Siren now. Siren never

I run down the street. I don’t even try to look back. I know actually where its located… my luck place. I run and run. I don’t even stop up. I know that no one’s running after me, but I’m too scared to stop. I see it. At the end of the street! My luck place! I run as fast as I can, but suddenly the street breaks and turn into a black hole, and of course, I fall with the street. The street breaked down. I’m breaking down. I wake up.

‘’AAHH! ‘’ I scream.

It was all just a nightmare. I get out of bed, and go over to my closet. Oh no… I said Lily shouldn’t buy one for me! In my closet, there’s a party dress for spring fling. I said I wouldn’t go to spring fling this year! I take the dress and throw it into the trashcan. It would be SOO much easier if I could do that with my life, then I would have done it without a doubt! I find my sweatshirt and a pair of trousers, and then I go to the bathroom, I wash my hair from all the cola. Could I drown myself in the shower if I tried? No Adagio keep it together! You’re such a coward! You were the leader of the dazzlings and one of the most powerful persons that ever existed. You don’t back out or give up now! Why do power have to be the curse to my pain? The power made me be a loser like this in the first place! I don’t even think, I just start turning the hot water on. It gets warmer and warmer, but I still think of school. It gets warmer and warmer. I start screaming, but I don’t turn the cold water on, I stop the hot water its warm enough now. Lily hears me, she runs up to me as fast as she can, when she sees me she gasps, and hurries over to turn the cold water on. When I have some of the cold water on me, she starts shouting in fear.

’’Adagio! What were you thinking?! Who made you do such thing?! ‘’ Lily hugs me. She gets wet, but she don’t care. ‘’Adagio, the thing you did there isn’t normal! I’m worried Adagio. Wait… did school make you do this? ‘’

‘’no… ‘’ I lie.

I don’t want make her worried, she deserves better than that.

‘’I call the doctor. Brush your hair and find some clothes, I’ll be waiting in the car. ‘’

no, not the doctor. I don’t like the doctor, he scares me. Lol! Adagio is scared of the doctor! The doctor is also super evil run for you lives!

I sit in the car, on my way to the doctor.  Lily looks scared while she’s driving. Why did I have to be that stupid?! I just wanted to think of something else…

‘’Lily… I…I. ‘’

‘’No Adagio! I don’t want to talk right now. ‘’

I look frightened away from Lily. I really scared her back in the bathroom, I didn’t mean too scare her. Well but you did Adagio! I keep hurting all the people i love.

‘’b..but.. ‘’

‘’NO ADAGIO! ‘’

I almost jumped off my seat in chock. I punch the seat and Lily gives me an angry stare. I look away from Lily. I’m just going to ask her something, but no words come out.

I’m sitting in the waiting room. Lily goes over to the bookshelf and finds a book for me.

‘’seriously? I’m too old for that book. ‘’

Lily looks sad at the floor, I know what face she made there, it was the ‘I lost my lovely Adagio face.’ I look at the other people there’s waiting. Two small girls there are crying. There’s some adults, and a boy. He looks older than I do. I look at him closely, but then when he look at me I freeze. Sure, he looks hot, I’ll admit, but those eyes, they scared me. He’s eyes were yellow, gold and when he look at me they kinda shine, he is creepy. I look away. I feel like he keep staring at me. I decide to look in one of the books about music, in the waiting room. I’m sitting in my room, when the guy comes over to me. I act as I haven’t seen him, but he doesn’t buy it.

‘’hello. ‘’

GO AWAY!

‘’ … ‘’ I try to ignore him, act like I haven’t heard him.

Again he doesn’t buy it.

‘’ I know your ignoring me. ‘’

‘’oh really? ‘’ I can feel my sarcasm, it’s been a long time since I’ve had that much confidence with myself.

‘’oh. You’re that kind of girl… ‘’ he look like he just ate something bad, but can’t spit it out. ‘’what are you doing here? ‘’ he looks like he doesn’t really care what I’m doing here, he scares me, when he look at me with he’s cat eyes.

I look away.

‘’why do you care, and what in the world make you think I want to tell YOU, random person I never met before? ‘’ I give him this annoyed glare, but he doesn’t seem to care.

What makes him think he just can come here and make me answer all of his STUPID questions? People might think I’ve changed because I don’t have power anymore, but I’m still the same normal Adagio… or am I? I look over at Lily. She act as she’s reading a book, but I can see she’s looking at me and this… cat eyed guy. She got a smile on her face, but when he pushes me into my chair, she gets a scared look. He’s eyes glows while he’s staring deep into my soul.

‘’tell me... Now. ‘’ there’s something wrong with he’s eyes, I’m sure there are something wrong with them.

‘’Adagio Dazzle. ‘’ the doctor is standing just outside the waiting room, and is giving me a big smile.

‘’ coming! ‘’ I shout. ‘’if you’ll excuse me. ‘’ I give him, my victory smile.

Even though I can see he doesn’t want to let me go, but he do. He give me an angry stare, as I walk out. When I’m out of he’s sight, I laugh a small victory laugh, Lily sees it and lays a hand on my shoulder, while we walk into the doctors office.