Where is my mind?

by Redfirefly8895

Rating: mature
Tags: Adventure, Princess Celestia, Crossover, Human, Main 6, Princess Luna, Gore, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Cutie Mark Crusaders, Queen Chrysalis
Length: 3199

BabyDoll soul left her body when that needle went through her pupil to wipe away all those awful memories away and to make sure she doesn't really have anything to live for. but she's not dead entirely,she's just in her mind but locked

BabyDoll was gone from reality,gone from the real world. When they tapped that needle with the little metal hammer in her pupil. The memories that cause her pain were gone but, also her. She's not dead though. The only thing she could do is walk,stare,eat and sleep for the rest of her life. But her mind ain't entirely dead. There's still a little bit of her and her pain inside of her. Just locked away from reality and life.

Disclaimer. I do not own SuckerPunch and there character's.

Published 2014-10-09 03:20:06 UTC
Last updated 2014-10-10 07:33:23 UTC

Chapter One~Where Am I?

Am I finally dead? BabyDoll thought.

when she was just in the darkness after witnessing her life turn off when the doctor hit the needle.

If I am, good. Hopefully I get to see my mother and sister. BabyDoll thought in relief that she was finally gonna find some peace.

BabyDoll stopped thinking and daydreaming when there was a beam of light in the darkness.

Well, they say don't go towards the light. I might as well be the first. BabyDoll took slow steps towards the light.

She was walking towards the light but she immediately stopped when the beam of light gobbled her up and then, that's when she blacked out once more.

"Ugh." Groan BabyDoll when she was waking.

"Wait a minute, grass?" Said BabyDoll shocked by this.

She haven't been outside as long as she can remember.

"A sky too? Oh my gosh. Am I really here?" She said with a little bit of happiness.

BabyDoll wanted a good look of where she is. She turned her head left and saw nothing, only a row of black evil looking tree's. Then she turned her head right and saw the same exact thing just a figure of some sort of building or castle.

"It's so quiet here." She said in awe.

Then when she was done looking around. She looked back and she saw a dark forest that look like it had evil written all over and yellow eye's looking at her like she was dinner.

"Uh..." She manged to say before realising she had her equipment with her but this time she not dress in her usual outfit.

She's in a bright sparkling dress with heels that are also red with a bit of sparkle and she had a locket that was colored gold and had a button.

She press the button and it had a picture of her mother,father,herself and her sister.

"I guess some things you can't forget." She said with teary eye's.

When she closed the locket. she looked back to see the yellow eye's gone.

She slowly got up and decided to go towards the figure that looked like a building. She walked right next to the row of dark trees that she didn't trust but she didn't really had a choice, she was still gonna be right next to it just further away from it.

When she was getting closer she relies it was a castle and it was in a form of a tree and was made out of crystal's with a color of baby blue. She walked towards it and she made sure that her red dress didn't get dirty.......

Author's Note

Sorry that this was short but i'm writing this in the mourning and I have to head off to school. When I come back I will try to make a longer chapter! :D

Chapter Two~At Least I'm Not Alone.

Hopefully there's someone or at least something waiting for me. Thought BabyDoll while she was walking aside the row of dark tree's that she did not trust very well.

BabyDoll checked to find her gun with a little cute doll bunny head attached to it. She found it on a strap around her leg that was very tight. She pulled it out and checked if it was loaded and of course, it was.

Hopefully I don't run into any trouble. She thought.

She finally made it to her destination but was quickly shocked of what she was seeing. She saw pony's, literally pony's just walking around with heavy armor with spears and swords like it was normal with tattoo's on there rear end.

How the hell do these pony's have tattoo's on there rear end and plus of all, why the hell do they have armor and weapons?

She thought dumbfoundedly.

She walked towards the town with a outpost at the entrance.

"Freeze!" Said the random guard pony loudly.

BabyDoll freezes at where she was at and she kindly waited in till further notice from them.

"Sir, what is that?" He said.

"I don't know, we should probably tell Princess Twilight Sparkle to come by and tell us what to do." Said the head pony.

She waited and waited with spears,swords,arrows and guns pointing towards her but the thing that got her confuse the most was, how the hell are they holding there weapons without any hands? But before she could think more about that, A light purple pony with highlights in her mane came forward towards BabyDoll.

"How did you get here?" She said while looking at her.

"I don't know to be honest." Said BabyDoll.

Twilight and the guards were shocked by this.

"You can understand what i'm saying?" Said Twilight in shock.

"Um, yes?" She said.

