Gods of death, darkness and picking up chicks

*No sanity at all*

It was a cloudy day in Ponyville; Rainbow Dash hadn't been in the mood for clearing the clouds for a long time.

Jaden was sitting on a hill, right next to Ponyville, he was reflecting over the last week.

He had been working at the gala, where he completely lost it and been a true jerk.

However, he had a damn good reason for losing it; he was tossed around by the elements of harmony, he had stopped to call them as friends.

When everypony came home, the air had been filled with tension.

Whenever he walked past a mare, he had received angry gazes or just been ignored completely.

He hadn't seen Twilight or the others for a long time, he thought he knew why; he had broken their hearts and now they were trying to repair it by crying at home.

His actions had made him the most hated pony in Ponyville, even Vinyl was a little mad at him.

He was once again, an outcast.

As Jaden walked towards his house, it started to rain and he ran into the closest bar.

He shook off the most rain and took went up to the disk.

The bar was pretty empty, only a few colts at the bar and a couple of drunks at the corner of the bar.

Jaden took a seat and turned himself towards the bar-colt.

"Hey, what's the problem?" The bar-colt asked him as he prepared to take an order from Jaden.

"Mare's on my flank, broke everypony's heart" Jaden answered" An apple cider thanks"

"Harsh “The bar-colt replied as he poured up a glass of apple cider. “No other way?"

"Yes" Jaden said as he accepted the glass and tossed up some bits on the counter.

He was glad that the bar-colt wasn't asking him so many questions, he didn't want a chat.

He just took up the glass and drank the cider, all alone in his world.

Spike went into the bar and looked around in the room; it was a couple of drunks in the corner and at the desk was the pony he was looking for.

He took a place at Jaden’s side and waited for the bar-colt.

"Hey" Jaden said without turning his head around.

"Hi" Spike responded, also avoiding eye-contact." Rough week?"

"Yeah" Jaden answered" Do you hate me as well?"

"No, but it was very irresponsible" Spike started" You broke their heart pretty bad there"

"I know, I shouldn't have done that" Jaden sighed. “My other self took over again"

This caused Spike to turn his face towards Jaden in confusion.

"Your....other self?" He asked.

"Look kiddo: when I'm on a stage, I'm not like myself at all.

I don't give a buck about anypony, I transform into a self-centered son of a bitch" Jaden explained as he finished his apple cider.

"I see, though I'm not so sure that it will be so easy to explain for the princess “Spike said as he looked away.

Now Jaden was the one to be confused.

"The princess?" He asked in shock.

"Yep, she wants to speak with you" Spike continued" She's not very happy with your little performance and the way you hurt her star-students feelings. Watch your mouth or you're going to end up trapped in stone or on the moon. Good luck man, you're going to need it."

Spike turned around and walked out of the bar, while Jaden made a facehoof and chuckled.

"Hehehe, I guess karma's a bitch" he chuckled.

Jaden turned around and walked out off the door.

He had to find Celestia and talk this out; it was not a good idea to run because he would be chased all around Equestria.

It was better to take the shit that he was going to get.

Jaden found Celestia in the center of Ponyville, there was a big crowd around but her eyes focused on Jaden as he entered the center. Everypony looked at him in disgust and hatred; they all thought that he was going to get one hell of a punishment.

If they only knew how twisted this day would be

"Jaden" she spoke in a formal tone; her usual, calm, face was replaced with a face of royal anger.

"Princess Celestia" Jaden responded with a bow, Celestia made a gesture for him to rise up.

"While I must say that you have helped Equestria several times; I'm very disappointed at your actions." She said with a gaze of small anger.

"I know, I could have taken a better choise"Jaden said in a low tone and nodded.

"You simply attacked Equestria's peaceful spirit and broke my student’s hearts at a way of humiliation with raised stakes" she continued, ignoring his words." I'm slightly in a thought of banish you from Equestria.

Jaden was very sure that he wouldn't be able to win the fight.

And it was just like in his old world, whenever some girl got her heart broken.

It was always the boys fault; it was never the girls fault.

This whole thing was starting to piss him off.

Jaden looked up on Celestia, who had let her horn glow which could only mean one thing:

He was going to get banished from this world, at least that's what she thought.

Jaden’s rage had grown to his sanity.

As Celestia's spell accelerated towards him, his horn created darkness around him and the spell tossed itself away.

A huge gasp surrounded the arena and Jaden looked upon Celestia, who also where in a shock.

"You seriously thought that after all that I've gone through, that I was going to GET MY FLANK SENT AWAY FROM THIS WORLD??!!!" Jaden screamed."WELL THINK AGAIN"

"I would watch..." Celestia started.

