The Shadow's Journal

Journal Entry One, January the 9th

My Name is ShadowSky, And I am Twelve Years old. I have One sibling, My Sister Emerald Star. She is 4 Years Older then me.Recently I decided That I should get a Journal, Mainly Because Luna Showed me Her and Her sisters, I tried to ask Emerald Star to Make this Journal With me, But she Refused.

I actually Have No clue of What I should Write in this,.. But I Probably Will just Write whatever comes to mind.

I am a White Blue Pegasus With a Dark blue Mane: No CutieMark.

Journal Entry Two, February the 7th

Today I was walking around the city when two younger Fillies through an egg at me, I ran over there and told them off but then they went to their parents, And they told "me" Off. I think that is extremely unfair considering it was oblivious they threw something at me, And I had egg insides in my mane and All over my coat.

Ponies are unfair.

But earlier I was talking to Luna and she gave me a fantastic Necklace, It is a Large Crystal With a thin brown cord tying it around my neck, To bad it got covered with egg insides too, I am scared to wash it.

Journal Entry Three, February the 8th

I feel really bad today,.. I was again strolling around the City as I did yesterday, But today the same fillies were there and they were bullying another Filly, Probably around the same age as me,.. But I did Not do anything, I just began to walk a different way. A few minutes later the same filly walked out crying, she had a Many bruises and cuts on her, I felt so bad.

I wish I had helped.

Journal Entry Four, February the 10th

Luna Was acting very paranoid today, She kept on looking at the doors while we were in the Palace Library, I'm a little worried why she is acting this way. I asked her what was wrong, but she Looked down sadly and Didn't say anything, Its making me feel uneasy.

I'm thinking it may have something to do with Celestia, Who has been acting cruel to her Younger sister recently. Or maybe she is just sad since no one appreciates her night other then I and and a few others. But I suppose it could also be both.

Poor Luna, Really doesn't have that much joy in her life at the moment, I wish I was able to comfort her more,...

Journal Entry Five, February The 12th

I'm hiding right now,... Something wen't wrong, Something happened to Luna,... She got upset at Celestia and Told her She deserved to be the Loved princess, That there can only be one Princess of Equestria, And that Princess shall be her! Then I ran and hid in a secret passage,.. I'm really scared, I don't know where they flew of to but I can hear some Explosions. I'm pretty sure the only reason I made it out of there was because no pony noticed me in the doorway,.. I really am Worried, Even about Celestia. I can't stand the fact that they are fighting, Since their both Alicorns they could accidentally hurt ponies,.. Or Themselves.

I hear Celestia coming down the hall,.. She is Probably trying to find me.

Journal Entry Six, Date Unknown

Celestia Did find me that day, she got me to come with her,.. I followed her and she brought me to an hidden room, Unknown to any Royal Guard. She got me to stop outside the door, and told me she had to banish her own sister,.. I started Crying and she reached her hoof to my chin,.. I looked up and she was smiling, I was puzzled of why she wasn't crying like me, Luna was her sister after all.

She Then Led me into the room,.. Where I saw my older Sister Emerald Lying on the ground,.. She was not breathing. I ran Over to her and began crying whilst checking if she was okay,.. She wasn't. I asked Celestia what happened while still crying immensely, She Told me that if I ever wanted to be an Alicorn, That I would have to make sacrifices.

I started screaming and tasking her why, Saying That I never even wanted to be an Alicorn, Then I saw the ground was getting further away from my face as I grew more Hateful, Angry and Resentful towards Celestia,.. Soon Everything went a complete blur and I don't remember anything else, Accept for my Amulet Falling on then ground. I still remember how much it radiated such beautiful Green and Blue Light as it fell, It reminded me of my Elder sister's Blue and Green mane, And her horn, and how beautiful her Coats blue was,..

It has been Nine Hundred and Ninety six years since Luna has been banished to the Moon, As it says on a fairly new looking sign,.. I have apparently Been in a Crystal Shard for that long too,.. I just woke up stuck in it and I'm Very Scared,.. I managed to brake myself out and I read a few signs that are scattered around the room,.. The one Closest to the shard reads,

Be Cautious the Nightmare Could brake out at any Moment.

This Sign Explains why it was so roomy in the Crystal, I must have turned back into Normal Plain Shadow Sky.

There are more that Just Explain that A pony turned into a Nightmare Right after Luna Was banished,.. Then Celestia Sealed her into a Crystal Shard.

I have also Just noticed that there is an amulet on top of the shard,.. I believe it is the one Luna Gave to me. I am Quite surprised that, One; The Shard is still standing and two that I didn't notice it before. It still has the Radiance it did When I saw it Drop Years ago,.. It Really Doesn't feel like that many years.

I flew up took the Amulet with me and I just now only noticed that its Light is constantly swirling around, it is tremendous to look at and I want to know how its doing it.

I am Going to rest in this Palace for the night as it appears the night has began, I wonder if Luna is back,..

Journal Entry Seven, Date Unknown

I have began to wonder around the ruins of the castle I still know so well,.. I really can't believe that I'm technically One Thousand and Eight years Old. I still appear and feel as though I am Still Twelve Years old, I feel very Confused.

I'm Really Glad I had my Saddle Bag with me when I was sealed away, for I still have my journal and Other Things with me.

I thought of my Elder Sister Emerald Earlier and Began to Cry. I wish she was still with me, I miss her more then words can express, I Feel as if I'm to blame,.. I need her back.

I am Going to start Marking my Journal Dates of how many Days I have been out of the Crystal, For I have no Clue of what Date it Actually is.

I Will Not Write anymore For I am Trying to find a non Sealed way out of The Palace,.. There is a lot of Rubble.