(If you don't like depressing or gory scenes skip to the next chapter, you may miss some of the story though)

After the awkward moment Rainbow Dash walked over to me while the rest went with Celestia. "Smooth. Picking up all the mares aren't you?" She mocked in a sly tone.

"Women." I corrected.

"What?" Rainbow Dash was confused at my sudden corection.

"Our females are called women not mares." I told her, she either understood that it was different or just didn't bother asking why it was different.

"Okay then. So then there are other humans on this planet then." Her eyes shrank to pinpricks. "Wait does that mean..." She paused not finishing her question.

Is she asking what I think she's asking. 'Just play it off, she can't know.' Iris quickly spat giving me the idea.

"What?"

"That dream I had was real, wasn't it?" Not enough detail for me to play it off Rainbow.

"What dream?" I asked putting a skeptcal look on my face before smoothing down to realisation. "Oh that dream, why what do you mean?" I asked trying to play it off. I was a good actor but this was out of my comfort zone.

"The dream with the other human." She said like it was common knowledge. Well it was to me and her but no one else knew.

I decided to put on a bitof fake anger and shout a tiny bit. "You mean that you predicted this and didn't tell me?!" I think she bought it because she backed off a little.

"Oh!" She must have thought she told me but she didn't. This let me play off the lie perfectly.

I sighed just to make it authentic. "Well...It's in the past now and we already know so let push this behind us to avoid any awkward situations." I told her a quick lie to stop the argument.

"Yeah... Oh yeah!" It sounded as if she just remembered something. "Twilight asked the Princess's for someone to teach you the Equestrian way." Oh for fuck sake.

"So who will teach me then?" I asked in a mock enthusiasm, my manners was enough to get by.

"Your's truely." She said puffing her chest out and putting a hoof to it. Oh there is something so wrong with this situation.

I literly burst out laughing the pressure was too much. "Bwaaaahahahaah... You teach me, damn I don't wanna be posh but I at least want to know something." I had already said it before I realised.

She seemed to take extreme offense to this and started to fly towards the door before she stopped. "Just so you know it's not just me it's all the girls, jerk!" She spoke before she flew out of the door.

'You seem to have a way of fucking up everything.' Iris told me casually.

'Yeah, where do I get that from?' I asked, I was also trying to make sense of the situation, but it wasn't working.

'Well I don't know that either. So when are you going to apoligize?' She asked impatiently, of course leave it up to a girl to team up with a girl. I'm just so glad Lust isn't all emotianal, except she thinks with my dick.

"I'm going, I'm going!" I said out loud accedentaly. I looked around and was glad to find out that no one was in here. I walked to the door where I was tackled by Pinkie Pie.

As I hit the floor she hit my stomach releasing all the air manually. I made sure I had my breath back before speaking. It was a good thirthy seconds before I did. "What the hell are you doing Pinkie?" I asked wondering why the sudden assualt was neccesary.

She still hadn't let go before she answered. "Just giving my favourite male a hug." Of course as soon as they find out there is a human female then I'm almost out of the picture. Then again it's not like they need me, I'm a Element of Chaos and they're trying to kil me. So all in all, I'm not needed by anyone. I was getting depressed by the sudden realisation and felt my stomach drop. How long before I dissapear for noone to notice. To find my way back later to find out no one cares. "Hey now, don't look so sad, put a smile on that face."

"I got something I need to do." I said before pushing the pink pony off me lightly and getting up. I took one last look at her and started walking. I could see me being depressed affected her. Her puffy mane falling limp and going pinky-grey. I walked away I couldn't make someone so happy so depressed without feeling bad. I began to run as soon as I was out in the hallways I need to get somewhere that nobody could see me, so nobody could catch my tears.

'Dude stop your about to make a mistake.' Iris was sounding desparate now, it seemed almost ominous.