"My tone? Yeah right, because it’s always the famous who is innocent. It's always the guy's fault. “Jaden responded with annoyance in his voice. “Well it's my fault because of them; they tried to win me as a price. I hate when girls see me as a price, it seriously pissed me of."

He had pinned the scared princess with his front hoof.

"Calm your voice or else I..." Celestia started.

"Or else what?" Jaden cut her off once again" You seem to forget that I defeated a creature that you weren’t even close to defeat. You know, if I want to, I can blow this whole world to pieces. I'm the most powerful creature in Equestria."

The crowd gasped, once again, at Jaden’s threat to their world.

"But the reason that I haven't done that is because you're not worth it at all." Jaden turned this to the crowd. “I know that what I did was wrong and I'm going to fix it in my way."

Jaden walked away from the crowd, leaving them in terror.

Jaden had been the only one to stand up against Princess Celestia.

The rope was placed upon the highest tree, Jaden sighed as he took a gaze down.

The letter was there, all he had to do was to take that step.

Jaden took it; he had caused them enough pain already.

The rope straightened itself and then darkness surrounded him once again.

Fluttershy was walking right outside of the forest when she heard a cracking noise, not far from the entrance.

She ran towards the source of the sound, running past a couple of trees as she then saw the most horrifying scene in her life.

Jaden’s lifeless body was hanging from a tree. She quickly flew up to him and cut the ropes off.

Jaden’s body crashed on the ground but with no reaction. His eyes were closed and he wasn't breathing.

Fluttershy took her ear towards his chest, the heartbeat had stopped completely.

"N-no, h-he can't be" she said in a broken voice, almost filled up with tears and pain.

She tried to smack him in the face but with no success, he just laid there with no signs of movement.

"N-NO JADEN" she cried out.

But it hit her, he was dead.

The tears had started to fall and she broke down in loud sobs.

She looked up and saw a piece of paper, only inches away from his body.

She picked it up and read it.

When she was done, she knew that she had to show this to her friends.

She picked up his body and slowly, trotted away towards Ponyville.

Spike was heading towards the library; he was shocked at Jaden’s way of taking actions.

He had seen him angry before but Spike never thought that Jaden was crazy enough to assault the princess.

Then he saw that Fluttershy was going towards the library as well, with something on his back.

Spike focused at the package and realized that it was Jaden.

"Oh no, he didn't..." Spike said to himself and rushed towards Fluttershy.

Fluttershy noticed the little dragon and lowered her head.

"Is he...?" Spike asked quietly.

Fluttershy nodded slowly:

"I-I found him hanging in the Everfree forest"

Spike looked at his friend in shock and sadness.

He never thought that Jaden would do such a thing, attacking the princess was unexpected but suicide was out of Jaden’s mind.

At least, that's what Spike thought.

"Wh-where are the others?" Fluttershy asked. “I think that I should tell them"

"Follow me" Spike said and started to walk with Fluttershy behind him.

The princess was still in a shock after the threat; she would never think of that a pony would raise their tone against her.

Her students, except from Fluttershy, were with her as well. They had all been reacting in the same way, shocked at his power.

"Hey, where's Fluttershy?" Rainbow Dash suddenly asked.

"Uhm... Ah dunno Rainbow" Applejack said and looked around.

Then they saw her, carrying Jaden’s body.

"*gasp* Oh no, JADEN" Twilight, and the others, screamed and ran up to Fluttershy.

Fluttershy lifted Jaden off her back as the mares, and Spike, gathered around his dead body.

"No, he can't be..." Applejack said in a low tone.

"He is" Fluttershy said" I found him in the forest, h-he hung from a tree."

"B-but why?" Rarity stuttered" Why would he do such a thing?"

Fluttershy took up the letter and handed it over to princess Celestia.

Celestia looked through it all and read it out:

To my old friends:

I'm sorry that it had to end this way.

I just couldn't take it anymore; you all got separated in your friendship because of me.

I hate to see my friends suffer, even more than I hate being a Pon Juan.

You all pushed me over the edge and made me do something that I completely regret.

Instead of being such a flankhole, I should have told you girls the truth.

The truth is: I didn't feel the same way, I only saw you all as good friends.

And a good friend should tell you the truth, not being a jerk and brutally break everypony’s heart.

With that said, I'm sorry for being a true jerk and a flankhole.

As I said at the hospital: “I care more about my friends than I do myself and I won't let anypony hurt my friends", not even myself.

As for the princess, I'm terribly sorry for the assault.

I lost my mind and freaked out.

The real reason that I didn't destroy the world is because of that I loved to live here.

If you sent me away then I would probably grow a hatred for this world and try to destroy it once I returned

I just couldn't let it happen but I'm sorry if I scared you.

However, I hope that everypony will get over me and live a good life.

Goodbye.

From your dream-stallion (and a hero in Equestria):

Jaden