The Host: Equestria

by Sinthia

Rating: teen
Tags: Adventure, Crossover
Length: 7761

It only becomes a true test of virtue when you are forced to choose the lesser of two evils. How do you make a choice while remaining pure to the goodness of your being?

The Souls, a parasitic but self-harmonious alien species, has arrived on Equestria. With aims to take over the bodies of the planet’s sentient inhabitants, they send down an initial group of Souls and implant them into host bodies. Among them, a young soul finds herself in a new body with this mission: help assimilate the Equestrian race into her species.

This soul finds that her body's previous inhabitant still lives in her mind, refusing to leave, and her notions of right and wrong will be tested amongst a species whose goodness can rival the Souls.

A crossover between the universes of The Host by Stephanie Meyer and MLP FiM

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2014-09-13 06:47:16 UTC

Chapter One - Neverfree

Chapter 1 - Neverfree

The first thing to come into my consciousness were words. They form in my mind as naturally as I expect them to, creating my string of thoughts. I accept it as if it always has been.

My eyes, as my new language called them, remain shut. I concentrate on the contents of my host’s memories, my memories now. Vivid and colorful thoughts of this host’s past create feelings of joy and happiness, which surprises me. The memory transition was much more gentle than I thought it would be. This body, my body, feels like it was a part of me from the beginning.

I keep my eyes shut and take a few more moments to familiarize my physical self. I feel my heart beat in my chest, and soft air move in and out of my lungs. I take a breath manually, and feel a rush of energy as oxygen rejuvenates my long-slept body. As I get more comfortable, I decide to open my eyes.

Inside a lifepod, the first thing I see is my reflection on the glass pane before me. I look into my eyes and stare at the glowing blue irises, and I can’t help but feel I am staring at my true self behind the eyes; a Soul. I notice the horn protruding at the top of my head, remembering the many magical properties it gives me. My own face is gentle and familiar, and I can’t help but smile at myself. I very much like this new body, these new feelings. It is something I could get used to.

I look past my reflection into the world outside. Shades of green and blue fill my vision, and as I focus, I recognize the individual objects bearing these brilliant colors. Flowers, bushes, trees, all serve as a lush horizon to a bright blue sky above. The sun, warm and bright, causes me to squint as I gaze higher.

Hello?! What’s going on? Why can’t I move?

Thoughts that are not my own assault my mind and startle me.

What? Who are you? speaks the voice again. It was disconcerting to hear her, filled with fright and confusion. Could it really be my host speaking to me? Transition was supposed to be without problem, with no trace of the host’s consciousness, except for memories. Why is she talking to me now? This body belongs to me.

Huh? What do you mean? she says.This is my body, not yours! Her voice breaks at the end of her sentence, making me feel a tinge of guilt as I reply.

I’m sorry, but you need to leave, I tell her, thinking it will fix the problem. I hear no reply, but feel tranquil loneliness as I am once again left with my own thoughts.

A sudden whoosh of air startles me once again as the hatch to my pod slowly opens. After a few moments, it opens fully, exposing me to the world outside. Still troubled from the event moments before, I take a deep breath and step outside.

By instinct, I land on all four of my legs. I stretch them and yawn, my muscles feeling tense after such a long sleep. The pod behind me makes a beeping noise, inclining me to face it again. Along its surface lies a small screen, notifying me of a voice message. As I wait for it to begin, I try my best to forget the exchange I had with the voice in my head. Hopefully it was the last I’ll hear of her.

What was her name? Starla, my memories reply. The last I should ever hear of Starla, because this is my body now.

The screen on the pod beeped to life, and an audio message begins.

“Hello, Explorer.”

I blink at the use of my calling name. Before now, I’ve never really had a true Soul name, except for the one given to me at the Origin. I guess I could adopt Explorer for now.

“By now, we trust that you have been acquainted with your new body and surroundings. Welcome to Equis. Explorer, you are among the first souls to inhabit a host body on this new planet. Your implantation was very successful, so don’t worry about any memory complications. They should be serving you well, so you already know much more than we do.”

I mentally work through my memory, acknowledging and accepting all of the new information.

“You should already know the details of your task. Before we can begin assimilation, we must first gather information of the planet and its inhabitants. Directly east of your landing site is a small town by the name of Ponyville, where your host lived. You will make your way there to complete your calling. Bear in mind, the Equestrians are one of the most complex species we’ve encountered, and there is much we do not know. Report to this pod when you feel you have gathered enough information to pass to the Seekers.”

I nod, knowing exactly what was expected of my calling.

“Be safe, and good luck, Explorer.”

The audio stops and the screen fades blank, leaving me alone to myself.

