My Little Sinner Ch. 11: Rainbow's Confession

A new day has arrived, but nothing joyous comes from this one.  The once beautiful blue sky that shined over Ponyville has turned into gray storm clouds.  That is because the raw energy from yesterday’s battle lingers across the land.  Equestria has just experienced weather that wasn’t produced by the Pegasus breed.  From the looks of it, it’ll just be rain.  I guess that is a good thing considering if anymore spirit energy was released, the natural elements could have become a lot more deadly.

I found myself alone as I wandered through town, but aside from the forecast, the mood directed towards me also has become different.  As I approached, ponies fled the scene, windows were shut tight, doors were slammed closed, and eyes glared at my presence.  I was left on streets so empty, it felt like being in a ghost town.  There was a reason they were treating me like this.

It’s not just because of my transformation and how I acted, but because of that gory fight as well.  I don’t blame the girls for that; they did agree not to ruin my reputation further.  But what I didn’t account for was the fact that other equines had the need to settle their curiosity of the situation.  Those ponies witnessed me slay my foes and I mentally scarred them.  After that, they returned to the village and spread the news of my violence.  I had just destroyed the trust that Applejack and Pinkie Pie worked so hard to build for me.  The price of war….My war.

Just like the worlds before this one, I have spread the beast known as Inrei Ikumatse.  Ever since I started my trail of vengeance, there has only been pain and terror between my enemies and those allies I had met.  With all that, can I really say I have added any good to my name?  In my opinion, I don’t think I did; especially after the Azure Dragon incident.  In fact, I can say I made it worse.

Even though Reiku killed the ones I cared for and didn’t officially make himself known until the death of Aurelia; I guess he was just doing his job of trying to stop me.  I can’t blame my nemesis for my dark actions.  Before I could properly control myself, I despised life.  And when I joined the military, I had started showing signs of insanity and need for chaos from my first life.

I sense that oh so familiar feeling of being unwanted.  I could use some time alone and I’m sure the citizens could use a moment without me.  So with that in mind, I left.

I arrived in a secluded area; away from everypony.  Oddly enough the place I wandered off to is also the very same spot where I first made contact with Equestria.  First Impact.  It’s still in the same state as it was left about a week and a half ago.  Except now it has been coated in a wet layer.  That is because the rain has finally started.  A once gorgeous land now covered in my depression and hatred.

I lazily stared for two hours at the ambience of emotions, only to feel empty inside.

I believe I have just over stayed my welcome.  I don’t think anyone wants me around anymore.  And I think I have just lost a home again.

What should I do now?……I know what I have to.  I should just leave this world….It’ll be the best for everyone.  When I’m gone, I’ll by taking my war with me.  With me gone, Ponyville will no longer be in danger because of my presence.  And I’ll just continue my quest to defeat Reiku.

I have the power to stand a chance now.  But what happens afterwards?  Do I die and that is the end of it?  Do I win and continue on with life?  But what life do I continue on into?  I don’t have a home anymore; I don’t have anyone to return to; and I don’t have a future to proceed into.  I guess what happens….happens.  It’s time for me to take my leave…While it lasted; it has been an experience that I enjoyed.

“Goodbye Equestria…..Goodbye Ponyville…..Goodbye…..Rainbow Dash….”  I muttered.

As I stood up, I could hear the sound of grass splashing and heavy panting overpowering the rainstorm.  Turning to the source, I couldn’t believe my eyes.  Looking at me with slightly teary eyes and soaked to the bone is none other than the cyan pegasus; Rainbow Dash.

“Inrei….” She exhaled.  I could see a few shivers shutter from Dash’s body.

Not knowing what to say for her being here, I threw off my jacket and wrapped it around her.  Then I lead her under a decent size tree for some dry cover.  There were so many branches and leaves that it was a pretty good umbrella since hardly a drop slipped passed this natural cover.

I don’t know how long the two of us have been under this plant, but I can say it has been a while.  Currently I’m leaning against the trunk of the tree while Rainbow is resting on my chest.  From how the moisture had already seeped through my overcoat and onto me, I can assume the mare had been searching for me since the downpour began.

From the position that Dash is on me, her head and mane were close to my face.  I observed her face.  Her wet expression was neutral; causing me to slide my arms around and embrace this beautiful creature.  With the pony closer, her current scent wafted into my nose; she smelled like a blooming field.

“You plan on leaving, don’t you?”  Rainbow faintly asked.

“You heard didn’t you?”  I said.  The only response by the blue equine was nodding in my chest.

