Fallout Equestria: A Zebra's story
Chapter 2: A Zebra becomes a true traitor

I found myself walking with this mare and I didn't truly know why. Why was I walking with her and not killing her? Why did I feel like she held answers? And more importantly why did I care? All my life, I lived with murderous, raping, non hygienic, and strait up asshole raiders, so why now, why did I care for her story? I mean, was I truly immortal? Of course I was she shot me the head? But did she really? Well I did feel the scar on my head, but that didn't mean she shot me with a bullet.

Arguing with myself seemed to be the best way to pass the time as I fallowed her fine flank. I still had a strong urge to just rape her and yet because she wouldn't fight back. It would be regular fucking and quite honestly I was tired of fucking whores thanks to Big Bosses wife, lover, girl, who ever person. Wait, was she his wife? Great now I doubt that. I really wanted to know we're all this doubt was coming from. It wasn't like me, not at all and yet I doubted my existence. And it all happened when I met this stable bitch, wait, she had a pit buck, how?

If her story was true, and she was a Zoni creature like me, then how was she able to use one? "Hey, Stable bitch..."

"Please don't call me that Alra, also why is your name Alra?" Her emotionless voice started to irritate me as I trotted in front of her stopping her.

"That is none of your business, what my mother called me is her......was her business. I wanted to know, that Pit buck on your arm, how can you work it?"

She looked at her pit buck and then back to me. "You mean my Pip buck?"

"Yeah, that's what I said." She really put infuses on Pip buck, like I was saying it wrong.

"Not like a raider to call it by what it is. Anyways, they normally couldn't work for me because they are designed to work on Ponies only really. Mine is.....well its special." She didn't say much after that and continued to walk pass me.

"I am not leaving this spot until you tell me how you got it to work." I pulled one of those Pip bucks out of my bag and showed her, she glanced back only to ignore it and continue.

"Would you kindly drop it and fallow me." I sighed and put it back in my bag and continued behind her, wait, there it was again. Why did I do what she said? We ended up walking out of Caramare and ended up back in Filismith, worse, we ended up back at my camp.

"Wait why are we here?" She pulled me behind a destroyed building; we could clearly see the camp entrance. The two guards, False and Lockup, they were terrible guards, I remember when they would guard Big Bosses room when he was out, I would easily sneak in, have my fun with his wife, then sneak out before he got back.

"Ok, my target is in there." Wait her what?

She pulled me by her hoof around the corner only to be boomeranged back around. We are not going in there to kill anyone."

"Why do you care? They are useless raiders that only deserve death. All raiders do." Oh, nice to see your priorities are in line. "

"And what am I to you? Am I not one of these 'Useless Raiders' I mean I am a raider after all." I started to get upset when she thought all raiders were.....Ok half of them were, but they were still my family, or at least the closest thing to a family in this messed up world. "I am not about to let you kill a single member of my clan."

"And I am not about to take orders from an abandon one." What did she mean by that? I mean yeah I lost my parents, but I wasn't abandon, my father just killed my mother, and I jammed my blade deep into his throat until he stopped breathing. "I was hoping not to do this but you leave me no choice." I jumped back and got into a battle stance as I aimed my mounted M4 gun at her head. She calmly took her back off the wall and brushed the dust off herself. Strange I thought a little dirt would be the lease of her problems. "Alra, would you kindly go into that camp and kill every last raider there? Also leave the boss lady alive." Why would I do that, I would never attack my family.

"Nice try bitch." I said shooting my M4 into her skull, or at least I thought it was her skull, my vision got blurry for some reason. When I snapped back to reality, I saw I shot Equip owner in the face. Wait, what?

"Alra is attacking us! He has become a traitor to us! Kill him! No mercy!" What? I heard the announcement but couldn't understand it, I was a traitor? I was attacking them? I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word, I wanted to stop, but I couldn't control my body. What was going on? Guard after guard ran in front of me, and I shot them in the head one by one, I aimed for the most venerable spot on all the guards and ponies there. Why? Why was I doing this? A guard jumped on my back holding a knife to my throat, but he was quickly thrown over my side as my hoof crushed his head into the dirt, then without looking one of my M4's shot him in the back of the head. The sound of gun fire echoed into my head. I couldn't stop myself, please stop, I don't want to kill my family. But it was no use, every friend that passed me had a shot in the head, every family member that crossed me had a knife jammed into them somewhere, I couldn't tell where, it was too much for me.

