I look up in the night sky and i think, what a beauty... the bright stars and the moon light up the cruel world. Such a cruel world, but yet so beautiful. How is that so? How can something so so cruel look so beautiful? i then look at my self. only if....just only if, that light would show on me. nothing...just nothing ...only darkness fills my sole. The hatred and not loving, yet... i ask my self. Why? Why do yest still to care? Why do want to help and protect? Is there still light in me? Am i not yet dead inside? As i look back on my past, i remember, the fear. LET GO!! PLEASE!! LET GO!! GAAAA!!! MY EARS!!! STOP!! NOW!!! HELP! OH GOD HELP ME!111 SOME ONE HELP!!! I hold my head and cry. Why...Why did my mum do that to me. look what she made me in to. i look in a mirror, LOOK AT ME! SHE MADE ME IN A MAD MAN! I cry harder. Heh..... i thought i lost the tears. i decide i look up one last time. Why?
"YOUR WEAK!!! U CANT BEAT ME!!" I look at her in disgust. Fight? What's the point? I stood there confused, am I enemy? Or... No, I am most sure that she thinks of me as a foe and not her child. " Fine.... Your right. You win. But there is, however; one thing you forgot.... I never give up." In my head, I saw a big dark shadow form over her and growing... No, it was real, that shadow was real. I pulled out my sonicscrewdriver and tried to scare her away. Nothing. Well the only option I had left was to run and to run like hell. I took a glimps behind me (wish I hadent) I tripped on a pot hole in the road. "Stay back! I'm warning you!" She stood over me laughing. I saw madness in her eyes and then I knew, I had no choice but to take her out. I stood up and I looked at my coat, grey. My eyes grew as I say my darkness come out. " ha ha ha . Now u see, your just like me" she stood in a way that made me sick. "IM NOTHING LIKE YOU!" I charged with rage but now, this time everywhere went dark.
"NOOOOOOOO!!!!" I woke up in a cold sweat. The controle room was lit up in the tardis. I messed with some nobs to calm my self down
"Doctor? Y-you ok?" A grey mare came out of one of the rooms
"Yes..... I'm fine"
"O-ok..." She looked at me with a worried face " doctor... Don't run from them, b-be brilliant "
I looked at her and then back at the panels
" ya"
