The Urge

by NastyMann

Rating: mature
Tags: Dark
Length: 4245

With Fluttershy's mental state in ruins from horrible dreams, the Urge commands her to do evil.

Fluttershy has been experiencing horrible dreams as of late, causing an undying lust to force her to do things nopony would ever think about doing. With her friendship and state of life on the line, will she be able to overcome the Urge?

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-04-25 02:14:03 UTC

The Urge

Fluttershy fought back against her strongest urges.

“Sweetie Belle, just.... Just go away!” Fluttershy cried.

“But what's wrong, Fluttershy? Why... Why are you being so weird?” Sweetie Belle asked.

Once again, the Urge swept over her like a cold wintery wave. It coursed through her body, and soon she began to shake. She wanted to so badly, but she had to refrain herself. She had to.

“Fluttershy, you're scaring me!” Sweetie Belle cried.

Fear. It enticed Fluttershy further. The Urge continued to wreak havoc onto Fluttershy's heart. She couldn't take the emotional torment, the Urge was strong, and the Urge was hungry. The Urge demanded Fluttershy to give in.

“No!” Fluttershy cried as tears spilled from her eyes. She wanted to tell Sweetie Belle to run, but the Urge wouldn't let her. But Fluttershy wouldn't let herself hurt Sweetie Belle. It was as though Flutttershy desired to be tempted. She didn't want Sweetie Belle to leave, she wanted her to stay so she could torment herself.

“FLUTTERSHY!” Sweetie Belle screamed.

The Urge took a stronger hold over Fluttershy. It enveloped her, as though it jumped into her body and began to move for her. Fluttershy fought against it, but the intense temptation caused her to charge Sweetie Belle and slam her against the cold, hard floor.

“Fluttershy, what... why!?” Sweetie Belle screamed.

“I need you!” Fluttershy screeched.

Fluttershy speedily galloped along Canterlot's cobblestone path. The yellow pony didn't want to fly, Canterlot was up pretty high, and flying would be scary. Even though she was a Pegasus, she was still afraid of heights. Why couldn't she be like Rainbow Dash? That Pegasus wasn't afraid of anything.

Fluttershy covered most of her face with her pink hair and continued down the path. She desperately needed to return to Ponyville. She hated it here, there were ponies everywhere, and it made Fluttershy shiver uncontrollably. She was so frightened to be around so many ponies, what if she bumped into somepony? What if somepony got mad at her because she was...

“Fluttershy!”

Fluttershy continued to blindly run away from the voice. It was so loud! Everything was even more frightening ever since she had that horrible dream... That dream, with Sweetie Belle... and...

“Fluttershy, what're-- hey! Hey, stop! Stop!”

Fluttershy kept her head down, crying, clenching the bag of seed for her bird friends with a tight grip in her teeth. It kept following her... It wanted to hurt her!

“FLUTTERSHY, WATCH--”

“Ehaa!” Fluttershy screamed. She tackled into the pony, her seeds falling onto the cobblestone. The bag burst, leaving the seeds to spray across in a pathetic mess. Even though they were a mere diversion in case her friends asked about what she was really doing, it didn't matter. Fluttershy's heart was in a horrible place.

Fluttershy gasped and began to cry. “Oh.. Oh no! My seeds! My bird friends, they will... Ohhhoohh noo!” Fluttershy cried as tears began to fall from her eyes. That nightmare had changed her dramatically. Everything hurt more than it did, everything was just worse.

“Fluttershy! Are you okay? Jeez, I didn't hit you that hard!”

“Oh, no, I'm so sorry I-- Rainbow!” Fluttershy cried.

Rainbow Dash sighed. “Fluttershy, what on Earth are you doing in such a crowded place buying birdseed here?”

“Oh... I... I don't know... I came here because, uh, well, see, I came here because the birdseed they make here is really... um... nice.” Fluttershy lied.

“Fluttershy...”

“Oh, Rainbow, I'm sorry! Please, don't be worried... I... Oh... Oh... Oh! I can't tell you!” Fluttershy cried as she flew off, tears sprinkling from her delicate eyes. The sun's rays bounced off the pure droplets, causing small sparkles to emanate from Fluttershy's trail.

