I'm F.I.N.E. Feelings Inside Not Expressed
"What happened to you Pinkie Pie?" said Pinkie, "What's gotten into you Pinkie?" Pinkie felt like crying again, she still remembered her feelings yesterday they hadn't gone away. Pinkie remembered it was Fluttershy's birthday and she started to feel bad again. She put her hair up in a ponytail, hoping that nobody would notice her depression, her hair was still flat. It was hard to put her hair in ponytail because she didn't just have a magical horn that could fix everything like Twilight and Rarity did.
"Dang It," said Pinkie Pie, "I have to work." She went downstairs and tried to act her happiest, but she couldn't pull it off, it was just to hard. "I can't fake my emotions," said Pinkie Pie in her head.
"Hi, Pink-" said Mrs.Cake, "You look terrible, Pinkie Pie." Mrs. Cake reached to hug Pinkie Pie.
"I'm so sorry, Mrs. Cake," said Pinkie with teary eyes, " I really am, but I'm fine really, it just my hair."
"Exactly," said Mrs. Cake "You have nothing to be sorry about, you just need to take a day off."
"I'm fine, I really am."
"You're taking the day off."
"I'm FINE!"
"Look, I'm just-"
"Worried?" asked Pinkie Pie "I know."
"Pinkie Pie, wait!"
Pinkie gave up trying, it was no use, the feeling would never go away, all she could do now was live with it. She looked online for hours to try to find something for Fluttershy, but no luck came. Then she heard one of her friends voice outside, and recognized it immediately, Twilight was here. "Oh no," Pinkie thought, "What if she sees me like this, she'll think I'm crazy." Finally she couldn't hold it back anymore, she started to cry and then she heard a voice, "Pinkie?" asked Twilight, "Are you okay in there?" Then Pinkie thought, "Could this day get any worse?" Then she heard the deflation of her wild hair and she chuckled. A little tiny part of her hair wasn't flat anymore, because of that one little chuckle. She looked at that part of her hair and clasped it into her hooves. It was ShowTime.
"What's happening to you, Pinkie Pie?" Pinkie Pie said to herself while she was locked up in her room. Pinkie Pie was all alone, locked up in her room, on the edge of crying. These weird feelings were driving her crazy, and for some reason she kept on
thinking about Discord! It's like all these were on the loose in her head, and she couldn't contain them. The worst part was that her hair was getting flatter and flatter by the minute. She was actually glad her friends weren't here to see this, they couldn't see her like this, they'd think she'd lost it.
"Seriously, Pinkie Pie," Pinkie Pie said to herself, "You're thinking about Discord! Out of all the other ponies in Equestria! Discord!" That feeling just made her want to throw up. Why was she thinking about him? Was she going to lose it again?
Right now, she just needed someone to talk to, but not her friends, they wouldn't understand. Even if they did, it was a risk to
take, she just couldn't afford that right now. Then she looked out the window and sighed, what were these feelings, and why
wouldn't they go away already? Tear rolled down from her cheeks as she started to cry a little bit, "No, Pinkie Pie," Pinkie Pie said
"You're not going to give just because of these silly feelings." It was barely like 6:30 p.m., but Pinkie Pie knew that she'd probably forget about these weird feelings by tomorrow. "You can giggle the ghosts away," said Pinkie Pie, "Why can't I do the same with these feelings?"
These feelings made her feel lost and alone, but deep down inside, she felt joy. It was confusing, why couldn't she just figure it out? Had other ponies had experience too? There was still billions of questions that needed answering, but before she knew it, she finally went to sleep.
