Riveris the changeling prologe: comeing to peace

The next few days where a bluer of drugs and sleep living off of the vary faint affection that caren and tamer did have for me and it was enough but they also smelled of something ells but I couldn't put my hoof on it. in the time I was still down there I had tried to communicate to tell them I was sentient but each time failed mostly because my writing SUCKS! also a lot of my natural ability. Im not strong enough to change into anything. my fangs and venom would get me starved if i tryed to use it. oh and agenst popular ideas no changelings are NOT like alicorns we are actually a lot more like ponys themselves some are like earth ponys they are the core workers of the hive there strong and brave there wings and horn are more like an accessory or tools in there own way but cant be used for other things many changelings uses there thick carpus on there wings and sharp some are like a weapon  or use there horn for defense many changelings do things like this I am one of the ones more like a Pegasus thats is where I fit in where not strong but where quick and our wings work and light on our hoofs the next are like unicorns there not strong or fast but depending on what hive they can rage to be just as good as a normal unicorn or better then there are the vary few that have a mix of all three but one is the domenit they are nobles of the hive or the queen itself. there that raps up our little biology lesson for now back to the story. "are you sure this is a good idea?" tamer looked at caren with consern because she had a small box with her "oh hush you said it yourself that this would keep him in control if we needed to " at least they finally desied on the sex...and it was right thank the queen wait there talking more what am I doing! dammit stop it and listen!" and thats final. hey Patches we got something for you." she booped my nose and tamer rubbed behind my ear again it was still amazing nothing could ever go wrong when th-*click* what the buck was that whats around my neck?! dammit I knew I was gonna die here! oh wait its a collar..."daww hes blushing I think he likes it!" wait...if the collar on the chain is off...meaning...YES! I spinted out of there as if there was a queen during her time of the month was after me and just as I was outside i was pulled back as if a rope was still there and dragged back to them "told you"  "shut up tamer" caren did something new she gave an angry slash defensive tone to me " now you have been good and we dont want you back down there so you keep it up.oh and not run out otherwise that magic rope will pull you back in" I just blinked and looked around she patted my head and trotted off I can finally get a good look at this place the floors are wood a few areas made of stone a big room in the entrance  the floors sometimes change from stone wood carpet tile and the walls did that same wood stone wood mostly there was a lit fire place in the main room that was empty but I felt like I was being watched was it caren or tamer? why would they need such a big building? this is all to confusing to me they have had a few arguments about money they cant be rich. wait what was that sound? there was a small scatter down the hallway then a wight on my back then head as I looked around there was some big eyes looking at me foals one on my back another on my head and a few getting closer to me that explains the smells and affection and the home this place was a orphanage and they did what any large group of foals did when there was a new pet they dog piled it and started to try and play with me...this is what my lifted had come to....meh could be worse but still this is degrading. they all started arguing about who was gonna get to play and what not. three hours later...some one please kill me it is nine at night they have been ether trying to figure out why I have holes how fast I can go or try to do an arrange of things...some of them are calm others not so much but there are more than just ponys yet sadly there are no changeling nymphs but there are griffins and buffalo but thats not the point. All I want to do is sleep. I am laying in the living room its large and Im on the couch in front of the fire place thats lit slowly drifting off to sleep