Rainbow Dash scratched her head in worry, her rainbow colored hair blowing in the breeze. She continued to gaze at Fluttershy, feeling that same warm sense inside of her that she felt whenever she would look at any of the other ponies, especially Rarity...

Rainbow Dash shook her head. Should she try it now? To see if she... If she truly was the way she thought she was?

The mare followed closely behind Fluttershy, the warm, tingly sense was even more intense, even more... forceful. Fluttershy must be the one. The way she was so shy... So delicate... So... caring. So... amazing. Rainbow sighed deeply as she followed even closer, realizing what she must do. Fluttershy wouldn't mind if Rainbow Dash took advantage of her. It wouldn't matter, that innocent filly could never be harmed from such an experience... She'd probably even thank Rainbow!

“Rainbow Dash, please, stop following me!” Fluttershy cried. An important card slipped from her pouch. The card was labeled “Dr. Whooves: Psychiatrist.”

Fluttershy didn't know what to do. Should she retrieve the card? If people knew she was visiting Dr. Whooves because of her horrible dream, then they would be worried, and she didn't want her friends to be worried about her, it always made her feel bad...

She peered below her to see that she had just flown over the library. She was almost home!

“Fluttershy! Hey, I don't care why you were there!” Rainbow Dash called.

Fluttershy reeled and turned behind her. “You... you don't? Then... Then why are you chasing me?”

Rainbow Dash closed her eyes for a few moments, taking in the alone time with fair Fluttershy. “C-Come to my place... I'll... I'll tell you there...”

“Rainbow, please-- why are we doing this?” Fluttershy cried.

“Because... it's meant to be...” Rainbow Dash grunted.

Everything was moving so fast. She had never touched Rainbow Dash in such a way before. It was... It was frightening. Rainbow kept on kissing her, but it wasn't friendly anymore... it was something else. Soon, it grew forceful.

Rainbow Dash continued to caress and kiss Fluttershy until Fluttershy began to fight.

“No.... No! Rainbow, I love you... but... No, Rainbow! Not like this!” Fluttershy shrieked.

“Fluttershy, all this time I knew everypony... I felt so weird. I... I didn't like any of the foals or colts. I... I felt so weird, so fiery when I looked at fillies... Please, Fluttershy... Don't stop now!” Rainbow Dash cried.

Fluttershy braced herself for pain. Not the pain from making love, but the emotional pain. Rainbow Dash was giving herself to Fluttershy, and Fluttershy didn't want it. But the more she received, the more she begged for it to happen again. Like a masochist purposely wounding herself, Fluttershy allowed it to happen, for she enjoyed it. She enjoyed the emotional pain, and suddenly, the thoughts were slamming into her head. The memories... the nightmares.

“Rainbow, no, no!” Fluttershy cried.

Rainbow continued despite Fluttershy's resentment. Fluttershy tried to push Rainbow Dash off of her, but Rainbow pinned her. “It's... hugh... hugh... It's almost over... I'm sorry, but I have to know... I have to...” Rainbow begged.

Fluttershy silently wept while crying on the inside from sheer enjoyment.

It was done.

Fluttershy burst through the doors of her home and sprawled onto her bed, crying and sobbing fitfully. Angel hopped beside of her, her pet bunny was concerned.

“Oh.. Oh Angel... It was horrible...” Fluttershy whispered as she broke into tears again.

Angel looked at her with worry, but he could tell she wasn't going to spill the beans easily. He tapped his foot and crossed his arms, not weakening in his disappointed look.

“Oh, Angel... Rainbow... she... she told me to never tell anyone that she... Ohhh... She... I can't tell you... She cried and begged me to tell no one about her secret... she apologized from the bottom of her heart, but... my body... I feel as though... I feel as though I've... I've died, been used... And... I like it...” Fluttershy began to sob again, her eyes were red from her intense crying.

Suddenly, a knock sounded. Fluttershy gulped, sniffled, and listened to see if they had left. The knock sounded again, and she heard Twilight's voice calling.

“Fluttershy! I need to talk to you!” Twilight Sparkle yelled again.

