Out of Control

Damn, who never knew that being suspended from school can be so boaring. It's been a day now and you just stayed quiet till you get back to school. Not saying a single word for three days? Who are you? Michael Myers? I don't think so. You just sat there playing video games, eating pizza whenever you're hungry, but you didn't watched TV cause you don't hardly watch TV.But instead, you watched a movie. You decide to watch a movie called "Into The Storm." Which has been out for a couple of months now. And hey, it's a really good movie. I wonder what your friends are up to right now."

***

At Canterlot High.

"HE DID WHAT?!?!" Rarity asked in shocked.

"He beat the living hell out of him yesterday." Said Rainbow taking a bite out her mashed potatoes.

"Why would he do something like that?" Said Fluttershy. "He's a really sweet boy."

"I have no idea." Sunset Shimmer said as she's still pretty shocked at what happened, and what happened at the concert.

"Well whatever it is. Ah'm sure he'll get over it. Ah hope." Said Applejack taking a bite out of her apple.

"Me too." Said Pinkie as she's worried. "Why did he go off like that?"

Everyone looks at Twilight. She barley touched her food. Is she upset at what happened yesterday? She just sat there, not saying anything. She looks up as her friends looked at her. "Look, I don't know what's going on with him. Alright?" She said as if she's angry at you.

"Alright Twilight." Said Rainbow as she and the others went back to eating there food. Twilight feels down on how bad you really beat Flash. You probably hurt her and as she just stares at her food, just poking it with her fork. She can't stop thinking about you as she really knows whats going on with you.

"Hey Twilight? Wh-What's up."

"Oh hey."

She remembers that you were always smiling when she was near you. And she starts to think some more.

"We can't."

"Wh-What? Why not?"

"OH THAT'S IT!!! THAT'S IT MOTHER FUCKER I'M KICKING YOUR ASS!!! YOU LOUD STUPID MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!"

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT MOTHER FUCKERS!?!?!"

"Nothing."

As Twilight just sits there thinking. She probably knows what's going on with you. She even had that thought when you beat Flash up. She thinks that it's when she said no to you, and it's eating you up. That's probably why you beat flashes friend up. And also the reason you almost killed Flash. Now she might know what's going on with you.

***

The afternoon rolls in. You just sat there in the living room couch with your parents not saying a single word. You haven't said a word since yesterday. Nope. Not a single word has came out of your mouth. You sat there, arms crossed, head down, quiet as a mouse. You haven't even touched your guitar ever since you got suspended. You went back up to your room.

"Hey buddy, where are you going?" Your dad calls as he's trying to get your attention. "You wanna go to guitar center?" He asked as he heard your door slam shut. "Guess not." He said as he got back reading his newspaper. You just didn't feel like going anywhere right now. Not even to the place that feels like heaven? Heaven that's full of guitars and drums and what not? You just don't wanna leave the house. Well, at least your dad tries to cheer you up. But it doesn't work.

A knock appears at your door. "Hey buddy?" Your mom calls out. You ignored it. "Wait here." Your mom said to someone outside your room. She walks to your bed and sits down beside you. "Someone's here to see you." You look at her as in 'Who the fuck is it?' look. She walks to the door and opens it. You still didn't look up, you didn't bother to, and you didn't want to. You hear footsteps approach you until you see someone standing beside your bed. It's Twilight.

You hear your mom shut the door, leaving you two alone. She sits right beside you as you didn't look into her eyes.

"Hey buddy. You okay?" Said Twilight trying to get your attention.

"..."

"I think I know why you're like this." She said as you still didn't look at her. You try your best to pretend to ignore her.

'Don't talk to her. She's just trying to snap you out of it bro.' You think to yourself.

"Listen. I get that you like me. It just wont work with you and me and..." She pauses when that look of anger comes back and you're breathing really hard, and tears running down your cheeks. You still didn't look at her. You think that she's saying this cause Flash's in the hospital after you beat him up. A smile still didn't form on your face. "I just... Is that why you beat him up?" Twilight's voice turns into a crack. You just lie there, tears in your eyes, breathing really hard. You turn over not making eye contact. You beat him up cause he wanted to help you, and it's because you're deeply in love with Twilight.

She places a hand o your arm and she rubs it. Feeling her warm hand against your skin. It still doesn't get your attention. "You were always so happy and so sweet. What happened? Is it something I said a few days ago? Cause if it is, i can help you with it." Hearing that just makes you want to run out of your own house. You still didn't say anything, this is driving you nuts. All you can think of is to yell at her 'GET OUT!!'

But you didn't dare to speak. She just rubs your arm like you're a cat and she's enjoying the soft fur. But the cat (which is you) is just laying there, not saying a single word. But tears are running down your face on how aggressive you've been. "I can help you. We can help you, just... please?"

'Who's we?' You think to yourself. "We're not mad at you for what happened. We were just surprised on how you went off on someone like that. Can you just give us a chance to help you? Like... is there any other girl you like?" You just shake your head. Apparently, it's just her that you like. No one else. "So it's just me?" You nod your head. She gets it now. You only like her, no one else. And you wouldn't be more than happy to be with her. But she's not ready for you.

"Well. It was nice talking to you." She said as she got up from your bed, and she walked off. "I hope you get to feeling better." She said as she shut the door behind her.

You shut your eyes tight, and you feel tears running down your face as Twilight can hear you sobbing from the other side of the door. And she just went home.

***

"How'd it go?" Rainbow asked driving Twilight home.

"Not as I expected." She said as she feel really bad for you. "He wouldn't say anything. He just stayed quiet, I couldn't get him to speak."

"Is there any other girl he likes?"

Twilight shakes her head. "Just me." She said in a quiet voice.

"*sigh* I really hope he snaps out of it."

"Me too Rainbow."

Their really worried about you. They think that you might go off and kill somebody one day, but that can probably wait until you return to school.