'Funny how you say that when just a second ago you told me I'm a walking mistake machine.' I thought. I was really depressed now. Even my voices were telling me stuff that was offending me, my own realisation brought me to caring about stuff that would usually be something that made me smile, such as a healthy argument. I felt a pang of guilt in my chest, but it wasn't me it was Iris she knew what she said offended me deep down. I just plaster on a fake smile and convince myself it wasn't offensive. These words didn't sound mine, they sounded alien but it was really how I felt.

'Look your not going to get replaced,' I wasn't listening, I was going to get replaced. It was going to happen, I knew it. 'Anna needs you right now and you are just running away.'

'Oh the irony, your using the one person against my idea's who is going to replace me.' I felt Iris realising it, she knew it too. Were just as replacable as the next human that comes to this planet. We wasn't needed here, we're just intergalatic tourist's come just for the reason of being there. I was back at the bottom of the watch tower when I realised I had ran here, tears falling down my cheeks. I climed up the tower just trying to forget hoping this was a dream, none of today happened. Today was a terrible day, I tried to kill someone (even if it was self defence) and I had realised I was replacable even though I thought I was the only human on this planet.

I was up at the top of the tower when I sat down at the edge and stuck my feet over the ledge. It feels nice knowing that you could just end it any second, it feels relaxing.

'Dude, you can't think like that. Just move somewhere else on this planet I doubt they've got humans there.' Iris had a point, but knowing my luck there will be a human there too, just waiting to stop me from living a good life there.

I wasn't about to jump, but I found a bit of peace knowing it was an option. 'You know what Iris, let's try your idea and see where we find.' I thought, trying to make the best out of it. It wasn't working very well, but I hoped it was enough to convince Iris. It would make me happier if they were happy.

'It would be good to stay here with your freinds.' She said less than enthusiastically.The depression was now getting to her.

'What freinds? they think I'm a Element of Harmony thats the only reason they try with me, once they find out they won't want to be freinds anymore.' I was truely convinced on this.

I felt like just freefalling and letting it all go, just to be a bit of trouble to the next civillian to see me paint the pavements. This gave me a chuckle, wow suicidal jokes thats how sad I am.

I'm just sat there staring out at nothing, thinking whatever I'm thinking. I must have been thinking about tv back home (Man I missed it) because I heard a distinct noise from one. I tried to ignore it but I couldn't it seemed to be getting louder. Is this my brain trying to comfort itself, it was too late anyway I was probably crzy now anyway because of the voices in my head. Just as I was getting pissed off the noise stopped. Oh thank god I don't have to bash my brains out agains a brick.

I heard a creek behind me that put me on edge, without thinking in pulled out my revolver and turned aiming at the entity that created the noise. With what I saw my jaw almost dropped. It wasn't my head doing the noises, it was this. The big blue box, the time machine. The T.A.R.D.I.S. Why was it here?

I realised I completly lept away from the edge when I heard it now I was on my feet I walked over to the big blue box and did the one stupidest thing. Knocked on it, well tried. As I brought my fist down to the wood, I got the worst electric shock I had ever felt, fuck man. I heard a chuckle next to me and as I turned I saw a brown stallion with a hour glass as a cutie mark. "That was not smart." He said with a small smile on his face. "You seem to know what the T.A.R.D.I.S is, may I ask how?" He asked.

"Well you from a show from my home, well except your more human." I said.

He seemed to know where I'm from because of his words tipped me off. "Oh your from that universe."

"Do you know it?" I asked getting my hopes up. It would be a way home.

"I'm afraid not, I need the other me's to open up their T.A.R.D.I.S's..." He must have realised that I wouldn't understand this. "Well it's basically I need to have the other Doctor's to open some sort of portal to get into their universe." Oh. He lowered his head a bit. "And since-"

"There's no Doctor in my universe, there's no one to open it." I said interrupting him knowing fully well what the problem was now. He nodded his head for me being correct, he seemed happy for a second maybe because someone knows at least the vauge basics of it. After about 3 millaseconds his smile faultered and he seemed sad again.

I was slowly starting to remember why I was up here and the depression was coming back. "So why are you here then?" I asked.