I walked slowly up the stairs and made it to the Big Bosses room, as I kicked the door down, the Bosses wife shot me a few times in the chest. I dropped to my knees and fell to the ground. I could see her walking over to me holding a small gun in her magic over my head. "And to think we trusted you, I hope you find a nice home in hell you traitor!" I heard only a shot; everything went black, was I dead? I mean I had a hard time believing that stable bitch's tall tale about being immortal. Well this put my thoughts to rest, I slowly opened my eye, and I could hear the boss's wife screaming. I slowly looked up to see Paulina holding a gun in her mouth; she was standing over the boss's wife who had bullet wounds in her knees.

"How did you find me?" She asked scared. I never once seen the boss's wife scared ever, this was a strange sight for me.

"Honestly, I wouldn't have if Alra didn't try to kill me, he shot me a few times, and to be honest, it felt good, each shot pierced my flesh like the blade you used to use miss Dizzy." That was even more strange, that prison Bitch's voice sounded different, she sounded happy, dementedly happy. I haven't known her for long, but this was definitely strange. "I can't wait to feel him kill me again and again."

"What are you talking about? He is dead! Don't you see him over......?" She looked at me and looked even more scared. "N-no......no, no, no, NO!!!!! I killed you! I KILLED YOU!!!!!" I started to regain conciseness and saw her.

"M-miss......" I couldn't speak, I couldn't say anything, suddenly Paulina shot me in the stomach....1.....2....3....4....5......Five times. She knew I couldn't die like that, and yet she shot me in the stomach.

"When he gets angry he really tries to kill me, oh I get so turned on when he does. The first time he crushed my head like a rock.....It was the most ecstasy I felt sense you used to kill me Ms. Dizzy. This will make him do it again, and again, and again! We will just kill each other over and over." She was sick, and this was coming from me. She actually got wet when I killed her? She even started to sound like a psychopath. I wanted to stop her, the bosses wife, well Ms. Dizzy, was still alive. Funny After all the time I fucked her, I never once got her name. It was so bad I thought her name was Bosses Wife. Wait why am I joking at a time like this.

"I tried to move my hoofs, but I soon found out they were in chains. I could only watch, as Paulina shot Ms. Dizzy. She only shot her in the arms and legs, it was.....terrible. Yeah I did worse and I thought this was terrible. She enjoyed this way more than I EVER would.

"Please......stop.......just end it......" She said, coughing up blood.

"But if I did that, then the fun would end here." She put her gun back into her saddle and pulled out a knife. "I want to at least do the one thing you did to me, time and time again." She said happily, it was really getting creepy to me, I wanted to leave but I still couldn't. She took the knife in her teeth and jammed it into Ms. Dizzy's side. Her screeches of pain really got to me, I wanted to stop her, and yet I was still stuck. I saw her, ripping off a large part of Ms. Dizzy's flank, it had her cutie mark on it, and it still had a large chunk of meat left on the back of it.

"There, now we are even." She said placing the piece of flank in her bag. She pulled out her gun and shot Ms. Dizzy in the gut. The sound of her gun clicking didn't make me feel as better for some reason. "Aw out of bullets? Oh well, bleeding out is much more slower, especially sense I missed many of your major organs, but you can still live, that wouldn't be fun. She took out a few extra blades. I don't know what she did, as I began to pass, for once I was actually glad for it. To see that....It could really break a pony, even someone like me. I wanted to just die but soon I heard that voice again. "Get away." I knew what that was, sort of.

"Get away." I slowly opened my eyes, and then they shot completely open as the building was on fire. I began to panic, I really hated fire, and I struggled with my chains harder than I did before. I really wanted to get away from those flames. I ended up ripping the skin from my hands off as I got free. The pain wasn't as bad as the fear I felt at that moment. I limped quickly to the door, only to stop, I looked up and saw Ms. Dizzy, she was pinned to the door, I couldn't get around her, the windows were covered in flames, and the room was truly burning up. I wanted to jump out the windows but the flames were too great to get through, I saw the skin on the chains burn up instantly as the flames touched them. Worse only half returned to my hands, it started to burn to the point that I had to wrap them up with some of my shirt.

