The Princess Under Chaos (Oc Story)

"Me? Princess? I don't understand?!"

Mayhem was in a really good mood and she had the greatest friends and good enough to call family by her side to help her be in a good mood. But for a couple weeks the Alicorination had been stuck on Mayhem's mind, She was very nervous about it and she was slightly scared of the outcome. She didn't know any pony else in this world except those in the castle and Twilight and her friends. She also wasn't really sure of the title "princess" added to her name. What exactly would she be princess of, what exactly was her purpose in this world. Her head spun on the subject. She couldn't even focus on her studies. Her heart was set on this subject and it was hard to understand properly.

Cursor worried about her since she seemed to always be in her own little world. He was very confused about it all and he wanted to speak to her alone tonight. For the past few weeks Cursor had spent every night with Mayhem and they became closer as a couple.

When Cursor and Mayhem made it to her room she sat on a chair at a table and placed her books in the order they need to be in. "Mayhem, are you doing OK? You have been acting strange all week." Cursor looked up at her trying to look at her face. She shook her head back into reality and then looked over to him and smiled. "Yeah, just thinking about some stuff. Nothing too personal." She half smiled and then got up to go to her bed. Cursor shrugged his shoulders as he walked up to her and smiled as he rested his head on the edge of the bed. "You know, you are very beautiful when you are laying down and the moon light shines directly on you." Cursor smiled and it made Mayhem's face turn red. He chuckled at her cute reaction and then continued onto the bed. He kissed her forehead and then nuzzled up next to her. She nuzzled into his neck and giggled. "You know, i love cuddling with you in bed. Its really warm up next to you!" Mayhem smiled and her heart started to beat faster. Cursor tightened his grip around Mayhem and smiled.

A lot of stuff started going on in Mayhem's mind that she really didn't want to think about at this moment. Her mind started to wander into thinking of the Alicorination. She was worried. Was she really ready for this? To be a princess, to maybe even rule something. What would she rule. Like Celestia has all of Equestira with Luna by her side. Cadence has the Crystal Kingdom and Twilight has Pony Ville. She isn't even sure what she would be the ruler of, let alone why she would be a good princess.

Mayhem jumped out of bed almost hitting cursor in the face and her landed onto the floor speeding her way to the door. "Where are you going?" Cursor called as he raised himself from Mayhem's bed. Mayhem didn't stop to answer, she flung the door open and dashed into the hall. Cursor got up quickly and followed her. "Mayhem, please come back!" Cursor called to her again, speeding up to catch her. Mayhem had somewhere to go and she wasn't going to stop until she got there. Cursor took flight into the air of the hall trying to catch up with Mayhem. Her horn lit up and her speed quickened and down he hall she went.

Mayhem made it to the place she was going. She skidded to a halt and caught her breath. Her chest grew and shrank as her breath deepened and she glared at the door. Cursor caught up with her and stopped as he saw the deep glare. He looked up at the door, it was the main hall door. Before cursor could utter a sound Mayhem kicked the door open and barged in. "Princess Celestia I must spea..." Mayhem stopped in her tracks when she heard "How could you not have told me about this before making the plans?" There he stood, Discord half hunched over and looking straight into the eyes of Celestia. Celestia looked like she had just finished making her argument valid with Discord. Her eyes were staring right into his. But when Mayhem barged in they looked up at her and Discord's eyes grew wide but he shook that off and cleared his throat. Celestia looked at Mayhem and gave her that 'you shouldn't be here' look. "Oh uh Mayhem, you shouldn't barge into rooms like that." Celestia walked down the steps towards Mayhem. Discord gave Celestia a confused look then backed up a bit and gave both Mayhem and Celestia their space. "Please Celestia, I just had to come and tell you. I cant go through with the Alicorination. I'm not ready, and I don't think I ever will be." Mayhem pleaded. Celestia almost looked back at Discord but stopped and looked right into Mayhem's eyes. "Can we please talk more about this tomorrow morning during your lessons?" Celestia was more demanding then asking. Mayhem shook her head, she didn't want to wait. Waiting meant thinking more about the situation. "No, I cant! Its too difficult for me to wait!" Mayhem's voice got louder. Celestia flinched and her eyes were wide. "I cant just allow this to happen Celestia. I don't want to have a set date for my Alicorination. I wanna make sure I am ready before we prepare for this really unneeded party." Mayhem just continued to plead more and more. She went on and on about how this was something they should have spoke about before plans were made. She also Couldn't help but notice the inching ear appear behind Celestia. Discord was butting into the conversation hovering above Celestia and Mayhem and smiling at the both of them. Mayhem shot a disgusted look up at him and he backed off and got a scared look on his face like his heart broke. Discord poofed away and went back to the thrones. Celestia took a deep breath and looked back at Mayhem. "Alright the whole thing is canceled. We will talk more about this in the morning. Now please go back to your room and go to sleep!" Celestia smiled and nodded towards the door where Cursor slightly peered out from the side. Mayhem looked guilty, she forgot he was following her. She walked off with her head low a bit scared of what cursor might try to ask her on their way back to her room.

The walk back to her room was quiet, that was until they got to the door. "So what was that about?" Cursor asked silently. Mayhem shook her head and walked into the room. Cursor rolled his eyes and shook his head. "Mayhem talk to me please." Cursor pleaded and followed her. Mayhem walked to her bed and got up on it plopping down on the floor. "I don't want to talk about it. I am tired and I just wanna sleep. You can join me or leave." Mayhem looked over to him a little angry. Cursor just gave in and walked to the bed and joined her. She cuddled up to him and took a deep breath as she closed her eyes to fall asleep. Her last words as she fell asleep were "I just don't want to be a princess"

That next morning Celestia and Mayhem didnt talk about the Alicorination. Celestia seemed a bit worried about somthing else instead. Somthing more important to her. But it was somthing Mayhem did want to know. But her attempts to talk to Celestia did not help at all.