Journel

October 6th, 2014

So, the holes on my violin, Chocolate, are called f-holes, now are they? When Zarchy said that, I knew what everyone's reaction would be. We all have these sick little minds.

Because of the elevator breaking, Mr Petro's room was pushed down to room 275 instead of 383. It looked extremely similar to his room though maybe a little smaller. Also, when Luke came into the classroom, he called Petro, Kevin, his first name. I already knew that and when he asked him how he knew that, I wiped his memory and put the classic 'I just know things' line there. What else was I to do?

Besides me having an easy Science test tomorrow, nothing happened to me these past few days. But Masty and Meowth seem to be pushing and/or growing their relationship.

Apparently, when I let them wander the school while I had my Gym period, Meowth let Masty taste some blood that turned out to be Bashur's. And Meowth taunted him, he didn't say why though. I have my suspicions though. When Meowth showed me the memory, Masty had grabbed him by the throat and had threatened to slit his throat and kill him. It was then that I saw probably one of Master Meowth's one and only mental breakdowns.

Meowth tried to reason with him but when he called him Master Meowth, he angrily told him to not call him that and the more he tried to convince him, Masty had been pushed into a rage-fueled memory where he replaced Meowth with Pikochu. Only when Meowth said their phrase, which for their sake, I will not say on here, even to you, was Masty able to snap out of it.

I knew the pain that they both felt. They have shared it with me and I have also felt both of their kinds of pain... But I will not dwell on that now. The past is the past. I have to focus on the present and the future now.

Master Meowth thought that he was a monster, someone who was slipping beyond his own reach into insanity. Meowth somehow was able to comfort him. Except for Bashur and maybe even me, Meowth is the only one he truly trusts with his life. I can only imagine what he would be like if Meowth was not fond of him.

I know the answer to that though. He would've taken over this dimension as well and I would not be here typing this. Meowth changed him and thus let us all get close to him.

But like many other times, all ticking timebombs have to go off at some point, and I fear that when one goes off, all of the rest will and I will be unable to stop it.