beauty of sound

by shadowwolf101

Rating: everyone
Tags: Slice of Life, Sad, Romance
Length: 5831

Applejack plays guitar and is really good to. When will anyone else know?

On her free time when she's alone applejack will go to a secluded spot in town to play guitar. Little did she know that other ponies could here it. Applejack's friends couldn't stop going on about the mystery music, not to mention everypony else either. Everypony fell in love with the music and some even went so far as to say they loved the artist….. even though she was a mystery.

Applejack wants it to stay that way, but one colt intends to find this mystery musician.

(takes place years in the future, the rest of the mane six are married or dating and some even have kids)
(RD x soarin, Pinky x cheese, Rarity x trenderhoof, Fluttershy x Big Mac, Twilight x caramel)

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2016-01-06 19:04:54 UTC

The Guitar

           An orange mare with a long blond mane and tail done up in a hair tie wore a cloak as she walked down the dirt road to Ponyville. It wasn't really cold but under the cloak was a guitar case, This was a secret that she would never let anyone else see. Not even her friends knew she possessed a guitar, much less could play it. Applejack sighed as she walks down the path gazing up at the sunset as she went. Shortly before she reached town Applejack turned off the path and headed for a hill overlooking Ponyville; it wasn't to far off but she always went up there to play. Only she knew the way up to this hill and it would be a secret that she intended to take to her grave.

            Applejack sat down and gazed out at the town before undoing the clip on her cloak and taking it off. She then removed the guitar case from her back and set it in front of her. It was a simple black case with a gold design on it shaped like an apple with the words 'family forever' written under it in neat cursive. She unlocked the case and opened it to reveal a beautiful wooden acoustic guitar with a black pick guard near the sound hole that had a similar elegant apple design as the case on it. There was a wooden bridge with a metal saddle and six steel strings. The head had six silver tuning strings and the word 'apple' written in gold paint across the top.

           A smile creeped across the farmpony's face as she gazed at the beautiful instrument and carefully removed it from the case. She laid one hoof under the neck resting on the frets and the other on the bridge of the guitar in easy reach of the strings. She gazed at the sun as it dipped below the horizon and looked down at the guitar in her hooves. Applejack took a deep breath and sighed as the stress of the day began to wash out. She began strumming the strings to test them once, twice, stop. She took another deep breath and began to play. Each note rang clear through the air as it created a song. Not long after she started to sing along to it. "Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go..."

            Thunderlane was out for a fly, just peacefully letting the day go as he watched the sun dip low in the sky. His ears perked up when he heard... Guitar? 'where is that coming from?' Next thing he heard was a mare singing along to the guitar tune. "So make the best of this test and don't ask why. It's not a question but a lesson learned in time..." He listened as the song went on completely entranced by the music as he landed on a cloud and settled in just listening. Thunderlane remained completely silent, fearing he'd interrupt the song with his presence and make whoever it was playing stop.

             Everything seemed to stop for just that moment as all the birds went silent and the crickets quieting down despite it being a warm night. The music rang clear on the wind and Thunderlane noticed that some of the other ponies walking on the outskirts of town heard the music as well and a couple even stopped to listen.  It was only a few minutes before the music ended and everypony returned to their business. Thunderlane sighed as he took off into the sky again, the music ringing clear in his mind. "I must find who that musician is some day..." He returned home that night and went to check up on his little brother, Rumble. He cracked the door of the colts room and peaked in to see him asleep. Satisfied, Thunderlane walked to his room and laid down on the bed, closing his eyes and falling asleep.

            Applejack sighed as a peaceful smile crossed her face and she got to her hooves. She returned the guitar to it's case and strapped it to her back before grabbing her cloak from the ground. She linked the cloak around herself, once again concealing the instrument as she pulled up her hood. Applejack turns back the way she came and trots home. The sounds of the birds and the crickets slowly return as she walks, the only other thing penetrating the otherwise quiet night was the clopping of her hooves on the dirt path. She took a deep breath of the crisp night air as the farm house came into view over the horizon.