Dash then sat up and looked me straight in the eyes.  “Inrei, before you leave, there is something I want to tell you.”  She took a moment to contemplate on what to say.  “When we first met, you reminded of the human who I considered a dad.  But as we got to know each other, I knew I couldn’t compare you anymore to that man, and I felt different towards you.  I felt good, really good while I was with you; and that’s when I realized it.  Inrei…. I want you to be by my side and in turn, I want to be by yours as well.  What I’m saying Inrei is….I love you.”

“Rainbow…”  I gasped.  I….I don’t know what to say.  I guess this is how Dash felt when I confessed to her…..And I’m glad.

“And even if everypony-no…even if everyone were to abandon you, I’ll always be by your side no matter what.”  She added.

What was that thought I had a while back?  It doesn’t matter if many reject you, as long as one accepts you.  Well Dash is my one.  My thoughts are clear now and I know what I must do.

I guided my hands around Rainbow’s back and pulled her close to embrace her.  “Don’t worry Dash.  As long as I have you; I will never leave.”  I whispered in her ear.  As I held her, I could feel Rainbow affectionately rub her head against mine as she brought her hooves up to hug me as well.

The two of us pulled back and simply stared each other in the eye.  That cute smile of hers.  That gentle gleam in her loving magenta eyes.  Her adorable wet hair that is slightly dripping.  She is truly beautiful right now.

Rainbow then closed her eyes and raised her mouth.  I lowered my mouth and did the same.  I leaned forward and could feel the soft sensation of Dash’s lips against mine.  If spring had a flavor, this is what it would taste like.  Our love and passion continued to be shared by our mouths as the two of us refused to back off each other.  Gliding my palms to the mare’s flank, I gently pulled my lover closer.  In response, the pegasus brought my head in closer to hers using her hooves.  During points while exchanging saliva, we would barely lean back to inhale some air, but still had the tips of our lips touching.  When we got the needed oxygen, we resumed.  I cared and love for Rainbow and she cared and loved for me.

The two of us slowly pulled back while staring in each other’s eyes again.  Suddenly a single ray of light shined on us; almost like it was showing the world of Rainbow’s and I’s affection.  The rain finally stopped and began allowing the sun to illuminate the land through the dispersing clouds.  Dash and I turned and watched the clearing weather.  As we did this, I also decided to feel how the mare felt; she was no longer cold; she now felt warm.  Our love also made me feel warm.

“AWWWWW; THAT WAS SO CUTE!”  A high pitched and energetic voice announced.

Turning to this very familiar sound, my lover and I were greeted by the pink pony, Pinkie Pie.  But it just wasn’t Pinkie who was here; Rarity, Fluttershy, Applejack, and Twilight were also present.  All five were drenched, but that didn’t bother them.  They were smiling at Rainbow and I.  It made Dash release a cute embarrassed chuckle.

“It’s good to see that y’all accommodated each other’s love.”  Applejack declared.

“S-Sorry for interrupting.”  Fluttershy gently apologized.

I turned to Rainbow then back to the group, grinning ear to ear.  “It’s okay.”  I could feel Dash press her lips against my right cheek.  I responded by affectionately rubbing my face against the cyan equine’s.

“Well if you’ll come with us back to the library, we have something to tell you Inrei.”  Twilight generously included.

When Dash and I stood up, the seven of us made our way back…..Back home.  Blushing in the front of the group, trotted Rainbow while four of the others chatted with her.  The five of them gossiped about how Dash felt while kissing me; it was adorable.  I was behind them as I smiled blissfully at the back of my cyan love.  Walking right beside me was Twilight; she ended up telling me that it just wasn’t Dash that went looking for me, but all six were.

“So you were all really worried about me?”  I asked while still grinning.

“Yup.  When you disappeared, we didn’t know what to think.  But we didn’t also expect to find you two lovebirds kissing.”  The lavender unicorn replied.

“Well I’m glad it ended like that.”  I chuckled.  “It’s as you guys said; Rainbow just needed some time.  And she couldn’t have picked a better time to confess.”

“What do you mean?  Was it because she rejuvenated your spirit?”  Twilight questioned.

“It is.  When I thought that everypony had rejected me, Dash came and shown me that she accepted me for who I am.”

“That’s good to hear, but just to let you know; we all accept you; the good and the bad.  It doesn’t matter if you had a bad life previously; as long as you remain who you are now and we can help you to better yourself.”  Twilight informed.

“I will…And thank you.”  Thank you….my new family.

“And I have to ask Inrei; what is to become of that army that invaded?”  The mare continued.

