My Life as Singsia

I flew home from the clubhouse meeting.

(2 weeks later)

I could hear Mom and Mommy yelling at each other. They'd been fighting a lot lately. I went upstairs to the room Confetti and I shared. I shut the door of our room and we cried on our beds.

"Why do they fight?" Confetti asked me, wiping away some tears.

"I don't know."

I could hear Mommy stomping upstairs. She shouted something at Mom, but I didn't want to hear. I cried myself to sleep. I woke up to find Mom and Mommy standing by us. Mommy's hair was flat. That wasn't good.

"Morning."

"Morning."

"We have something we need to tell you girls." Mom said, sadly.

"What is it?" Confetti asked.

"Mommy and I are going to divorce."

"WHAT?! YOU CANT! YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH MORE PAIN THIS IS PUTTING ME THROUGH?! BEING BULLIED AND YOU GETTING DIVORCED IS- UGH! JUST FORGET IT!" I shouted, tears pouring out of my eyes. I ran out of the room and I flew to the clubhouse.

I started punching the ground, and I screamed at the top of my lungs. I sobbed and shouted. My hooves hurt from punching the ground, but I didn't care. Aunt Applejack came to see what was going on. I was angry and sad and hurt.

"Singsia?"

She grabbed me, and I kicked and screamed to get out of her grasp. She didn't let go.

"LET ME GO!" I screamed, at the top of my lungs. Aunt Rainbow came out here as well.

"Whoa! Whoa! Singsia calm down!" Aunt Rainbow shouted. Saddie and Mystery came running outside.

"Momma! What's wrong with her?" Saddie asked Aunt AJ.

"I don't know." Aunt Rainbow told her terrified daughters.

I eventually calmed down. Aunt AJ hugged me tightly, and I sobbed into her blonde mane. She stroked my mane.

"Shh. Singsia. Please calm down. Its okay."

"No it's not." I said into her mane.

I fell asleep in her arms. I woke up in the barn, to find a brown blanket covering me, and I saw Aunt Rainbow next to me. The clock by the wall said 12:30 am.

"You okay?" she asked me. I shook my head. I hugged her and cried into her mane. My throat was on fire, but I didn't care.

"Don't cry. Calm down and tell me what's wrong."

"Mom and Mommy are getting divorced." Her eyes widened at my words.

"Don't cry. They still love you."

"Bu.... but.... the.... they.... won't be to.... together anymore." I sobbed. Aunt AJ came into the room.

"What happened?"

"Can we talk outside please?" Rainbow asked Applejack. They went outside. I guess Aunt Rainbow told Aunt AJ they were getting divorced, because I heard a "WHAT" from outside.

"Let's get you home." Aunt AJ said to me. I flew home with Aunt Rainbow. She knocked on the door. Mommy came outside and she looked terrified. She hugged me.

"I was so worried. Thanks for bringing her home Rainbow. Actually, you need to bring her to Fluttershy's cottage. That's where she is. Confetti stays here with me and Singsia is gonna stay with Fluttershy."

"Okay."

"I CANT SEE MY SISTER EITHER?! WHAT DID I DO?! SOME PONY PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS! I WANT TO KNOW! WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!" I shouted.

"Singsia. Clam down." I flew ahead of Aunt Rainbow. I knew where the cottage was. When I got there, Mom came outside and hugged me tightly.

"Oh. I was so worried. Are you okay?" Did she seriously just ask that?!

"NO! IM NOT OKAY!" I shouted, tears pouring out of my eyes. I flew upstairs to the extra room Mom's cottage had. That was my room.

"Fluttershy. Please. Give her some time to cool down. If there's anything you or Pinkie need, I'm here for you." she said, then flew off. Mom came into the room, and sat on the edge of my bed.

"I'm sorry Singsia."

"Why? Just tell me why!"

"Your mother and I were fighting about money. It's tight now a days. She said I needed a job, and I said she needed to work more. I told her taking care of you girls was my job so she got mad and things just got out of hoof. I'm so sorry." I went and hugged her tightly.

"It's okay. You better get some sleep. You have school tomorrow."

"Okay." I layed down and shortly after, I fell asleep.

The next morning my friends and cousins said hi to me, happily. Confetti wasn't at school.

"Hi." I said, quietly with a sigh.

"Are you okay?" Shining Star asked me. I nodded my head. I didn't pay attention in class a lot.

I was sitting in class, when Miss Cheerilee called my name.

"Singsia."

"Huh?"

"Can you tell me what Celestia formed?" We were learning about the history of the Wonderbolts.

"E.U.P Guard." I said with a sigh.

"Are you okay?" I nodded my head.

"Alright then." she looked worried. Normally I was like Mommy. Happy, cheerful, and chatty. Lately, I was sad, depressed, and barely spoke.

"Come Singsia. Say something." Mystery begged me. She whispered of course, because we were still in class. The next minute the bell rang.

I wasn't hungry, so I didn't get my lunch from my locker. I left it there, and I went to lunch. I hadn't been very hungry lately. Ever since Mom and Mommy started fighting. The last time I had a full meal was like 2 weeks ago. I've had small snacks, because Mom forced me to eat, but I wasn't hungry. We sat down at the table.

"Aren't you gonna eat?" Banana Bread asked me. I shook my head.

"I'm not hungry." I laid my head down on the table.

"You haven't eaten for weeks."

"I'm just now hungry." Diamond the Bi- Nope can't use that language. Diamond the "female dog" walked over to me.

"I see you're not eating. Finally trying to lose weight I see."

"You've always been a little heavy." Silver Spoon said. I ran to the bathroom and cried. I heard my friends call my name. I had locked the door.

"Singsia please come out." I heard Saddie say.

"No!"

"Please."

"What's going on here?" I heard Miss Cheerilee ask.

"Singsia locked herself in the bathroom and won't come out." Button Mash said.

"Singsia. It's Miss Cheerilee. Can you please come out?"

"No. Not until every pony else leaves." Miss Cheerilee cleared every pony, until it was just her. In opened the door and came out.

"Can I please go somewhere for a while?" I asked Miss Cheerilee.

"Where?"

"To the clubhouse. That's where I express most of my feelings."

"Okay. Just this once, I'll let you leave early, but please be careful."

"I will."

I flew out of school, and went to the clubhouse, tears pouring out of my brown eyes.