Adjusting

Later that day:

Sand pushed open the front door as he walked into the house. “I’m back!” He said loudly.

“Oh good, I was just making lunch.” An unfamiliar, feminine voice rang out. The strangest thing hit Sand. He knew he had heard the voice somewhere, but he couldn’t quite put his finger on it.

“Um… who is that?” Sand asked, walking towards the kitchen, where the voice had come from. A giggle from the same voice sent chills down his spine. The laugh was eerily familiar, one that brought feelings back that he hadn’t felt in quite some time. Sand peeked into the kitchen his eyes widened and his heart nearly stopped at the sight inside. A very beautiful golden furred unicorn mare stood inside. Her long and luscious black hair flowed down her back and over her curvaceous ass. Even from the slim view he got he could see she was completely naked, though that only gave him a small view of her large bust, though that was all the sight he needed to pull him into the kitchen. It was when she turned her head to look at him that his heart stopped. He saw the white smile on her face, sparkling with the radiance of the sun as her indigo eyes glowed with happiness. He instantly closed the distance between them and wrapped both his arms and wings around her. His voice seemed to entirely leave him and he just pressed his face into her neck, squeezing her tightly.

“You haven’t even tasted the food yet.” She laughed, placing a hand on his head and kissing it gently. “Although, it does smell good…”

“The food can wait…” Sand said quietly.

“At least let me take it off, I don’t want it to burn.” She laughed, gently nudging him back.

“Alright… just… Jade… I’ve missed you so much…” He said, reluctantly letting go of her and stepping back. She raised an eyebrow as she turned back to the stove.

“Forgot my name already sweetie?” She chuckled, slipping the eggs and sausage onto a plate.

“What are you talking about?” He questioned curiously. She gave a glance to him before she spoke.

“Abraxas, honeybuns.” She giggled. Sand just stared at her, his eyebrow raising.

“What.” He muttered. A familiar tail whipped around his waist and pulled him against her body.

“So, what were you going to do to me?” She breathed with a sultry grin on her face.

Sand slowly blinked. “I don’t even…” He mumbled, seeming a little kilter.

“Oh, Sandy… you didn’t think I was a real boy?” She teased, sliding a hand up his chest. “Well, I suppose I can be. But I wasn’t originally.”

“I’m… just trying to… you… look just like…” Sand started to say.

“Like…?” Abraxas continued, kissing his cheek.

“The mare who was the first one I ever loved…” Sand finished.

“So you’re saying I’m the only one you ever loved? That’s… so sweet.” Abraxas changed from lust, to beaming happiness.

“That’s… not…” Sand mumbled. “I… need to lie down…”

Abraxas’ tail snatched the plate of food and lifted it up to him. “Take this with you, you need to eat.” Her grip became tighter, but not painfully so. “I won’t take no for an answer mister.”

Sand grabbed the plate and stared down at the food. “Did you want me to come with you? Maybe preen those wings?” She offered, running her hands up his right wing and making him shudder.

“S-sure.” Sand nodded slowly. Abraxas guided him up to his room and lied him down on his stomach, setting the plate in front of him. Sand reached forward and slowly began to eat, his body only now catching up to his mind. “I still… don’t understand what’s going on.” He said.

“You’ve only ever met me in my male form, it was more fun… But this is me Sandy.” She added, taking her hands and squeezing his wing gently, prying a few loose feathers free.

“But… I don’t understand… why you look exactly like Jade…” Sand said.

“Well, maybe I am. I don’t particularly remember my life before I became a ‘demon’. Perhaps this is fate after all.” She sighed softly.

“Y… yeah. Maybe it is.” Sand said with a small sigh. Abraxas straddled his lower back for a better position, continuing her massage with a larger portion of her strength. “Abraxas…”

He felt her splay across his back, Abraxas’ soft chest pressing between his wings and her hot breath running across his neck. “Mmhm?” She hummed gently.

He shivered and turned his head a little to look back at her. “Can… we save the preening for later? There’s… something I want to do…” He said.

She removed her hands from his wing and simply used him as a bed, resting her head just below his neck, as if answering his question. His horn flashed to life for a moment and now she was resting on his chest, his arms once again wrapped around her. Abraxas laughed and gently kissed him on the lips in return for her favorite warm embrace. He opened his mouth up near instantly and squeezed her even tighter, making it seem like he didn’t want to let her go again.

“I’ve never seen you this happy before… I like it.” Abraxas smiled.

“It’s just been… so long… I don’t know how else to react… I thought s-you were gone forever…” Sand mumbled.