“Oh no Angel... What if... what if Twilight knows!?” Fluttershy whispered.

Fluttershy crinkled her nose and took a deep, slow breath and opened the door.

“Hello?”

“Fluttershy! Um, how are you?” Twilight asked.

“Oh, um, I'm fine... Um, how are you?” Fluttershy asked.

“Oh, I, I'm just great. I... I found this while you were flying away from Rainbow Dash... What were you doing anyway?” Twilight asked.

Fluttershy's eyes widened and she began to whimper.

“Fluttershy... What's wrong?”

Memories flooded back to her, memories of Rainbow... She was all over her, so forceful, so fierce...

“Twilight! We were... playing tag... it was, um...” more thoughts flooded back to her, Rainbow's soft kisses, to Rainbow's forceful embraces. “... nice.”

“Um... Really? That, doesn't seem like you, Fluttershy... Well, anyway, I found this card...” Twilight said as she showed Fluttershy her psychiatrist's card.

“Oh... Well...” Fluttershy began to quiver.

“Fluttershy, you've got to tell me... I'm your friend!” Twilight yelled.

“No! Never! Never!” Fluttershy cried as she jumped into her covers and hid her head under the pillow. She began to sob uncontrollably.

“Fluttershy, it's okay! Just tell me, I promise, it will make it all better!” Twilight reassured.

Fluttershy cried for a few moments while Twilight coddled her. Soon, she could cry no more, and began to tell Twilight what had happened.

Twilight's expression grew more and more grave as the story went on as Fluttershy informed her of Rainbow Dash's rape. Fluttershy told her the whole story, leaving out only one itsy bitsy part... The part where she enjoyed it.

“Oh my gosh! Fluttershy... Oh my goodness! It... it can't be true!” Twilight paused for a moment, shaking uncontrollably. “Oh my gosh... it is! IT IS!!! Are you okay!?” Twilight cried as she hugged Fluttershy.

Something stirred inside Fluttershy... something fierce. Fluttershy slowly shook her head and fought back more tears.

“We've got to inform Princess Celestia at once! Rainbow can’t get away with this! I know she's our friend but nopony hurts somepony like that! Maybe she'll learn her lesson after all of this,” Twilight boomed.

“NO! Please... please don't!” Fluttershy cried.

“Fluttershy, I know you don't want to tell anypony, but we have to! This... this is horrible!” Twilight replied.

“NO!” Fluttershy cried. The stirring feeling grew more fierce. It surged through her as she eyed Twilight. It was something, something amazing. The Urge.

“Fluttershy, I don't care if you don't want to, because I am!” Twilight yelled.

The Urge projected horrible images of what Fluttershy could do to Twilight, the pleasure Fluttershy would receive...

“Fluttershy, I'm leaving. I'm doing this because I care about you!” Twilight said.

Fluttershy eyed Twilight's body, from her mane down to her rear. Fluttershy licked her lips and began to shake. The Urge was hard at work, forcing Fluttershy to stop Twilight... and enjoy it. Fluttershy hated the Urge, but she loved the hatred she felt for it. She bum-rushed Twilight into a wall, causing Twilight to scream in a panic.

“Fluttershy, stop!” Twilight cried as tears broke through the membrane of her beautiful purple eyes.

Fluttershy attacked Twilight again, but Twilight ducked her tackle and rushed past her into the outside.

“No, Twilight! Nooo! Eeeeeehhh!” Fluttershy moaned as she shot after her. Twilight galloped as fast as she could, but in seconds Fluttershy intercepted her. The Urge was filling her with adrenaline. She slammed Twilight to the ground and softly licked her purple neck.

“F-F-Fluttershy! Stop! STOP!” she cried. Suddenly, Twilight's horn began to glow.

Fluttershy began to feel fear, causing the Urge to begin to falter, to weaken. But the Urge told her to not give up, and to stop her before she cast her spell. Fluttershy grabbed a nearby rock and slammed it into Twilight's head, knocking her unconscious.