I waste no time in my task. First step is to get back to civilization, where my host lives. The pod landed far away enough as to not arouse suspicion or panic, so it will be a decent walk before getting to my destination. I walk over to the other side of the pod, letting the storage compartment automatically open as I approach it. Inside are supplies needed to sustain myself for the time needed to walk back. Water and apples in a knapsack, all things I recognized; and a small emergency transponder in case I ran into trouble. Most species do not like what we, Souls, do to their planets. If my intentions are found out and the situation is dire, I can activate the transponder and Seekers will come to my aid.

I push the knapsack closed, hoping to never use the device. Concentrating, I attempt to use my magic to lift the knapsack out and onto my back, but something is blocking me. I shake my head - this is something that should come as naturally as speech or walking. With clenched teeth, I try again.

No! You might be controlling my body, but you can’t have my magic!

I gasp. Starla was still here. How could she be? My implantation was flawless, like it was said! It’s impossible that her conscience was sti-

Yes, I’m still here, and I’m not leaving! This is my body, you can’t just take it!

It’s mine now, I reply, ignoring my frankness. Like I said, you need to leave.

‘Betcha you can’t make me! You’ve only had my body for a few hours and you’ve already put me- erm, us, into a whole world of trouble!

What do you mean? I’m fine, I say sheepishly, doing a double take.

Um, hellooo? You’re... ah, weare in the middle of the Everfree Forest! You and I both know that’s a problem. Just how did you think you were going back to Ponyville?

I, uh... walk there?

Starla laughs within my mind. You won’t last fifteen minutes!

My heart sinks, half-knowing that she is right. I didn’t acknowledge, or barely even notice, the true dangers of the forest around me. My pod landed in a grassy clearing, an area that until now seemed harmless enough. But now, as I focus into the treeline, a dark, menacing forest stares back and sends shivers down my backside.

Nevertheless, there is still a job to be done. I reach down into the storage compartment and grab the knapsack by mouth and swing it over my back. I could almost feel Starla’s smug expression as she watched this hassle.

I’m going to Ponyville, and you’re going to go away, I tell her, hoping some assertiveness will make her disappear.

Whatever you say, Explorer, she says clearer than ever, stretching my name out in insulting sarcasm. One of the many wondrous uses of this new language.

Using Starla’s memories, I make note of the direction of Ponyville. It was early morning, and here on Equis, the sun rises from the east. I’ll follow the sun and be at my destination in no time. I take a final moment to gather my belongings, and begin my walk.

As I approach the treeline, I keep a breath in, taken aback by the eeriness of the thick forest within. Memories flash through my mind of the dreaded Everfree Forest, a mysterious place filled with wild beasts and forgotten myths. I can’t help but feel it is Starla who is presenting these unnerving thoughts in my mind.

You’re darn right I’m showing you these things! she says. Five minutes ago, you were bent on waltzing my body into there.

I bend my lip, annoyed at her constant presence. She’s becoming more apparent in my mind than before, and now it’s almost impossible to ignore her.

Nothing you can say will change my mind, Equestrian, I tell her.

And nothing you can say will make me leave, Soul! she spits back.

Pushing her remark aside, I adjust the pack on my back and enter the forest without looking back.

It got darker a lot faster inside the Everfree than I expected it to. Within minutes of walking, the canopy completely covered the sky above, leaving me in a cold darkness. I kept walking, taking every opportunity I could to mark the location of the sun so I wouldn’t lose my bearing. I know now that it’s sometime around midday, but one could swear it was midnight in the forest.

By now, I feel my legs complain from all the walking. I ignored them for the first few hours, being on edge as I journeyed through the Everfree. I’ve yet to see a threat, but that’s hardly consolation for me. I’m also trying my best to ignore Starla, but her constant remarks and insults make it increasingly harder.

Breathing harder from fatigue, I pull open my knapsack and clumsily drink from one of the water containers using my hooves. The first bottle is already half spent once I finish.

You know, neither of us really knows how far away Ponyville is, says Starla.I’d save that water if I were you.

I don’t answer, desperately wanting to take this quick rest in peace. I rub my temples with my hooves and squeeze my eyes shut.

So, Explorer, huh? she continues despite my protest. What comes with that job description?

I shake my head. I don’t want to speak to you, Equestrian.

Hey, I’m just trying to make conversation. I’m not exactly having fun in here myself, you know.

I place the water container back into my pack before answering.

Well, Explorer is the title of my calling, I say.A job, I guess you would call it, except much more deeper than that. Anyways, an Explorer’s job is to-

Take over our bodies and infiltrate our society to harvest information and annihilate our species?

What? No, absolutely not! We’re not here to harm. To survive, Souls need host bodies. So we travel to different worlds and become one with the dominant species. In this case, Equestrians.

So then what happens to us? she says, with a hint of anger. Do we become prisoners in our own minds, like I am now?

