Everything is no alright

Everything is not alright. My mind is becoming more distant from myself from what ‘treatment’ Twilight has given me. I can only see the shadows of my past as they relapse in random recession. When will I die? When will I have my freedom? I hope it will happen soon.

“Memory engaged in 5… 4… 3… 2… 1… Beep,” the robotic female voice said placing me into darkness again for the 9th time this morning.

Several minutes passes by quickly into the transition into my memory. The world melted from my bed and I was left standing in a white room that had a single door to the beginning of a chapter of my life. Without hesitation I walked to it and opened it.

In an instant I as teleported to my living room in Huston, Texas. Where my roommate was about to leave for a party that I wasn't interested in.

“Neil will you come with us? I would like it if you could come.” My roommate Sam pushed while she got her jacket on. “Sorry, but I’m going to the new pub with Johnny. Besides there’s a party next week.” I told Sam while I took my wallet and keys. “Alright, but you better go with me. I hate fitting drunks alone.” She said jokingly as we headed out the apartment door and down to the elevator. “O sure Sally Mc kill’em.” I said clicking the button to the first floor.

“Hay don’t call me Sally! Nelly poo.” She said mocking me. “Says the one who loves the name faggot! Ooo! Shots fried!” I said throwing an invisible ball at Sam. “Neil, you’re trying too hard.” She said pushing me away. “Ya, I need a drink to rise my speech up.” I said winking as to reference something. Sam just faced palmed and said, “O god, why me.”

Ding! The elevator slides its doors open to the hotel lobby. Witch we stepped out and walked out of the building and into the cool late evening of Halloween. “I’ll see you tomorrow!” I yelled heading down Buckley Ave. As Sam got in my car and waved while she drove away.

Alone I had enough friends that could make me happy for a while, but the feeling of ‘loneliness’ creeper around me and was treating to wrap me up like a burrito. “This suck I really can’t remember what happens next.” I said under my breath and decided to look at my surroundings carefully.

Walking down this street I pass up several people that I somewhat know. They seem occupied with there phones. To my right on the other side of the street a group of kids dressed up in different so called ‘scary’ outfits. I then keep my gaze to myself and turn the street on to Capital R. Witch has the new bar.

The only reason why I’m going is because the first 100 people get 3 drinks free and get a small meal as well. That was enough reason to go.

“I see you've made it.” Johnny said in his well-dressed attire’s. “Likewise Johnny boy.” I responded as we bro fitted. We turned to the entrance and saw it looked pretty decent. “Ready for an adventure?” I asked knowing his response. “Eeyup.” He said simply.

We both then walked to the front to be greeted with a cute woman that looked at least 29 or younger. “Having a good day?” She asked holding out her permanent marker. I gave her my hand and she marked it with an 8 to the 50th power. “Thanks, Cat?” I said looking at name tag. “Yup that’s me.” She said while she marked Johnny.

“That’s a cute name for the hot lady.” I said flirting as Johnny looked at the back of his hand. She blushed and looked away. “Hay what does this mean?” He asked showing me. I took a look and felt bad for him. “The first number is how hot you are, and the number next to it shows the number of customers has entered.” I explained as he frowned. "I’m a 5 in the hot scale..." Johnny said to himself.

We walked inside and saw that it was going slow. Mostly everyone was chatting amused each other. Also there was a fair amount of people hear. “Hello there I have your fashionable wrist bands that will be marked when you get a drink and small meal.” Said… Frank.

I smiled and thanked him along with Johnny who was all pent up by being a ‘5’ in the hot scale as we sat down at the bar with 2 bartenders. One was an Old, but handsome man and the other was a young fresh out of HI school lady. They both had white button up shirts with a purple and dark gray vest that had a dark purple tie that complemented the outfit quite nicely.

Once seated they handed us a menu and Valentin the woman suggested for me to try ‘The Gold Splash’, and for Johnny he got ‘The Stray Shot’ which was an pint of 3 wines, 2 beers and half the glass of some purple liquid. Taking my drink in my hand and rising it up in the air we clinked our glasses together and I said, “Today we are here for adventure and for a night of fun!” Everyone in the room cheered and we began to drink.

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Hours passed by and I was in a huge blur that made me numb to the pint I felt empty inside that was being filled with liquid happiness. Soon… It will end as I mumble to myself in the restroom with the world seeming to black in and out form my heavy eye lids.

“Neil! Wake up man!” he yelled at me trying to wake me up, but my body was still asleep. Slap! He instantly woke me up. “Hay The pub is closing! And I need to go home.” Johnny said picking my drunk body off the bathroom floor. “Sara and Sam! I need to get them presents!” I blurted out in my drunken state. “How much have you drink when I left you alone?” He asked as we… Johnny dragged me out of the bathroom where the old man was cleaning up. “T-Thankkkkyoouuu! Gandalf!” I yelled as I then began to laugh uncontrollably.

“Neil!” Johnny scoffed at me. “Is alright I wish I was him.” The old man said lifting up his broom and saying, “You show not Pass!” And slamming it down at Cat.

“Cat uses Splash!” She yelled throwing water at the old man. “Super effective.” I said rising my hand at Cat who bowed and I said “Cat is the Winner!”

