This Masque of Mine

by Gear Grinder

Rating: everyone
Tags: Slice of Life, Sad, Dark, Romance
Length: 3063

Discord's first experiences with pony-kind, and finding his place in the impossible riddle of life.

Creatures come in all manner of bizarre shapes and sizes, from the largest and beastliest of Hydras to the tiniest, cutest of Breezies. But what about their character? Character is what gives light to a true first impression and can set the stage for a wonderful series of events. It can also throw one's heart into the slums of loneliness and self-loathing. Discord has two paths to take: the old, familiar alleyway of solitude, or center stage with his new friend; a certain Alicorn whom he's just met, but will be the most important creature for the rest of his days.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-03-24 02:10:02 UTC

Sisterly Squabble

Celestia grunted and groaned, sweat beading slightly on her brow as she focused with all of her might. Her body strained against the pressure of magic she had unleashed, but stopping now would lead to catastrophic mayhem and chaos. Her bright pink mane flowed wildly, as if a huge tunnel of wind was being blasted against her face. Her cutie mark glowed brilliantly, spinning on her flank and illuminating the area with sunlight and warmth. Finally, with a groan of effort, the young princess lifted the sun into the exact position it was supposed to be: sunrise.

Celestia breathed deeply, trying to regain her composure as she shook of the salty sweat and looked around the area. She was on a large steppe high on top of Canterlot Mountain, surrounded by nothing but the morning sky and the breeze. She looked down at the magnificent marble structure she stood on and grinned triumphantly. The sundial beneath her hooves showed the time, and the shadow beneath the gnomon showed her accuracy: dawn. The familiar warmth of her birthright shone on her coat, and she noticed her mane had slightly changed color again. It was very faintly turning a blue-green, melding with the natural rosey pink and having the radiance of the dawn captured in its locks. I truly am becoming more powerful! she thought. And more beautiful, too! she giggled. She entertained the idea in her head as she trotted over to the stone stairwell leading downward into the mountain before she heard two sets of voice rising up from the depths. She quickly hid behind the gnomon, waiting for her prey to emerge from their hidey-hole while trying to surpress giggles..

An old grey-brown colt limped up the stairs, grunting in agitation at his recent feebleness. He finally reached the top step, stepping onto the sundials base and walking forward slightly. He tilted his cap upward with a hoof, squinting at the new dawn and grinning . He stroked his beard as a young mare came up behind him, her short blue mane flapping slightly in the wind. She gazed at the sky around her confused, wondering why the sun was up when the stars and the moon were still about in their night-play. Sunrise wasn't supposed to be for another twenty minutes, and she felt the stars sadness and jealousy at being outshone by their residential representative. The moon, as usual, was peeved that it didn't have enough time to be out as long his brother.

She turned to the elder colt, a look of annoyance in her eyes. "Where is Celestia? She's earlier than usual again, and she's making the stars feel inadequate!" She started whispering softly to the stars and moon, coaxing them.

The old pony chuckled slightly, still baffled by the sight of a princess physically speaking with the stars and moon. He knew that while it may seem ridiculous, Princess Luna's method actually made it easier for her to control the night sky. As he watched her speak he trotted over to the middle of the dial and sat, watching the young royal coax the night into slumber once more. Luna's horn glowed brightly, and she started swaying her head as if conducting a concert of classically competent ponies with her horn. As she swayed the stars started dancing, slowly fading in with the morning sky. The moon was less agreeable, and Luna had to stop swaying and literally lower her head to the ground, almost bowing, to get the moon to move. Despite her best efforts, the moon refused to budge.

He had seen enough, and Starswirl the Bearded rose achingly to stand beside the youngest princess. Celestia peeked over the gnomon, her curiosity getting the better over her eagerness to prank her mentor. The old colt's horn glowed a bright yellow, and his magic physically surrounded the moon.

"Come now, you old rock! Down you go!" He yelled, Princess Luna not looking away from the moon. She felt slightly embarrassed that her mentor still had to help her lower the moon, even though it was her chosen duty since birth. Still, she accepted his aid as they used their magic to, slowly but surely, move the moon down into it's place for the day.

Celestia giggled, revealing her hiding spot to the two. She trotted around her spot, a small sneer on her face. "I enjoyed the show with the stars there, Lulu. Gorgeous, really. The moon's still giving you trouble though, huh?" She tsk'd tsk'd. "Can't exactly live up to your namesake if you can't even get the job done, now can you?"

Luna's face grew hot in shame, hating being called "Lulu" in public as well as being mocked by her shortcomings. "Don't even speak to me, Tia. You can't even raise the sun on the correct time, let alone fall asleep without my moon and my night sky." A memory crossed her mind, making her giggle darkly. "Then again", she started coyly, "there is that one guard you seem to fancy. Perhaps he's the one tucking you in? Lulling you with pillow talk, perhaps?"