“Lith said he will return, but the rest I do not know.  But don’t worry; I have all my powers back.  So I can and will protect everypony from them.  The real problem would be if Reiku decided to make an appearance.  But if I must, I will give my life defending against him; you all are too precious for me to lose.”  I announced to her.

Twilight was speechless for a while before starting up again.  “That is very noble thing of you to do….What is Reiku like?”

“Being honest…I’m not fully sure.  Originally I was just a part of him.  And when Reiku and I were still one, I managed to retain some of his memory up to the point he separated me from himself.  Even though he is an omnipotent being, he was a learning creature at first.  He has a personality now; he knows right and wrong; and he’s capable of moral choices.  I don’t know what he is like currently, but I can say what I recall from his memories, Reiku was a benevolent god to his first creations.”

“By Celestia….If he’s such a good entity, then why has he tried to kill you?”

“Because he wants to cleanse the universe of the sin that he accidentally created.”

“But can’t he see what you are now?”

“I’m pretty sure he hasn’t bothered to and just thinks of me still as that monster.  But my closest friend from my second life has been trying to convince him that I’m not.”

“And…What has become of your friend?”  The mare hesitantly asked.

“Before I came here, I fought against Reiku and his forces.  My friend Zin came into and the fray and helped me.  Then something I’m not sure of happened and I ended up here.  I’m not sure what has become of Zin.”  I answered.

“Zin sounds like a good person; what is he like?”  Twilight continued.

“He is; he always put the needs of others ahead of his own; nearly got him killed a few times, but that’s just like him; he’s selfless.  It’s actually because of him that I learned that it’s right to help others.  It’s a shame what happened to Zin when he was younger.  When he was thirteen; his parents were killed and their murderer placed a powerful curse on him.  He went out searching for revenge, but later on, found out that the demon responsible was killed later on in his journey.  But the demon’s daughter was still alive.  Ever since the two met, they have been searching for a way to rid Zin of his affliction while helping others.”

Finally arriving back at the library, we were greeted by the sight of Spike dragging a cylinder bag.  Confused by it, I asked what its purpose was for.

“It is a cot I enchanted for you to use.”  Twilight stated.

“Why did you do that?”  I quizzically asked.

“W-Well, since you don’t officially have a house here; the six of us got to talking and thought you should stay with one of us.”  Fluttershy quietly said.

That’s a really nice gesture. Even though I consider Ponyville my new home; I have spent the nights sleeping under trees aside from the time I slept in the hospital and the library.

“And we have decided that you should live with Rainbow, of course.”  Rarity followed after.

“We couldn’t just separate you two lovebirds; so we figured Dashie would be the best choice.”  Pinkie said while bouncing around Rainbow and I.

“Come on; I’ll show you where my house is.”  Dash declared while grabbing my left hand and pulling me towards the door with her hooves.  With my free hand, I snagged up the cot and waved bye to the others.

I can see why Twilight put a spell on this makeshift bed now; a regular bed wouldn’t stay up there.  Rainbow’s house is a white three story building with a corbel dome top.  Surrounding the exterior were numerous stone looking columns, circular windows, and four rainbow waterfalls that pooled into the foundation of the pegasus’s home; the three lower cascades of colors were minor compared to the one on top, which had to be the same width as the structure that made up Dash’s home.  And lastly and this is the most noticeable thing about her house is the fact that the whole thing is made up of low hanging clouds.

“Well, here we are.”  The blue pony announced.

“Impressive place you have.”  It truly was.

“I know it is.”  She gloated.

The two of us took flight and made our way inside.  The first floor interior was a sky blue room with a gated spiral staircase on the left; the design embedded into the metal were curves and zigzags; making me think that it could be representing storm clouds.  Underneath the stairwell was a closet with no door; within the tiny room sat what I could depict as a multicolored dress; same tints as Dash’s rainbow mane.  Right next to that door was another one left opened; in there, I could see a refrigerator; guess that must be the kitchen.  Resting next to the wall facing us is a golden yellow wood couch with a brownish-red cushion while placed above it was a poster with the picture of three pegasi lined up next to each other; all three ponies also wore the same blue uniform and goggles; these must be the Wonderbolts.  And lastly, in between the closet and couch, stood an equine dress form head that had a winged tiara made of solid gold sitting on it.  I remember Dash telling me about this item while in the hospital; it was part of her award for winning the Young Flyer’s Competition.