No, not really. You're just supposed to go... away.

Not really a nice alternative to annihilation.

I throw the pack over my shoulder, with no desire to stay in one place for too long.

What choice do we have? I reply.Souls are not ungrateful, and we make best with what our hosts give us. We improve the established societies, ensure there is no longer war, famine, or sickness. We embody all things good; compassion, patience, honesty, love. It’s for the better.

What about us, the hosts? We don’t get a say in this?

I pause, feeling the despair in her voice.

I’m afraid not, I say, and continue my walk. Starla does not reply.

More hours pass as I make my way across the jungle. Besides the thick and creepy foliage, I haven’t encountered a single creature as of yet, something I’m grateful for. Souls hate conflict within our very being, and I would not know what to do if I encountered something hostile. With the sun almost on my back, I know I am still heading the right way, but with my supplies running low, I have more than just doubts in my mind.

Why would they land you so far away from your destination? Starla asks.

Seeing a spacecraft would raise suspicion, of course.

Well, at the rate you’re consuming our supplies, I doubt we’ll make it to Ponyville.

Don’t be so pessimistic, I say. I flip open the bag on my back. Besides, we still have plenty of-

Before I could finish, a howl breaks the still forest air, sending chills through me. It did not sound far away.

Timberwolves! we think at the same time.

I hastily gather my supplies and run. I brush and scrape against large clumps of foliage along the path, ignoring them as I sprinted along. I’m impressed at the way my legs work and synchronize together allowing me to move exceptionally fast. I’ve never been in a host quite like this.

Focus! hisses Starla. You aren't faster than the Timberwolves! They’re getting closer!

She’s right. Behind me, I hear their vicious barks and howls getting louder. I turn around, and notice them already in my view. I know I can’t outrun these beasts. I deviate from the clumsy forest path and into thick brush, hoping it would slow them down and that my smaller size would allow me to lose them.

A rather thick tree branch smacks me on the face within moments. It feels as if the world was violently jerked upside down, and I fall down to the ground. My mind is racing as I try to lift myself off the dirt, coughing up dust. Starla calls to me in my confusion.

Run!

And I do, ignoring my stinging cheek. The howling intensifies, but I can hear the Timberwolves having their own trouble negotiating the thicket. I know better now to not look back, instead I focus on calculating a path ahead. I narrowly slip past a bramble of thick thorns, feeling the sharp edges scrape my hind legs. Up ahead, I see a patch of blue among the thick green.

A clearing.

With intense fervor, I race towards it, seeing no other option. The forest abruptly opens, causing me to squint as sunlight graced my eyes after hours of darkness. I almost did not notice the large crevasse immediately after the last of the trees, as I skid to a stop to avoid falling to a painful fate. Over to the side, I see an old, neglected wooden bridge. A good thing, I must be somewhat close to civilization. I turn my hooves and run towards it.

My heart is screaming at me furiously, begging for a rest, and my entire body stings from the abuse by the unforgiving flora of the Everfree. My adrenaline makes me ignore it all, pushing me to keep going. What else can I do?

Use my magic! I hear Starla say. I mean - our magic!

I’m already halfway across the bridge when I stop upon hearing her words.

What do you mean?

You know exactly what I mean! Use the spells; defend yourself!

Yes, I know exactly what she means. Like I said, utilizing a host’s abilities should come naturally, and with Starla no longer blocking me from her magic, I can use it. I feel a new type of energy surge through me, something Starla had been keeping from me since I awoke in the pod. It felt amazing, but I still had a feeling that stopped me from fully embracing it. And this time, it wasn’t Starla.

What’s the matter? she asks, sensing my hesitation. They’re coming, get ready!

The spell you and I are thinking of... that will get rid of the Timberwolves, won’t it?

Yes, of course! She sounded hysterical, the wolves were getting closer, about to clear the treeline.

I could just keep running! I say.They won’t be able to cross this bridge, they’re too big!

Don’t take that chance! We both know that these things won’t give up, they will chase you until you give out, and it’s over for us. End it right here! I’m letting you use the magic!

I nod, trying my hardest to concentrate. My horn begins to glow bright, the destruction spell slowly charging. It would charge a lot faster if I were less hesitant, and Starla knows this. The Timberwolves crash out of the treeline and slow their pace upon seeing me. I count two- no, three of the beasts as they approach the bridge in a low crouch, ready to pounce on me in a split second. My horn glows brilliantly now, the spell ready to be unleashed on these wooden wolves.

What are you waiting for? yells Starla. The wolves are scratching at the base of the bridge, trying to figure out a way to get to me.

I- I can’t do this! I say.

Why not?!

This will kill them! I ca- I can’t kill them!

