The nobody

by Thug

Rating: mature
Tags: Dark, Sad, Tragedy
Length: 866

Bubbles life has gone down shit creek. Every day he is haunted by visions of his past, he was bullied all of his life, his wife and kids left them and want nothing to do with him. Will he take the one way out?

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2014-11-23 18:12:43 UTC

New habits

The past 4 days bubble just lie in his bed depressed. He was beginning to grow a beard. He decided to get up one day, he fell at first as he hasn't walked in 4 days. He heard that alcohol helped with depression, so he went downstairs. He opened his fridge and inspected the contents. He found his beer, took the case out, and took out a bottle. He twisted the bottle off then took a sip. He savored the flavor of the alcohol and enjoyed it to the last drop. He had to have more. He took out another bottle and chugged it down. Bubble enjoyed the numbness the alcohol gave him. He continued to drink until

he was out of beer. By now bubble was drunk. He also heard that teenagers looking for attention woul cut their hooves, but some do it for pain relief. He decided he would give it a try. He took the kitchen knife and made cuts into his leg. He gasped In pain at first, but then he enjoyed the sight of his blood dropping onto the floor. This feeling pleased him. He continued to cut until it hurt. He really enjoyed this feeling. He decided he would go to the ponyville bar to get more alcohol. On his way to the bar he kept his head down in depression. He would see happy couples, friend groups, and happy ponies.

Why? He asked himself. Why couldn't that be him? Why was he given this meaningless existence. He was happy once but then he opened his eyes to how cold and cruel the world really is. It wasn't happy go lucky like the princesses act like it is, No. The world was full of bad people who are out there to hurt people. He was alone and he was jealous of all the fucking ponies who were happy. He knew no matter what things will never be the same. He had no wife, no kids, no job, no friends, the bottom of the bottle is now his only friend. He had kids but now they hate him. Why? No fucking body cared for him so why should he be all happy go fucking lucky?

He arrived at the bar and sat on a stool. The bartender asked him what he wanted, so he ordered some beer. When his cup was ready he sipped it all down. "I need another" another round of beer came his way. He continued to drink and drink until he couldn't drink any more. "I think you've had enough." The mare bartender said to him. "Fuck you bitch, I haven't had even enough!" He yelled at her. "Give me another damn drink" he demanded. The mare looked annoyed and angry at these rude comments, she gave him one more drink then when she refused to serve bubble any more bubble passed out.

Leaving

"I'm leaving you!" The words hit  him like a knife piercing through his flesh.  "I'm taking the kids with me!" She yelled. "Come on, honey!" He tried to put his hoof on her shoulder only to be greeted by a smack on the face. She went upstairs and told the kids to pack "you're deadbeat dad doesn't care for us anymore!" Bubble rushed upstairs to see his teary eyed kids. He went up to their rooms and tried to explain. The kids didn't want to hear about it. He tried to give them a hug to comfort them but they only pushed him away. "Don't listen to  mommy, daddy loves you very much!" He continued to try to explain that he couldn't find a job and that daddy was trying very hard. "Give it up bubble! We're done with you!" Bubble was starting to cry. His only love and two kids wanted nothing to do with him. "Please don't do this violet! I'm trying my hardest to find a job!" He yelled. "Please don't do this!" His wife and children were already packed up by now. "We're going to go move in with my boyfriend!" Violet exclaimed. "Wh-what? There was someone else?" He exclaimed. "He knows how to treat a mare, unlike you!" She yelled. By this point bubble was openly sobbing.  He couldn't believe that this day had come. The dreaded day where his children departed. His children and wife left. He starts to sob heavily. Why? Why did this happen to him? He has done everything right! Now everyone he cared for wanted nothing to do with him. He climbed upstairs leaving a trail of tears and lie down in his bed. Bubble was a blue skinned stallion with a brown mane. His cutie mark was of a heart, he used to work with fillies and loved children. He met his wife in work but when she told bubble she was pregnant she became a stay at home mom. Just recently bubble lost his job to someone willing to do the job for a cheaper price. He couldn't find any other jobs and his wife and kids were slowly moving away from him. Today they finally had enough and decided to move out. Bubble lie in his bed

depressed and crying.