“Oh no! Angel, what have I done!?” Fluttershy screamed as she dragged Twilight's unconscious body into her house. Angel hid underneath Fluttershy's bed. Her master had changed. Ever since the nightmares and Rainbow Dash's assault onto Fluttershy's pure being, it had changed her. The Urge now could bend her at its will.

Fluttershy began to cry again, and again, and again. More tears spilled onto her bed, as though crying would help. She would go to prison with Rainbow Dash. Fluttershy was so scared, so weak. Why would she hurt one of her best friends? Twilight meant the world to Fluttershy, she always knew what to do, how to do it... Fluttershy continued to look at Twilight, at how helpless, at how... vulnerable... she was.

“NO!” Fluttershy cried. She hid under the blankets again, but the Urge still stormed through her mind. “Nooooo! Noooo! NOOOO!” Fluttershy cried. She began to cry and scream, but the Urge wouldn't stop. Fluttershy gave in. She would capture Twilight and leave her in her basement. She would have her way with her. But her horn... Her magic... that would be a problem.

Fluttershy walked around her house and found a hacksaw. She remembered using this when she saved a bear from a beartrap. She looked towards Twilight's horn and cried in fear for what she was about to do, but the Urge silenced her and motivated her to continue.

She bent down and loomed over Twilight's peaceful head. She pulled her by her mane into the basement, careful not to bruise her perfect body. As she bound her with ropes, she quickly improvised a surface for her to prop up and bind Twilight to using the hacksaw. As she finished, dread filled her body about how much pain Twilight would feel because of her... But, the Urge forced her to continue.

Fluttershy silently wept as she bound Twilight to the surface and propped her up diagonally facing her. She then retrieved the hacksaw again and felt a rush of both excitement and fear as she braced herself for pain and sadistic pleasure. She began to cut the horn, but found it was too hard to cut through with her hacksaw. She found that the horn grew softer as it went down, so she cut into Twilight's scalp, trying to get to the softest part of the horn.

Suddenly, Twilight began to stir. Fluttershy hurried with her work, cutting deeper but not too deep to kill her. She wanted her to be alive.

“Ah.. Ah... AH! AHHHH!” Twilight screamed as blood poured from her head. “Fluttershy... why are you doing this? Okay, okay, I promise, I won't tell anypony, please don't kill me! I'm sorry!” Twilight screamed as tears poured down her eyes.

Fluttershy ignored her as she forced through Twilight's horn. Twilight tried to use her magic but the pain was too unbearable. The meager power she could muster was used to keep alive, to lessen the stimuli. After around 45 minutes of agony, Twilight passed out from the pain. Twenty minutes later the horn was removed.

Fluttershy checked the gauze she was using while she cut into Twilight's head and saw that it was working exceptionally well. Twilight must have used all the power she had just to slow the blood loss and stay alive. Fluttershy began to cry fitfully as she finished bandaging Twilight. She went up to the kitchen, sniffling and sobbing, as she cooked up a meal. She put all of the love and kindness she could muster, for she wanted Twilight to have a meal to make her feel better.

But Fluttershy knew it wouldn't work.

Fluttershy continued to feed Twilight Sparkle during her sobs and pleas for freedom.

“Please, please Fluttershy... I'm dying... Without my horn I can't live any longer than a couple days! Please, I need to see Celestia... She can fix this... Ohhhh... Fluttershy, why are you doing this? I just want to go home...” Twilight continued to cry.

“Oh, Twilight... I'm so sorry...” Fluttershy cried as she cried into Twilight. “I don't care if I go to jail... I just want it to all end...”

“Please, Fluttershy, let me go... Just let me go... I promise, I swear I won't tell anypony... Please... PLEASE!!!” Twilight screamed as she broke into more tears.

Fluttershy nodded and began to untie the ropes that bound Twilight.

“I won't let it come over me again... *sniff... I don't care how hard it is, I will never do this to anypony again...” Fluttershy sobbed. More tears fell down the fillies' faces.

Suddenly, the Urge returned. Fluttershy stopped and closed her eyes.

“Fluttershy, hurry, please... It hurts so bad...” Twilight moaned.

The Urge was relentless. It wanted Fluttershy to rape Twilight. It was forcing her too.

