Distance

I wake as the sun filters through the windows and I feel a warm fuzziness in my brain.

I know we did it again, I can feel your presence next to me and all I want is you to love me.

You're all ways so cold to me and I just bare it. Why can't you just feel the way I do?

I just will say I love you when your not listening and pretend were just freinds,  nothing more, nothing less.

It hurts everytime I look at you and I don't think I can take it anymore. You're doing this to me but I still love you, but that's not saying much

That's the problem, I will do anything for you and you don't even notice. I'll pick up and leave if you wanted me to, but sometimes I waver and realized you'd never do the same for me.

So I'll just keep my distance and pretend I just want what you want.

But how long can we keep this up without someone knowing, and when they find out what will I do?

You have no idea how much you affect what I do and what I am. You are so fascinating to me and I wish you could see that.

I guess I should just stop loving you, but I can't.

I'm sorry.

But I never will stop.