. One last fat load lazily came from his cock and dripped onto her breasts, slowly running down over her erect nipple.

Giving his cock head one final lick, Fluttershy slowly let his softening dick come from between her boobs and she crawled up onto Big Macintosh until she once again straddled him at the waist. Letting his cock press tightly against her ass as it spasmed in little aftershocks, she placed her hands against his heaving chest and tapped a finger softly against it. She smiled lovingly while she watched his sweaty face begin to relax and he cracked an eye open to look at her. Opening her mouth, Fluttershy showed him the jizz she had let sit on her tongue, then, taking an index finger, she ran it along the cum trail that had dripped down her tit and, bringing the finger to her mouth, licked the cum clean from her finger. Repeating this process again for the load that had shot across her eye, and the one that had hit her nose she cleaned her face of all his cum and put it on her tongue. Making sure his eyes were still on her, Fluttershy closed her mouth and gave an exaggerated swallow. Sticking her tongue out to show that it was all gone, she watched Macintosh’s face fall into a look of utter disbelief and the blush on her cheeks deepened a few shades.

She pressed her hands firmly against his pectoral muscles and massaged them playfully, letting his chest hair run between her fingers. “Do you get off so much for every mare that crawls through your window?” she asked sweetly.

Macintosh reached up and gently grabbed her right wrist, stopping it in its tracks while her left hand continued to rub against him, “Nope. But only one mare has ever been crazy enough to try it.” he brought her hand to his lips and he gently kissed it. “Besides, ain’t no mare ever gonna be able to make me feel the same way I do about you, Shy.”

Fluttershy couldn’t help but feel a rush of giddiness flood her heart, but a small drop of doubt still found its way into the mix. “Do you really feel that way, Mac?” she asked timidly. As she asked she gently bumped her crotch against him, letting his still half hard member rub against the panties that barely separated him from her.

Big Macintosh chuckled softly, “Of course, Fluttershy. I ain’t never felt this way about any other mare in my life. I know we may have only met a little while ago, but I can’t imagine my life without ya. Hell, I can’t even remember what my life was like before I met ya.”

Fluttershy let her wings bend around the pair to encompass them as she leaned in and gave him a small peck on the cheek. “You don’t know how happy it makes me to hear you say that. But...” she reached down and pulled at the waistline to her underwear, letting it snap against her hip, “do you think you have at least one more in you for tonight?” Fluttershy had been caught up in the passion of pleasing her stallion that she hadn’t felt the heat burning in between her legs until just now. And when she realized that it was there it hit her like a brick wall. She could feel her need soaking through the thin fabric of her panties and she rubbed her crotch against his waist, hoping that he would notice as well.

“For you, Fluttershy, I would go all night.” He said, his eyes closing halfway.

Fluttershy bent over and nibbled softly on his ear before purring into it, “I hope you’re ready to keep that promise.” Without another thought Fluttershy grabbed her panties and pulled them off, having to separate her body from Mac’s for only an instant before she settled back onto his waist, her naked pussy rubbing against his hot skin. She brought the underwear up to eye level, showing them off to the stallion beneath her. Hooking a finger into it she bit into the waistline and pulled, stretching the underwear taught, and then she let it go, slingshoting the pink fabric at Big Macintosh’s face, where they landed softly onto his muzzle.

Fluttershy giggled cutely as he pulled the undergarments from his face and smiled up at her, tossing the panties off the side of the bed. Wiggling her hips she felt his cock bounce off of her rear, still not completely hard. “Do I have to get you all warmed up again?” she questioned teasingly, reaching back and running a finger along the length of his shaft. Sticking her tongue out at him and giving a small wink Fluttershy grabbed his penis and guided it to rest against her buttcrack, letting the slowly elongating shaft grind happily in between her thick ass cheeks. Grinding her hips up and down she felt his cock growing stiff against her, feeling the head press gently against her plothole for a moment before sliding slowly past it. She whipped her tail gently against his balls, teasing them ever so softly with the thick, silky strands of her tail. “Do you like it when I do that to you?” she asked, as she seductively licked her lips.

