Long lost Apple

you know they hate you, why are you even With them? they just have you there to have someone to blame. why can't you just see it, they hate you... everyone hate you. you are just a liar, Your just useless, a piece of Garbage. why do you still live? a large black alicorn moved closer to Applejack. his horn was (the same kind that sombra have) black, his giant leather wings was also black, but it had holes and scars. its eyes were black With a tiny red orb. it hd long bloody fangs coming out of its mouth. its arms long and slendery, the fingers was large claws also coverd in blood.

''N-No.... mah friends and Family loves me...'' she cried as she stepped back, she could feel its breath on her face even if the demon was some feet away from her. she cept walking when she hit a wall. she stoped, she looked up at the demon. it smiled right before jumping at her With a wide mouth.

Applejack screamed in fear as she woke from yet one of those nightmares, she had been haveing nightmares for the past mounth. she did know why, but why could't she do something? she sat up in her bed, the sweat ran Down her face. her blanket and pillow was wet. Applejack's heart was beating. she stared into the darkness of her room.

''AJ? are ya okey?'' Big Mac said as he came into her room, Granny and Apple Bloom also came inside.

''ya okey hun, we heard ya scream.'' Granny said as she stepped forward. Even if her Family was there now, Applejack was still sceard.

''jus' another n-nightmare...'' she said, her voice was still filled With fear.

''it was only a dream hun...'' Granny said, she gently pushed her Down on the bed again. Applejack let herself be pushed back onto the bed. Big Mac and Apple Bloom had walked back to bed when they saw that Granny had everything under Control. ''do ya wanna talk about it?'' she asked.

''no... ah want it to stop.'' she cried, Granny quickly pulled Applejack into a hug. she knew that Applejack had it hard now, she had been wakeing up multible times, sometimes she was to tierd to work. but this time was the first that she woke everypony. Applejack hugged Granny like it was the last time she would see her.

''we can take ya to the doctor in the morning...'' Granny said, she knew that Applejack did't like the hospital, but this had to stop. she looked Down at her crying granddaughter, who nodded. Granny looked at the clock, 05:45. ''lets walk Down stairs, ah can make ya some coffie, the clock is't that much...''

Granny and Applejack got dressed and walked Down stairs, they sat by the eating table. none of them spoke for two hours. Applejack had a white shirt With a shorts the reached her knees, her hat was still on her head. Granny had her usual green dress, With her white apron on, her Orange scarf With Apples on was around her neck.

''well, ah think the hospital is open now...'' Granny said. she could see that Applejack was a little sceard, but she was a strong girl.

''Yeah, tell Mac and Bloom that ah will come home tonight.'' She said as left the table, as she walked away from her home, she looked back. then she took off to the hospital.

''*sigh* what have gotten into 'er?'' Granny said as she saw Applejack vanish from sight.

Applejack walked into the senter of ponyville, she had to walk across there to get to the hospital. she hoped not to be seen by eny of her friends. but With pinkie beeing pinkie, thatwas almost impossible. just as she thought, the pink haired girl jumped out of a bush right infront of Applejack.

''Hey Applejack, what are you up to?'' she asked, she smiled from ear to ear. her blue top was full of cake, and so was her once white skirt.

''Nothin' just headin' to the hospital...'' Applejack at once saw the smile vanish from Pinkies face, she looked worried at Applejack.

''oh... why?'' she asked sly, everyone knew that Applejack could't lie, so if somepony asked her, she had to tell the truth.

''ah...um... no reson.'' she said, her eyes darted from right to left and she bit her lip.

''Applejack...'' Pinkie said dry. ''stop lying.''

''ah...ah just can't tell pinkie... this is werry personal.'' Applejack mutterd.

''okei, dokei, lokei...'' she as she creeped back into the bush. Applejack just stared at her, she was about to ask, but she rememberd that it was pinkie. she walked toward the hospital, hopefully she would make it without beeing stoped.

she came up to the hospital she walked inside. she was overtaken by the smell. ''ew'' she said as she walked to the front desk. a woman With Bright pink hair sat there, she looked away from some files and looked at Applejack.

''how can I help you?'' she asked in a so gentle voice it could give Fluttershy a run for her Money.

''ah... ah need to talk With somebody, its kinda... strange... ah mean, ah think its mental... or somethin'.'' Applejack had a lot of trouble speaking here, she was sceard of hospitals. but she knew they were there to help.

