The Destiny of a Forgotten Goddess: An Anthology

by LegionofPony

Chapter 8.1: Past Memories and Sins of a Solar Goddess

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Pairing(s): Celestia(solo), unnamed guard x unnamed royal assistant, Golden Fleece(OC) x Celestia.

Contains: Past depictions of possible rape/NC including deflowering and impregnation, female masturbation (hooves), polygamy, possible semi-incest, premature ejaculation, and consensual/dub-con breeding including excessive cum.

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About half an hour after Twilight and Zecora had left, Celestia had prepared herself some apple slices and a left–over lemon–poppyseed muffin from a special trip made to Sugar Cube Corner. The previous day she had craved the lemon muffins the Cakes made at Sugar Cube Corner and had asked her guards to procure her a dozen, then proceeded in eating four in one sitting.

Celestia was barely able to eat at all now however, let alone enjoy her food. She was too nervous over the situation with Denclop to be able to settle down and truly enjoy the snack, with her estrus sapping her appetite not helping much either. I should have gotten a trace on Denclop’s spell by now. Celestia thought, unable to hold still as she started to pace while eating. Every second longer she was unable to trace the thing called Denclop, the more time 'It’ had to violate her kingdom’s subjects.

Luna had earlier left on one of her nightly flights, enjoying the moonlight and cool breezes she basked in every night and unknowingly leaving Celestia to handle the Denclop situation alone. Celestia had not told Luna of this matter after all, certain that knowing of Denclop being loose would only upset her. Celestia shuddered as she remembered her sister's "encounter" with 'it' the last time it was activated – knowing how badly that had hurt her herself and surely Luna.

Celestia sighed as she took another bite of her muffin and looked out upon the full moon her sister had earlier risen, then upon the full sky of stars she had formed so delicately and thoughtfully. How could I have not seen the beauty of Luna's night those thousand years ago? How had I not seen fit to credit my sister where she excelled, let all of our subjects ignore it, and left the one I so love to become a monster? Celestia though as she once more found herself drawn to the past, these same thoughts having haunted Celestia every night since she'd had to banish her sister to the moon all those years ago.

Even after her sister had come back to her and was cleansed by the Elements of Harmony, these thoughts still plagued her – reminding her of how foalish and selfish she'd been, of how she would never again let her sister's night go unappreciated. Every night she would dedicate thirty minutes of her time to watch Luna raise the moon, then admire the beauty she'd so long ago ignored when it was risen. Sometimes, she would even accompany Luna as she rose the moon, just so she'd never leave her sister feeling unwanted or unappreciated again.

Celestia sighed at the burning of her loins as she suffered through her first heat this year, having been refusing a stallion as well as her own hoof to relieve herself ever since she'd betrayed her sister all those years ago by giving into her body's urges when it was so wrong to do so. She believed she deserved her forced self–restraint after what she'd done then.

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After the mask of Denclop had been brought back to Equestria from the zebra homeland, Celestia had been in heat when Denclop had been activated and had been unable to sate her needs with a stallion due to her workload. She had watched from hiding as 'it' had proceeded to rape the royal assistant, unable to bring herself to intervene as her hormones locked her in place and demanded her to watch.

Celestia had watched the initial penetration, the slightly–red tinge to the flood of the mare's juices confirming the guard had just deflowered her. She'd watched minutes later as the possessed royal guard had held the mare so tightly, plowing her depths with the ferocity of a wild beast, not stopping as he pounded into her as hard as possible and non–stop. She watched as the royal guard had pulled himself close to her and pressed his stifles flush to the paralyzed mare's, Celestia hearing as the guard had let loose a feral cry of pleasure – hilting the mare as Denclop's vessel climaxed into her, undoubtedly impregnating her against her will.

Then Luna had come into the hall, and Celestia's heart had sunk as she watched as the foul beast controlling the royal guard had turned to her and dismounted the mare he was on top of, his seed–soaked rod slipping out of her with a lewd sucking sound. Before Celestia knew what had happened, the guard had pinned Luna to the floor – leaning over and penetrating her before taking her like she was its sex–toy. Celestia remained paralyzed by her lust, watching the guard thrust into her sister until she felt a sudden burst of pleasure between her legs. When she looked down to find the source, she was surprised to find her own hoof there!