            Upon reaching the farm house she quietly stepped in to find the room empty as her family had gone to sleep. She smiled and walked up the stairs to her room and hanging her cloak up on a hook next to the door. She slid her guitar under her bed and laid down gazing up at the ceiling. Applejack let herself sink into the comfort of her bed as she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Spread the Word

          Thunderlane awoke the next morning and yawned as he slowly climbed out of bed, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He trotted out of his room and walked into the kitchen to make breakfast for him and his little brother. He pulled out the pancake mix and the milk, along with a bowl. Thunderlane grabbed a spoon and poured the contents into the bowl as he started to cook. Something not many ponies knew about him was that he actually was a great cook and really enjoyed it to. He was pouring the mix into a skillet when his little brother trotted out of his room, "Hey, rumble. Sleep well?"

          The small, light grey pegasus nodded, "yeah I slept fine. Anything interesting happen when you were out flying last night?"

          "Something amazing happened," he said with an involuntary sigh.

           Rumble cocked his head to the side, raising an eyebrow at his brother's odd behavior. "What was it?"

           "I heard somepony playing guitar and singing to it. It was the most amazing thing I've ever heard in my entire life."

           "Do you know who it was?"

           Thunderlane shook his head, "I wish." A smile crossed his face as he thought back to the beautiful music he'd listened to just the night before. He returned his attention to cooking so he wouldn't burn it and flipped the pancakes, "Go ahead and set the table." Rumble obeyed and walked over to the drawer, grabbing the silverware. He flew up to the cupboard and grabbed the plates and cups before landing, though it was still a bit shaky. "Your getting better," Thunderlane said as he had watched the small pegasus.

           "You really think so?" Rumble asked looking up at his older brother.

          Thunderlane smiled and put the pancakes on the plate as he wrapped a wing around his little brother. "Yup, pretty soon your gonna be the best flier in school." Thunderlane smiled as Rumble hugged him. He pulled the small pegasus into a little hug, "dad would be proud." Rumble smiled and released him to finish setting the table. Thunderlane returned to making breakfast and soon was piling the pancakes onto each plate.

          Rumble sat down and started to shovel the food into his mouth. Thunderlane chuckled, "slow down or you'll choke." Rumble said nothing and took a large gulp of his drink before continuing to shovel in food. Thunderlane couldn't help but laugh as he started to eat his breakfast as well.

          When they finished their meal, Rumble grabbed his bags and left for school while Thunderlane rinsed off the breakfast dishes to be washed at the end of the day with everything else. He dried his hooves and trotted out of the house, flying towards the weather factory for work. Thunderlane soon saw a cyan pegasus with a rainbow mane fly up next to him as they flew to work. "Hey Lane, better be ready to work hard today."

          Thunderlane nodded. "Hey dash, what's today supposed to be like?"

          "Preparing for a downpour tomorrow to make up for last week. We need Ponyville AND Sweet Apple Acres covered by the end of the day. The team didn't put clouds over the orchard last week and AJ got pretty upset about it. Don't screw up this time." Dash gave him an intimidating stare before flying away.

          Thunderlane shuddered, "she's terrifying sometimes..." He continued flying on when he met up with cloud chaser while Ditzy Doo flew past, almost crashing into him... Again. He chuckled and shook his head. 'she means well... She just needs to work on her coordination and landings.' Thunderlane flew up to cloud chaser, "hey cloud."

          The light purple pegasus smiled, "Hey Thunderlane. What are we doing today?"

          "Preparing for a downpour tomorrow to make up for last week's epic fail. I just got chewed out about not getting Sweet Apple Acres... Rainbow was not happy about that one."

          Cloud Chaser chuckled, "maybe so but it could've been worse. You should thank her, that could've been an angry Apple hounding you about the mistake."

           Thunderlane shuddered, "don't even joke like that. I've seen plenty of ponies on the receiving end of her anger and I don't want that to be me." Cloud Chaser nodded and they soon reached the weather factory. Plenty of thick, dark rainclouds were already prepped and ready to be moved. The Earth Ponies on the ground were tearing down the loose tree branches and potential hazards while the pegasi moved the clouds. "Wanna help me get Sweet Apple Acres?" Thunderlane asked.