“No... No!” Fluttershy cried. A warm, evil feeling continued to pound in her head, telling her to continue, to make love to Twilight like she desired.

“Fluttershy... FLUTTERSHY!!!” Twilight screamed.

Fluttershy screamed and embraced Twilight. Twilight cried and screamed as Fluttershy took advantage of her, feeling her and kissing her. An hour had passed, and Fluttershy still wasn't satisfied. She continued to make love to Twilight, she continued to torture. Twilight continued to cry and scream for help, but it was to no avail.

“Twilight... yes... yes... I never ever want this to end... I feel so ALIVE!” Fluttershy cried in enjoyment. Although it wasn't Fluttershy speaking. It was the Urge.

The Urge forced Fluttershy to continue for another hour, and time went on and before she knew it it had been five hours since Fluttershy began making love to Twilight.

Twilight had just reverted to crying. No one could hear Twilight. No one could help her. She sensed Spike at the door an hour earlier, but left probably thinking Fluttershy and Twilight were in trouble, lost in the Everfree forest or something. Twilight would prefer the Everfree forest over Fluttershy at this moment.

Fluttershy continued, the Urge was beginning to become satisfied. Twilight continued to feel her life force being drained from her lost horn. The torture of slowly dying and Fluttershy's rape from the pain in her head was too unbearable. Only after Twilight passed out from exhaustion and pain, was the Urge satisfied.

Fluttershy sadly walked around the streets of Ponyville. She felt and looked terrible. Guilt was tearing her from the inside out, but she was afraid if she would lay eyes on Twilight again the Urge would force her to hurt her again... Something about that unicorn was... amazing. It was as though it were the sweetest, highest quality of methamphetamine one could intake.

“Hi Fluttershy!”

Fluttershy screamed as Pinkie Pie appeared from behind greeting her with a warm, gleeful glow.

“We were looking for you EVERYWHERE last night! It's so fantastical that you're okay! Where were you, you silly-filly? And where's Twilight?” Pinkie asked.

“Um, I. Uh, I was asleep...” Fluttershy lied.

“Oh, jeepers, you're a heavy sleeper because I was banging on your door for at least an hour last night with Spike! That baby dragon was worried sick about Twilight, he insisted we go in anyway but I told him that it was bad manners, I mean, come on, he's a dragon and all but bad manners aren't cool, Twilight should've told him, oh, was she there with you? I hope she's okay, I mean with Twilight she should be reading in a place with lot's and lot's of books because she--”

“Uh, Pinkie Pie, ah reckon that's enough,” Applejack smirked. “I'm just glad yer safe. Ah  just hope we find Twilight...”

Fluttershy couldn't  hold in her tears any longer. She began to bawl, crying because of what she did to Twilight, and because she couldn't tell them what had happened.

“Gosh, Fluttershy, what’s the matter?” Pinkie Pie asked.

“Is sumthin' buggin' you?” Applejack asked. “If it's about Twilight, don't worry, we'll find her soon!”

Fluttershy looked at her friends, and suddenly the Urge came over her again. She eyed Pinkie Pie's soft, bouncy hair, and Applejack's amazing--

Fluttershy screamed and ran off, afraid of what she might do to the ponies. They weren't as intoxicating as Twilight, but it was enough for her to give in...

Fluttershy continued to fly, trying her best to escape everypony. As she flew over a field, she heard a beautiful voice singing. The Urge pounded against Fluttershy to follow it, and after fighting with it all she had, she gave in and rushed towards the filly.

As she lowered into the field, she found an odd shed like building, the filly's song was echoing throughout it.

“We are the Cutie Mark Crusaders

On a quest to find out who we are

And we will never stop the journey

Not until we get our Cutie Marks...”

Fluttershy fought against the Urge, but once again, to no avail. She entered the shed to find the young filly Sweetie Belle singing.

“Oh, hi Fluttershy!” Sweetie Belle smiled. “I'm thinking this will be the Cutie Mark Crusaders' new Plan Formation Station.”

That was a very young pony... So... young... defenseless. Nopony would hear her, way out here... in this dark, cold shed...

Fluttershy fought back against her strongest urges.