Celestia gritted her teeth in anger, her mane glowing red in anger as the area around them started to heat up immensely. Starswirl looked to his right to see the sun was getting bigger... no, closer to the planet. The plantlife around them started withering from the intense heat, and sweat poured from both him and Luna's body. The pond nearby boiled with intense heat before evaporating into a cloud of steam, and the fish within flopped around aimlessly, gasping for their lives. Starswirl used a cancellation spell to counter Celestia's hissyfit fueled magic, then was pulled by her ear toward the stairwell leading downward. Luna followed suit, her ear being pulled slightly harder than her sisters as they both winced and complained in pain. Before he left he easily returned the sun back into it's position, Celestial trying to give an apologetic grin in vain.

They walked down the steps for some time, the old one never easing his grip on the heirs ears. Finally they reached a doorway, Starswirl nearly dragging Celestia and Luna in front of him as he swung the stone barrier open with his forehoof. The both stumbled forward, giving each other annoyed looks as their horns clashed, the turned around to face their tutor.

He was as silent as stone, staring down the sisters with severe cynicism. They knew what he was going to say, word for word, as he had said it to them for over one hundred years. Luna, you troublesome filly! Celestia, you foalish sunspot! How many times have I told you to blah blah blah and furthermore blah blah BLAH. They readied their eyes for the rolling position and awaited their master.

Oddly, however, he started to smile. Not only that, but he even began to chuckle a bit. A chill ran down their spines, causing some fur to stand on end. The great and powerful Starswirl the Bearded, creator of the Elements of Harmony, founder of the Magic Tribunal Academy and mentor to thousands before them, LAUGHING?

This was not good. Not good at all.

The Next Step

The girls stood in obvious shock, neither one of them expecting such a reaction from their tutor. Good. he thought. Better to have them scared about it now than have them muck it up later from laziness. He gazed around the room, taking in the sites of his Librae Maxima, or Complete Library for those lacking in the Ancient Tongue. Walls upon walls, filled to the brim with total knowledge of all things in the earthly plane, beyond and even further than that. Dust settled on the higher tiers of the shelves, but flying feather dusters regularly flew from shelf to shelf, keeping everything neat and tidy.

Starswirl coughed, then spoke to the gaping mare princesses. "I'm pretty sure you both know just what it is I was I normally say in this situation." He winked, saying "This, however, is not a normal situation." Confusion crossed Celestia and Luna's faces, and the old one turned to the colossal bookshelves behind him. He lifted a book with magic, nodding his head toward the epicenter of the room. He walked onward, the sisters following behind.

Luna turned to her sister, doing her best to be quiet. "What do suppose he wants from us, Tia? Some sort of new punishment?"

So much for not talking to me. Celestia thought. She said, honestly "I don't know, sister. I just hope it doesn't take too long." Her voice escalated slightly in excitement."I still need to prepare for the Gala tomorrow!"

Luna sighed, moving her head to easily dodge an oncoming feather duster. She had spent many hours in the LIbrae Maxima and could tell the flight patterns of the little things like the back of her hoof. Celestia had not invested as much  dedication to the facility however, and the duster flew right into her face. A large dust ball plumed from her muzzle, unleashing a fit of sneezes from the young Alicorn and gaining the attention of the annoyed old colt ahead of them.

"Celestia, if you spent half as much time thinking about your future as you do daydreaming, then I would have no need to worry about this matter." Starswirl barked.

Celestia raised a magnificent eyebrow in confusion. "What is there to worry about?", she said dismissively. "Equestria has been at peace for decades now,  ever since-" she stopped herself, feeling her true emotions well up inside. Luna looked just as despondent, and Starswirl looked grim. The particular incident they were referring to happened so long ago, she had nearly forgotten how much it still affected everypony, including herself.

"That invasion may have been centuries ago," said their tutor,   but that threat is still a very unknown and volatile likelihood that we must take great care to eradicate in due time." Starswirl looked upon the girls, his expression softening at their melancholy. "I understand your pain, girls. All of Equestria still mourns that day, but we can't let that stop us from progressing."  He lifted the large book onto a table, the girls approaching from both sides.

"However, the land still needs time to heal, and is under our constant care. It may seem like we are at peace, but we've been under attack for a few months now by forces unknown." He opened to book seemingly to a random page, but he landed right on his mark. Page 103 of his journal, symbolized by the golden Pegasus on the front cover. He pointed his hoof at the images he had drawn.

"These creatures you see before you are mere doodles compared to the vast size and power of their actual counterparts." The girls leaned in closer, getting a better view. Before them were three creatures, shaped like ponies but not exactly. They seemed more like fish than ponies, yet it seemed they could fly through the air despite having no wings. Emblazoned on each of their chests were magnificent jewels, all a bloody crimson.

Luna spoke first, breaking the silence. "What are these bizarre creatures, Master? Where do they come from?"

He shook his head. "These beasts are called Sirens. They are creatures that feed entirely on distrust and negativity. They've been dormant for centuries, but they've awoken under unknown circumstances."

"They are quite lovely looking, if I may say so." Celestia said.

Starswirl blushed slightly, mistaking her comment as a compliment for his artwork. He continued. "If these creatures are left to roam our land, they will brainwash every pony into becoming bitter and jealous husks. They must be stopped at any cost, elsewise Equestria will be doomed." He breathed deeply, preparing himself for the obvious responses. "I alone must face these creatures, and banish them from whence they came. Now, I'll have no arguing, no debating, and no complaining this time girls. When I say I'm going, I'm go-" .

