Hardships of Magic

Entry 7

I am a bit worried about Amber Day, she said she was going to relieve herself, and left. She hasn't came back yet. Hopefully she hasn't got lost, she is a bit forgetful. We all slept for about 8 hours, but it was terrifying. I could hear rats skittering around, which freaked me out because I didn't want to open my eyes and find an big, nasty rat sitting on my head. Yuck, just the thought makes me shudder. I hadn't have an drink for an couple days, and we didn't pass by any supplies yet. Those beers are starting to look good, even though i've promised myself never to drink. Desperate times call for desperate measures. Oh, ok I see Amber Day now. She's just laying on the floor... Oh my Celestia! she's dead! it looks like... it looks like her eyes were scooped out, I only see black pits where her eyes should be. Her stomach has been cut open and I could see what she ate. Who would do such an thing? I just can't believe it... she's dead! gone! theres only an mass of blood and guts, which used to be my friend...

Pinkie Pie is here now, and for once the smile is off her face. She's crying now. Why? why am I not crying? am I really that cold and cruel? why does this have to happen to me? I did nothing to deserve this! this just an dream, this is just an dream, this is just an dream... Ugh, this is horrible. I just want to fall down in an pit forever. I can't write right now, I need some time to mourn...

~White Shadow