“All right that enough. Time to go home Neil.” Johnny told me as he opened the door and took me out in to the freezing night. “Come on Johnny boy the fun wasn't over yet… Look five dollars.” I said braking free from his grasp and grabbing the bill of the floor. “Neil I wanna get some sleep!” He said in his whinnying voice.

I got up from the floor and walked to him. “Ok, ok let’s go.” I said as I patted his head. He grinned happily as we started our way home.

While we walked down the dark, but illuminated side walk I felt if something was wrong. Someone was fallowing us.

Perhaps it’s my imagination.

“Neil there’s something I have to tell you.” Johnny said looking down. “What is it bro?” I asked putting my arm around him. “I’m going how a boy.” He said as the words took me a moment to understand. “But Johnny you’re not pregn… O! Congratulations man.” I said jumping with Johnny and doing a magical hi five that ended with me falling to the floor. “Whoa, are you ok?” Johnny asked helping me up.

“Hay what’s that?” I asked hearing lowed screeching from a distance along with police sirens. “It sounds like a car chase. “I think there coming over this way?” I said pushing Johnny while I looked behind us.

Faster than expected the mustang screamed down from a sharp turn and was headed our way. In the car the driver was shot and the passenger was steering the accelerating car. I turned back at Johnny and felt something bite my shoulder, but it got him to. The bullet of an officer had went throw the car window, through my shoulder and into Johnny’s hart.

Falling to the floor the car missed us by an inch. The mustang wasn't lucky it crashed head on into another car and the passenger was thrown out and smashed into the car dyeing instantly. For what will happen to us. I managed to get up and walk away. I was in complete shock and disarray.

Dark red blood covered my chest as the pain completely disappeared. My head felt light and my body was filled with heavy gold.

I’m going to die next.

“Help… I need to get help.” I mumble softly falling on an apartment door. I pushed myself away and tried to open it, but it opened for me and the feeling began again. I turned around and something large with a single horn pushed me in the dark room where I felt I was drowning in hi presser water.

I awoke several hours later from the chilling breeze running across my body. "Johnny..." I said moving my hand off my chest and rolled over to my side, because was laying on a rock. I slowly opened my eye's to the blackness of this cave entrance I was in.

"Any one there?" I asked laying still as several moments of the chill breeze washing past me and stealing my body's energy to move, but I forgot back and got up to my feet.

In an instant I felt extraordinarily dizzy. "I must be dehydrated." I said leaning against the cave wall. "Waite... My solder is fine." I said to myself in disbelief as I placed my handover where the hole should be.

Crack, the sound was faint, it had came from a orange red light that cascaded across deep with in the woods.

Help! I should get the persons attention. No I could attract wolf if I yell. I'm just going to tail who ever that guy is doing out here.

I started to walk in the direction of the lanterns light and saw the dim crescent moon along with millions of stars that littered the sky. Whoa, I must be in the middle of nowhere. What the fuck! Was last night all just a bad dream? Or this is one of pranks that leave you in a different country.

"This is bullshit." I Said in a whisper as I was half the distance to the person guy. "My, o my, this new brew will be the best stew." The exotic woman said in a rime.

I got close enough to see who was carrying the lamp. And I was confused for a moment until I got a better look at this zebra with a satchel and lamp attach to it. "Excuses me miss, but am I in Equestria?" I said behind her.

"What do you ever..." She said turning around and seeing me in shock she stepping back. "Sorry if my appearance  scares you, but could you help me?" I asked in a calm tone, not to scare her away. "Leave me be creature. Do your bidding some place else." She said taking out a bag of something and throwing it at me.

Poof, The purple mist covered me with dust as I felt my body fall and everything went black.

Is this it? I can’t now! This is wrong! Let me OUT!

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“Memory complete; switching chloroform at 50%...” The female voice said putting my bounded body to sleep. “He’s resisting.” Somepony said in front of me. “Don’t worry this will all pay off at the ‘end’ Dr.” The maniacal queen of Superbia stroking my face with her wing and said once more, “Yes, in the end. My work will be of justice. Neil Just wait and see.”

"Neil are you alright?" Said a worried voice, as I woke in the shad under a large oak tree. "Twilight, did you bring muffins?" I said, looking to the purple mare. She looked at the side of the picnic basket. "Yes, but before you eat them here's some tea." Twilight said levitating my cup.

I sat up and took it. "Fore cubes of sugar please." I said smelling the hot tea. Twilight passed the cubes in my cup lightly with out a splash. She gave me a worried look. "Did you have a bad dream?" Twilight asked. I looked away out to the barren grass filed taking a moment to myself.

"I did, this time I was back home." I said looked down at my tea. Twilight got up and sat next to me. "It's okay Neil, I will be here for you," twilight said conferring me. I gave her a meek smile and it faded quickly. "I'm afraid if I fall asleep again. I won't be able to wake up." I said, getting up. She go to her hoofs and gave me a mad look. "Neil I have been working to find a solution for your problem. I will not let you put yourself down." Twilight said surprising me.

My smile came back with a tear. I nodded and walked way from her. Now