"Oh, this should be easy then, but it would be much better if we take this inside my castle." Said Twilight.

"Ok then, lead the way." Said BabyDoll.

Twilight and BabyDoll walked together through the pack of guards still looking at her like she will do something bad.

"So um, is that normal to have army guards being cautious about everything?" She said.

"Well, I am a princess and I'm with a Human that nopony seen your kind before. Well, except me and Spike."

She said while getting closer to the tall castle.

"Wait, you seen my kind before? How?" Said BabyDoll confusedly.

"Well, it's a long story but, right now is not the time." Said Twilight.

Twilight and BabyDoll stopped at the front door of the castle.

"Here we are." Said Twilight opening the door. "Let's get started." She said.

Twilight and BabyDoll walked in and BabyDoll was greeted by 5 other pony's, but 6 exact for the dragon.

"Hey girls. How's everything?" She said.

"It's been good, everyone is still scared about the changelings and Queen Chrysalis." Said the rainbow one.

"Yeah, it's not easy to have that kinda fear to know we're in war with the Queen." Said Twilight in a sad tone.

"I'm back from the-OH MY CELESTIA!" Said a white coated with blue purple mane.

"LOOK at that beautiful dress!" She said.

"My goodness! You've must of payed a fortune for this beauty!" She said in a awe tone.

"Actually, I got it for free, kinda." Babydoll said in friendly tone.

"You. You got that for-oh my celestia~" She said before fainting to the floor.

"Yeeeaah, stuff like what your wearing will make her go gaga over it and eventually faint." Said Twilight.

"So, what is she?" Said the rainbow one confused.

"I'm a human." BabyDoll said.

"Oh um, alright." Said the rainbow one.

"Um girls, mind if you tell her your names." Said Twilight.

"Oh ok, my name is Rainbow Dash! The fastest flyer in Equestria!" Said Rainbow Dash loudly and proudly.

"Hi Rainbow Dash, my name is BabyDoll." She said.

"I'm Applejack! I sell apples with my family but now it's kinda on pause you know, with the money making thing cause right now we rather give it for free to the people in need. especially right now since we're in war." Said Applejack sadly.

"I'm sorry to hear that. Maybe I should help out in the war." Said BabyDoll suggesting.

"That would be great but you have to talk it out with Twilight or Celestia and Luna." Said Applejack.

"Hi. I'm Pinkie Pie." Said Pinkie Pie sadly wit her mane down. "Hi I'm BabyDoll." She said in a happy tone.

"I'm Fluttershy." Said Fluttershy shyly. "Um hi, I'm BabyDoll." She said in a friendly voice.

"Ugh! uh, what happened?" Said the white coated mare on the floor.

"You fainted on the floor right after you said such nice and beautiful and flattering things about my dress." Said BabyDoll in a kind and friendly tone.

"I did didn't I? Well darling, I'm sorry about that. My name is Rarity, the greatest fashionista in Ponyville." Said Rarity getting herself up.

"Yeah I can tell." BabyDoll said chuckling.

"Well again I'm sorry for going 'gaga' over your beautiful dress." She said looking at her dress like her life was depending on it.

"But the thing that makes you look so beautiful and fantastic in that dress is your hair and makeup!" Said Rarity in amazement.

"I don't know how my hair looks and makeup. Does anyone have a mirror?" Said BabyDoll looking around.

"I do darling." Said Rarity while using her magic to get the mirror. "Here you go darling." She said handing the mirror to her.

BabyDoll took the mirror and hold it up to her face. Her hair had curls in them and her hair is on her right shoulder and she has glitter and eye liner around her eye's and her lipstick was bright red and she had earrings that had diamonds on them and she can tell they were pure.

"Wow. I look amazing like I'm ready for a date or a dance!" Said BabyDoll in a surprise tone.

"That's what I've been telling you darling. You look great!" Said Rarity already bonding with BabyDoll.

"Um so are you girls done with you know?" Said Twilight circling her hoofs.

"Um, yeah we are, hehehe...." Said BabyDoll.

"Good cause we're making a stop to Canterlot." Said Twilight.

"Why are we going there?" Said Rainbow Dash confused.

"Because I need to tell Celestia about BabyDoll and it's just gonna be her and me." Said Twilight.

"Why just you girls?" Said the group except Pinkie Pie.

"Because I don't want to risk your lives. Canterlot is probably on another lockdown since Blueblood got injured from a changeling there." Said Twilight.

"Good. He probably deserved it." Said Rarity in a angry tone.