''okey... just find a Place to sit, and I will Call on you when I find a doctor to help you.'' she said.

Applejack nodded and walked over to Chair. she sat there and waited, she took a Magazine and began to read on it.

just then the door flew open, in came Rainbow dash. ''Nurse! I think I broke something!'' the nurse hurried over to Rainbow dash and looked at her leg.

''you have't broke enything... one: you would be haveing a lot of troble moveing, two: it you had broken something, where would it be?'' she asked as she looked over Rainbow's body.

''it really hurt in my leg.''

The nurse looked over her leg.'' just a streched muscle.'' she said.

''oh.... APPLEJACK?!'' she asked as she noticed Applejack.

''uhh... Howdy.'' she said.

''what are you doing here, babe?'' she ask as she sit Down beside her.

''N-Nothing...'' she said as she dive her face into the Magazine. hopefully Rainbow would't notice. but she did. Rainbow take the Magazine away from her face.

''I asked! what are you doing here?'' she asked as she took a grip on Applejack's face foreceing her to have eye contact. ''And dont lie to me.'' she said as her eyes became half closed, she was makeing a flirty face. Applejack could't say it. she panicked and began to cry. she did't like it but it was her only way from it.

See Jacky, nothing... you cant even tell Your crush. the demon inside her said. Applejack felt more tears form. ''Sorry Rainbow... but ah can't tell, not yet.'' she got her face away from Rainbow's grip. just then her save came.

''miss Apple. the doctor can see you now.'' the nurse said. Applejack quickly got up and followed the nurse, leaveing an angry Rainbow dash behind.

Applejack sat in the doctor's Office and talked about her dreams. it kinda felt good to talk about it, but at the same time she felt like she was insane.

''I see...'' the doctor said as Applejack finished her story. ''well, I have never heard enybody say something like that, but I would say that you use this.'' he placed a empty not book on his desk. he pushed it closer to Applejack. ''Write Down everything that comes to Your mind, feelings, that voice and what it say, what you dream and other Things that can be coneted to this.''

''a diary...'' Applejack said as she picked up the book.

''yes, would you like to have another talk in two weeks from today?'' she said as he looked at a kalender.

''uhh... sure why not?''

''okey... have a Nice day miss Apple.'' he said. Applejack walked out of the hospital. she held the book Close, like it was something that she could't miss. she walked passed town and came to the end of town and onto the path home, just then Rainbow came over to her.

''Okey, I want an answer... what is that?'' she asked an pointed at the book.

''something I got from the doctor.'' she said flat, she really did't want to talk about it.

''what is it for?'' she asked, she tried to see the book more, but Applejack held the book to firmly.

''thats not Your buisniss!'' she snapped as she turned her body away from Rainbow.

''Fine!'' Rainbow shouted as she ran away in anger.

Applejack looked bck to were Rainbow had ran out to, she sighed. ''sorry Rainbow...''she mutterd.

when Applejack got home, she was meet by her Family. Vinona jumped on her makeing lose the book and fall over on her back. once she was back up, she was almost killed by the huge hug from Apple Bloom, Big Mac and Granny.

''where have ya been sis?'' Bloom asked as she let Applejack breath again.

''ya have been gone all day!'' Big Mac said as he also let Applejack breath to.

''a-ah was j-just at the hospital.'' she said as she tried to get her breath.

''what did the doc say?'' Granny asked as she gave the book to Applejack.

''the doctor said that it might help With a diary.'' She said as gladly took the book. ''ah think ah will try to Write sometin'.'' she said as she walked up to her room.

when Applejack came up to he room she sat Down in her bed With the book infront of her.

Dear Diary

The doc said that this might good me, ah honestly think it is stupid. but why not?

ah want to talk about mah nightmare. there is a creature, or demon... a thing.

he is tall, has claws, red eyes, an evil horn and leather wings. ah honestly dont

know what he want With me, but ah can't get him away. He haunt mah

dreams. ah want 'im to stop. but he is kinda right, why do ah live?

maybe ah should just die... the world wuld be better without me. Ah know that

ah will never be able to tell the truth to RD.

Ah love you... Dash.

-AJ

Applejack closed the book before her tears hit the page. ''ah love ya dash...'' she whiserd.