          Cloud Chaser nodded, "Sure, I'll help." They each grabbed a cloud and flew off to the famous apple orchard. When they reached the orchard, Thunderlane and Cloud Chaser saw about eight other pegasi with clouds. "Looks like Rainbow Dash is making extra sure Sweet Apple Acres is covered first."

          "Well when the cloud maker malfunctioned and we only had half of Ponyville covered there were barely enough clouds for a light drizzle. We didn't even get Sweet Apple Acres and Applejack needs the rain here so the trees get water." Cloud Chaser looked at Thunderlane and nodded at his explanation as they went about spreading the clouds with three other pegasi while the rookies flew back and fourth with the clouds. "Hey Cloud, did you hear the guitar last night?"

          Cloud shook her head. "No but I heard a few ponies talking about it... Did you?" Thunderlane nodded and she was instantly curious. "Really?! What was it like? Think it'll be there again tonight? Can I go? Where did you hear it?"

           Thunderlane had to raise his hoof for silence to stop the onslaught of questions before she could go any further. He chuckled and said, "yes really. It was amazing. Yes. Yes, and I'll show you after work." He said, answering each in the exact order that they were asked. The two shared a laugh and heard the characteristic bash of hooves against a tree as an apple rolled out into their veiw.

           Applejack walked out from the tree to pick up a loose apple when she noticed the two pegasi and the clouds. "Bout' time we got some rain here!" She called up with a smile. "Its hotter out here than Apploosa in July!" She chuckled as she wiped the sweat from her forehead. Thunderlane chuckled and pulled a small chunk of the gray cloud off and chucked it at Applejacks face. It busted, splashing her with icy rain water and cooling her off. Applejack let out a satisfied sigh and laughed, "thanks for that! Now ah better get back to work." The orange mare picked up the apple and turned, trotting back off into the trees.

           About halfway through the day, all the other pegasi came flying to the orchard with all the leftover clouds from Ponyville. Thunderlane and Cloud Chaser gazed out over the small village, now dark with the promise of rain sometime that night and expected to last all of tomorrow. The two friends then turned to the large orchard, which had a decent chunk of it dark with clouds. They were beyond grateful that the rest of the team was able to help. There were about forty members all together in the small town's weather factory. This put them at a bit of a disadvantage considering the pegasi had not only the town to cover, but the apple orchard as well. To cover the entire orchard in the time period they were given would usually take the whole team.

           Everyone was taking a short lunch break, sitting in their little groups on clouds and chatting. Cloud Chaser was pounding Thunderlane with questions about the guitarist and a few of the other pegasi flew over to listen to his answers, all equally as curious since they weren't there to hear it. Rainbow Dash flew over, wondering why everypony was over there. "Hey, whats going on here? The last time a crowd like this gathered Cloud judo flipped Thunderlane." The grey pegasus' face turned bright red as laughter erupted from the pegasi around him.

           When Cloud Chaser finally got over her laughing fit she looked at Rainbow Dash. "Thunderlane was telling us about the mystery musician, he heard somepony playing guitar and singing last night."

           The cyan pegasus nodded and sat down. "Yeah, I heard a few others talking about that to. I bet it was awesome! Think they'll be there again tonight? I wonder who it is..." She placed her hoof under her chin and thought for a moment. "I'll think about it while we work, lunch break over!" Thunderlane sighed and lowered his head. He grumbled before reluctantly getting up and going back to work.

           Rainbow jumped when she felt somepony wrap their hooves around her from behind, letting out a short high pitched squeak. She turned to see her coltfriend, Soarin and the two laughed. "So anything interesting happen while I was gone?"

           "Yesterday somepony was heard playing guitar so I was told." She said with a chuckle.

           "Really? Who?"

           "Nopony knows. I haven't heard it myself so I'm not sure if their exaggerating the talent this pony has or if it's actually as good as they say. I'm gonna go see if I can hear them play tonight." Rainbow said, not hiding the excitement of something new. "It's been a while since anything interesting happened here."

           Soarin chuckled, "well there's an opening in the next show if you want a spot. The junior bolts are trying out for a permanent spot on the team next month."

           "I know, I'm really excited."