"Well um, let's go?" Said BabyDoll.

"Sure, see you later girls! I'll be back soon, probably..." She said.

"Bye girls!" Said BabyDoll.

"Bye!" Said the group.

"So, are we gonna walk it or we're getting driven there?" Said BabyDoll.

"We're getting driven there. Our car should be here any minute now." Said Twilight looking at her watch.

"Oh alright." She said.

Clouds started to form in and it started raining.

"Ugh! I wish the whether team was still here." Said Twilight annoyed by this.

"Oh look! Our car is here." Said BabyDoll pointing towards the car rolling up to them.

"Oh good!" Said Twilight trotting towards the car and opening it with her magic. "Come on BabyDoll!" Said Twilight loudly.

BabyDoll walked towards the car and got in with her new friend.

"Your REALLY lucky that your makeup didn't get ruined." Said Twilight while chuckling.

"Yeah I know! That would of made me kinda sad." Said BabyDoll laughing a little bit.

"Yeah, you can relax now because it's gonna take awhile before we reach Canterlot so yeah, relax if ya want." Said Twilight.

"Yeah don't mind if I do." Said BabyDoll getting in a comfortable position.

Twilight and BabyDoll were relaxing and getting ready to talk to Celestia and Luna.

Hopefully, nothing bad happens. Thought BabyDoll before entering her nap while looking outside the glass window stained with water......

Author's Note

Hey guy's! I'm probably gonna write the next chapter tonight if not then you'll guy's probably need to wait till i'm out of school or till the weekend. Yeah, so um bye~! lol :D

Chapter Three~Dreams Of Pain And Happiness.

BabyDoll went to sleep and now for some reason everything changed. She's not in the car anymore and it didn't look like ponyville, it looked more like her house.

Wait, wha? Why am I in my parents house? Thought BabyDoll confusedly and shocked.

"Sister?" Said BabyDoll's sister.

BabyDoll turn around as quickly as she can and looked at her sister. BabyDoll was so happy and she was crying, not from pain, but from happiness and joy.

"Sister!" Said BabyDoll with cheer.

BabyDoll ran towards her to give a hug but, when she tried she just went right through her.

"Wait, what? No!" Said BabyDoll loudly and sadly. "Why can't I hug you?!" She said.

"Because I'm dead sister." BabyDoll's sister said.

"I wish you can hug me to fill me with happiness but, you can't. She said sadly.

"I'm sorry..." Said BabyDoll crying sadly.

"Why are you sorry?" Said her sister.

"Because I shot you! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to do it! I swear! It was a accident!" Said BabyDoll crying a river.

"It's ok sister, I know it was a accident. Besides, I'm here now." She said in a kind voice.

"I know you are, thank you." Said BabyDoll

Everything started to crumble and BabyDoll's sister was fading away into darkness. BabyDoll was scared. Not because everything was falling apart, because she was scared if she wouldn't see her sister.

"Will I see you again sistter?!" Said BabyDoll loudly.

Yes you will sister! She said loudly.

"What about mom and dad?!" BabyDoll said.

"You will see them too! BabyDoll's sister said.

"Alright! I love you!" Said BabyDoll loudly so she can hear it clearly as possible.

I love you too! She said loudly.

Everything was crumbling and her sister was already disappearing. She was unsure of what was gonna happen but she didn't really care. She got to see her sister again.....

Author's Note

Hey guy's! Hope you enjoyed this chapter! There will be more in the future and probably longer one's too! So, goodbye for now! :D

Chapter Four~A Talk With The Princesses.

"BabyDoll! BabyDoll wake up!" Said Twilight.

BabyDoll groaned with droopy eye's from not really having a 'relaxing' nap to Canterlot. She got up slowly and position herself to look at Twilight and hear what she was gonna say to her.

"Finally! BabyDoll it's time to get up." Said Twilight. "We're already here, see?" She said.

"Yeah I see." Said BabyDoll exiting the vehicle with her amazing dress and makeup.

"Here, we'll share." Said Twilight holding the umbrella with magic.

"Alright." Said BabyDoll getting underneath the umbrella quickly to get out of the rain.

Twilight and BabyDoll fast walked to the entrance of the castle. BabyDoll was having flashbacks of how the gate looked like the one at the asylum and she's remembering that there was someone with her and-

"Ow! Agh." Said BabyDoll in pain, putting her hands on her four head.

"Whats wrong?" Said Twilight.

"Ow. Nothing, it's nothing." Said BabyDoll still groaning in pain from her head.

