Missing Something

by ShyTye

Rating: teen
Tags: Random, Slice of Life
Length: 3994

WARNING! CONTAINS DIAPERS AND DIAPER USAGE! Life is cruel. Life is sad. Life is horrible. Life is Nothing... Shy, a ten year old pegasus colt, has had a rough life. He has a hard time discovering who he truly is and why he is.

[size=1.5em]WARNING! CONTAINS DIAPERS AND DIAPER USAGE![/size]
Life is cruel. Life is sad. Life is horrible. Life is Nothing…
Flamebow Shy, a ten year old pegasus colt, has had a rough life. He has a hard time fitting in with anyone and has a secret that would ruin his life…

Cover image by Oliver Enlgand

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2014-09-28 17:03:34 UTC

Chapter 1, Life

Chapter 1, Life

“No, no, no! Go back! Mommy! Daddy! NO!” Flames engulf the house as I’m carried to safety.

***

I sat up in bed, dripping with sweat, breathing heavily, quickly.  My heart was racing. My eyes wide open to the small amount of light that was coming into the room. It had been 3 years since that day… the day I lost my parents in a house fire. I lay back down in bed, still breathing quickly. My orange coat and red and green mane dripping with sweat. I take a moment to calm down before I take a look out the window. It was nearly noon and the sky was clear blue.

I’m Flamebow Shy, a 10 year old Pegasus with problems. Like I said my parents died 3 years ago in a fire. I have a long-ish red and green main and tail with an orange coat. I have slightly discoloured patches in my coat due to it being burnt off in the fire. My eyes are sky blue and I am quite small.

When my parents died I was left to fend for myself. I lived on the streets for a month or two before the local orphanage found me and took me in. It was a living hell. I was beaten for no reason and punished for saying so. I developed a bedwetting problem by the age of 8 and got more beating because of it. By 8 and a half I had permanent damage and was incontinent. I got bullied and embarrassed for wearing diapers until one of the best days of my life happened.

***

“Foal!”

“Little baby diaper flank!”

The names just kept coming. The other children surrounded me. I felt the thick padding against my rear and whimpered. Tears formed in the corners of my eyes as I sniffled.

“Aww look, Shy’s crying again!”

I sat down on the floor and let them. They poked me, pushed me about, made fun of me. Anything that came to their hate-filled minds. I just sat there and cried to myself, wishing it would all go away, wishing I had died in the fire instead. I just wanted it to end.

That night, after everyone had gone to bed, a stranger walked in. I only knew of this because I saw him while I was having my diaper changed for bed. He looked royal in ranking and was talking to Mrs Wickerbottem. He was looking at some papers but I couldn’t make out what he was saying. He noticed me and smiled. I blushed a deep red as a cloth diaper was pinned into place.

The next morning we were told to make ourselves presentable. It was adoption day. I was sure I would never get adopted, being the smallest, weakest, and most pitiful of all the colts and fillies there.

We lined up in the main room as mares and stallions walked in, eyeing all of us over, judging who they would want the best. We were told that if we were not adopted within one hour then we were to go back to our rooms. I noticed some one the ponies eyeing me questionably and some even making quite jokes to each other.

I stood there in my diaper and looked at the floor the whole time, knowing that I would never be picked; I would never be given the chance for a happy life. Ten minutes passed, twenty, thirty then forty. By fifty minuets 4 or 5 of the children had gone, still leaving myself and 10 others. ‘I knew I wouldn’t get adopted’ I thought to myself sadly.

But then something amazing happened.

“Flamebow Shy!” I thought I heard Mrs Wickerbottem say.

‘Great, now I’m hearing things’ I thought.

“Flamebow Shy! Would you please step out of the line!” I heard Wickerbottem again.

I looked up amazed. I saw the royal man from last night standing in front of me. I blushed deeply and stared.

“Hello there Shy, I’m Charles Hooften, Princess Luna’s steward. But you,” he put a hoof on my shoulder, “You can call me Dad”

***

And that’s how I ended up here, in Luna’s castle, in a soaking wet diaper. I moved in two days ago and they were the best two days of my life. I got given proper food. I didn’t get made fun of or bullied. I was changed lovingly instead of hatefully by my new Dad. I even got to meet Princess Luna and Princess Celestia!

“Princess Luna seemed quite interested in you last night Shy.” Charles Hoofton said as he walked in.

I opened my mouth as to talk but don’t. I hadn’t talked since leaving the orphanage.

“Come now Shy, you must want to talk to me?” he asked as he sat down on the couch in the corner of my new room. He patted the seat next to him, signalling that I should sit down. I did as he wanted and sat.

“It said that you had worn diapers ever since you joined the orphanage on your information sheet. But I don’t believe them.” He said inquisitively “Why don’t you tell me the real reason? Hmm?”