“Sweetie Belle, just.... Just go away!” Fluttershy cried.

“But what's wrong, Fluttershy? Why... Why are you being so weird?” Sweetie Belle asked.

Once again, the Urge swept over her like a cold wintery wave. It coursed through her body, and soon she began to shake. She wanted to so badly, but she had to refrain herself. She had to.

“Fluttershy, you're scaring me!” Sweetie Belle cried.

Fear. It enticed Fluttershy further. The Urge continued to wreak havoc onto Fluttershy's heart. She couldn't take the emotional torment, the Urge was strong, and the Urge was hungry. The Urge demanded Fluttershy to give in.

“No!” Fluttershy cried as tears spilled from her eyes. She wanted to tell Sweetie Belle to run, but the Urge wouldn't let her. But Fluttershy wouldn't let herself hurt Sweetie Belle. It was as though Flutttershy desired to be tempted. She didn't want Sweetie Belle to leave, she wanted her to stay so she could torment herself.

“FLUTTERSHY!” Sweetie Belle screamed.

The Urge took a stronger hold over Fluttershy. It enveloped her, as though it jumped into her body and began to move for her. Fluttershy fought against it, but the intense temptation caused her to charge Sweetie Belle and slam her against the cold, hard floor

“Fluttershy, what... why!?” Sweetie Belle screamed.

“I need you!” Fluttershy screeched.

Something coursed through Fluttershy. This was her dream that she always had. The nightmare of her raping Sweetie Belle, the innocent filly...

“Need me? For what?” Sweetie Belle asked.

Fluttershy closed her eyes and screamed. She fought back against the Urge for real. She wouldn't resist. She would fight. Fluttershy brought herself to her feet and battled with her conscious. Sweetie belle watched, wide-eyed, as Fluttershy faced her demons.

“I won't... hurt... you!” Fluttershy cried as tears streamed down her face.

“Fluttershy! Are you okay?” Sweetie Belle screamed.

Fluttershy began to breath heavily. Twilight Sparkle was going to die soon. The Urge was at bay. It was time to help Twilight before she died. Fluttershy rushed outside of the shed and flew through the air like a rocket, forcing herself to go faster, faster, faster... Fluttershy zoomed over her house and spiraled below, landing with a thud. She slammed out the door and rushed downstairs to a sickly looking Twilight who screamed at the sight of Fluttershy.

“I'm here to save you, Twilight... I can do this...” Fluttershy said calmly as she fought back more tears. She began to untie the ropes binding Twilight's arms, but the Urge took over. The Urge told her to make love to her so hard that she would die. The images enticed Fluttershy to an amazing extent. She desired to do so. The Urge would win.

Fluttershy tore off the first piece of rope that bound Twilight's right hand. Twilight was crying in pain, fear, and happiness.

The Urge was winning. The Urge would win. Twilight could escape as it is, for one of her hands was free. But the Urge would make her rebind her. Fluttershy knew she couldn't beat the Urge again. Tears came down in buckets as she realized what she must do.

“Fluttershy... What...” Twilight cried. She was filled with resentment and empathy.

Fluttershy snatched up her hacksaw.

Twilight braced for pain but shrieked as she saw Fluttershy bring it to her neck.

“Tell Angel and all of our friends I love them... Tell them I'm sorry for being a horrible person... Tell them... I'll miss them forever, and they were the greatest friends anypony could ever have!” Fluttershy cried. The Urge was screaming in her ears, telling her to stop, to redirect it upon Twilight.

Twilight began to cry even more.

Fluttershy took a deep breath, and stopped crying. The Urge was growing stronger, and Fluttershy had had enough.

She mouthed the words “I love you” and cut her throat.

Twilight's eyes widened, and she cried. She cried from all of the pain, from the torture, from the rape, from the fear, and for Fluttershy. Twilight didn't know what had happened to her friend; why she did those things to her.  But she knew that Fluttershy was in a better place, and Twilight did not hate her for what she did. Whatever took hold of her was gone now...

Twilight Sparkle untied herself and felt weak standing on her legs. She looked dizzily down toward her dear and deceased friend Fluttershy.

She looked so... vulnerable.