You’re going to kill the both of us if you don’t do something fast! Use the magic!

Every fiber of my being kept me from releasing the spell. Souls do everything they can to avoid conflict, we could never kill anything.

Even if that ‘anything’ were a vicious, bloodthirsty hound? Do it, Explorer!

I can’t!

Oh Celestia, we are going to die.

It breaks everything I’ve ever known to do what I need to do. I squeeze my eyes shut and scream loudly, releasing the spell towards the wolves. A loud explosion rocks my body, and a black hole forms in my chest upon realization of what I’d done. I open my eyes, expecting to see a massacred pile of what used to be the Timberwolves, but instead I see something else that still causes me to gasp in horror.

The base of the bridge that held it to the edge of the cliff is on fire, wood splintered and blasted throughout. The Timberwolves are dazed, but untouched, backing away from the spreading flame.

You missed! How could you have missed?! You hit the bridge, nitwit!

I’m sorry! I-

Just run! Oh, Goddesses, just run!

I follow Starla’s pleas, hearing the sound of wood breaking and ropes snapping behind me. I run as fast as I can to the safe end of the bridge, away from the Timberwolves and away from the fire. I feel the planks behind me break as I run through them, half of their foundation disintegrated by my spell. I stumble as one gives way, not being able to catch myself. The end was still a quarter away.

The bridge is going down before I make it.

A loud snap cracks my ears, and I jump towards the edge on desperate impulse before the bridge gives out. In an instant, my body is weightless, and the cliff wall moves towards me for what seems like forever. My front hooves reach out for the ledge and my eyes are locked on it, knowing my fate if they miss their mark.

My front legs hook on the edge, and my body slams hard against the cliff face. I hear a snap, and feel a sudden sharp pain in my chest. I try to pull myself over, grunting and fighting back tears as my muscles strain to support my weight.

I manage to get myself safely over the edge, relatively speaking. I lie prone on the ground, trying very hard to breath. Everywhere hurts. My body feels so heavy, and I feel like I can’t go on. I choke back sobs as thoughts race in my mind.

Starla, I’m sorry! I... I couldn’t do it.

Hey, get yourself together, she replies, her voice surprisingly soothing. It calmed me hearing her speak like this. You’re not out of the woods just yet. Heh, literally.

I pick my head up and look across the smoldering remains of the bridge. The Timberwolves were already making their way down the canyon. They’ll get to me eventually if I stay here.

I attempt to pick myself up off the ground. I receive a violent stinging sensation in my chest as a result. One of my ribs must have broken. I cry out as I take a step, and get into a sloppy rhythm of movement, limping into yet another thick jungle.

I lose sense of time as I move through the Everfree once again. With every step, it feels as if my chest is getting worse. Breathing becomes painful in itself, and I can barely keep my eyes open through the agony. Minutes - or maybe hours, I can’t tell - pass before I hear the faint Timberwolf howl again.

Oh, they’re back! says Starla.

I can’t flee again, not in the condition I’m in. There’s no way I’ll be able to outrun them this time. I collapse to the ground in pain, feeling like giving up.

No, you can’t stop!

I wish that were true, Starla. I’m sorry for doing this to your body. This wasn’t supposed to happen.

Why don’t you use your emergency transpondy-thingy? Get your alien friends to help you!

It’s too late for that, and I do-

A beam of light from ahead strikes my eyes, breaking off my thoughts. It’s a ray of sunshine, cutting its way through the thick canopy.

That might be another clearing! says Starla. It might be our way out! We can’t be too far from Ponyville now.

I sigh, but I can’t deny that I don’t share her hope. I gather what remaining strength I have and wobble myself up, and stagger towards the light. I clear through, and relief fills my mind. The Everfree Forest ends here, as if growth was blocked by some invisible wall, and up ahead I see a town. Their familiar shapes and colors brings tears to my eyes, knowing exactly where I am.

Thank Celestia, we made it! exclaims Starla.

The closest structure to me is a large, red home, surrounded by farmland and apple orchards. Sweet Apple Acres, I think to myself, my memories knowing the place and its inhabitants. I continue towards the farm, hoping to see someone soon for help.

As I get closer, I see a group of bright colored Equestrians, looking to be enjoying some kind of picnic in the orchard. I wouldn’t normally approach and interrupt a group so hastily, especially so soon in my arrival, but this wasn’t exactly a normal situation. I see one of them notice me as I hobble towards them.

“Hey, girls, who’s that coming out of the Everfree?” says one.

“S-something’s coming out of the Everfree?”

“Relax, dear, it’s a pony. She looks like she might be hurt!”

“Well, let’s go’n help the gal!”