I hesitate at first but manage to get some words out. “I-I wear dia-” I was cut off by a catch in my throat. I coughed loudly for a couple of seconds.

“Oh my Celestia!” Charles got up out if his seat and was about to call the nurse before I stopped. “Shy, are you ok my boy?” he sounded worried about me

“Y-yes…” I spoke in a quite high pitched voice.

“Oh, you scared the living daylights out of me! Please, do continue”

“Well, I-I wear diapers because… because…”

“Well? What is it?”

“They beat me!” I cried. I started to cry loudly as he pulled me in for a hug “Th-they punished me and beat me a-and I cloudlet h-help it!”

“Shh, shh. Its ok, it’s ok. Nobody can hurt you now.” he stroked my mane and help me close to himself.

I felt loved like I hadn’t felt in a long time. We spent another couple of minutes just sitting there as I calmed down and the whole time he was hushing and telling thing like “It’s gunna be ok” and “clam down”

“Now, how about we change you out of this wet diaper and get some breakfast?” he said as he looked into my eyes. I nodded and he picked me up. He carried me out of my room and into the one next to it. In there was a large changing table and a stack of cloth diapers and pins.

He laid me down onto the table and wiped a few tears from my eyes. He took out the pins of my cloth diaper and started to change me. He then got a wipe and wiped me clean. He took the wet diaper and threw it away.

“We have some much nicer diapers for you Shy, you don’t need those ones anymore.” He produced a dark blue cloth diaper with little stars all over it and placed it under me.

He then powdered me, which they never did at the orphanage. I giggled a little as the powder tickled. He then pulled up the front of the diaper, pinned it up and helped me off the table.

Chapter 2, Home

Chapter 2, Home

“Now, would you like to wear anything over your diaper or not?” Charles asked as he went over to a closet.

I simply nodded. The new diaper was much softer than the ones that I got at the orphanage and as I looked at myself in a mirror I blushed deeply.

“How about these?” He said, holding up some denim overalls.

I nodded as he trotted back over to me. He helped me into the overalls and then took me back to the mirror. There was a large bulge where my diaper was and it was very noticeable. He smiled and chuckled at my slight embarrassment. He then began to brush my mane and tail as I sat down.

“You know Shy, you do look quite cute like this.” he said as he stopped brushing my mane.

I blushed and looked away in embarrassment as he hugged me.

“Come on, let’s go get some breakfast.” He chuckled as he started for the door. I followed quietly as he led me to a large dining room.

As we walked through the halls many ponies were going about their daily business of helping out around the castle, going to meetings, just doing their jobs. A few of them gave me strange looks, knowing that I was new there. I avoided eye contact as I followed my ‘dad’.

“Watch out!” I heard someone yell as a mint coloured blur whizzed past me. I ducked as it crashed into a pillar behind me. As the dust cleared I saw a mint coloured Unicorn stallion with a light blue messy mane and tail.

“You must watch your speed Daxn!” My ‘dad’ said to the pony. He walked over and helped him up. “Shy, this is Daxn. He is one of the castle's doctors. Daxn, this is my son, Flamebow Shy.”

“Uhh, hi. Sorry about scaring you…” Daxn said dusting himself off a bit. He spoke with a thick Italian accent.

“H-hi…” I said looking away. He chuckled a bit at this and said that my name suited me.

“Anyways, nice to meet you Shy, but I'm in a bit of a rush. See you later Charles!” He said. He gave one final look at me, noticing the bulge before rushing off again.

“He is an odd pony, but you learn to live with it…” Charles sighed.

-|-|-|-

We soon got to the dining room and I was lead to a seat. A plate of pancakes and syrup was placed in front of me along with a glass of orange juice and some cutlery. I starred, gaped by the food. I looked back at Charles. He nodded and I began to eat it.

I ate it quickly and soon it was gone. The taste was heavenly to me and I was so happy by the time I finished.

“Would you like seconds?” Charles asked while he ate his pancakes. I nodded as another plate of pancakes was placed in front of me. “Just don’t eat it so fast this time, you might choke.”

I ate a bit slower this time and afterwards I felt well and truly full. I hadn't eaten a good breakfast since my parents had died. I drank the orange juice as Charles finished his breakfast.

“Did you like that Shy?” he asked as he took my plate and his own into the kitchen and came back out with a smile on his face.

“Y-yes…” I said quietly with a bit of a croak in my throat.

“Good. Do you need a change yet?” He asked standing behind me. He started rubbing my back gently. I smiled at the feeling and closed my eyes. I shook my head and hummed.

“That feels nice daddy…” I said

“Daddy?” he said jokingly. I opened my eyes and blushed. “It’s ok Shy, I technically am your father now. You can call me whatever you want.” He chuckled.

“O-ok…” I blushed.

