I hate my life

All my life I've been told I'm a failure, I shouldn't have been born, shit like that. I hate everything. My parents, the rest of my family, kids at school, the cmc and those stupid fucking "town heros". Ugh, they never would've understood what I had to go through. So much abuse in my life, it feels like, like I shouldn't exist, and I'm only 13 years old! What type of people would do this to a young colt like me? I guess everyone... Shit, not even my friends help me... But, I mean enough of me rambling and I'll just tell you what happened in my life.

Ever since I was 2, my parents beat me everyday. Even if I didn't do anything, they just always told me that I was worthless. The beating and abuse came even more later in my life as my parents took on a habit of drinking and doing illegal substances.