He stopped when he realized that no pony had said anything in objection yet. Now it was his turn to be shocked.

Celestia stepped forward, nuzzling her mentor. "Don't worry, Master Starswirl. We have faith that you can do it alone." She turned to her sister. "Isn't that right, Luna?"

Luna, clearly confused, started to speak before she noticed her sisters eyebrow raise slightly. Playing along with the ruse, she said "Oh, yes Master! We believe in you whole-heartedly. We know you'll return safely after banishing the Sirens! We-"

"Yes, yes, thank you Luna." Celestia cut her off dryly. She turned to Starswirl, smiling in her cutest fashion. "You see, Master? We can handle ourselves here just fine." Nearly there now she thought. If she buttered him up enough, he may just let them host the Gala at the LIbrae Maxima instead of the Gardens this year! Maybe then her and her coltfriend could sneak away for a while...

Their mentor smiled, pride filling him. "Why, thank you girls! I'm honestly relieved to hear no protesting or begging this time." He hugged them both with his forelegs. Celestia mouth the words "I'll explain later" behind his back to Luna, causing her to shrug. He released them, giving them both a once over. It seemed like yesterday he had just met the two mares, yet it was a little over a century ago. They could barely lift a pebble with their magic back then, yet here they were shaping the cosmos themselves. A small tear welled up in his eye, causing the girls to look taken aback. He wiped it away, pretending nothing had happened whilst clearing his throat.

"Well, I think it's been long enough now. You both have proven yourselves to be capable of your abilities, despite a few hiccups now and again." Celestia grinned, suppressing the urge to giggle. "It's time you both inherited your proper home once more." Both sisters were confused by this. Starswirls' laboratory had been their home for several years now, and there was nowhere else they could think of to call home.

Starswirl had the two girls sit down at the table before continuing. He pulled out a map of Equestria, though many places marked on there were unknown to them. The map before them was a hyper-detailed enchanted map, able to expand on a single area of the known world provided the user has its matching magnifying glass. What were all of these odd places? Camelu? The Echo? Heliopolis? These would be questions for a much later time. The colt focused on Equestria, using a magnifying glass to show the exact location.

He zoomed in on the Everfree Forest, and then on the darkest section of the wood that was incredibly familiar to them all. Celestia's face grew pale, which was a feat considering her pale coat was already a snowy white. Luna whimpered slightly before crying, terrible memories flooding back to her. Starswirl lowered the glass, sighing and turning to the girls.

"Look girls, I know this is an upsetting subject for the both of you. It's painful for me as well." He paused slightly, wanting to just leave it there and drop the subject. He continued though, as this was too important to hold off any more.

"I've been training you for this moment ever since you were entrusted into my care. You must claim your home back, and rule this land as you were meant to since birth. I truly do believe that you two can do it, though you must overcome your petty differences to do so." He paused, eyeing them. He had a hard time believing his own claim, but his heart warmed with confidence in the two. He continued. "Your training with me is complete, and the council has already accepted you as the rightful heirs to the thrones. All that's left is to take back your castle and be coroneted. This is my last task for you, as well as my graduation gift of sorts." He noted their silence, then turned towards the door to leave.

Before exiting through the door, he turned and looked at Celestia. "My dear girl, I hope you will fulfill your part as the elder sister, and guide Luna's studies and morals as well as I have guided yours."

Silence.

"I love you both. So very dearly. Please lead this land with grace and dignity."

Luna looked up from her sobbing, confusion once again showing her innocence. "But Master, you'll come back, right?" No response. Luna started panicking.  "You have to come back! We need... We...." More sobbing.

Celestia, stonily, turned to her long-time friend and teacher. This was far more important than any Gala. "You aren't coming back, are you?"

Minutes passed, though they each felt like individual eternities. Starswirl, eyes closed and silent, shook his head slowly, causing his beard to sway to and fro. He would not return.

Celestia walked over to her sister, wrapping a wing around her in an embrace. The old colt had one last thing to say to his surrogate daughters, then he would face his destiny. "My dear Luna. I impart to you this library. You know it better than any pony before you. Actually, you know it better than I do, come to think of it." Luna smiled, sadly. "Celestia, I hVe a gift thT you are more than familiar with. May her presence help warm your souls in the coldest of times." He whistled a peculIr melody, just barely out of their hearing ranges.

just then, a magnificent burning avian flew in through an open window of the LIbrae, landing on the colt's hoof. Before them was a gift Celestia had received when she was just a filly, back when times made sense and the world wasn't the chaotic mess it was revealing itself to be now. Her oldest friends and eternal pet-

"Philomena!" Celestia rose from her sisters side, trotting happily as the fire-bird flew around over her head. It had been ages since they had seen each other, and now nothing could keep the two apart. She turned to thank Starswirl, but by then he was already gone, a faint aura of sparkles where he last stood. The silence was like a black hole, creating an overwhelming sense of loneliness. Philomena cawed.

They were on their own.