“Well I have to go to work and help Princess Luna, would you like to join me?” He asked pulling out my chair as I stood up. I looked back at myself then back at him. “It’s ok Shy, nobody will laugh at you. I promise. And if anyone does they will be answering to Luna.” He reassured. I thought over it in my head before deciding to agree with it.

-|-|-|-

As we walked into the throne room I stayed behind my ‘father’, trying not to be seen. There were beautiful stain glass windows and sculptures around the room. The long red carpet led up to the large throne at the end of the room. Guards lined the walls and some stared at me as we entered. I didn’t look around for too long as Charles was far in front of my by the time I had stopped. I caught back up with him blushing.

“Ah, Charles. I see you’ve brought your son with you?” Princess Luna asked.

“Yes Luna, I thought you might like to see him.” He replied “You seemed quite interested in him last night.”

The large throne was dark and night-like. I blushed as Charles moved aside to show me. I bowed and lowered my head.

“Oh, Shy. You don’t need to bow.” She chuckled, getting off her throne and walking over to me.

“S-sorry…” I apologise standing straight. I blushed as she noticed my outfit.

“Don’t apologise. It’s ok.” She looked back to Charles. “Thank you for dropping him off, I’ll see you later.” They shook hooves and he left the room

“D-Dropping me off?” I asked confused.

“Yes, did he not tell you? I’m foal sitting you while he does his work.” She patted my diaper and smiled.

“F-Foal sitting?” I blushed as she patted my diaper.

“Yes. I’m going to take care of you while he’s gone.” She started to walk to the door. “Come here.” She smiled

I trotted over to her and she hugged me gently. I blushed as she wrapped her wings around me and picked me up. She then produced something that I couldn’t understand.

“I know that you’ve been through a lot. I thought that you might want a fresh start. A new life?” She held out a pacifier so me as she cradled me in her hooves like a foal. I starred at it, confused. I looked at her, then back at it. She smiled gently at me and I could tell that she meant well. She wanted me to be happy.

Luna then pushed the pacifier into my mouth. I felt the rubber bulb slide in as she smiled. Tears came to my eyes. She hugged me closer and rocked me.

“Don’t cry…” she hushed “Its ok…”

I kept crying as I felt a warm wetness spread between my legs. Realising that I had just wet myself, Luna carried me out of the throne room and down the halls. I didn’t look to see if anyone was watching. She carried me into a room and laid me down on a changing table.

“Calm down…” She began to stroke my mane and wipe away my tears. “You’re safe now…”

She began to change my diaper, first taking off my overalls and setting them aside. She unpinned the wet cloth diaper and put it on a diaper pail. Getting a wipe, she cleaned my flank and placed a new cloth diaper under me. Using a considerably large amount of foal powder, she then pinned up the diaper and picked me back up. I was still sniffling and the pacifier was still in my mouth.

She trotted over to a rocking chair in the corner of the room and sat down with me in her lap. She continued to hug me and hush quietly. I hugged close to her. The soft padding elevated me from where I sat a little as I realized it was thicker that the one I had on before. It took a while, but I did eventually calm down. We sat there in silence. She hugged me as I suckled the pacifier and closed my eyes.

“Are you ok now sweetie?” she asked motherly. I simply nodded my head as I leant against her.

She gave me one final squeeze before she put me down on the floor. I stood there suckling the pacifier. My back legs spread apart a bit because of the thickness of the diaper and I blushed deeply.

She smiled like a mother does at their foal as she stood.

“So, what do you say? Do you wanna be my foal?

Chapter 3, Play

Chapter 3, Play

I blushed a deep red when I caught a glimpse of myself in a mirror. I looked like a big foal! By now the suckling motion of the pacifier was natural to me and I couldn’t help myself.

“Awww, you’re so cute!” Luna cooed as she stood up. “You know you don’t have to keep that pacifier in, I just thought it would help you calm down”

“O-oh…” I blushed more taking it out. As I held it in my hoof a ribbon magically appeared on it and around my neck.

Luna smiled at me and giggled. She patted my diaper then put me on her back. I laid on her as she walked out and to the throne room again.

“L-Luna, I-I don’t want anypony seeing my diaper…” I blushed bright red.

“Sorry honey, but your overalls won’t fit over that diaper.” She pets my mane as she sits on her throne. The princess lifts me onto her lap and starts doing paperwork.

A while passed and somehow the pacifier was back in my mouth. I suckled and looked over at Luna’s work.

“Whatcha doing?” I ask

“Oh, just boring grown-up stuff. Don’t worry about it baby” She says nonchalantly

“I’m not a baby…” I blush looking down

“Oh! Sorry Shy…” She hugs me “I didn’t mean you’re a baby.” She smiles and stops hugging me. “Do you want to go play in the garden?”

I nod and she puts me on the floor. Using her magic to put me on her back, we head out to the castle gardens. More and more pony’s look at me every hallway we go out. I smiled seeing the bright reds and yellows, blues and purples and green-green grass was very colourful.