           "So what happens to the weather factory then? You can't work here when your a wonderbolt, you'll be gone to often."

           "I'll have tryouts to see who could best qualify to take over managing this place."

           Thunderlane heard that last bit and perked up, working more alertly. 'maybe I have a chance to prove to her that I could run the weather factory...' He worked tirelessly the rest of the day, trying his best to restrain from the lazy habits he'd developed the past few years

          After work, Thunderlane led Cloud and Rumble to where he was at when he heard the music. They all sat down on a cloud and Rumble spoke up. "So... This is where you heard that musician?"

          Thunderlane nodded, "yeah. Whoever they are... They should be here again soon if they come out tonight."

          Cloud and Rumble looked at each other and shrugged as they settled into the cloud. The two had a feeling this would be a long wait.

           Applejack trudged up to the top of the hill overlooking the peaceful town and sat down, once again pulling out the beautiful guitar from the case as she settled against a tree trunk. She placed the guitar on her lap and positioned her hooves on the instrument. She ran her hoof along the neck, finally settling it two frets from the top as she began to hum a tune her mother would sing to her when she was a filly. "You would not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies, lit up the world as I fell asleep..." She began strumming on the guitar as the day melted away in her music.

'Ah can't think of a better way to end the day...'

          "Cause they'd fill the open air..."

          Thunderlane jumped up as he heard the melodic voice once again. "I told you she'd come!"

          Cloud and rumble, who had since fallen asleep from boredom, jumped and looked around frantically. They stiffened as they too heard the voice and slowly relaxed, entranced by the melody. "And leave teardrops everywhere..."

           Thunderlane couldn't help but let a triumphant smirk cross his face. 'I knew it! I just knew she would come back!'

           "You'd think me rude but I would just stand and... Stare..." Thunderlane listened happily as the guitar complimented the song nicely, making it one of the most beautiful things he'd ever heard.

Proofread by CowgirlVK

Old Friends and Anniversaries

         Applejack awoke to the familiar sound of the rooster and sighed. Lazily, she grabbed her stetson from the nightstand as she reluctantly got out of bed. She placed the stetson on her head and grudgingly trudged down the stairs to the breakfast table, letting out a long, tired sigh. Today was not a good day for her. Granny Smith and Big Mac glanced up silently, both seeming just as down trodden. Applebloom looked uncomfortable, like always when the family got like this. She forced a bright smile, trying to drain the tension from the room and cheer them up. "Mornin' sis.”

           Applejack looked at Applebloom and silently stepped towards her, pulling her into a hug. "Mornin' AB... Y'all just keep smilin' fer me today, ok? Ah'm sorry, I know it's uncomfortable for ya seein' us all like this."

            Applebloom began to tear up and looked at Applejack. "AJ... Can ah ask ya somethin?"

            Applejack hesitated, knowing exactly where this would go. 'No... Ya can't deny it this time Applejack... It's time...' after a long moment of silence she nodded, "course ya can sugarcube... I'll answer whatever question you have..."

          "What happened... What happened to them?" She looked up at Applejack, a longing to know showed in her eyes.

          Applejack's ears pinned back as she turned her gaze to the floor. "I think it'd be best ta do this after breakfast... I'll take ya to visit em and... I-I'll tell ya the story then alright?"

          Applebloom nodded and broke the embrace as she turned to her breakfast. Applejack sighed and sat down between her and Big Mac. Granny Smith looked at her and a sad, approving smile crossed her face. Applejack just looked down at her pancakes and began to eat. Breakfast was quiet and when it was finished, Big Mac was helping Applebloom wipe down the table and counters while Applejack was helping Granny Smith do the dishes when a knock was heard at the door. Applejack sighed and set her washcloth down as she moved to the door. "Ah'm comin!" She called out.

            Applejack opened the door to see a surprising sight at the door. "Rara...? What are y'all doin' here?"

            The pale, mint colored earth mare smiled, "hey AJ. I thought I'd drop in for a surprise visit today... You know..."

          Applejack looked down and nodded. Rara knew about her parents and about what had happened. She had been the one to convince Applejack to pick her guitar back up as a filly in camp friendship.