“Well I’m here now. And I can stay in this form as long as you want.” Abraxas assured, pressing her face to his neck. The way Abraxas had changed since imprisonment is shocking, how nice he has becom- she has become. Sand’s wings wrapped around her body and he gently peppered her cheek and neck with kisses. “Mmm, maybe I’ll just stay like this.” She giggled softly, seeming to enjoy the attention.

“You know you’re beautiful don’t you?” Sand breathed, gently nipping her ear. She let out a cute whimper that made his heart soar.

“You certainly make me feel like it.” She smiled.

“Abraxas…” He whispered.

“You can call me Jade, if that makes you happy.” She assured. Those words made him want to cry.

His breathing grew much heavier, “Jade… I… need you.”

“I’ve been yours Sandy, and I always will be.” Jade smiled a little more, tilting his forehead forward and kissing it gently.

“N-no… I NEED you…” Sand repeated, his grip on her tightening just a little bit. Jade just raised an eyebrow before laughing.

“Alright. You mean sex right?”

“Not… just that…”

Jade’s eyes rolled back for a moment in deep thought before looking back down at him. “So… not sex?”

“Yes, sex… but there’s something… that I want you alone to have from me…” Sand started slowly.

“Oh, you got me a present?” She asked, seeming a mix of confusion and curiosity.

Sand sighed. “I… I… don’t really know how to put it…” He muttered.

“Just say it!” Jade practically shouted.

“I want to have kids.” Sand said bluntly. “With you, and you alone.”

Jade’s eyes were wide, her heart skipping a beat. “Um…”

“Not… now of course… I just… want to. Sometime. Someday.” He said.

“Oh, good. Me too.” Jade nodded with a gentle sigh of relief.

“That’s great…” Sand said, “And… we can still have sex without attempting to conceive… I do believe that is still something.” He added jokingly.

“Don’t give me that… you want kids now don’t you?” Jade rolled her eyes.

“Not right now. I just want to have sex with you.” Sand said defensively.

“It’s not that I have a problem with it.” She continued. “I mean… It’s not you, it’s me.”

“What’s wrong?” He asked, sounding worried.

“I’m just not a good parent is all.” She said in a more quiet tone.

“I don’t believe that.” He said, “Have you even tried raising a child? I mean… I haven’t. So I don’t even know if I’m any good!”

Jade simply stayed quiet. Her silence brought curiosity to him, knowing the answer wasn’t a simple yes or no.

“Please… I want to know.” He said softly.

“There’s a reason I chose to stay in my male form, rather than female.” She started.

“And what’s that reason?”

“I’m an incubus, and a succubus Sandy.” She said. Slowly he began to piece it together. “It’s less productive to bear children, and more productive to give.”

“Oh…” He mumbled.

“There’s a reason my spunk is so thick…” She added. “I probably have many, many children.”

“Right… right.” Sand nodded. He remained silent for a good moment, “Then… why even have a succubus form? If it’s so counter-productive.”

“Well, a succubus can’t get pregnant.” She continued. “Their jobs are a bit different.”

“Oh… right…” He mumbled, his head falling back against the bed.

“Yeah an- Oh…” Jade said, realizing what she had just said. “Right.”

Sand remained silent as he stared up at the ceiling. “I’m sure there’s a way.” Jade assured, placing a hand on his chest and smiling down at him.

“Do… you want to know something?” He asked quietly.

“Absolutely.” She nodded, leaning closer to him and setting her head on his chest.

“I… wasn’t made to have children either…” Sand muttered, turning his head away.

“Then… why did?” Jade started slowly.

“I don’t know… I just… wanted to have a family… they always looked so happy.” He said quietly. “I guess… I just wanted something other than the dysfunctional one I was forced into…”

“Well, I’m a lot of things, but dysfunctional?” Jade teased with a laugh. Whether it was a joke or not, it did make him smile. Sand looked back up at her.

“We’re a family now?” He smiled.

“If we aren’t, then we’re certainly strange friends.” She joked, kissing him once again with her soft lips. He slowly pushed up into the kiss. His arms tightened even more, pressing her soft body against his own.

He pulled away for a moment. “I still… want you so badly…” He said. “I… want to…” His voice hushed up and she could barely understand him.

“My hearing isn’t that good, speak up.” She chuckled, tilting her ear towards him.

“I want to fuck you until you’re raw.” He said slightly louder. She blinked a few times before sitting up and out of his embrace. “I… d-don’t know how else to put it…” He sounded slightly ashamed of his outburst.

Jade made sure to scoot back just far enough to be sitting on his crotch, making him feel even more uncomfortable. “So, that’s what you want?” She raised an eyebrow.