His mood went dark and I could tell this was realy serious. "There is something you need to see." He said not giving me any details. He pointed a hoof at the side of the T.A.R.D.I.S and opened a door. So the front wasn't the front quite smart. He ushered me in and shut the door behind himself.

He started to flip something and press others, not giving me any detail about where we're going. He was completly silent all the time he was toggling the date and other things. I braced myself for mild motion sickness when he pulled it but nothing, well it was a hell of a lot smoother than on the show. Once we had traveled there the Docter ushered me out and shut the door behind him, again.

I saw Ponyville completly destroyed I ran to the library and opened the door. This was one of the only stable accomadations. I looked inside to find that all the Elements of harmony were there dismembered. Ripped apart limb from limb, limbs scattered the room and there were 6 poles ahead of me. One of the mane 6's head on each. Under their head were there Elements, I walked over and took a closer look they were all broken. Destroyed. I felt my adrenaline rushing and anger flowing through my veins. I looked around and saw a note on the desk it looked like a letter.

I walked over and began to read it out loud. "A man came over earlier looking for Cole but instead of asking directly he asked for his Element. We told him about how Cole had ran away two years earlier and he seemed angry. Very angry. He told us to us to get him back here or the consequences would be devastating, he also told us he would be back in 3 hours and-" The rest of the letter was covered in blood.

I had a tear in my eye again. It was my fault my freinds were dead, it was my fualt their heads were there up on the spikes when it should have been mine.

"That's not all." He took us back to the T.A.R.D.I.S and moved us to Canterlot. No, no! It cant be. Canterlot was in a similar state to Ponyville, but all the ponies that were usually out were slaughtered, they were dismembered, they were blood on my hands. I ran around the blood ridden Canterlot minding where I stepped. There was no heads at all they were all gone, I assume who ever did this was using them as trophies. I sprinted to the castle as fast as my legs could hold me. Once I got to the castle I was met with a shock, all around the castle was the heads that were missing from the ponies. Something else bothered me, there was full foals and fetus's on spikes on the floor in front of the castle. The scene was almost making me throw up, whoever did this was a sick bastard and powerful beyond measures.

I walked into the castle and into the throne room to find two Princess's murdered and stuffed onto their thrones. There was also a couple near the bottom, the was a pink alicorn and a white unicorn. The pink alicorn had a loveheart as her cutie mark and on it was something that shocked me a hand print. A hand print. I looked at it from a different angle and saw that her tail was forcably raised. It almost made me sick, through her stomach she had a spike and her stomach looked swelled, she was pregnant. The spike was the only thing keeping her up.

The unicorn was actually still alive, but he didn't seem to register me, he looked completly frozen by magic and his eyes never left the alicorn. I didn't know what to make of this sight it was hell on earth. This was something only a sick bastard could think of doing let alone doing it. Not even the Holocaust wasn't this bad, this made me sick to my stomach. I wanted to throw up but my body was keeping it down.

My ears perked up as I heard a faint sound from the corner. I walked over to the place I heard it from and I was shocked beyond all measures of what I thought I could be. Right there on the floor was Anna, her dress ripped and her womanhood showing, it looked stretched and forcably entered and it was leaking seamen, her ass had the same handprints on as before. Her chest was rising up and down, she was alive and whimpering. Her legs looked broken and one of her ribs were popping out. I knew I was crying at the scene and I couldn't care less, I ran over to her and grabbed her in my arms, her head was slightly higher than the rest of her body now. When she saw me she looked shocked, she didn't say anything to me and that made me feel guiltier this was my fault. She slowly reached in to my thigh and grabbed my knife, I couldn't stop her even if I wanted to. She desearved to get away from all this trauma. She looked away from me and rammed the the knife into her stomach. Blood splattered out of her mouth, but something was weird about it. It looked too thick. This person had forced himself on not only a pregnant alicorn, but also an innocent girl. I think he did it in all the places he could, but I didn't want to find out.

