I was 13 years old. I never had any friends. Everyone at school would bully me because of who I was. My own sister would also make fun of me just because of who I was. I never knew my parents. I had nothing at all. But to help with my depression, i would usually like to watch the cartoon show My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic. The ponies of the show made me smile and helped me with my depression. My life being a Brony is like a disease. Once you've gotten it, there is no going back. I felt so happy when I had ponies all around me. But the only pony that has always been on my mind the most is the cyan pegasus Rainbow Dash. Everywhere I went, she's on my mind. Whenever i get bullied or hurt, she would always pop into my mind. It felt like she was trying to fill my depressed empty sphere with ponies and keep me on my feet. Guess it was because she has always been my favourite. Her amazing talents of performing a sonic rainboom, her loyalty, everything about her. Every night before I go to sleep, I would bend down by my bed, hold my hands together, close my eyes, and pray to her. I would thank her for being a part of my life, but I would also pray for her to come to me and take me away from this world of scum and hatred. The words of my pray were the same words I would use every night.
"Before I lay myself to sleep. I pray for you to take my soul. Allow my soul a better life. If I die in my days, I pray for you to keep my soul".
As I pray and pray for her, she would never appear. Never appeared as a spirit to take my own soul away to such paradise. I began to wonder, maybe she doesn't really like me? Maybe i really am alone? I will never have someone to protect me through these terrible times? One day when i arrived home from school, my sister decided to pull a prank on me by splashing a bucket of water onto my face and then laughed as i slipped onto the floor and suffer only pain. I quickly went into my room, locked the door, and lay on my bed, all soaked with depression. As i curled myself up like some kind of ball, i softly began crying. I felt like my life is nothing. Felt like i should just end my own life. As i slowly gotten up and looked for something suitable to end my life, i heard a voice in the same room as i was. Confused, i twisted my head around and tried to search for the voice. The mysterious voice spoke again, calling my name. As i stopped for a moment, I realized who the voice belonged to. As she said my name again, I realized the voice belonged to the cyan pegasus Rainbow Dash. I began thinking she was speaking to me from the heavens above. I quickly went down beside my bed to pray to her, and hoped i would get a response. As i pray to her, I felt a soft feeling on my shoulder from behind. I looked behind me and i became shocked and speechless, as i gazed my eyes onto the being of the voice. It was Rainbow Dash. She was standing right next to me. As i looked closer at her body, her face, her eyes, I began feeling so happy. As i was being distracted by her enchanting eyes, she moved towards me, wrapped her hoofs around my body, and hugged me tightly. I wrapped my own hands around her and returned the hug. She then whispers into my left ear.
"Don't worry". She softly whispers to me. "You will never be alone. I will always be in your heart. I will always be your guardian angel. I will always
be your own Rainbow, your own angel."
I smiled with happiness filling up my heart and mind. As she released me, she spread her wings and a bright spark began to appear around her. Realizing what is happening, i quickly held onto her foreleg tightly, and looked up at her with my tears falling from my eyes, soaking the floor.
"Please don't..Please don't leave me. Please take me with you. I don't want to be here any more. You're the only one i have. The only one i love."
As she looked down on me, then gave me another hug and whispered into my ear again, and placing a hoof onto where my heart is.
"It's okay. I'll always love you. And i will always be with you. In your heart."
I looked back up to her and smiled, wiping my tears away gently. As i released her, more sparks began to appear again. I blocked my eyes with the palm of my hands, avoiding the brightness of the sparks. As i then uncovered my eyes, she was gone. I began looking down with a little tear filling my eyes again, and fell onto my bed before drifting off to sleep.
The next day, during lunch time at school, i was having a really good meal of sandwiches, apples, water bottles. Suddenly, a group of older looking boys approached me and threw my sandwich away. The leader of the pack looked at me with hate in his eyes, and spoke to me.
"You are the biggest pile of crap ever! No-one likes you. You should just kill yourself!"
I then thought for a moment and stood up in front of them as i frowned, grinding my teeth together and opening my mouth for the bullies to hear my voice.
"You're wrong! I do have someone special whom likes me!"
The leader of the gang stood in silence for a moment before laughing and facing me to speak again.
"Oh really? You're talking about those girl-y little horses?"
"Yeah that't right. And there is nothing you can do about it!".