It was a pain to see she was correct about the fire, I felt that more so than ripping my hands off to get free. If I touched those flames, I would die. I looked around and saw an ax next to Ms. Dizzy. I grabbed it and then tried to break a hole in the wall, but it wouldn't even scratch! Of course it was Big Bosses room; he made the walls pretty much indestructible. There was only one way out, and I didn't like it. I raised the axe over Ms. Dizzy's head but hesitated, I couldn't kill her, and she was like a mother to me, well older sister/lover. But if I didn't do this, I would die in those flames, and that felt worse for some reason. I quickly took the ax and swung it at her head.

When it made contact, I saw her eyes wide open. She wasn't dead yet? Oh man, that made this so much worse; I was the one who killed her. I wanted to drop the ax and die, but I couldn't. I.....I hacked my way through Ms. Dizzy, When I cut her in half, I ran out of the room and soon the building. I made it out as the building collapsed on itself, I looked back to see my family.....my home.....go up in flames. This feeling, I remember feeling it before. Mother.......I gathered myself and got up. All I could do was walk away from the fire, but when I got to the exit of the camp, I saw her again, Paulina, she had that emotionless face once more.

"Seeing as you're still alive-" I didn't wait, I pushed her to the ground and used my hoof to smash her face in.

"You FUCKING BITCH!!!!!! Die! Die! Die! Die!!! DIE!!!!!" My hoof got bloody, but even still, I kept smashing her head into the ground. When she healed up, I smashed it some more. I couldn't stop killing her, and I knew she wouldn't die like this, but for some reason I couldn't stop. I just kept smashing her skull with my hoof. "You sick bitch! Why did you make me....?" I had tears in my eyes, I never cried ever sense mom died, yet there I was, watering my eyes as if I were a fountain. I stopped from smashing her skull in after, what felt like an hour, and grabbed a piece of wood; I burned it and flipped her over to her back. I pulled her pants down and looked at her bare flank with the burning wood in my teeth, I was about to jam the stick up her ass and burn her from the inside out, yet I couldn't do it, I don't know why.

"Would you kindly do me a favor and not burn me, ever!" She said, when she did, I dropped the wood. Why did I do that? Why couldn't I just kill her! She slowly got up and the skin to her face slowly started to reattach itself. "Why....." That was all I could say, it was like she could control me.

"You obviously know nothing about me." She stated pulling her pant's back up. "That pony did things to me that make everything you ever did seem like a child's mistake." She turned her back to me, it was the perfect chance and yet, I couldn't move. "Stabbed me, cut me into small pieces. She even cut me open while I was still awake. Have you ever felt that kind of pain before?" Her voice, it, it started to change again. "To be sliced open, to have your enter insides melted, down, to die over and over again, well of course not, you just found out that your immortal." I slowly started to regain my mind as I moved my for hoof forward.

"Immortality is nothing but a weapon to those ponies. Especially the ones in those stables, all they want is to forget about the world, and live there boring lives down there, with someone's hoof on them, that's no way to live." I started to slowly move toward her, just a little more, and my hooves would be around your throat. "And then....I met you, someone like me, someone who had similar problems." She turned to me and I just froze there. "Someone who could truly understand me. But then, turns out you are content with killing me just because I wanted to be free." My eyes became fixed on her as I pounced on her.

"Content? Content! You killed my family! You killed the only people in this world who cared for me! They were the only people who took me in, and treated me like...."

"A weapon?" I felt shocked as I just stood there. "I could see it in your eyes when I first met you. You were caged into doing something over and over again, forced to kill for a group you truly didn't care for." I couldn't believe my ears, she was......right. I stepped off her and watched her as she got up again. "Do you agree with me?" Everything she said was true, I was forced into the group, I killed for no true reason, and I was there weapon. Even still, they were my family, and she forced me to continue what I did; only this time, my target WAS my family.