“Y-yes.” Sand mumbled. He could feel how soft her ass was as it purposely ground against him, tempting him further to simply grab her and take her here and now. His hands wandered onto her hips and squeezed them tightly. “It… is.” He said, his voice getting a little firmer.

“Then why don’t you take what’s yours?” She suggested, licking her lips as a lusty grin encompassed her face. His clothing was gone in a bright flash and his already rock solid member shot right up against her back. His eyes narrowed and he slowly lifted her up, going at an almost torturously slow speed. Jade simply watched him, digging her fingers into her breasts and playing with herself while she waited. Only a single moment after she was lined up he slammed her violently down onto his aching cock, filling every single inch of her cunt with his blazing hot meat. He let out a loud and lust filled moan as he felt her flesh wrap around him. Jade screamed, her body shaking with his invasive prick filling her tunnels almost instantly. Her tongue lolled out freely as well.

“Fuuuck…” Sand groaned, roughly grinding himself against her.

“So a-ss...ssertive.” She babbled shakily, tightening from each forceful move from his hips as she did her best to return the gesture. He pulled her straight up his pole before forcefully thrusting right back up into her. “So roough…” She moaned, her tail wrapping around the base of his cock and squeezing, giving an extra bit of pleasure with every thrust. He let her drop back down onto his cock, only to forcefully roll over so she was on the bottom.

He spread her legs apart and continued to violently pound into her body. His breathing and panting only growing heavier by the second as it slowly turned into him releasing his inner animal upon her. Her nails dug sharply into the bed as she rapidly clawed for something to hang onto, but found nothing to help in the ravishing she was receiving. He leaned down and forced his tongue into her mouth. His already throbbing length only twitched harder as his lusts forced their way to the forefront of his mind, even if it wouldn’t do anything, he was going to fill her with enough cum to impregnate every female creature in town. Jade’s eyes rolled back, her juices flowing freely onto the bed from her sudden orgasm. The years of staying in male form made her almost alien parts scream with an unknown pleasure.

Sand’s horn sparked to life and held her legs apart as his hands shot up to her breasts roughly squeezing and rolling them. He just forced himself in harder as she tightened around him, his cock never leaving her for longer than a second. He pulled back from the one sided kiss and groaned loudly, his wings spreading out as wide as they could possibly manage, and his back arching almost painfully as he hilted himself inside of her cunt. The head flared out instantly and with no extra warning, oddly, at least for him, thick and gooey strands of cum flooded into her body.

“Ah, guh… ph…” Jade’s body seized at random, her toes curled tightly and drool pooling down onto the bed as the burning liquids pumped into her. Sand grunted as he started to pull out of her, his cock still twitching and emptying his seed into her body. Just before he pulled out entirely he forced himself back in, the force put behind this thrust caused his tip to painfully smash against her cervix. “AH! Saaaaand please!” She shivered, grabbing his shoulders.

“Please… what…” He breathed, slowly pulling back again.

“Don’t stop…” She whimpered cutely, her tail wrapping around his waist and begging him to keep going.

“I wouldn’t dream of stopping…” He grunted as he once again based his cock against her cervix in an attempt to break through and hit her deepest parts. The cum layering against her walls only made this entrance smoother. He continued his ever stronger attempts to break into her womb, his now seemingly ceaseless supply of cum now spilled out onto the bed already beginning to soak it. His magic left her legs and embraced her entire body, warming her up even more as it began to massage and caress every inch of her naked form. Jade pulled his head closer, letting their lips seek each other out and lighting the room on fire. With one final thrust he broke through, his cock colliding with the very back of her womb, his wings instantly wrapped around her body keeping her completely locked against him. He pushed even deeper into the kiss, his tongue entwining with hers. His near boiling spunk now flowed freely into every crevice of her once tight cunt, coming close to glazing it a pure white.

Her eyes closed tightly, her hands running up his back and tightening around the base of his wings.

Sand pulled back from the kiss and gently began to pepper her neck with them. Every time his lips touched her body a new and surging warmth rushed through every nerve inside of her. His already potent love grew ever stronger as he started to thrust again, this action only gave rise to the question of how long he’d be able to rut her and at least for now it seemed like he’d be going at this for hours to come. She pulled her head back far enough to look him in the eyes, the two becoming lost in each other’s gazes wordlessly. His horn stopped glowing and now they were only left with the ample heat of their own bodies.

“My Sandy wandy…” She cooed gently, smiling weakly up at him as she raked her hands through his hair. The sudden caring act made him tingle with happiness. Her words hit him like a brick wall, reminding him of a time long past, and of a mare he used to love.