The bully leader laughed again as he approached me closer, cracking his knuckles together. "Oh really? Well how about we do this!", He said as he delivered a fast rough punch into my stomach. A member of the gang grabbed onto my apple and threw it onto the side of my head. I then fell onto the floor with pain growing around me. The bullies began to kick me, spit on me, strike at me as i began crying for help, but there was no-one else in the room. I softly cried out Rainbow Dash`s name. The bullies laughed at me as i soaked the floor with my own tears of such depression. As i see the leader about to deliver another strike at me, i curled myself up and prepared for the striking. But then after a moment, i didn't feel a strike to me. I didn't feel any-more kicks, punches, spits, anything. I began to wonder what has happened. As i uncurled myself and took a look, i couldn't believe what my eyes are witnessing. The bullies were laying flat on the floor, looking like they fainted. Standing in the centre of them is someone whom i was not expecting to see. It was Rainbow Dash. She came here to protect me. I quickly gotten back up on my feet and delivered a hug to her. She smiled as she returned the hug. As i then gazed into her eyes, she delivered a soft gentle kiss to my right cheek. My face began to blush red a little as i smiled at her. Suddenly, a bright spark appeared and she vanished. I began looking down for a moment before leaving the room. As i opened the school's main door and began walking towards my home, i looked up into the sky with a little smile on my face. I then softly whisper to the sky.
"Thank you, Rainbow Dash. Thank you for being there for me".
Suddenly, i hear a loud noise approaching me. I stopped, looked and had my eyes widen as I realized it was the sound of a car honking at me. I remained in one spot as my body became frozen with fear. I shut my eyes as tight as I could. And then, all was dark.
I could not open my eyes, and only see through the blackest hole, with my body paralysed. I began hearing a lot of chattering all around me. As I opened my eyes slowly, i realized i was being moved to a hospital. All the doctor and nurses rush around me, hoping to save me. As I try to move my body, i felt nothing but pain and suffering. As the doctors and nurses moved my weak paralysed body into a room with bright lights all around, began to cry. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to get hurt like this. The pain, the suffering, the depression, i wanted it all to end. Then I doctors then left the room, leaving me all alone connected to these machines. As I hear the beeping of a life support machine, I began feeling weak. My life is slowly passing away, and everything began to disappear around me. But then, suddenly, i saw a light glowing in front of me from above. I gazed into the light, as it glows brighter and brighter, like I was being approached by the sun. I gaze closer into the light and saw something approaching me slowly, flapping its wings. I began to wonder if it was an angel coming to take my soul to heaven. As the mysterious figure approached closer to me, it revealed its face and body to me. I became suddenly happy as i realized who the mysterious stranger is and what is happening. It was Rainbow Dash. She has come here to take me away. As i hear one last sound of the life support machine's beeping, the cyan pegasus wrapped her hoofs around me, and flew back into the light, taking my soul away from my lifeless body. The room i was in, the doctors i have seen, all have disappeared. I was in a bright glowing area, being held close to the heart of Rainbow Dash. I looked up to her and gazed into her enchanting eyes, breathing slowly and gently. She opens her mouth as she began to speak to me.
"It's okay. I'll always be with you. I will always love you. And I will always be your rainbow, your angel".
I smiled with such happiness as she held my soul close to her heart, like a mother holding a baby close to her. I close my eyes and remained close to her, knowing we are truly together now. But then, suddenly, everything around me began to freeze. I felt a shiver running around my soul. As I looked at the cyan pegasus in confusion, I began to be blown away from her. Then, everything became pitch black. As I slowly open my eyes, I tear up as I realize what has happened. The doctors and nurses have brought me back to my home world. "No", I softly whisper to myself, as tears roll down my face. I slowly look up into the ceiling and softly whisper Rainbow Dash's name. When i was about to shut my eyes and drift off into a sleep of pain and depression, I felt something laying on my belly. When I looked down, i became speechless as I saw a ghostly figure of the cyan pegasus girl laying on me. She smiles at me and opens her mouth to speak. she says to me "I will always be with you". I smiled happily as she gently rests her head on me, and begins to sleep like a beautiful baby. I let out a soft chuckle and slowly close my own eyes to drift off into a deep sleep, happily as the pegasus girl sleeps along and will always be my rainbow, my angel.
the end...