Once Anna had stopped breathing I pulled the knife out of her stomach and closed her eyes with the other. I put the knife back into the holster and picked up Anna. "Take me back to Ponyville." I commanded, standing up with Anna's corpse over my shoulder.

The Doctor grimaced. "With that thing?" He asked a hoof pointing at the corpse. I gave him the meanist glare I could, which must have been quite scary because me gulped audiably and took him comment back. "I mean with her? Okay then come on, I'll take you back." We got into the T.A.R.D.I.S and he took me back to Ponyville, he knew where I was going because he took me back to near the library.

I had a iron face on the whole time, I couldn't even tell if I had feelings for a while, I just felt empty. I walked into the library and laid Anna down in front of my freinds I took a step back and looked at them. It was one of the most horrerfying things I ever saw. I felt a flood of emotion come back to me and I didn't care to let it out.

I got down on to my hands and knees in a praying position and started to let all my tears out. "I'm so sorry guy's. This is all my fault. If I just trusted that you guys were in need of me I wouldn't have made a rash decision and this wouldn't have happened." I cried and cried. My freinds were dead because of me being useless. Because of me being useless people were brutally murdered and raped. All of Equestria are dead because of me being a dick. "I know that I shouldn't have thought that I would be replaced." I put a hand on Anna's "I know I should have at least tried before leaving." I now hand both hand stretched out onto Anna's left hand. "I know that I should have been the one to die instead."

As I said this I earned a cough off the Doctor, who was wearing a big smile. "You don't know much about time travel do you?" I shook my head, I only watched his show once or twice and I didn't like it really, but I knew who he was because of his show being so popular. "Well there are some things that are locked in place and have to happen." I was about to start crying again, he had given me hope (albeit only a bit) and then smashed it. "This wasn't actually meant to happen so this moment isn't one of them."

He had brought me here so I could make sure this wouldn't happen. Although I wouldn't choose to see this is I had the choice, I'm really glad I did. Now I can remember what happens if I leave. Now I can remember how I can stop this. "The only thing is..." He said his smile faultering. "...You wont remember any of this. It will wipe this from you memory." I still had a full smile on my face this didn't have to happen. Once he saw the smile on my face he was confused. "Are you even listening?"

"Yeah, lets go back." I walked over to him and walked past him, I ushered him out of the room and before I closed the door I whispered to my freinds. "I will make sure your all safe, no matter what."

We walked to the T.A.R.D.I.S and I was feeling very hopeful. I have no clue why but I knew that it was for a reason. The Doctor unlocked the T.A.R.D.I.S and let me in once we were in he started pulling things. "Oh crap." He said, it was out of character, but it was a genuine reaction.

"What?" I asked hoping that it wasn't a 'We can't get back' scenario.

"Were going to be in for a bumpy ride." That for some reason sparked my hope. He put his hoof on a stick and looked at me. "Ready?" I nodded. "Then here we go, hold on to something." He told me, my intuition told me not to. So I didn't. I felt a massive bump that almost knocked me over, I was starting to go lighter and my eyesight was fading white as a heard a ping. My vision hadn't gone yet so I could see it. I pipe was disconnected and looked sharp. I knew what I had to do. I ran over to the makeshift spike and swung my hand down. "What are you-" Everything blasted white as I felt a sharp pain.

I was sat on the tower, feeling depressed yet a bit good. It felt good having to end it all an option. I wasn't going to do it, but it was nice having it as a option. I began to lean back to my hands so I could look up at the night sky. As my hands hit the surface I felt a sharp pain in my right hand. I looked at it and there was blood on it. It was in an 'x' shape, but still quite deep in. Not deep enough to go all the way through, but still deep.

I looked at my hand and smiled. "I forgot nothing."

Author's Note

About this chapter, I felt as if I needed this in and it felt logical for Cole to feel replaced after a new human came. So if you don't like this chapter PM me why. (Unless it's the depressing part or the gore) And I would like someone to teach me how to properly do gory and or sexual scenes, so if you can or know someone who can then tell me.