Applejack was at the pier looking out at the lake, a guitar sitting beside her. She glanced at it and snarled as she stood up. "Stupid guitar! Ah don't need ya! Ah don't need ‘em! They just left!" She picked up the beautiful guitar that was almost to big for her and looked out over the lake.

Applejack closed her eyes, ready to throw the guitar into the lake. Suddenly, it was snatched from her grasp. "AJ what are you doing?!"

Applejack looked up startled, then glared at her new friend."Hey! Rara! Give that back!"

"You were about to throw it in the river!"

"Ah don't need it!" Applejack yelled, "Ah don't need it! Ah don't need them!"

Rara looked at her distressed friend, "AJ... What do you mean 'you don't need them'? Who are 'them'?"

Applejack looked down, tears in her eyes and streaming down her cheeks. She opened her mouth to speak but nothing came out so she closed it again and held her gaze to her hooves. Rara gently set the guitar aside and pulled Applejack into a hug. "Please tell me..." She said quietly, worry and wonder in her voice.

The little, orange filly buried her face into her friend's chest and sobbed, "m-ma a-a-and... P-pa..." She stuttered. "T-they... They left!" She said between the sobbing.

Rara hugged her friend tighter. "It's ok..." She turned her gaze to the guitar where she got a good look at a gold apple symbol on it. When Applejack finally calmed down enough to speak, Coloratura pulled away and looked at her. "Why were you trying to throw it away?" She pointed to the instrument.

Applejack sniffed and looked at the guitar. "It was a gift... The last one ah got from them before-" She squeezed her eyes shut as more tears threatened to fall down her face. "-Before they left-"

Rara thought for a moment. "Could you play a little for me?"

          Had it not been for her, the guitar would probably be at the bottom of the lake. Applejack would have gotten rid of her most prized possession in a single moment. The other fillies and colts had since forgotten that Applejack could play, they were more amazed at Rara's singing than Applejack's guitar. She stepped out of the house and pulled her friend into a hug. "Thank you for comin' Rara..."

             Rara smiled and hugged her back. "No problem AJ... So, are you going-you know?"

           She nodded, "yeah... Ah'm gonna tell AB what happened..."

             "You sure you're ready for that AJ?" Concern glistened in the old friend’s eyes.

             "Yeah... Ah gotta tell her sooner or later..."

              Rara nodded and Apple Bloom came out. "Ya ready to go si-" her eyes widened, "Countess Coloratura! You're here!?"

              She chuckled. "Just Rara AB. I came to visit Applejack. You ready to go?" She asked Applejack.

            "Yeah, let's go..." Applejack sighed and looked at her hooves. "This is gonna be hard..."

            Rara nodded in understanding and gave her one more quick hug before the three started walking down the path towards Ponyville. The air was tense and the walk silent. It was a little unnerving for Applebloom, she was finally going to know what happened... But was she truly ready to know? "...A-Applejack...?" She said uncomfortably.

             Applejack looked at her younger sister. "Yeah Apple Bloom?"

            The little yellow filly looked at her hooves. "Ah'm scared..."

            The orange farm mare sighed and pulled Apple Bloom close to her as they walked. "Ah know... It's ok sugarcube. If ya want, the story can wait till next year."

           Apple Bloom shook her head. "No. A-ah wanna know what happened now..."

             Applejack nodded silently and nuzzled the young filly comfortingly as she looked at Rara. She was the only one, other than Big Macintosh and Granny smith that knew the full story. The walk was tense but they soon reached the graveyard. Applejack walked past the rows of gravestones, closely followed by Rara and Apple Bloom.

            It took ten minutes for them to reach the two stones. They were marked as Annie and Cortland Apple, both having their cutie marks engraved on the stone. Annie's was an apple tree and Cortland's was a single apple. Applejack sat down and pulled Apple Bloom close to her while Rara sat next to her. "Ready Apple Bloom?"

              Apple Bloom was hesitant but nodded as she settled into Applejack's comforting hug. "Yeah... Ready as ah'll ever be..."             Applejack nodded and began. "Alright. It all started the day you were born..."