“Yeah.” He responded, and Fluttershy felt him put his hands on her hips and lean upwards, “But I think it’s time that I returned that little favor.” But before he managed to lean up very far, Fluttershy placed her hands on his shoulders and shoved him back onto his back, keeping him pinned to the bed. He looked up at her in confusion “But I…”

“No sweetie, I told you, tonight is all about your pleasure.” She spread her wings and pushed her ass up against him again. “So no buts, unless it’s mine trying to get you off.” She said assertively, letting out a stern huff that caused her breasts to jiggle slightly.

Macintosh looked up at her silently for a moment before finally saying “Yes, ma’am.”

“Good, now relax, Mackie. Because I’m going to take good care of you.” She lifted her hips and let Big Macintosh’s cock move from behind her until it rested against her hot slit. Lowering herself slightly she let it grind against her wet cunt, a thin coat of her juices smearing against it. She let out a small ‘ah’ as it brushed lightly against her nub, sending an unexpected shock of pleasure through her. She let herself grind against him for a minute, taking vast amounts of pleasure in feeling his meat rub against the center of her desire.

Finally she raised her hips until his cock pointed directly up at her, the tip gracing gently against her outer folds. Fluttershy could feel her need dripping slowly onto him and she breathed deeply, her fingers clutching gently at his chest. She looked up into his eyes, which observed her actions with infinite patience, and blushed. “Are you ready, Mackie?” Macintosh nodded, his hands massaging her hips comfortingly. Fluttershy took in a deep breath and lowered herself onto him.

As the tip of his penis began to enter her love canal, Fluttershy gave a timid squeak. She could feel him twitching with anticipation, and she steeled her resolve, lowering herself ever further. As she impaled herself on his cock she let out small coos and purrs, resting a hand against his abdomen for support. She didn’t remember feeling this…stretched out last time, but by Celestia’s mane did it feel heavenly. All the while Big Macintosh had reached around to grab her ass, lightly rubbing and squeezing the thick cheeks while whispering encouraging words to her. The sounds of “There ya go, Shy.” and “You’re gonna be Ok, we’re halfway there.” served to spur her onwards, never stopping for an instant.

Suddenly, she felt his hips pressing against her, and she gave a celebratory moan of pleasure. Grinding her crotch against him she made sure that she had fully taken him in. Biting her lip and giving him bedroom eyes, she rubbed one hand along his toned stomach, while the other moved to brush her hair from her face. Fluttershy took a moment to enjoy the feeling inside of her. His cock felt like it was burning against her inner walls, stretching them and filling her deeper than she ever thought she could take. Every slight movement caused his cock to grind against her insides, pushing her envelope of pleasure even further and forcing her to release quiet moans.

Fluttershy lifted her waist and slowly began to pull herself off of him. The feeling of his cock pulling out of her caused a spasm of pleasure to rock her body and she immediately fell back down onto him, letting out an ‘eep’ as he settled back inside of her again. Fluttershy gritted her teeth and raised herself up again, this time fully ready for the grinding feeling and she made it up slightly farther before succumbing to another spasm and once again falling onto him. This time Macintosh was the one who let out the pleasured groan, and she felt his grip on her butt tighten.

Smiling gently, she recreated the action, raising herself about halfway up his throbbing cock and then stopping; rotating her hips to let him press against new parts of her insides. Instead of dropping back onto him she lowered herself, taking her savory time to enjoy the sweet groan he released while filling her cunny once more. As soon as she reseated him into her tight depths she raised herself again, raising her rump higher and dropping it back down onto him. The process repeated itself again and again, each time letting more of him slip out of her before she dropped herself back down onto him.

Fluttershy began to pant, he tongue falling out of her mouth as a sheen of sweat began to form on her brow. The sound of sweaty skin slapping against wet flesh was filling the air, accompanied only by the short moans and impassioned cries that the pair of lovers traded with one another. His hands were kneading her ass firmly, tightly grabbing her cutie marks and massaging the spots with enthusiasm. She could feel the heat growing inside of her pussy as she ravaged his cock, flexing her inner muscles to massage him and heighten his pleasure even further.

Macintosh’s cries grew steadily louder with each connection between their bodies. Fluttershy feared that the noise might wake up and attract one of the other members of the Apple clan, so she pressed her lips tightly against his in order to drown out the sound. Her tongue invaded his mouth while she kept up her furious pumping, letting her small tongue dance circles around his large one. He moaned into her mouth, letting her take him on their shared journey.

