What a Guitar God Wants

I have no idea how long I sat there, thinking about what I just did to make her just leave without saying anything. I thought about what to do for a sec, I look around, I stared at my double bass drum set. No, not in the mood for drums right now. Guitar? No, not in for that either. Damn, what can I do besides just sitting on the floor doing absolutely nothing, and just sitting there crying because of a broken heart. As I was still thinking, i decided to call it a night, and went straight to bed. I turned off the light beside me as I got in the covers, in pitch darkness, except Luna's moon shining through the window. As i lay there, I kept thinking, I looked at my Jackson seven string, where the moon's light was beaming at, I think as I lie there, than it hits me, i made my decision, even though it's a really tough thing to do, but it's worth it.

The next day passes, as I got downstairs, I see Spike cooking breakfast. It looks like he's cooking some Toast, waffles, etc. It wasn't long till he notices me.

"Hey bro, you feeling better?" He asked trying to look out for his friend.

"I'm fine." I said in a quite voice. He notices the sad look still on my face from last night, he knows that I can't stop thinking about Twilight. But than he notices something else, I didn't bring my guitar downstairs with me. Huh, that's weird, I always bring my guitar downstairs every morning, I never bring the amp though.

"Where's your guitar?"

"Huh? Oh uh, it's still in my room."

"Why?"

I... just didn't wanna bring it down here, that's all." I said not even looking at him. "Wheres Twilight?"

"I guess she's still in bed. But anyways, breakfast is ready." He said as he brings a plate in front of my vision. I start eating slowly, still thinking about what happened last night, it's really hard to get over with. I just couldn't help it, I love Twilight, I wish she would just give me a chance. Judging people (or ponies) buy what they listen to is just wrong. Just because I like Metal doesn't mean that I'm gonna do any of that stuff for real. My thoughts we're interrupted, and the silence was broken by hoofsteps. I look to the side of where it's coming from, Twilight's awake. I looked back at my plate, and I just kept eating. She notices that I'm still upset that she ran out of my room last night, I saw her sat down, and started to eat her breakfast.

"Good morning Spike."

"Morning Twilight."

She said good morning to me, I respond back in a quiet voice.

"Hey, wheres your guitar at? You always bring it down here every morning."

"It's in my room."

"Why?"

"I... just didn't want to bring it down here this morning." I said as I continued eating. She knows that I always bring a smile to my face when I play through the seven strings of what I call "awesomeness. " I finished my plate, and went to the sink to wash it off. I was going back into my room, until.

"Hey bro, wanna... go for a walk?" Spike asked. A look of confusion on my face. Than I nod, maybe a walk can't hurt. Can it? So that's what we did, we waved goodbye at Twilight. She than walks to the sink to rinse out her plate, than she walks upstairs. Than she stops at the front of my door of my room, opens it.

"Huh?"

Wait, wheres my drum set? Wheres my guitar that I always play? Where the hell is everything about music? She looks around, she stops at where my double bass drum set use to be. Than walks around some more, to where my guitar stand was, and my guitar case. She has that puzzled look on her face, but there is this one place that she hasn't looked in my room, my closet. Twilight slowly walks to my large walk in closet, opens it, her jaw drops in shock.

"So there's his music stuff, why would he shove everything in here?" She asked herself. Every things here, my double bass drum set, my CD's, and my guitar case. Twilight walks to the guitar case and opens it, my seven string still in it's case. Why did I shove all my music stuff in my closet for no reason? it doesn't make any since.
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Mean while, Spike and I was still walking, Spike wanted to know what happened last night, I kept telling him that I didn't want to talk about it. We walked around Ponyville for quite a while now, I didn't care if anypony was scared of me, I was just minding my own business. Not even bothering to look if their just staring at me, or what. All i could think of, was Twilight, and what I did this morning before I went downstairs. Than rainbow Dash saw us from the clouds.

"Hey! What's up bro? You... feeling better from last night?"

I didn't say anything, I just stood there in silence. Trying to find the right words to say. She notices my silence, lands next to me.

"Gee, I'm really sorry bro. I thought that... She really liked your voice, and your guitar playing, that's all, but hey, theirs tones of mares out there for you," She said as she stood up and put a hoof around my neck. "And I mean tones of mares out there who likes Metal. But hey, to make you feel better, Rarity has the same problem you had last night."

I chuckled at that a bit, But I still feel down about last night. It's really hard to get that out of my head. As the day goes on, Rainbow walked with Spike and I. We approached Sweet Apple Acres. Applejack was bucking Apple trees, along with Big Mac helping out with the remaining apples on the ground.They noticed us.

"Hey sugarcube, you feelin' better?' She asked me with a heart warming smile. Still not saying anything, I just wish that I can yell, 'Shut the fuck up!' or 'Just leave me alone, I don't want to talk about it!' that kind of tone. But I didn't want to be rude to my new friends like that, I'm not that type of person. But she also notices my silence, than Spike speaks.

"Uh A.J.? i don't think he likes to talk about it."

"I understand," Applejack said taking her hat off. "I'm really sorry about what happened last night sugarcube, you'll find a mare that's right for ya, I promise."

"Eeyup." Big Mac said with also a heart warming smile on his face, which gave me a weak smile. Than Spike and I headed back to Twilights castle, she notices the look on her face.

"Spike, can you go upstairs for a minute?"

Spike does what he's told, his feet taking him up the stairs to him and Twilights room and waited. Twilight asked me to sit down right beside her on the couch in the big living room. I did as i was told, I was a bit nervous of what she's gonna say.

"Why is all your music stuff in your closet?"

Oh shit, she knows. I can't tell her, I just couldn't, can i lie?

"Uh... well... I... One of my kick peddles on the drums broke, and my guitar has a problem when I plug it into the amp. I tried to fix it this morning, but it was a pain in the ass to do." I said nervously, she gives me that look, it's that look that I hate so much. That look that means, 'I know you're lying to me.' "I'm gonna go upstairs." I said as I quickly got off from the couch, and ran to my room, leaving Twilight on the couch. I slammed the door behind me, and i think to myself.

'Aw fuck.'