The nobody

by Thug

New habits

Previous Chapter

The past 4 days bubble just lie in his bed depressed. He was beginning to grow a beard. He decided to get up one day, he fell at first as he hasn't walked in 4 days. He heard that alcohol helped with depression, so he went downstairs. He opened his fridge and inspected the contents. He found his beer, took the case out, and took out a bottle. He twisted the bottle off then took a sip. He savored the flavor of the alcohol and enjoyed it to the last drop. He had to have more. He took out another bottle and chugged it down. Bubble enjoyed the numbness the alcohol gave him. He continued to drink until

he was out of beer. By now bubble was drunk. He also heard that teenagers looking for attention woul cut their hooves, but some do it for pain relief. He decided he would give it a try. He took the kitchen knife and made cuts into his leg. He gasped In pain at first, but then he enjoyed the sight of his blood dropping onto the floor. This feeling pleased him. He continued to cut until it hurt. He really enjoyed this feeling. He decided he would go to the ponyville bar to get more alcohol. On his way to the bar he kept his head down in depression. He would see happy couples, friend groups, and happy ponies.

Why? He asked himself. Why couldn't that be him? Why was he given this meaningless existence. He was happy once but then he opened his eyes to how cold and cruel the world really is. It wasn't happy go lucky like the princesses act like it is, No. The world was full of bad people who are out there to hurt people. He was alone and he was jealous of all the fucking ponies who were happy. He knew no matter what things will never be the same. He had no wife, no kids, no job, no friends, the bottom of the bottle is now his only friend. He had kids but now they hate him. Why? No fucking body cared for him so why should he be all happy go fucking lucky?

He arrived at the bar and sat on a stool. The bartender asked him what he wanted, so he ordered some beer. When his cup was ready he sipped it all down. "I need another" another round of beer came his way. He continued to drink and drink until he couldn't drink any more. "I think you've had enough." The mare bartender said to him. "Fuck you bitch, I haven't had even enough!" He yelled at her. "Give me another damn drink" he demanded. The mare looked annoyed and angry at these rude comments, she gave him one more drink then when she refused to serve bubble any more bubble passed out.