Bearing the Burden

by Regularguy

Rating: mature
Tags: Gore, Princess Celestia, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Alternate Universe, Human, Sad, Main 6, Princess Luna, Other, Tragedy
Length: 2276

A vet of the Dark Valley War leaves behind his home land to start over.

A survivor of the Black Valley War leaves behind his blackened homeland to start over in the happiest place he knows. Equestria.
But will he be able to over come his sadness and pain to be happy again, or will he become the emotionless warrior who killed without thought like the one in the Black Valley.

Published 2012-04-21 19:44:02 UTC
Last updated 2012-04-27 19:43:10 UTC

The Rubble

The sound of distant gunfire and artillery filled his ears as soon as he stepped out the door. The wailing sound of air raid sirens rings across the land as he walks across the lawn. He steps over a crater and ducks under the rotors of a crashed helicopter.

He stands looking over the valley, destruction is everywhere. His eyes scan over the rubble, and the scattered fires that dot what is left of his home.

Then he is gone traveling towards the south, when he comes a cross someone standing on a hill similar to how he just was, surveying the scene. "it's beautiful" the person says. "It was beautiful" says the first man just before sliding his sharp thin piece of metal called a knife across the persons neck.

He leaves that person laying in an ever growing pool of blood. He thinks of what he has done, the motion was so smooth and practiced, like riding a bike, something you never forget.

He caries on, his shoulders sagging from bearing the burden. A tear runs down his cheek. Not because of what he has done, because of what he said "Beautiful ". That word made him so sad, because it reminded him of his mother.
He is Ed Johnson

He now in a humvee, speeding down a road. His buddy is yelling bearly audible over the gunfire and explosions.
"Johnson, the objective is 3800 meters to the south, let's GO!!!!!!"

He is so tired, more than he he has ever been. He is tire of wearing armor and carrying a gun. He is tired of killing and living in this world of death and sadness. He lets go. Starting over. He leaves the destruction behind and goes to the happiest place he can think of. He can feel his body falling, it feels slow but he knows he is going fast. Ed hits the ground. Hard.

Ed awakes. His sore body aches all over and he can't remember anything. He brings up his hands to shield his face. He sits up, looking around. The world is different, it's quiet and peaceful. He stands and stretches. He is disorientated and can't think straight. A big orange dog greets him. Ed is very light headed, and casually mumbles answers to the questions the dog asks him.

He idly pets the soft orange animal, with apples on its side. It about as tall as his chest. "Huh, I don't remember having a big dog that talks with a southern accent." Ed mumbles "HEY"!

His mind comes back to him as he relize that the dog is not a dog and can speak English. The creature is picking over him touching all of his gear.
"What the hay is this kind of apple" say the orange animal
The too familiar sound a thin metal pice sliding out of it's home with the distinctive metal click reaches Ed's ears.

Instincts take over and Ed instinctively toss the grenade away and tackles the orange animal and shuts his eyes tightly.
KABOOM!
His ears ring, his head hurts badly from the shock wave. Ed scans the bushes with his riffle. No movement. Thats a mistake to many have made. He quickly kneels down by the orange animal with an apple on its side. It's knocked out, a large pice of shrapnel stick out of its right leg, just above the knee.

Ed goes to work, removing his EMT pouch and taking out the supplies needed. He pours anti-septic on the wound, before using his combat knife and tweezers to slowly remove the pice of metal. He then wraps a pice of gauze around the wound. His shoulders sag as he remembers how he got this good at removing shrapnel. He performs like a trained doctor, with smooth fluid movements, funny Ed has never had a single hour of formal medical education.

He stands up and stretches, the sun is setting. Ed suddenly feels a massive amount of fear rush through him. His heart races, and he feels surrounded. He grabs his gun and takes off running. And keeps running, and running, until finally he feels safe. It's fully dark now and Ed comes upon a clearing in the forest. He sees another creature standing in the clearing.

It has a dark mane moving in the wind, and a horn coming out of the top of its head. It also has a shiny curved pice of metal that glimmers in the moonlight sitting on its head. Ed strolls out into the clearing and walks up next to it. "Nice night tonight."
A look of complete horror and shock fill the face of the animal before it quickly disappears in a flash of magic.

Ed casually strolls over to bush at the edge of the clearing. Sure enough the animal, which looks very similar to a horse appears in front of him. "Hey talk to me!" shouts Ed. Anger fills his voice as he clamps his fists tightly.
"AAAHH!" screams the horse and disappears again.
"COME HERE!" shouts Ed and he runs full speed towards a spot in the woods. The horse appears right in front of him, and he hits the horse hard taking it down to the ground. Ed comes up on top and grabs both of its front legs twisting them painfully.

"AHHGH! " says the dark horse "I am royalty!" shouts the horse pinned under Ed. "oh I'm so sorry your highness, I guess I didn't introduce myself, I am Ed" says Ed sarcastically twisting the arms of the animal even more. "How did you know where I was going to be! " shouts the dark horse, very frustrated to be stuck like this. "And what did you say your name was?" said Ed angrily still tightly griping the creature. "I am Princess Luna, what kind of wretched creature are you!"

Ed gets a distant look in his eyes. He releases his grip on the princess and stands up. He starts to walk away, but turns back and says "I am a soldier." before fading into the night.

First contact

Ed knows he is somewhere else. This land is nothing like Earth. The world is brighter and quieter, and everything looks animated. "Maybe I'm dead, or high." Ed says out loud . "There is no one left alive that doesn't know what a grenade is".
"On Earth at least" he adds, shoulders dropping. He stops at a river to refill his water. He then finds a sheltered spot and sits there the remainder of the night. Not asleep, just sitting there, starring off.