All of them drop what they are doing and come towards me. Their quick response to help strikes me warmly. Their behavior isn’t something too far from what Souls act like. Concern and compassion. Of course, this might just be my desperation and relief influencing me. I stop and lie down on the soft grass, somehow knowing I’ll be in good hands.

“Yeah, something is definitely wrong. Hurry it up, girls!” says one of them. It brings a smile to my face, something I hadn’t done in what seems like forever.

In the back of my mind is a nagging feeling, however. I haven’t heard a single sound of the Timberwolves since a few minutes back. They must have stopped their pursuit, giving up at th-

Oh no... says Starla.

She notices something in my own vision before I do. Quickly, I too, see what she meant. Out of the treeline of another section of the Everfree emerged the three Timberwolves, crouching silently towards their prey.

This time, it wasn’t me.

I led them here, and now they have their sights on a larger group of lunch. The group of Equestrians are occupied on me, and they don’t notice the danger stalking them on their flank. I try to call out to them.

“Watch out! Timberwolves!” I yell. Or, I try to yell, but all that comes out is a dry rasp that sounds more like pained breathing instead of speech. My throat is dead-dry, and my lungs are barely working. I get up, once again trying to gather whatever ounce of strength I still have.

“Look out!” I try again, but no improvement. The Timberwolves are getting dangerously close, and these Equestrians are oblivious to them. I run towards them, while every physical part of me says begs not to.

“Miss, are you alright?” says one of them as I approach.

A Timberwolf crouches lower, stance ready to pounce.

I try to call out once more, this time only managing a violent cough. I taste something odd and metallic in my mouth.

I see the Timberwolves hind legs flex. It has its crimson eyes fixed towards the Equestrian at the back of the group, a hovering, yellow pony. A pegasus, recalls my memory, but I ignore it.

“Oh, you look terrible, let us help you!” exclaims the purple one at the front of the group as I get close. I run past her and charge at the lead Timberwolf.

It pounces, jumping at frightening speeds towards the yellow pegasus. I jump, too, and aim to intercept his attack. We meet midair, just barely before it met his prey. The Equestrians all exclaim in their own ways, all reacting to the new situation. The Timberwolf and I tumble to the ground, and I hear loud cracks and snaps as it smashes down with me. I find myself pinned under the massive beast, and I look into its eyes.

My body is pain all over, and I can barely feel specifics as the Timberwolf attacks me furiously.

My eyes are closed now, and all I have is my hearing. I hear a loud blast above me, and I stop moving. No longer do I feel the intense pressure of the Timberwolf pinning me against the ground. I remain limp on my side, too weak and in too much pain to move a muscle. More loud noises, followed by the now fearful howls of the Timberwolves. They become faint, and disappear, and everything is still.

“Yeah, you better run!” I hear someone call out.

“Twilight, she’s really hurt!” says a voice that sounds right above me.

“She- she jumped right into it,” says another in a much quieter voice.

“Dash, go get help as fast as you can!”

“Already on it!”

I hear a loud whoosh and a gentle breeze passes over me. I don’t feel pain anymore, just very tired. Their voices begin to warble and warp as my mind passes into a dark tunnel.

“Miss, can you hear me? Don’t worry, you’re safe now, and help is on the way!”

I could barely make out the sentence.

That was a very brave thing you did, Explorer, I hear Starla say.I guess I was wrong about you.

Her voice sounds distant.

It was the last thing I heard before accepting the darkness.

Chapter Two - Recovery

Chapter Two - Recovery

I feel unattached, floating aimlessly in a sea of black silence.

After some time, if time could be measured, the dark void around me begins to ripple and fade. I become aware of my body, and a warm, but numb sensation wraps around it. The black mist that covers my eyes begin to fade, and give way to cloudy light. Sounds return, unintelligible speech that sounds distant and muffled. They are calling to me.

I command my body to move, but it does not listen. Instead, it replies with dull pain, and I want to wake up. The haze begins to clear, and the noises become voices. I try to listen as my eyes clear the way.

“-could be for days, dear. Can’t force something like this. We’ll just have to be patient.”

“Oh, I know. We jus’ want to make sure she’s okay, is all.”

Things become much clearer, now. My eyes open, but they are heavy and slow. I try to speak but only manage to let out a tiny sigh.

“Nurse, I think she’s coming to!” I hear.

I blink my eyes, only now truly seeing where I am. I’m lying in a bed, tucked in a soft blanket. The room I am in looks and smells clean and cozy.

I’m in a hospital.

“Welcome back,” I hear one of the voices say. It belongs to the nurse at the end of my bed, an Equestrian. My first personal encounter, technically. I feel my heart beat a little faster, slightly nervous. I try to sit up properly face her, but my body immediately punishes me, stinging pain into my chest. I give out a sharp gasp and fall back to the soft bedding.