Celestia couldn't resist her urges anymore as she watched her sister being bred like an animal and started rubbing deep into her own marehood, barely containing a howl of pleasure as her hoof spread her swollen lower lips. She found herself matching the pace of rubbing herself with the pace of the breeding mare and stallion in front of her, unable to stop herself as her base instincts took over her social obligations.

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Minutes in, Celestia felt herself suddenly climax as she saw the guard up his thrusts into her sister, grinding her swollen slit into her hoof as she came, the soft dripping of her fluids onto the floor barely audible over the roaring in her ears as intense pleasure flooded her. Each contraction that rippled through her passage made her let out a soft, surprisingly–well–contained moan – the waves of euphoria making her lightly tremble as she rolled her head back in pleasure, mouth agape.

Celestia watched as the stallion continued to rut Luna even as her own afterglow set in, his thrusts becoming short and desperate as he apparently neared his climax. Celestia knew she should stop this; knew that a simple levitation, blink, or time–stop spell would end her sister's violation, but all she could bring herself to do was start to rub on her slit again as her heat kicked in again, watching as the possessed stallion was forced to make her sister his mare.

Right as the guard seemed to be taking his final thrusts into Luna, a very loud stallion's voice had shouted a string of words. After the words had been spoken, the eyes on Denclop's mask had faded from a blazing pink light to nothing at all, and through the slits one could see the guard's wide eyes as he took in the feelings of nearly coming to climax in one of his Princesses. Princess Luna had started crying after the stallion had stopped thrusting into her, and immediately after the guard had dismounted her she had galloped to her chambers, then staying there for the rest of the night and next day.

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After Luna had brought up her encounter with Denclop to Celestia some days later, Celestia had admitted to her viewing and masturbation to the rape of the assistant and Luna instead of stopping them, tears streaming down her face as she bared her shame to her sister and apologized profusely for not helping.

Luna had immediately moved to comfort her, and had told her that her clopping during her heat wasn't really something she should be ashamed of, whether by herself or to... visual stimulation. She told her that she forgave her and the thing with Denclop wasn't a big deal – that as far as she was concerned, it was just another stallion during her heat. Luna had even told Celestia she should get another stallion to help her with her urges as she herself soon again would, but Celestia had refused.

Celestia could tell she was hiding something from her, and could only assume the worst – that Luna was only saving face in front of her, and that the event had emotionally scarred her. What else would explain why she'd immediately run to her room after the guard had released her and not come out for over a day? Celestia couldn't believe that Luna could truly forgive her either, still believing she'd betrayed her sister on the highest level and that her simple apology and Luna's supposed forgiveness wasn't enough. She felt needed to be punished for her loss of control.

As penance at the shame of having lost herself to her instincts while watching what must have been the rape of her sister, and worse yet not helping her sister in her time of need because of her own selfish desires, Celestia had stopped sating her heats either by herself or with stallions – suffering through them every year as she punished herself with celibacy.

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Celestia's present heat was particularly bad, the burn and itch so hot that Celestia almost thought a smoldering coal were stuck inside her belly as she struggled to focus her magic on tracking Denclop throughout the unpleasant sensations. Each heat, she'd think it would be easier to control the feelings, and to simply ignore the burn and urges after so many years of enduring it – but it never was. She considered writing a letter to call for a stallion the previous day, tempted to end her thousand–year punishment as she had been every year, but couldn't help but hear that small voice in the back of her head as she had picked up the scroll and quill – 'You deserve this.'

Knowing her sister was in heat, Luna had even encouraged Celestia the previous day to get herself a stallion or two when she herself came into her heat – before choosing a lucky mate herself, as she had every breeding season since she'd returned from the moon. She'd even invited her to come join her and share her chosen mate for the season, but Celestia's pride hadn't let her – Celestia instead convincing herself she was stronger than her instincts, and she deserved to suffer still for her perceived past sin. The moans of muffled pleasure she heard from her sister's distant bedchamber during the night surely didn't help her resolve any, however.

Besides, Celestia knew that a stallion breeding her would be only for her own pleasure and to sate her heat for a while. She knew she and her sister were not able to conceive, with neither having been able to ovulate for thousands of years. Celestia still had her reproductive organs and went into heat monthly just like any other mare, but she knew she could bear no fruit. She had tried.

Celestia knew she was infertile because she had tried to get pregnant for many, many years after she'd ascended to Princess–hood and had desperately wanted to become a mother.

