Pony Poems 4

The Rainbow Theory

This is the rainbow theory,

oh so many ponies died,

I wish never made it,

I wish I never found out how,

I wish I never told anypony,

but I was blind letting them see,

then I seen their plans,

why did I let them,

why didn't I stop them,

why did I even make it,

why did I even give it to them,

I wish I knew,

I wish I never did,

but it is too late now,

I wish I never did it,

I wish I could stop it,

but all I can do is sit here,

I can do nothing about it,

I wish I could,

but I can't,

why I did it I do not know,

I wish I wasn't blind then,

I wish I could see my mistake,

but it is too late now,

now I have to live with it,

I wish it would go away,

but it wont go,

no it will stay,

it will stay to hunt me,

I wish I could change the past,

but I can not,

now I have to deal with it,

now I have so many ponies blood on my hoofs,

I wish I didn't have to live,

but I can't do anything,

I'm here hunted by my own doing,

oh I wish it would end,

I hear their voices,

crying out for help,

I wish I would just die,

but I know it will be even worst than now,

for after death, I would see them,

I hear them all crying for help,

I will end up feeling their pain,

the pain of death,

the pain of failure,

I never meant to kill so many ponies,

now I have to live with it,

I wish I never made it,

I wish I could just stop myself,

from making the rainbow theory,

but it is tooo late for that,

now I have to live through it all,

I am a victim of my own doing,

now I have to deal with the crying,

the crying of pain,

and the crying for help,

now I see what I have done,

I have made a monster,

and now I can't stop it,

I hear the crying of new ponies dying everyday,

I wish it would end but it wont,

I can't deal with it anymore,

but no matter what I do,

the crying come back,

I can't make it stop coming,

all I see is death before my eyes,

it will not end,

nor will I ever get peace,

for I have made a monster,

one that I can't stop,

all I can do is cry out for it to end,

but it wont end for me,

I am now part of the crying,

I cry out for help,

I cry out for it to end,

I cry out trying to stop them,

but no matter what, the machine just keeps going,

it kills so many,

so many ponies,

and it's all my fault,

I wish I could unplug it to end the crying,

to end the screaming for help,

I tried so many times,

but I failed to end it,

I failed to bring it to a stop,

now I have my failures crying out at me,

it just keeps getting worst,

and the more i try to end it,

the worst it gets,

I wish it all stop,

I wish they stop killing,

I wish I never did it,

but it is too late,

I made a big mistake,

a mistake that has made me scream for help,

to scream for it to stop and end,

but it keeps going,

killing, smashing, grinding,

it never ends,

day and night it goes,

night and day it goes,

hearing so many,

so many crying out for help,

I wish I could help,

but I can not,

now here I am crying,

crying for help to escape my own doing,

but I can not,

it will hunt me for life,

it will hunt me in death,

no matter what happens,

I will have to hear and see the death of so many,

no matter where,

no matter what,

no matter who,

I will deal with it forever,

till the end of time,

till the end of everything,

then I will have peace,

a peace I never felt,

one that will allow me to finally rest,

rest for ever,

but for now I will have to hear nothing but death,

death of so many,

death of fillies and colts,

I wish it end and stop,

but it wont, and it never will,

now I have to live with a monster,

a monster that will stay until the end of time,

the monster inside of me,

the one who made the rainbow theory,

it cry's out trying to consume me,

trying to make me like what I've done,

but I wont,

I wont let it,

I wont let it out to make things worst,

I could not live with myself if I made it worst,

I already scream for it to stop,

I already have to see and hear death all night and day,

I wish it stop,

stop and end,

but it wont,

it will go till the end of time,

when at last i can rest in peace,

a peace I never had and want,

a peace that will come when time ends,

I can not wait for that day to come,

Now it's time to end this rant,

a rant of pain,

a rant of failure,

a rant of shame,

as I cry out for help

as I wish it end for once,

just once in my life to bring peace,

but it never does,

nor will it stop,

I wish I could change my mistake,

but I can not,

nor can i live with myself,

but i am forced to,

forced to hear the crying and scream for help,

I wish it end,

I wish they take a break,

but the machine keeps going,

Night and day I hear it kill,

Killing ponies who cry for help,

I try to end it,

but it wont,

now i have to live with it,

I wish time would end,

I wish it all stop and end once and for all,

but it keeps going,

goodbye everypony,

I try to covert them,

I try to make them feel better,

but they all know their doom,

the doom I created,

the doom I came up with,

I wish I never worked on it,

nothing will stop the crying and screaming for help,

Goodbye to all who have died and all who will die