Annie was coughing into her foreleg with her other hoof resting on her bulging belly. Sweat glistened on the maternal mare from a heavy fever and her bloated stomach bounced like a bowl of jelly from her hacking cough. Slowly, the sick mare settled back into her pillows, trying to relax. She was weak, and the foal was due any day now. Annie sat in her bed with a cold cloth resting on her forehead, propped up in a sitting position against the wall with the pillows for cushions. Sweat was beading down her face, staining her pink coat and her red mane stuck to her face, disheveled from being left unkempt for so long. Suddenly the bedroom door opened to reveal a large yellow stallion with an orange mane. He was carrying a bowl of soup on a tray with a glass of apple juice resting on it.

"Hey Honey, how ya feeling?" The stallion asked gently as he walked over and set the tray down in front of her. It broke his heart to see her like this. "Ma made ya lunch."

Annie smiled weakly up at her husband. "That's sweet of her. But you know it won't do any good."

"Don't talk like that, ya’ll get better, ah know it!" Cortland said as he held up the spoon.

The bedridden mare let him feed her and shook her head. "Ah heard the doctor Cortland. Ah know he said ah wouldn't make it. That doesn't matter though as long as lil' Bloom here lives." She patted and rubbed her stomach.

Cortland hung his head and picked up the spoon as he carefully fed the sick mare. "Gotta eat more an' ya do if ya want her to make it," he said as he coaxed the spoon into her mouth.

Annie sighed and slowly ate the meal as it was given. She ate less and less as the days wore on, her appetite lacking greatly over the past couple of days.

          "So ma died cuz' a me?..." Apple Bloom trailed off at the end, sadness in her voice as tears welled up in her eyes.

            Applejack hugged her sister tightly and shook her head. "Course not sugarcube... It was gonna happen whether we liked it or not an' ma knew full well. Now, 'bout a week after that, ma went into labor and had you... She was mighty weak after the birth and she'd lost a lot a blood... Died shortly thereafter."

          Apple Bloom sniffled and looked up at her big sister, who she could tell was trying to stay strong for her. "W... What about pa?..." She was hesitant, almost didn't want to know but Applejack knew she would find out eventually and sighed. "Pa... Over the next couple a years wasn't doin' to great. He... He gave in ta alcohol and-and violence.Then one day..."

Applejack was hauling a load of apples into the barn, by now she was almost a teenager and was developing her muscles and figure, losing her baby looks but still obviously looked to be just a kid. She was growing into what would be a beautiful young mare. From a burn on her back leg, she was just slightly limping.. The young farmer made her way nervously to the barn. She took a shuddered breath as she placed a hoof on the barn door, trembling in fear as she braced herself for the worst.

It'd been three years since her mother's death, as of today, and she knew he would be more hostile than ever.

Cortland wasn't allowed to be alone with Apple Bloom for fear of what he'd do to the small foal. She was about three years old so she would be to young to remember anything about him beyond her big brother and sister often having new injuries that she didn't understand. That's how the two Apple siblings planned to keep it.

Applejack closed her eyes andgulped as she slowly pushed the door open. "P-pa... A-ah'm sorry ah'm l-late.." She peaked open an eye to look at him and what the young mare saw left her frozen in fear. Her pupils turned to pinpricks at the horrific sight. Her father was completely still. He hung by his neck, from the thick rope in the middle of the barn that hauled hay into the rafters. His sightless eyes bore into her soul. Applejack screamed and pulled the door shut as she took off down the path.

Big Macintosh had heard the shrill scream. Stepping into the path, he blocked his panicked sister. In a flurry of tears, she tackled himto the ground. Finally, they stopped. Applejack was on top of him, a sobbing mess. The stallion moved into a sitting position and pulled his distraught sister into a hug. "Shhh... It's alright..."

She tried to form words but it came out as unintelligible rambling. Tears streaming down her face she shook her head, her body trembling as she threw herself into his grasp.

Big Mac comforted his sister as his alarm grew., Applejack wasn’t the sort to just start ballin’ her eyes out.He started to ponder on what could've shaken her up so badly. Could it have been... No. This was more panicked and frightened than even that. Taking a breath to steady his own nerves, he gently started rocking her back and forth in an attempt to calm her down.