"You have a bloody nose. We should probably go inside as quick as we can." Said Twilight in a worried tone.

Twilight and BabyDoll walked to the gate where the guards are at. They were immediately stopped from the guards with there guns.

"Princess get away from that creature! We'll take care of this." Said the guard pony already aiming at it.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hold up! First of all, she's my friend so she's with me. Second, she's a human not a creature, alright?" Said Twilight making sure that was clear enough for the guard pony's. \

"Uh, yes ma'am!" Said the guard pony's

"Good! BabyDoll, let's go." Said Twilight walking towards the front doors with BabyDoll.

Twilight open the door with BabyDoll. Twilight put away the umbrella and hang it on the hanger beside the castle doors. Twilight and BabyDoll walked through the halls filled with art, armor displays and vases with beautiful flowers.

"This castle is beautiful." Said BabyDoll in awe.

"Yup! I thought the same thing when I ran through these corridors when I was little." Said Twilight remembering memories from her childhood.

"Love the flowers the most. It really put's a good atmosphere here." Said BabyDoll.

"Yeah me too!" Said Twilight happily.

Twilight and BabyDoll arrived at the doors that led to the 'Throne Room'. Twilight opened the door's and walked in with BabyDoll beside her side. BabyDoll was uncomfortable with all the guard pony's stares at her. She felt like she was on stage again. Twilight and BabyDoll stop walking when they were in front of the two rulers, Princess Celestia and Princess Luna.

"Hello Princesses,We need to talk about my new friend here, BabyDoll. Said Twilight moving aside from BabyDoll so the princesses could have a better view of what there dealing with.

"Well, this is very unexpected." Said Luna

"Yes indeed." Said Celestia.

"Well, what's the problem?" Said Celestia.

"Well, I wanted to you to tell the other's through Equestria that BabyDoll is not a threat to Equestria." Said Twilight.

"Well, that sounds reasonable so I will do it when I have time to spare. Anything else?" Said Celestia approving Twilight command.

"Well, BabyDoll kinda wants to help with the whole war thing." Said Twilight.

"She does? I'm surprise because I didn't expect that from a new comer." Said Celestia looking at BabyDoll.

"Yeah, It seems like you need help so I want to help you win this war and make this land peaceful again." Said BabyDoll smiling to Celestia.

"Why thank you. You will have to go through training first though and we will see if you are good for the job." Said Celestia.

"Oh don't worry, I done this before." Said BabyDoll remembering some parts with the samurai's.

"Alright then, but are you sure?" Said Celestia making sure.

"Yes, i'm Sure of it." Said BabyDoll making it clear to Celestia.

"Alright then. Ask the guards to the 'Weapon's Room' to get equipped with all the equipment's you need." Said Celestia.

"Thank you. I rather have my dress on. The armor will just hold me down." Said BabyDoll clearly.

"Alright then. Twilight, can BabyDoll sleep over at your castle for tonight?" Said Celestia to Twilight.

"Why yes she can." Said Twilight in a kind tone.

"Good. BabyDoll, try to get some rest, you will need it because the guards are moving out tomorrow to go check out ManeHatten." Said Celestia.

"Ok princess, I shall see you tomorrow in the morning." Said BabyDoll.

"Good." Said Celestia with a smile.

"Well Princess Celestia, me and BabyDoll have to go so BabyDoll can have her beauty sleep for the long trip to ManeHatten." Said Twilight.

"Alright then Twilight, goodbye." Said Celestia.

"Goodbye." Said Twilight and BabyDoll.

BabyDoll and Twilight walked out of the 'Throne Room' and through the hallway's of the castle and to the front door. Twilight got her wet umbrella and opened the door to the outside world. When Twilight unfolded her umbrella and went outside with BabyDoll, a huge explosion hit the towers where the two sister sleep in.

"Oh my Celestia!" Said Twilight in shock.

"Twilight! Go! I'll go see if there ok." Said BabyDoll sternly.

"Ok! I'll- I'll go get my friends with the Elements Of Harmony!" Said Twilight loudly.

"OK! Just go!" Said BabyDoll loudly towards Twilight.

Twilight ran through the crowd of guards making there way to the castle to check on the two sister's. BabyDoll imminently pulled out her pistol and she realized , she had a knife with flowers, butterfly's and plants carved from the bottom towards the top. It reminded her of Alice In WonderLand for some reason but, this wasn't the time to be thinking about the knife.

I thought there weren't gonna be trouble! Thought BabyDoll while opening the doors to the castle.......