Decisions

Fluttershy’s POV

　　“Fluttershy, you're going to make yourself sick! You have to tell her, it's tearing you apart and it's making things difficult for the other ponies to pretend nothing is wrong, when we all know something is very wrong.” Rubbing my hoof on the back of my neck under my knotted mane I knew Twilight was right, but it certainly didn’t make things easier to handle.
　　“I know Twilight I just don’t want to ruin things between us, we’ve gotten so much closer since you came to Ponyville and all of us became friends and I’m afraid.” Twilight’s muzzle twitched in thought she stepped forward and surprised me, leaning towards my face she gave the side of my muzzle a tender peck.
　　“Flutter’s if you never take that chance how do you think you're going to feel in the future when Rainbow is with some colt or filly that took the step to be with her and your pinning for her still. If you never resolve the feelings then they will just stay there and fester, the best thing is to do what my foal sitter Princess Cadence use to say ‘its best to know what is now then wonder what would have been later.’”
　　 Dropping my jaw at the statement Twilight just procured, I tried to wrap my head around the things she just said when the object of my affection came flying through the window crashing into one of the bookcases knocking off about a dozen novels or so. She spun off of the bookcase and came flying towards me, I squeaked as her angular athletic body smashed into mine projecting us across the room in a pile of books Twilight was studying with.
　　Dashie leaped away from me quickly, the slight red tinge below her bright blue fur worried and excited me all at the same time, she grinned at me her slightly smug and sweet smile always lit my inner world up with sunshine she awkward cleared her throat and nudged me with her strong and powerful wing.
　　“Sorry Shy, I didn’t mean to smash into you and Twi’s tree house just that AJ was helping me with a new flying trick for the Wonderbolt’s trial test...And I really need to practice more obliviously.” She frowned at me, her dark magenta eyes stared at me I felt my skin under my fur flare with intense heat; I knew with my light yellow fur it would show my blush easily. “Is everything okay Fluttershy? I didn’t hurt you, did I?”
　　“No Dash, not really I’m okay.” Twilight’s upset face made me rethink what I just said, am I really okay or was I just trying to be okay for the sake of every other pony? Shouldn’t I think of my own happiness at least once in awhile? Angel bunny and the other animals really depend on me but what makes me happy, truly giddy in the gut happy?...
　　Rainbow Dash.
　　“On second thought, Rainbow can we talk tomorrow? Meet me at my cottage say noon?” When Dash nodded slowly her face still shining with confusion I decided that taking a chance was the only solution, I would never be happy if I didn’t at least try, for my own sanity as well as for my life I had to take a leap of faith, for her, for us.

Author's Note

I usually write long long long chapters of anything but this is my first fan fic so i wanted to tease some ponies and see if anyone likes it.