Finishing examining the first floor, I was then lead up to the second level which was a bit more spacious, but still had its accessories.  Just like the previous room, this floor’s set of stairs also spun to the area above.  On the left wall was a small bookcase filled with Daring-Do novels; it made me chuckle a bit to see only one type of book, but it seems natural.  Resting undisturbed in the middle was a reclining chair with a lamp placed next to it.  And lastly, sleeping on a pillow on the right side of the room laid an old tortoise; also next to him were a small set of goggles and a contraption with straps and helicopter blades sticking out of it.  That must be Tank; Rainbow’s pet.

I’m going to assume that Dash’s personal room is the area above since I didn’t see bed down below.  With that in mind, I think I’ll set up camp here on this level.  Even though the two of us shared our first kiss and Rainbow is willing to let me stay with her, I’m not sure if the mare is ready for us to be sleeping in the same room.

“Ahem.”  Dash said, catching my attention.

As I looked at the cyan mare, I noticed that she was signaling with her eyes to go upstairs.  Huh; I guess she is ready.  I placed my left hand on Rainbow’s side, and the two of us proceeded up.

Dash’s room consisted of a pretty big bed; seemingly also made up of a cloud as well.  The covers on the bed had the same symbol as pony’s cutie mark, and the pillows look like cotton stuffed.  Two nightstands stood on both sides of the bed; the right one holding a small tiffany lamp while the left one had another Daring-Do novel with a bookmark halfway in it.  Facing the fluffy bed and opposite of the stairs, a dark purple ottoman chair was place.  Right now, the only light source happens to be the moon shining through the only window that is embedded on the wall, eight feet to the right.  We didn’t realize it was already late, but I guess time flies when you’re enjoying yourself.

Using her mouth and teeth, my cute little companion gently bit the blankets and pulled them back.  She then climbed on top of the cushion and used her right hoof to push the rest of the covers back; giving me a spot.

First I removed my jacket and shirt, followed by my boots and socks; I decided to remain in my pants.  After halfway stripping down, I took my place next to Dash and snuggled against her.  I stared Rainbow in the eyes and she stared me in the eyes.  I leaned in closer to her mouth and she leaned in closer to mine.  The two of us pressed against each other’s lips momentarily for a quick kiss, then smiled at each other.  Dash then snuck in real fast and stole a kiss from me.  My response to this was mimicking her and stealing one from my love.  The two of us repeated this playful sequence a couple more times until eventually we both added a little more heat in our final kiss.

Rainbow had rolled on top of me while I slightly sat up and held her.  We were stuck in this position while we embraced each other with our mouths.  The two of us remained mostly motionless for our lips were the only things that were moving.  Her warm breathes were paced and pleasant as they filled my lungs.  I carefully slid my tongue into Dash’s mouth and used the tip to massage hers.  To this, my lover leveled her tongue with mine and we slowly coiled around each other.  The feeling that arose as our tongues played with each other’s was somewhat ticklish, but very satisfying.

We retracted our tongues and pulled our heads back; forming a saliva trail between our lips.  I leaned forward and gave the mare one more kiss before moving down to her neck.  As I kissed and licked her raising collar region, I had my left hand gently wrap around the base of Dash’s wing while my right hand guided itself past her haunches.  My fingers soon found themselves in the middle and slowly brushed away Rainbow’s coat until I could feel her slit.  There, I pushed two of them in to the point of when her body swallowed them.  As I did that, Dash couldn’t help, but let out a low gasp; it was cute and kind of reminded me of a kitten’s purr.  While I pressed down my little appendages and casually slid them in and out of the mare, I had my left hand’s fingers sensually rub her wing in the same fashion from when I accidentally caused my companion to climax about week ago.

Rainbow’s body jittered with every movement of my tongue skating across her skin.  With every kiss I pressed into her, she would shift her neck in closer as she rubbed her head against mine.  For every push against her feathery joint, Dash sang out a little moan.  And as I dug my fingers into her hole, it would gradually get wetter; I can honestly say her soft vagina feels just like a human’s.

At one point I decided to increase the speed of my thrusting feelers while I brought my face lower to the pegasus’s special spot on her back.  Then I held up the quickly stiffing wingboner and gave it a few pecks with my lips.

“Yes!”  The mare squealed out a number of times in between gasps.

As her vaginal lips tightened even more around my moving fingers, I stuck out my tongue and guided along the base of her wing.  My cyan lover’s gasps slowly turned into minor screams as I continued.  While I listened to her pleasurable noise, I carefully pulled my fingers out and into my vision; they were decently soaked and slightly dripped of her juices.  I sucked off her sweet honey, and from its taste, I want more.  But it seems Rainbow has another idea.