“Oh, easy there,” says the nurse. “You’ve been in an accident and you’re still recovering. We’re glad to see you’re finally awake.”

I almost forgot about the other voice, speaking to the nurse moments before. Across the room is another Equestrian, sitting quietly on a chair. I recognize her as one of the ponies that the Timberwolves were after in the apple orchard. She gives me a gentle smile when I make eye contact.

“You sure had us mighty worried!” she says, standing up. The nurse lets her approach and moves to the other side of the room. She writes some notes on a clipboard, silently observing. I can’t help but see a hint of supposition in her eyes.

“How do you feel?” continues the orange pony, the concern in her voice genuine.

“I - um, I feel better, considering the circumstances. Thank you for getting me help,” I tell her.

“Shucks, it should me an’ my friends thanking you! You done saved us from those nasty Timberwolves. We owe you a debt of gratitude.” She takes off her hat and places it on her chest, a gesture that I recognize as symbol of respect in this culture.

 “The name’s Applejack,” she says. “What’s yours?”

“Yes, we need to ask your name,” adds the nurse as she walks back towards me, eyes still on the clipboard. “Normally, we can identify patients by their cutie marks, but we can’t do so with ponies who haven’t gotten theirs yet.”

Whaat? shouts Starla in my mind. I almost forgot she was there.I do-so have a cutie mark! What in the wide-world happened to it?

“Starla,” I tell the nurse. “My name’s Starla.”

“Okay, Miss Starla...” she pauses to write something down on the clipboard, “...you still need some bedrest to properly heal. We’ll get you all patched up and out of here in no time, don’t you worry.” She turns towards the door. “I’ll be close by if you need anything.”

Hmph, steal my name too, complains Starla. Guess that comes with the package. She’s still bitter... after what we’ve been through, I wonder if reconciliation with her is possible.

The nurse leaves the room, leaving the door slightly open behind her.

“I stayed here because we wanted to make sure you were okay,” says Applejack. “We actually took turns, me an’ my friends.”

Took turns? “How long was I...?”

“Over a day. Reckon you’ve been through a deal, comin’ out of the Everfree like that lookin’ all hurt. An’ then one of them Timberwolves gave you a nasty thrashing after you done tackled him off his feet like that.” She gives me a pained expression. “We tried to help as fast as we could, but by the time we drove ‘em off, you- you were already...”

Applejack trails off, hanging her head.

“Hey, it’s okay. I’m going to be fine now,” I tell her. “I’m just glad you and your friends are alright, too. Are they here, now?”

“Yes ma’am, in the waiting room. They’re all real anxious to talk to you, but I’ll tell ‘em that we need to let you rest.”

“Oh, no, it’s not a problem,” I tell her, trying to sit up, but my chest protests again. Didn’t learn from last time.

“I, ah - think it’s best to let you get your rest,” says Applejack, noticing my discomfort which I tried to hide. “We’ll just overwhelm you, being all in here at the same time. Besides, it’s gettin’ pretty late, and visiting hours are almost up.”

She looks to the window on the side of the room. The sun was starting to set. I nod, only now acknowledging the orange and red sunset that painted the room. Applejack leaves towards the door.

“You get your rest, Miss,” she says. “We’ll be here to visit tomorrow, don’t you worry.”

“Thank you,” I say with a smile.

She exits with that, and leaves me with my thoughts.

Never spoken to Applejack, says Starla after some silence. Or any of her friends, for that matter. They’re pretty important ponies, always talking to the princesses and going to Canterlot. I always thought I was just-

A nobody to them, I finish.

Hmph. Guess you are really getting to know me, then.

She says nothing else after.

I think about the treatment I’ve been receiving since my time on Equis. The Equestrians seem very kindhearted, at least from what I’ve seen in Applejack and from Starla’s memories. If all of them are like this, I can see some sort of coexistence with the ponies and us souls. Maybe they would understand our need for a host body, and our intentions of peace and non-violence. Perhaps we could live together...

I’m not enjoying it very much, if you ask me, Explorer.

Then again, maybe not.

Taking the covers, I pull them higher and make myself comfortable. I’m too tired to think of anything further, and sleep quickly takes me.

I awaken in the middle of the night covered in a cold sweat. I can’t help but feel I’ve had a bad dream, my heart is racing and I’m breathing quickly.

I try to relax, sink back to sleep, but the rest of me refuses. There’s an undeniable urge in my body as I try to squirm into the blankets.

Nature’s calling...

I look around the hospital room. It’s dark and empty, lit only by the moonbeams visiting through the windowpane. I don’t want to call out to the nurse for help, so I attempt to get up myself.

Yeah, let’s not wet the bed, says Starla.