“Wanna play on the swings Shy-Shy?” She asked setting me down on the soft grass. I nod blushing from the nickname. I took out the pacifier from my mouth and follow her over to a swing set. She lifted me onto the swing and starts to push.

I started finding it enjoying after a few swings and smiled giggling.

“Higher, higher!” I cheered.

“Are you sure Shy?” Luna asked not wanting to scare me. I nodded giggling and she started pushing harder.

I continued to have fun until Luna gave a very hard push and I got scared. “To high! To high!”  I scream “Luna!”

“Sorry Shy, I didn’t notice. Shhh, its ok” she picked me up from the swing and cradled me as I panted quickly.

Luna stroked my mane hushing me and cradling me like a foal. I had calmed down and stayed laying there, I relaxed were I was and Luna smiled. She carried me over to a bench and sat down.

“Are you thirsty Shy-Shy?” She asked looking down at me. I gave a gentle nod, once again blushing from the name. Her horn lit up and a red sippy cup appeared in her hoof “I’m sorry but these are the only cups I could find that would fit your small muzzle.”

I knew I was small but I didn’t know I was that small! I blushed bright red and looked at her. She told me that this didn’t make me a foal because I was using it. I reluctantly agreed and sat up in her lap. She put me in the bench next to her and placed the sippy cup in my hooves. I held it up to my mouth and started to drink from it.

“Aww, so cute.” She teased as I drank. My face was burning red by now and I sat on my thickly padded rump drinking from the foal-style cup.

I had stopped drinking by now and was still blushing as I put the cup down.

“T-thank you…” I looked away embarrassed as I started to get off the bench.

As I stepped off I stumbled a bit, the diaper was very thick and made it hard to walk normally. I ended up waddling round to Luna. She smiled at me and tickled me under the chin a little. I giggled and the princess started to tickle me franticly.

“Ah! L-Luna! Stop!” I giggled and laughed uncontrollably, falling to the ground and kicking my hooves everywhere as she tickled me all over.

“Nope!” She continued to do so for a few more minutes until I felt my diaper getting wet.

She had stopped and I was sitting up when I felt it squish against me, the size of it almost doubling. I blushed and looked away as Luna picked me up and laid me on a changing mat the seemingly came out of nowhere.

“P-Princess… Can you not change my… protection inside?” I asked looking at her.

“There’s nopony out here, don’t worry.”

“But what if somepony comes out and see’s!”

“They won’t.” she reassured

“But-” I was cut off by her putting what I guess was now ‘my’ pacifier in my mouth. I suckled still not knowing why I was doing so as she started to change my diaper.

She had just cleaned me up and was about to put a new cloth diaper under me when a mare walked into the garden!

“Oh my! I-I’m sorry, I’ll leave for a minute.” She said seeing me and Luna.

“Nonsense, I’m just changing Shy-Shy and I think we’ll leave.” Luna said as she lowered me onto the diaper. I think if my face was any redder I would have turned into a tomato at that point.

I took out the pacifier and tried not to let the mare see it as Luna pinned up the new diaper, this one was of normal thickness luckily. She helped me up and the changing mat disappeared. The mare was tending to the bushes in the garden and obviously felt awkward.

The Princess led me back inside and to the room she had changed me in previously. Putting my overalls on me, she hid the pacifier in my pocket and picked me up. I was a bit shocked when I looked at the clock in the room, finding out it was 12:17.

“Would you like some lunch?” Luna asked leading me back out into the hallway.

“Yes please.” I nodded, feeling a bit hungry after playing in the garden.

She took me to the same dining room I was in when I had breakfast and I sat in a chair. A maid brought over a plate with hay-fries and a hay-burger on it, setting it in front of me. I blushed as Luna cut the burger up into small bite-sized pieces.

“L-Luna, I’m not a foal… I can eat a hay-burger…”

“I know you’re not a foal dear, but I don’t want you to choke is all.” She said patting my diaper.

I began to eat the food, making a small mess on my face as I did and Luna giggled at this, eating her own burger and fries. As I ate she watched me, getting the little bits of food that dropped on the floor and disposing of them.

I soon finished and smiled, having a full stomach. Luna took out the plates and came back smiling. She asked me if I wanted a drink, I nodded, blushing, knowing I would have to use the sippy-cup again. As I had guessed she gave me the red cup and I started to drink from it.

As I drank she rubbed my back, just as Charles had at breakfast. It felt good like before and I continued to drink until the sippy-cup was empty.

“You must have been thirsty.” She teased taking the cup into the kitchen. She came back out and wiped the mess from my face, which caused me to blush more.

Luna giggled at my embarrassment and quickly checked my diaper.

“All clean, good colt.” She praised. Why praise me for not wetting myself? I’m obviously going to anyways, it’s not like I can stop it.