She gently pushed me back into the head of her bed and lowered her face to my bare chest.  There, Dash pressed her delicate lips against my body and started kissing downwards in a zigzag fashion.  Once she reached my abs and stomach, she then dragged her tongue to the edge of my pants.  Next she bit and used her mouth to fumble around my belt buckle and pants buttoning with ease as she hooked her hooves along the top.  Once she finished undoing my jeans, she yanked them off along with my boxers in the blink of an eye.  With the rest of my clothes off, my dick immediately sprung up since my blood already rushed to it when I was fingering Rainbow.

“I guess I found your special spot!”  Dash said with lustful eyes.

It made me snicker and reply.  “Well, it’s yours to have at it.”

Dash mischievously grinned as she pressed one of her hooves against it.  She wrapped her other hoof around the back of my member.  With both appendages in place, the mare calmly started stroking the shaft.  I’m not sure wither to consider this a footjob or a handjob, since Rainbow uses her front hooves as hands.   But hell, I’m not going to complain; it still feels enjoyable; it feels like a firm grip.

While Rainbow was playing with my erection, her mouth was lower; using her tongue to lick and scoop up my balls into her mouth.  From the way she nervously suckled on them, I figured that the pony actually is a virgin.  She must be unsure on how to perform while on the giving end.  When my love leaned back to get some air, I gave Dash a reassuring smile.  To that, the mare responded by returning a smile and went back in.

This time the mare started off by kissing the base of my shaft while cupping both hooves on it.  As she pumped my cock up and down, she also dragged her lips higher up the shaft; melding my brain in the world of pleasure.  I became so joyously overcome by the sensation that my precum finally formed.  My body ended up producing so much, that it flooded down and I guess into my companion’s mouth since she lifted her head up while smacking her lips.

After tasting it, Rainbow used the grip she already had on my member and pulled the foreskin downwards in curiosity; completely exposing the glossy top.  When seeing this, my lover first kissed it then encased the head with her mouth.  She looked up at me with her passionate, narrowing rosy eyes while she calmly and casually started sucking me off.  The mare then eventually thrust her head more onto me; forcing my dick further in her mouth and into her throat.

The rhythmatic movements of Rainbow’s gentle lips; the wet swallowing of Rainbow’s determination; her soft tongue wrapping around and massaging my shaft; all of this is gradually making my mind melt.  Just where did she get this skill?

Dash suddenly pulled back, but hooked her lips around the top of my cock.  During this, Dash was also giving one big suck on it while she used the tip of her tongue to quickly bat against the sensitive head.  The mare’s technique was rapidly driving me to the edge.  If she keeps this up, I’ll cum before truly connecting us.  So I calmly placed my hand on the pony’s soft blue face; causing her to look up at me.

I took hold of her front hooves and guided my blue lover up to my eye level.  I then moved Dash’s dripping pussy over my erect member; she caught on to my intention and slightly rearranged herself into a more comfortable sitting position.

“Ready?”  I asked.

“Just be gentle.”  She blushed.

Being given the go, I slowly lowered Dash onto my penis; causing her to loudly moan as I split her slit and delve deep into her moist hole.  Next placed my hands on Rainbow’s haunches and lifted her halfway off.  Once there, I then thrust upwards; back all the way inside.  I repeated this piston movement over and over again; each time I pushed in, my head would press and drag along the vaginal walls of my sweet, moaning companion.  With each tiny and vigorous movement, the mare would scream each of her panting orgasms in my ears.

“More!  More!  FASTER!”  She demanded.

With those words, I followed her command.

As we proceeded through this act, Rainbow started grinding her waist in time with each of my thrusts.  Determining the intensity of Dash’s moans now and the feeling building up in my groin, were both hitting our limit.  Seeing how perfect things have been going, I think it would be best if we finish at the same time.  With that in mind, I began thrusting as fast as I could; this was followed by the vocalized moan of my cyan lover.  Eventually I hit my breaking point and gave one final deep thrust; releasing as much as I could inside Rainbow.  As I did that Dash threw her head back while unleashing one long pleasured scream as her body convulsed on me.

Rainbow collapsed all her weight into my chest as she embraced me and rested her head on top of my shoulder.  I gently caressed her panting body and moved my mouth to her ear.

“I love you Rainbow.”

“I love you too, Inrei.”

We turned to meet contact; her eyes were half open and filled with passion and satisfaction.  The two of us leaned forward and pressed against each other’s lips.  Once we pulled back, we laid down and covered ourselves while still smiling at each other.