At what Ed guesses to be about 6 Am he gets up and continues. He walks for about two hours before he comes upon a small cottage. He scans it from the woods.

"Here's the thing about houses, 80% of houses that you find intact are dead empty, but the other 20% will have the enemy in them, so if your in a house and you see someone who isn't wearing our uniform, you shoot them dead". "What about Civies?" asks Ed
"There are no more Civies..."

Ed shakes his head, his shoulders sag as he recalls the time his buddy Miller told him that. The Urban Rule of Thumb they called it, and time and time again Ed was shown that it is the painful truth.

He carefully approaches the building, using the blind spots to get close. He moves quietly and carefully checks the windows for movement. He comes around to the back and crouches down next to the back door.

He listens, the house is quiet. He slowly opens the door and scans his eyes and riffle across the room. Empty. He walks in and shuts the door behind him. He leans his riffle against the kitchen table and begins to search through the cupboards. He finds only some carrots. "Hm, good enough". Mumbles Ed as he sits down at the table.

He sits in the chair and takes of his helmet and pulls down his shemagh.
"H-Hello?" wispers a tiny voice.
Ed shoots up out of his chair and points his side arm right at the shaking creature standing in the doorway. His muscles are tense and his hand shakes.

Ed relaxes, and sits back down, putting his pistol on the table and releasing a sight of relief. "Its just another creature" thinks Ed
"What are you" the creature asks. It is nervous and still standing in the doorway and it is similar to all the other creatures but it has a light yellow coat with dull pink hair and butterflies on her flank.
"Well, from your perspective I am an animal."
At the last word, animal, it is visibly excited as it gets a unique look in its eyes. "Oh, I'm Fluttershy, you see I'm very good with animals."
"What kind I'd animal are you, I've never seen anything like you." Fluttershy adds.
"I am a human, do you mind asking what are you" says Ed.
"No not at all, I am a pony."
"Ah, I've seem a couple of them in the forest."
"You've been in the forest the last couple of days?" asks Fluttershy conceringly .

"Yes I have been, why do you ask?" answers Ed.
"The forest has become very dangerous lately, my friend, Applejack, was hurt in the forest. She was found unconscious and didn't know what attacked her."
"Also there are rumors that something attacked the Princess within a day of the other attack. The town is very scared." said Fluttershy seriously.
Ed's eyes look down at the table.
"So, where are you from, I've never had an animal that can talk?".

Ed's eyes shift back up. "I'm from Earth" says Ed, finally realizing this is no longer his home planet. "Took you long enough" he thinks.
Fluttershy has moved out of the doorway and stands next to Ed.
"Your skin is so interesting, it feels like fabric and has pockets in it, doesn't that hurt?" asks Fluttershy touching his pant leg.
"No this isn't my actual skin, I'm wearing clothes." says Ed
"Why?" asks Fluttershy curiously "We don't normally wear clothes here."
"Well, most of it is protective gear" answers Ed.
He had tall sturdy boots, thick pants with knee pads a combat shirt, strong gloves, a beat up helmet, and dirty shemagh. In fact the only place not covered is his eyes, but only because he was not wearing googles at the time.
"What is so dangerous that you need all this?"Asks Fluttershy curiously
"I'd rather not say"
"Oh ok, so you have skin under all this?"

"Yea" and Ed decides to roll up his sleeve to reveal his true form.
"Oh my" says Fluttershy quietly. "I'm not that white" thinks Ed, then he looks down.

His arm is covered in soot and dirt, with scars spread about. Long, thin trails of blood streak across his forearm and lead to the source, old cuts scabbed over. Through all this big, black bruises are still visible.

He stands up and walks out into the front room, where he finds a tall mirror. Ed stands in front of it and stares. His eyes scan up from the mud encrusted boots, up is gritty pants with greasy stains and a splotch of blood his thigh.
His eyes travel next to the thick body armor surrounding 170 pounds of muscle. Small burn marks scattered around and thick layer of grit and soot cover the armor.

Then his eyes fall upon his own face. It is dark with dirt, and there are dark circles under his tired gray eyes. His brown hair is matted down filled with sand at the top of his head, five feet and nine inches off the ground.

Ed is so entranced by how out of place he looks in this clean, light, colorful world, and how worn down he looks that he doesn't notice another pony entering the room.

"Fluttershy, look out!" shouts the other pony. Ed turns around and is met by two light blue hind legs hitting him square in the chest. Ed is caught by surprise and is knocked off his feet, landing with a crash.
Ed is at first surprised, but anger and adrenilen fills Ed. His fists clench, and he thinks of using his combat knife, and making it quick. But he remembers how long it has been since he beat the shit out of something.

He staggers up onto his feet. A cold, hard, flat look of anger fills his face. The light blue pony with wings sees this look and now realizes it has made a terrible mistake, as it freezes, paralyzed in fear. Ed gets a wicked smile on his face as he walks up to the pony and raises his fist high for a powerful blow on the scared pony.

A split second before Ed's fist strike down, a metal object hits him in the back of the head. It was meant to knock out Ed, but failed. It was strong enough to drop him to the ground though. His eyes shut tightly as he writhes in pain on the floor. Through a tunnel he can hear two voices, but can't make out what they are saying. He can hear the door opening and more voices come in, but lacks strength to turn over and look.

He is slipping away, and the last thing he remember before passing out is being turned over.

*For those who don't know a shemagh is, it is a large fabric square made of cotton, used in this story as a scarf by military personnel.