Twice a year, Celestia had invited random stallions to stay with her at her castle and be given the royal treatment for the night when she went into her heats – whether by choosing from her royal guards, or picking up some random stallion she liked to looks of in Canterlot. She'd given them a good meal and as much wine as they wanted before inviting them to her bedchambers, promising them a good time. Not a single one had ever refused.

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Celestia smiled as her thoughts were drawn to the memory of one particularly exciting stallion she'd had well over a thousand years past while still piecing on her lemon muffin or nibbling an apple slice as she looked out onto Luna's beautiful night, still remembering her time with that cute little stallion named Golden Fleece even after so many hundreds of years...

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"So, –Golden Fleece, correct?– art thou prepared for thine 'dessert'?" Celestia asked her most recent summoned stallion, wiggling her rump suggestively as he followed her up the stairs to her chambers, her tail constantly swishing and making her heated scent very obvious to him.

"Er...P–Princess? This path leads not to the lounge, correct?" Golden Fleece asked her, but was unable to resist following Celestia, her pheromones wrapping him around her hoof as she figuratively dragged him along with her.

"Thou art correct Golden, this is the path to our...personal chambers." Celestia said before stopping at a large, ornate door with a crest of the Sun on it – an exact replica of her cutie mark. Her horn glowed with her golden aura, and the door in front of them quickly followed suit as she opened it with her magic – Celestia then stepping inside as her guest remained immobile outside.

"Our Princess, art thou positive–" Golden had started, only to get interrupted.

"Goldie, doest thou wish to lay with royalty or neigh?" Celestia deadpanned, looking at the stallion still standing outside her door – the named stallion unable to move now in shock rather then nervous hesitation. He still couldn't believe the Princess wanted him to...'lay with' her.

"We are waiting Goldie." Celestia said seductively, wiggling her rump again at the still–unmoving stallion – "Does't thou not wish to bask in our pleasing warmth?"

At that, Golden ran at a gallop into Celestia's chamber, his instincts drawing him to her like a moth to a lantern.

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Once Golden had entered the room, the doors swiftly closed – locking behind him as a golden aura cast over them. "Princess, why didst thou–" Golden started, looking to the now–magically–sealed door behind him.

"Privacy. Doest thou desire somepony to walk in on us getting...closer?" Celestia asked as she in turn moved closer to her latest partner, nibbling at his ear and making it twitch between her teeth. "It's OK if you do. she whispered, making more then just his ear twitch this time.

"Neigh, I wish not to be...observed. I am just...a bit nervous is all. I mean, t'is not every day a stallion is invited to breed with a Princess!" Golden said, shifting on his hooves as the Princess continued playing with his ear in her mouth, now lightly sucking on its tip – the nibbling combined with her scent and close proximity making the stallion's penis drop and start to harden.

"Well Golden, thou art this day's chosen donor. Thou should be honored to serve thine Princess." Celestia said when she noticed his full erection moments later, then walked over to the bed and laid down on her belly – spreading her legs wide and flagging her tail, winking her clit at the once–again–paralyzed stallion as she fully presented and offered herself to him. "Golden Fleece, your Princess commands you – come forth and give us thine seed."

When her chosen stallion hadn't reacted to her command after a while, Celestia's horn once again lit as she got impatient. She lifted Golden off his hooves and positioned him over her herself – taking it upon herself to mount him on her before she released her magic's hold on him...with the exception of the grip she had on his stallionhood. As she brought his member to her eager slit, Celestia moaned softly as her body reacted to the weight of a stallion on her back and the flat tip of his cock rubbing against her marehood – making her get even wetter in anticipation of what was to come.

Still, Golden didn't react.

"We are waiting...impatiently. Thou knoweth we are in heat and burning up inside, correct?" Celestia said with a tone of annoyance, grinding her wet lips on Golden's glans and pressing it just slightly into her slit.

"I–I am sorry my Princess, but t'is is my first time." Golden finally admitted, following with a sigh. "I am afraid I...I will not be able to satisfy Your Highness as you expect me to."

"Golden, " Celestia asked, her magic stroking his member to prove the fact, "doest thou have a penis?

"I do..." Golden said, feeling another ripple of her magic rub along his sensitive rod, making another tingle of virgin pleasure roll up his spine at his first time being stroked by another.

