I'm Sorry for not being there

I'm sorry for not being there

By: Ace Wing

Chapter 1 The Past Story

It was ten years ago I was pregnant with her. My poor poor daughter. Rainbow Dash was helping me take care of my animals especially Angel. No pony knew I was pregnant until Rainbow Dash came over that night. At first she thought I was eating too much because my well ex-coltfriend left me. Then she realize I was in more pain then being dumped.

"Fluttershy?" she started and i knew what she was going to ask. "Yes, Rainbow Dash, what is it?" I answered hoping she wasn't going to ask what I thought she was  going to ask.

"Are you pregnant?" as she asked that my heart sunk I felt ashamed for not telling her.

"Rainbow, let's not talk about this right now." I tried shrugging it off, but she wouldn't leave the subject alone. Her face went from being worried to completely shocked when she realized I was what she feared I was.

"Oh Celestia, what did I tell you Fluttershy? I told you Storm Cloak was bad news. Where did he go ill go give him a piece of my mind." Rainbow Dash started, as much as I would want to be alone I couldn't handle being alone at this moment.

"It's my fault, Dashie, I was careless and I asked for it. I didn't think this was going to happen." I lied I knew what was going to happened and I didn't do it with my free will, but I don't to get into that story. Dash sighs

"Look, Fluttershy, if you want to keep it then do it, but its not going to be easy. You're too young to raise a foal on your own and you know it. And we both know that hes not coming back to take care of you either." Those words burned into my mind and my heart sunk after it was said. She was right I was too young to raise a foal on my own, and he wasn't going to come back. Oh, Celestia, how did i get my self in this mess. Nine months after Dashie visited she was born.

"Congratulations, Ms. Fluttershy, It's a girl." when she was laid into my hooves the world stop. All I could think about was how beautiful she was.

"She's so beautiful." I said as tears ran down my face.

"So whats her name going to be." The nurse asked looking at me with a smile.

"I... I don't know. I still need to think about that." I said looking at my baby girl in awe. "Well talk your time." The nurse said as she went to leave .

"Wait, Nurse Redheart. I think I came up with a name." I said with the perfect name in mind. Her name matches her purple mane and orange body.

"What will it be , Ms. Fluttershy?" she asked looking ready to hear it.

"I want to name her Scootaloo." she smiled and nodded then walked away. A few days later after I was released from the hospital I took her to the nearest orphanage, that was close to my cottage. "I'm so so sorry my dear Scootaloo." I said as I set her down at the steps. My eyes were full of tears I was so upset. As much as I wanted to keep her I couldn't. Leaving her at the orphanage was the right thing and I knew it. I set her down on the welcome mat, rung the door bell and flew off as fast as I could. It was raining that night. I marked it as the day I made the worst mistake of my life.