Tears began to slide down his snout and drip onto her face as he spoke, “M… my sweet Jade…” He nearly whimpered. The gleam in her eyes showed more than kindness, but memories seeming to flow through her. He could see the beginning of tears in the corner of her eyes as well.

“I missed you…” Jade said, making his heart want to scream and run away from the emotions flooding through him.

“I missed… you… too…” Sand whimpered as he stopped thrusting and pressed his face into her neck.

“Sand… I promise I’ll never leave you again.” She said with absolute sincerity, putting a hand on the back of his head and offering him her loving embrace. He simply snuggled up in her embrace and shivered a little.

“I’m… s-s...so sorry…” He mumbled shakily.

“For what?” She asked in a surprised tone, tilting his head up to look at her.

“I didn’t… remain faithful…” He said quietly. Jade just started to laugh quietly. Sand looked up questioningly at her.

“My little angel, still bound to tradition. I love ‘you’ Sandstorm. That is all that matters, and that is all that I care about.” She assured, giving him the biggest smile he’d ever seen from her, placing a hand on his cheek softly.

He smiled and gently nuzzled her hand. “I love you so much.”

Jade’s smile grew just a tad more as her eyes glazed over with memories of her own. Sand became curious at the sight. “Jade?” He asked quietly.

“Since we’re giving all our secrets away, I must say I was less than faithful as well.” She admitted with a snicker as she shook her head slowly.

“Okay…” He said slowly, though it just seemed like he wanted her to go on.

“Mm, the way he moved... “ She sighed gently, her head falling to the side as she remembered obviously obscene memories. He remained silent as he continued to look at her.

“What… was his name?” Sand asked.

“Those were good times…” A familiar voice rang close to Sand’s ears. He felt two arms wrap around him, seeing Abraxas nestle between his wings. Sand slowly blinked a few times. “And before you say it… Yes, I stole your bitch.”

“She’s not…” Sand started quietly.

“There’s no need to get him riled up honey…” Jade stated. Abraxas simply pouted and continued to hug Sand. Sand closed his eyes and went utterly silent.

“Sandy… look at me.” Jade pleaded. He opened his eyes back up and looked up at her. He saw her skin was back to its’ normal shade, the purple had simply vanished from her body.

“Okay…” He said quietly.

“Abraxas is part of me.” She added.

“I… think I’ve noticed now.” Sand said. She laughed and gently kissed him on the nose. He squeezed her a bit more. Sand’s heart skipped a beat as he felt something hard sliding up his back.

“You know, you do a great job at making me feel left out.” Abraxas hummed, kissing the sensitive area between Sand’s wings.

Sand simply sighed. “Just… go ahead.”

“You seem troubled… did I do something wrong?” Jade asked.

“No… no you didAAAhhhhhhgnnnn’t…” Sand let out a slow groan as a throbbing started tunneling into Sand.

“Then tell me what’s wrong. I hate seeing you when you’re anything but happy.” Jade smiled.

“It’s… juuhst… that after I touched down… heeere soooo long aaahgo… you were the last thing I had left that I could at least call… family.” Sand said. Jade’s face twisted to that of sadness.

“I know… and when I found you, I didn’t want to leave you. You were like a light in the dark, you gave me a reason to hold on to happiness, because you GAVE me happiness.” Jade responded, seeming to brim with tears. Abraxas gave a relieved sigh as his entire length was engulfed.

“Alright, go on.” Abraxas said, simply resting his head on Sand’s back and listening to the conversation.

“Aaahhh… and you made me… feel. Before we met… I don’t think I could even have considered myself as alive… all I felt was the hatred that resounded between everyone up there…” Sand sighed, “Jade… you brought me to ‘life’...”

“Oh Sand… please forgive me.” Jade buried her face into his neck. He could feel her tears running down his body, an act that made him cringe slightly.

He gently pulled her head back up and wiped the tears away. “The past is just that, the past, if we lived in it then we’d never see the day, if we lived for the future then we’d spend everyday without ever stopping to look at what we have. And do you know what we have? Today. That’s all we need, and if that’s being spent with you. Then I know that everyday will be beautiful.”

The two partook in a kiss that just didn’t seem to end, leaving them stuck together in each other’s embrace. Sand’s entire body seemed to relax and fall limp. After what seemed to be a near eternity he pulled back, a very clear question on both his mind and his lips. “I just want one thing to be put to rest… permanently… why?”

“Why what?” She asked.

“Why did you decide to sleep with him?”