"As we said, we are in heat, meaning any virile stallion can please us. Art thou willing to satisfy our heat, or should we summon another?" Celestia asked the virgin stallion, a series of stronger pulses in her magic making his penis throb against her slit as she tried to get him to react. When he slightly thrust forward on instinct at the stronger stimulation and penetrated her, she gasped lightly as his tip entered her, satisfied at finally coaxing him into her needing passage.

"We'll take that as a yes. Let us help." Celestia said, then leaning back onto the stallion and burying his shaft deeper into herself. Just as she started to take the initiative and sink him deeper, Golden finally gave into his instincts as he felt more warmth surrounding him and thrust into her – her leaning combined with his thrust burying him halfway inside her at once.

Golden's rod felt on fire as he sunk into his first mare easily, Celestia's very hot and tight walls clenching against him as he suddenly slammed himself in, the sensations of going so fast on his first time so intense he had to grit his teeth. As his hips unsteadily jerked forward and he slid slowly deeper into her on reflex, he only felt the heat and tightness start to pulse more and more around his length the deeper he got into her.

"Mmm... Goldie, thou could make any mare scream for thee with thine massive pike!" Celestia suddenly exclaimed as she was overtaken by the moment, the massive burst of pleasure from him finally penetrating her and sliding steadily deeper making her mind blank for a moment. Celestia could wait no more to be fully filled by this stallion's fairly–impressive length and slammed herself back against him, suddenly hilting the stallion into her – and apparently forgetting he was an inexperienced virgin.

As Celestia suddenly sunk him in to the hilt, Golden was overtaken by the most intense sensation he'd ever felt – pulses of extreme pleasure going through his penis as her passage clenched on his entire length. He started whimpering as he reflexively increased his grip around her sides, holding her in place as he felt his glans start to flare in her and feeling her grow tighter still around him. "P–Princess, I feel..." was all he could stammer out as he became too overwhelmed to continue, the sensations of coming to climax in his first mare almost too much for him as he held Celestia closer to him on instinct, his penis starting to rhythmically throb harder inside her.

Golden was in nirvana as he felt Celestia start to clench tighter around him, an almost–cute squeak coming from him as the first rope of his seed shot into the Princess. The virgin stallion took quite a whollop as an intense burst of pleasure rocked him, making him try to press deeper into her as he shoot his next wad right against her cervix.

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"Golden, art thou..." Celestia started to say as she felt Golden's cockhead suddenly swell in her and stretch her wider – only to feel his grip tightly increase around her hips as he started unloading his thick stallion milk into her a second later. The sensations that caused made her next words morph into a deep, throaty moan as that heat–quelling fluid shot deeply into her, with her squeezing hard around his squirting rod as her receptive body welcomed his seed into her – "Cum...ooooooh yes you are! Keep –mmph– going! Fill us and give us your foal! Make us a mommy!" Celestia moaned out as she constantly encouraged her stallion, trying to coax more of the life–giving fluid out of him as she worked her inner muscles on his pumping foal–maker.

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Celestia groaned as she was being filled, Golden's seed coating her walls and ending her heat...yet she hadn't cum herself. Her body was still tensed up and begging for more attention, with her barely getting started even as Golden finished inside her.

After Golden had finally finished gushing into Celestia's clenching passage and womb moments later and gave her quite an impressive load given it was his first time, he came off his orgasm and started to dismount her...only to find that he couldn't. He then realized from the slight tingle of the magic on his rump that he was being held inside by Celestia, her magic holding his hips against hers and keeping him hilted inside her.

As he looked down to Celestia to find out why she was keeping him inside her even after he'd sated her heat, Celestia gave Golden a very displeased look, making him nearly cower as he realized what he'd done. Realizing that he'd cum way before his Princess had. "I–uh–I–mean–I!" Golden scrambled for words, but none came to him. Fortunately for him, Celestia held a hoof up, silencing him.

Deciding not to be hard on him given his lack of knowing what would happen, Celestia decided to give the inexperienced stallion a break on cumming early on his first time. "Since thou finished in us so quickly, we will have to pull out the Firepassion Root potion early. As this was thine first time, thou art forgiven for not making us climax...this time. Thou shalt not let it happen again." Celestia said sternly as she levitated a corked bottle from a nearby shelf before moving it to him, a soft pop heard as the cork was pulled out.