I shot her in the knee and walked over to her as she went down again. "So I am weapon? Me? Surly you jest. I was a weapon ever sense I was born! This group was the only group that wanted me for my....gifts, and if it means killing anyone I dislike, then I don't mind being a weapon!" I shot her in the head until my gun ran empty; afterwards I grabbed that wooden stick, and finally jammed it into her lifeless body. I watched her burn, her whole body. As she did, so did my thoughts of ever having a family, not like I would want one.

"My, what a strange twist of fate, don't you agree?" My ears perked as I started to look around.

"Who's there?" I got into a battle stance and quickly reloaded my M4 on my battle saddle. I wanted to aim my gun at the fucker but the way his voice echoed, it was hard to tell where he was.

"You won't find me looking with those eyes of yours; then again, I can see you with mine." I felt a sudden weight on my back heavy enough to push me to the ground. "My, my, my, and here I thought all Zoni's became extinct when all the Chaos bringers came and, mind my French, raped every Zoni from all over Equestria from existence." I looked up and saw some kind of.....wait, what was that?

"Get off me!" I bucked the thing off, when I looked at it, I saw some sort of chimera like creature. The being got up on its dragon leg and goat leg, he had a head of what looked like a goat, and he was a strange looking creature to say the least. "Who are you?" I asked pointing my guns at the strange hybrid monster.

"Oh I am sorry, where are my manners, I completely forgot, seeing as you weren't part of the main story, I am.....hmm, I don't think it would be well if I truly told you who I am." His cocky attitude wasn't to be desired. "Let's just say I am a Watcher of sorts." His eye turned into a clock as his head appeared larger than his body. It was hard to even process what he was doing. "But that is enough about me." He said sitting on a rock chair that manifested out of nothing and grabbed a cloud from the sky. He started to turn it into a cup of chocolate milk and he drank the cup throwing the drink away. "I am here to discuss you Mr. Alra."

"Answer my question!" I said shooting him in the shoulder.

"Oh, ow ow, it hurts so much." He said in a sarcastic tone, worse the wound on his shoulder healed up faster than a regenerators own wound. "Look if you don't want my help in finding and hunting down all other Zoni's who might try to get you to kill for no real reason, just say so, I will be on my way." He said grabbing a bag of what I thought were fries, I only saw the bag but what he pulled out seemed like bones rather than fries. "Ever sense Fluttershy 'mysteriously disappeared' I have had a hard time keeping sane, Ponies tried to find her secrets. The Steel Rangers want all of Applejacks and Twilights new technology. The Ally Unicorns want nothing but the Dam around New Mare-topia. And The Ranger Mares, well there a strange bunch, I am even creped out by them. All those experiments on those little fili's, you have to admire their work."

"I don't even care. Why should I listen to you?" I glared at the chimera; he just smiled shaking the bag of bones into his mouth before throwing the bag itself into it.

"You don't have to. Walking around this wasteland is a nice way to spend your eternity, unless you would like to kill the remaining Zoni's in Equestria, might I suggest heading north?"

"Why should I trust some, Chimera creature?" I said getting into my battle stance.

"Just call me Chimera; it will make this story not intertwine with the regular story." I gave him my best, what, face, he didn't seem to make sense to me.

"What do you mean by that?" He waved his finger smirking a bit.

"Now that would be telling, and I am unsure if the true author would be a bit mad if I did." His one sharp fang looked as if it were leaking as he soon wrapped around himself and disappeared. I turned back to see nothing but a large burn spot were Paulina was, but nothing else.

"Servers you right, bitch." There was nowhere for me to go, and what was worse, I was alone, not because I didn't have a choice, but because if I let Paulina survive, she might try to mess with my mind again. It was too bad to; she did have a nice flank. I looked North, it was the direction Chimera said I should start going, but why? The wasteland was a strange place, especially seeing as every pony wanted to kill me. I let out a big sigh as I started to walk toward North, I stopped and looked back. Her pipbuck was still there, a device like that could come in handy for me. I took it and placed it on my left for hoof, it didn't blow up, it was a better sign then any I had so far. She must have managed to make it work for her somehow, if I were to have an easier time in the wasteland, I would need to learn it quickly.

Author's Note

I made Chapter 2 a bit sooner then I would like, but it was stuck on my head for days. please tell me if it sucks seeing as allot of people will. but I cant get better without you telling me so please tell me.