“Oh, well…” She started, seeming a bit embarrassed by the question.

“Please… I feel like I deserve to know.” Sand pleaded.

“I was selfish… you were gone for months. I know you had things to take care of but…” She started biting her lip as she thought of how to put it. He stared silently at her, almost begging her to just say it.

“Just… say what you need to. It’s not going to help to sugar coat it.” He said.

“He came up to me. Thought I looked lonely, and offered to keep me company.” Jade added.

“Did… anything besides… sex happen?” Sand asked.

“What do you mean?”

“D-did you… s…” Sand almost seemed reluctant to finish his question, choking on almost every word like it was actually hurting him to even think about it. “S-sell your…”

“No, no of course not.” She said, seeming almost saddened by the question.

“I sold mine.” Abraxas’s voice sent chills down Sand’s spine.

“What?” Sand said quietly.

“She didn’t tell you, did she?”

“Abraxas please…” Jade pleaded. Sand remained silent and he just stared down at Jade, his eyes wide and questioning.

It took him a few moments longer to speak, “Tell me.” He said in a slightly agitated tone, something that seemed almost unnatural for him.

“I…” Jade stammered.

“She was dying.” Abraxas replied for her.

“W-what?” Sand mumbled, the agitation being replaced by sadness.

“I didn’t know… if you were going to be back in time. You left abruptly, I didn’t know how to tell you.” Jade rattled off to a mumble.

“You left her… when she needed you the most.” Abraxas said, his tone of subdued anger.

“I… I didn’t… I…” Sand mumbled quietly, “Oh… oh G… why… d…” He continued to mutter shakily.

“It wasn’t his fault. I was never mad at him.” Jade smiled weakly.

“It was wrong. Wrong!” Abraxas growled, stepping back and sending sharp stabs of pain through Sand as he slipped out of his body.

Sand closed his eyes and the entire room seemed to get darker. Tears slid freely down his face as he began to silently cry.

“He offered me a way out. If I gave him my soul… but I said no. I know you’d never be able to forgive me…” Jade continued slowly.

Sand shook just a little. He had begun to quietly mumble to himself in between his barely heard sobs. “One day I came in, and she wasn’t moving.” Abraxas said quietly. Sand just curled up as best he could without letting go of Jade.

“I did what I had to to save her. She was stuck in my head, and she asked me to do one thing.” Abraxas said.

“W-...what… was… it?” Sand mumbled quietly.

“She wanted to be with you forever, so…” Abraxas continued. “She didn’t want me to do it, but being in my head and all… it’s hard to keep things secret.”

Sand squeezed Jade a little tighter. “A-Abraxas…” Sand started.

“I never wanted you to know… I’m so sorry Sand…” Jade sniffled, feeling tears well up in her eyes.

“Thank you… f-for doing what I wasn’t able to…” Sand said, nuzzling Jade in an attempt to calm her down. “But… c-can you… leave us… alone for a little while?”

“Of course, I wouldn’t want to save her life again.” Abraxas added.

Sand looked up to where Abraxas had been and saw he was gone. “I…” Sand mumbled quietly. He chewed on his lip for a moment before he looked back down to Jade. “J-Jade…” He said.

“Yes, Sand?” Jade’s voice was shaky, but a smile was none-the-less on her face. Sand slowly sat up and gently held her against his body, a small smile coming back to his face.

He gently cradled her hand with both of his. “There’s… something that I wanted, desperately to give you… before… everything happened… and I still want you to have it…” He said. She felt a warm and almost comforting feeling as something small dropped into her palm. “But… before you even see it… is it too late to ask if you’ll marry me?”

“I think we’re beyond that… but yes. I will marry you Sandstorm.” She laughed quietly, a smile brimming on her face as she kissed him. He pressed a little into the kiss and let go of her hand, gently hugging her. The warmth in her hand grew slightly. He pulled back from the kiss and softly nuzzled her cheek.

“I tried to make it as beautiful as you…” He said. “Though… it was incredibly hard to manage that.”

Jade turned her attention south to the ring she was given. The ring was made of pure white gold, and it held the weight to back it, there was a barely visible inscription on it but that was overshadowed by the beautiful sky blue diamond perched atop it. The crownpiece seemed to glow a little, it was clear that there was something magical about the ring, more so then just it’s handcrafted beauty.

“It’s perfect…” Her eyes seemed to twinkle at the sight, looking up and staring gently into his eyes.

“Now… if you ever need me to be. I can come right to your side… no matter where I am.” Sand said, gently kissing her again. “I love you so much. My beautiful seraphim”

“I love you too Sand… I love you too.”