As the mouth of the bottle was suddenly shoved into his gaping muzzle, Golden initially panicked for a second before calming down when he realized it was only a potion bottle. "Drink. T'will will make thee potent again." Celestia commanded, and he obeyed – tilting his head back as the slightly–spicy fluid went down his throat, finishing half the bottle before Celestia pulled it away and re–corked it.

It was only a matter of seconds before Golden felt the urge to take his mare again, feeling reinvigorated as his softening penis once again grew rock–hard. "This time, breed us like the mare in heat we are and please us!" Celestia encouraged Golden, grinding her hips against him at the feeling as he grew hard in her again after drinking the aphrodisiac potion. It was only a second more after Celestia has spoken before Golden started to thrust hard into Celestia at her request, giving her no mercy as his rod slammed into her depths at a break–neck pace – Golden fully embracing his breeding instincts under the potion's influence and now taking her hard.

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As both approached climax a couple more minutes of constant, deep thrusting later, Celestia moaned deeply as her orgasm finally overtook her, pleasure and relief overcoming her and making her tense as she started to milk her stallion – her body working hard to get more of Golden's sticky gift as it clenched around his still–thrusting length, pleasure surging through her as she held him inside her.

Her foal–tunnel's efforts were rewarded seconds later as Celestia felt Golden tense up himself and flare in her again, Celestia hearing him cry out as more of his virile semen flooded into her begging body. He held her stifles tightly against his as he finished inside her again, his flared head not letting any of his seed escape her – the pressure behind the seal instead forcing it into her womb as he squirted evermore into her.

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Celestia made Golden finish the first potion then another and breed her twice more, a total of four times in a row – giving her another mind–rocking orgasm in the process as he came three more huge loads into her. When he had literally begged her to let him stop and rest, she finally let the thoroughly–drained and exhausted stallion dismount her and sleep with her for the night. Despite wanting him to take her at least once more just to be sure, she decided the poor guy had had enough for his first rut. Besides, she had gotten more than enough of what she needed from him.

As she lay awake in her bed with Golden passed out beside her, Celestia looked at her slightly distended abdomen, her lower belly slightly swelling with the four sizable loads he'd given her – only hoping that such a bulge would appear again in a few months and start to grow more.

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The next day, another donor had been summoned to take her again, and the process had repeated every estrus cycle until she was either pregnant or out of heat – although it always ended up as the latter.

She would have a foal though, even if it took every stallion in Canterlot to give it to her!

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It went the same with every stallion she'd presented her heated body to – they'd mounted her every time, and every single one of them rutted her hard and treated her like the mare–in–heat she was as long as she could make them. She'd kept all of the stallions going at her constantly with the aid of spells, as well as potions from her recently–made Zebra friends – sometimes making them climax upwards of five times into her, and sometimes even forcing them to keep going when they'd begged her to stop. She was convinced that if she kept stallions pumping their seed into her for long enough, perhaps one time it would catch. Hoping that with that stallion and in that heat, she'd finally get pregnant – hoping that maybe this stallion pounding into her now could finally give her her foal.

Yet it never happened.

After a great many years of spending every night of her heats with a stallion, Celestia had finally given up her hopes that she would ever be able to have a child – finally accepting that it was herself who was infertile, and that she'd been denied the foal she'd always wanted by cruel Fate instead of impotent stallions.

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Celestia had still invited stallions to her chambers to fulfill her instinctive needs every time she went into heat, but it had long past lost its magic when she knew she couldn't conceive – her and her stallion–for–the–night's orgasms then only sating her animal needs instead of her longing for something more.

Instead of forcing stallions to service her every single day of her heats in vein as she had years past, Celestia had instead started taking on a protege every so many years – an exceptionally talented pony to whom she could pass her knowledge and experience to. To whom she could finally guard and treat as her child and if only temporarily fill that void in her life. It wasn't what she wanted, but it was all she had.

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In present times, Celestia had just taken another bite of her lemon muffin when her horn started to vibrate slightly – the tracing spell’s signal it had found its target! She had finally locked onto Denclop’s magic signature!


Author's Note

Another glimpse into Celestia's past, and some explanation for her hatred for Denclop. Yay story progression!

Also, tried some Olde English in this chapter. I've been wanting to try it a few times, but never really found a place to put it.

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