She detached their lips and sat up over him, grinding her hips in circles. “Oh Mac, do you like it when I ride you like this?” Mac’s only response to the question was a happy moan and she smiled. “Yeah? Because I like riding you like this. I love feeling your fat cock inside of me. Do you like fucking my tight little pussy? Because my pussy sure does like having you fuck it.” Fluttershy smirked as he continued to be at a loss for words, only issuing pleased grunts and huffs. She pawed at his chest and her eyes were drawn to his muscular neck. She watched at the thick artery pulsed heavily against his skin and she licked her lips hungrily. She leaned in and kissed over the fat vein, licking lightly at the skin.

Just as she was about to bite into the soft flesh, Fluttershy caught herself and her eyes went wide. No. No, this wasn’t something she was supposed to do. This wasn’t what she wanted to do. This was something that she wanted to do. She was the one that wanted to hurt Macintosh, to use him as a toy for her pleasure. Fluttershy withdrew her mouth from his neck, disgusted at the thought of committing that act on the sweet farmer. Suddenly the burning heat she had been feeling drained into only a small ember. She stopped her movements and looked sadly down into his face, her hair falling from behind her ear to cover her own once more.

Macintosh looked back up at her confused, his breathing slowing down to its regular pattern. “Shy, is there somethin’ wrong?” He asked quietly, a tone of concern layering his words.

Fluttershy bit her lip. She couldn’t tell him what was wrong. Couldn’t tell him that he didn’t really love her. That it was all a cruel mind trick. That no matter how much lovemaking the two shared that he wouldn’t even know her name if she wasn’t in control of him. That no matter how much sex they had she could never forget it herself. She couldn’t tell him, but she nodded all the same.

“Is there somethin’ I can do to help?” He pried, raising a hand to her cheek and letting a finger run underneath one glittering eye.

Fluttershy placed her own hand on top of him and said in a shaky voice, “Talk to me, Mac. Talk to me while you have me. Tell me how much you love me. Please.” Her voice had descended into a whisper by the end of her pleading.

She could feel the farmer shift beneath her and he pushed gently upwards, driving his still erect cock into her a little deeper. “Fluttershy, I love you.” She could feel him pushing against her insides and she closed her eyes, choosing to only hear him and feel him. “You’re the most beautiful mare in the whole world.” He pressed a little bit harder, and Fluttershy rose with him, beginning to feel the nearly lost desire return. “My only desire is to be able to hold you in my arms at night and call myself yours.” Fluttershy bounced a little higher, rising off of his penis and coming down again. She could feel his hands gliding over her body, beginning their slow worship of her form. “If no one else in the world approved of us being together, I wouldn’t give a damn, because I would still have you.” She could feel their pace starting to speed up again, his meat ground tantalizingly against her innermost walls. She couldn’t help herself as one of his hands brushed over her breast and teased the nipple, drawing a faint coo from her. “If I had to fight a thousand battles, and suffer a million injuries just to see you smile, I would do it. And I would do it with my own smile on my face.” Fluttershy found herself bouncing on him again, the fire in her loins burning hotter with each loving word he spoke to her.

“Yes, Mac, like that.” She pleaded, keeping her eyes closed and rubbing his taught chest. She needed him to continue like that. Maybe if he spoke enough she could convince herself, and forget her own sins; if only for a moment.

“Fluttershy, the sound of your voice sets my heart on fire, and your laugh sends my thoughts into a flutter.” She wanted him to worship her with his hands. They were like liquid lightning across every inch of her body that they touched. “I wanna wake up every mornin’ and feel ya pressed up against my side. Because then I’ll know that you love me too.” Fluttershy’s moans were rising to a fever pitch and she began riding him at full steam once again, bouncing her hips up to slam against him and let his cock burrow deep inside of her. “I couldn’t bear ta ever…uhn…lose ya, Shy. Because then I-I’d be losin’ a part of myself.” She heard him stammer as his cock gave a particularly hard twitch. Good. He was nearing his limit. She only needed him to speak for a few more seconds and then they could pass into the blessed abyss together.