Surprisingly, the pain isn’t as bad as it was before. It feels dull and somewhat ignorable. I throw the blanket off myself, getting a good look at my wounds for the first time.

Not a lot is visible under the moonlight, but I can see enough. Under my hospital gown, I have a large bandage wrapped around my trunk, where the pain was the worst. Stitches and smaller bandages are placed throughout my body, particularly my hind legs. I lift my hoof up to my face, touching a bandage placed on my cheek. It stung when I put pressure on it.

I must have been in bad shape when the Timberwolf was done with me. I shiver, remembering the details all too well.

I shift myself over to one side of the bed, and inch off slowly, easing onto my hooves. I hear a rattle behind me. It’s some kind of medical device hanging from a wheeled-pole, connected to my body in a series of thin tubes. I don’t know what it’s called, but I recognize it as something significant to healthcare, so I drag it along with me.

Maybe there’s a washroom here in my hospital room. The light coming from the window does not light up the entire room, and this is the first time I’m able to walk around it. It looks a lot bigger now that I’m standing up.

I recall a simple spell I could perform to illuminate my surroundings, but Starla...

Oh, just use it, she says, annoyed. Don’t hurt yourself, Explorer.

Sarcasm, again. Wish I were ignorant to that kind of speech. I find it worse than a straightforward insult.

The majority of the room, except for my bed and the immediate area, is completely dark. I concentrate on the spell, and a dazzling light emanates from my horn. I gasp loudly upon the room being lit, only now noticing a neighboring hospital bed on the other side of the room, separated by a curtain. An Equestrian lies on the bed, and he looks in a much much worse shape than I am. Bandages cover his entire body, leaving only his eyes visible. My light clearly bothers him.

“Sorry, sir,” I whispered, dimming the light significantly. “I'm sorry,” I say again, as awkwardly shuffle past his bed.

There’s no other doors in the room save for the exit. I’ll have to search outside. I approach the doorway, seeing the light from the hallway leak in from the cracks. It opens with a creak, and I poke my head outside.

The hallways are lit, so I turn off my horn, but there’s not a pony in sight. All of the other doors along the hallway are closed, like mine was. Appropriate facilities must be somewhere, so I open the door enough for me to squeeze out and slowly close it behind me. After mentally noting my room number, I pick a direction and walk. Before leaving the door, I gaze down to where my cutie mark should be.

Ah! It really is gone!, cries Starla. I sigh, knowing there isn't anything I could say to console her.

The hospital is eerily silent. Somebody would have definitely heard me if I hollered for assistance earlier. The wheels of my medical device silently squeak and echo through the hall as I pass the uniform doorways. Up ahead is a sign, marking directions for navigating the hospital. I don’t see “Restrooms”, but the sign does point towards “Doctor’s Office”, so I decide it’s a good place as any to go for help with my problem.

The office is not too far ahead. I see it in short time, glad I didn’t have to walk too far.The door is slightly open, and I can hear voices inside. As I get closer, I can make out what they are saying.

“-another one, Doctor. Third one I’ve noticed this week,” says one of the voices, and I recognize her as the nurse that greeted me awake earlier.

“Are you sure?” says another voice. I don’t know him, but it’s safe to assume he’s a doctor. I hang back from entering, not wanting to interrupt their conversation.

Shhh, listen, says Starla. I think they’re talking about us... about you!

But eavesdropping is rude...

Oh, drop it, you self-righteous filly. Listen!

Indignantly, I inch closer to the door, only enough to make out their words.

“Yes, I’m sure. She had glowing blue eyes and a blank flank, just like what they said,” says the nurse.

Oh... looks like you’ve been found out, Explorer, says Starla, sounding almost remorseful. I gulp, my worst fears being realized.

You don’t sound to thrilled. I thought you would be, I tell her.

Well, contrary to whatever you may think, I’m not completely heartless. And I know for a fact you aren’t either. Neither of us has done anything wrong, really, but something bad is going to come out of this...

“What do you want me to do?” I hear the doctor say as their conversation continues. It sounds more like an argument, now that I listen to it. “Contact the authorities? She just saved several ponies’ lives, and was injured in doing so. Half the town sees her as a hero, and you want me to do what you’re asking?”

“But Doctor, with all the talk coming from the Canterlot Hospital, you can’t possibly expec- hold on...”

Oh, shoot! While listening to them speak, I let my medical device stand freely, and it rolled slowly towards the wall, hitting it with a thud.

“Someone’s outside,” says the doctor.

“A patient? They should all be resting...”

Hoofsteps approach the doorway, and it swings open. The nurse peeks outside, and reels back in with a gasp as she notices me.

“Sweet Celestia, it’s right outside!” she exclaims.

I remain in place, frozen in fear.