It was a full hour before she was finally able to at least form words so Big Mac decided to ask now. "What happened, AJ...?" He was hesitant about wanting the answer. The young orange mare mumbled quietly, forming unintelligible words as she started to panic again.

"AJ, yer’ gunna have ta speak up an’ say it slowly.” Big Mac soothed.

"P-p-pa! I-i-it's Pa..." She whispered quietly as the sobs began to grow again. "H-he..."

Big Macintosh felt rage boil up in him. If that pony had tried to beat her so brutally that she ran he-

"He's dead..." She finally managed to say.

Big Mac’s head jerked upwards, his body frozen.  "What!?"

She sniffled. "H-he killed 'imself..."

At those words, Big Mac hefted his sister onto his back and made his way towards the barn, knowing she was to upset to do much still and he wasn't about to leave her alone. He was the stallion now. He had been since their father fell apart and would continue to be so now. He reached the barn and pushed it open to see the same thing Applejack had only to see the young mare bury her face into his neck, not wanting to look at the sight. Big Mac hesitantly stepped closer and noticed a note on the ground below the hanging body and picked it up. He began reading it out loud so Applejack could hear.

To whomever finds this note, I need to tell my kids something.

I need to tell them I'm sorry...

 I need to tell them I was wrong...

Now that I am thinking clearly, I see no coming back from this...

There is only one solution...

I'm coming my love  ~Cortland Cheshire Apple

PS, take care of lil Apple Bloom... I love you all.

            Applejack fought back tears as she looked down upon her weeping sister. She didn't like seeing Apple Bloom like this. In some way, however, a giant weight was lifted from her chest. There were no more secrets with the young apple. No longer did darkness shroud this dismal time.. Despite everything that happened during those three years, both she and Big Mac still loved their Pa dearly. It indeed was a hard blow to take.

            Later that night, Applejack and Rara had walked back to the farmhouse with a passed out Apple Bloom on Applejack's back. The poor filly had cried herself to sleep a mere half hour before.

          Quietly, Applejack tiptoed up the steps and put the young filly to bed. She grabbed her guitar case and walked to the hill, closely followed by Rara. "Thanks fer comin' ta visit Rara."

            "No problem Applejack." The young music artist pulled her friend into a quick hug and then looked at the guitar case as she watched Applejack open it. "You still have it?"

          "Only ‘cause of you. If ya’ hadn’t ' knocked some sense inta me-" Applejack removed the guitar and got into her sitting position. She tested some of the strings before taking a deep breath and beginning to play.

          The notes were sad. With all her heart, she poured all the stress into the song. Each bit rang clear into the air as the sun set on Ponyville. "Sound the bugle now... Play it just for me... As the seasons change, remember, I used to be..." Rara sat back and listened as the tears came to Applejack's closed eyes and began to stream down her cheeks.

            "Now I can't go on... I can't even start... I got nothin' left... Just an empty heart..." Applejack took a shuddered breath and continued on with the song.

          Thunderlane was sitting on the cloud alone, listening as the words rang through the air. It was hitting too close to home for him. The words were coming too close to his own struggles and it began to make him think. Think about a lot of things. What was he doing? He didn't feel right about anything in his life and this song was forcing him to reflect on it all.  Then the song went further... "Lay right down and decide... And not to go on. Then from on high! Somewhere in the distance... There's a voice that calls! 'Remember who you are!'"            He looked up at those words and one thought rang through. 'is that voice you...?'

            "If you lose yourself... Your courage soon will follow... So be strong tonight. Remember who you are."

                The tears were flowing freely now the song drew to a close. "Yeah! You're a soldier now! Fighting in a battle... To be free once more! Yeah, that's worth fighting for!" She let the final note ring clear and fade off as she opened her eyes and cried. Rara walked over to her friend and pulled her into a hug. She admired how strong the farmer was. To be able to tell her sister the truth and then even be able to keep going after carrying such a burden. As she reflected, Rara realized, she could never fully understand such a loss.

Edited and proofread by CowgirlVK