“Yes, Mac, just a little bit more. I’m so close.” She whispered, clawing at his chest desperately.

“I would give up anythin’ just to be with ya, Shy. I would move clean across Equestria if it would make ya happy.” Sweat was flying off of her forehead now as their sex became frantic; any words she attempted to form coming out only as begging moans. “I wanna make a whole life with ya, Shy. I wanna live with ya. I wanna have a couple of beautiful children with ya. And then one day, far, far away from now, I wanna grow old with ya and spend every second I have left holdin’ your hand.” Fluttershy felt herself peaking, her wings were flapping wildly now, surrounding the two in a whirlwind of the smell of sex. “I love you, Fluttershy.”

“Maaacccccccccc!!!” She howled as she climaxed, feeling herself drop over the edge and into electric bliss. She felt herself send a crashing wave of love juice to soak his cock and he gripped her hips tightly. He let out his own loud and long groan, and Fluttershy felt him spend himself inside of her. She felt his cum coat the inside of her pussy, dousing her inner flame as it mixed with the fruits her own orgasm. She let out a few cute ‘ahs’ as she lightly bumped against him, trying to carry on the feeling of bliss for a few more seconds. When she finally came down from her high she opened her eyes to look down at her lover.

His hair was in a wet and tangled mess, plastered across his forehead. His chest was heaving from his exertions and his mouth hung open slightly to catch deeper breaths. And he was smiling.

Fluttershy weakly collapsed onto his chest with a small ‘eep’ and she felt him wrap his arms around her body, hugging her tightly to him. They lay still like that for minutes, trying to catch their breaths and feeling a wave of exhaustion crash over the both of them.

Fluttershy finally broke the silence. “Mac, did you really mean all of those things you said?” The question came out of her mouth timid and uncertain. She wanted to know that he even knew what he said in the throes of their passion.

“Eeyup. I wouldn’t ever leave your side, Shy.” He responded, a long yawn escaping his mouth afterwards.

Fluttershy nuzzled her head against him, “Then go ahead and sleep, Mackie, and tomorrow I promise I’ll be right here at your side. Forever.” She felt him give one more deep breath, and then his breathing became slow and patterned. He had fallen asleep with her in his arms.

Sighing, Fluttershy gently pulled herself from his grasp and pulled his softened member from her insides. She leaned into his ear and whispered, “Don’t worry, I’ll be right back.” He grumbled a little but didn’t wake up.

Getting off of his bed, she padded softly over to his dresser and looked into the mirror that sat on top of it. As expected a pair of softly glowing red eyes met her. “Well you seem to have certainly enjoyed yourself.” Her reflection said with a smirk. “Did you get what you came for?”

“Yes.” Fluttershy said, brushing her bangs to the side with a finger, “But I need one more thing from you.” It was the first time that Fluttershy had ever seen the other side of her confused. She liked that thought.

“And what exactly could I do for you that you didn’t just do for yourself?”

“I want to forget.” She said, her eyes set in a look of grim determination. “I want to forget that I know what you did to him. I want you to make me forget that. I want you to do what you did to him on me. Have me remember what he remembers, but I want to forget that he only knows me because of you.”

“And why would I ever do that for you?” The reflection asked mockingly, her eyes flashing with excitement.

“Because then we both get what we want. I have him and his love, and you have your snack. Is that a deal?”

Fluttershy’s other side paused to think it over for a moment. “I would only ever be able to do it to you once. And once the memory is gone it can never come back.”

She looked over at the soundly sleeping stallion and then back into the mirror, “I don’t want the memory. I just want him.”

“Then relax, and concentrate on my eyes, and when you wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine.”

……….

Fluttershy fidgeted and groaned slightly as a sharp ray of sunlight spread across her closed eyelids. Really? She had to get out of bed right now? But she had just been having the most wonderful dream. Sighing she rolled over her hand met with something much harder than she was used to finding there.

Furrowing her brow, she cautiously cracked an eyelid to see what it was that was sharing a bed with her. Her vision was greeted with a large red stallion lying on his back next to her, his chest rising and falling as he let out gentle snores. Suddenly memories from the previous night came flooding back to Fluttershy. She gave a small smile and cuddled closer to the love of her life. Everything was perfect.