“Nurse, you’re being ridiculous!” hisses the Doctor. “Rumours are no reason to...” he continues along in a sharp whisper that I can’t make out. The door swings open again, and I flinch, expecting the worst.

“Miss Starla?” It’s the doctor, emerging from the door. His voice isn’t hostile at all, to my relief. “Sorry about that, the nurse is tired at these late hours. She’s a bit antsy, if you’ll excuse her,” he says with a forced laugh.

I nod. Paranoid seems like a better word for her, and for good reason, too.

“What are you doing out of bed?” he asks. “Is something the matter?”

“I, um, need to go,” I say gingerly.

The doctor cocked his head.

“You can’t leave now, it’s the middle of the night, and you aren’t properly healed!”

“No, I, ah... need to go.”

The doctor blinks at me.

“Ohh, you need to go,” he says rather stupidly. “The nurse will be happy to help you with that,” he turns his head into the office doorway, “right?”

I hear a sharp sigh as the doctor moves out of the doorway, allowing the nurse to exit. She does not make eye contact as she passes by me.

“Right this way, ma’am,” she says as she continues walking, eyes perfectly forward. I follow her, eyes to the ground.

Wow, she looks like she’s seen a ghost, says Starla. Or maybe, a soul! Haha! get it?

Yeah, haha, funny.

Oh, don’t get your tail in a knot. I’m trying to make this less harder for you...

You aren’t still mad at me?

Well, not mad really... I mean, it’s hard to be mad after what you’ve done. I want to be mad, but I feel inclined to be on your side. In a weird way. Besides, did you hear what the nurse said? You’ve practically made me famous here in Ponyville! If I ever get my body back, I have a feeling I’ll be in a better position than before you took over, so... I’m rooting for you. For now, at least. I still want my body back, but I think you’ll do the right thing in the end. You’re too nice not to.

Thank you, I tell her, for having faith in me.

Well, like I said, it’s conditional. But you're welcome.

Hmph...

What is it?

Nothing, it’s just that word I used. ‘Faith’. It’s a close translation of your language to my Origin name.

Your Origin name? asks Starla.

Yes, my birth-given name. It’s not Explorer, but it still sounds odd in your language. Something along the lines of... ‘Faith in Light Above’.

Yeah... that sounds pretty stretched out. I like ‘Faith’ on its own. What do you think?

I like it, too, I say.

Well, then. I guess I forgive you, Faith, for taking my body without permission. And for being a jerk in general.

Thank you, I tell her. And I’m sorry for that, too. I’m going to find a way to make this right for everyone, I promise.

I’ll hold you to it, then.

I smile, glad knowing I’ve made some amends with my host. It’s one less issue I need to worry about, though as I walk down the hallway with the silent nurse, I feel my problems are only beginning.

Prologue

The Host: Equestria

A crossover fic of The Hostby Stephenie Meyer and MLP FiM

by Sinthia

Prologue

High above the tranquil skies of Equis floated a strange spacecraft. The majority of its occupants lie in a dormant sleep, and the only signs of activity resided in the ship’s ejection bay. Inside, two large spider-like lifeforms skittered about the bay, using their many slender limbs to operate various devices and machinery. They chittered amongst each other, using a language unheard of by any of the beings on the planet below.

One of the spiders paused his work and gazed into an ejection pod with his twelve eyes, silently admiring the sleeping body within. This was the closest he’d ever been to an Equestrian, and the new host species were a marvel to him.

“What do you think they’re like?” he said to his companion, who was occupied with a blinking switchboard on the other side of the bay.

“That’s what we’re sending this first wave to find out,” she replied, “just like we’ve done on planets before. It truly is exciting, isn’t it?”

“Yes, it is,” he agreed. “But for the Explorers,” he said quietly, “it’s probably terrifying. I can’t imagine being placed on a new planet inhabited by potentially violent species.”

The female spider listened to her friend’s monologue as she worked to complete her task. She pressurized the remaining pods and ensured the lifeforms within them would survive their descent to the surface. She flipped a switch and watched as the pods gave off a gentle hiss, an indication that they were ready for their journey.

“It’s their job,” she said to her friend, who was still looking at the lifepod. “Being an Explorer is a noble calling, one which requires great courage.”

“This one, isn’t this her first planet?” he asked, gesturing towards the pod before him, a tone of worry in his speech.

“Indeed it is. This is the calling she chose, and we have no right to question it. It is a daunting task for a newborn soul, but I am sure she will persevere.” As she talked, the spider creature pressed a blinking light on the wall. A large hatch below the pod opened, accompanied by smooth sounds of machinery. The lifepod lowered into the chamber below, and the hatch closed shut behind it. A loud and abrupt blast of air echoed through the bay as the lifepod launched to the planet.

“After all, persevere is what us Souls have always ever done.”