Arabian Swindler

There was a lot of quiet in the meeting room. Along with confusion and glares. Galdan seemed to eye Dejen, Rah-Rah looked a little confused if not cross. Johari was oddly calm about it and Asha seemed pretty down. Farin had joined, apparently wanting answers. Dejen found that those that had stuck with him since the start, seemed only confused rather than angry like the others.

They would of started, but Johari had said that someone else was going to join. But who it was, was left unsaid. Still, it didn’t stop the questions. Why? How come? How could you? Dejen had to take a breath and after a while, did he try and explain what he could.

“Alright, I’m going to make this simple as I can.” looking to them all, even Karth who was silent and expressionless the entire time as Dejen said. “You all probably heard about the plan to wait it out right? Well, that plan changed from ‘waiting’ to ‘jumping down and taking who we can’. And theres a reason for this, a very good and explainable reason.”

“It would help alot.” said Gem, as she was confused by this whole thing.

Debt merely look at Dejen, as by his side Myun was quiet, watching the Striped as Dejen lean in his chair and told.

“If we had waited, then there would have been a massacre. One that would’ve made the Clan into a near extinction number, or to the extent of being extinct. So I figure to make sure that didn’t happen.”

Galdan seemed to gruff out, “I’m pretty sure we just cut their number’s in half.” His glare being much more harder than the rest.

Even Farin told, “I saw some of those people be brought in tied up against their will! I’m still trying to understand how that’s a ‘rescue’, Dejen.” Looking more than annoyed. He could almost tell that her opinion of him had possibly dropped a little.

“Because before we came in, they were in the middle of a ‘clan division’ and the ones that were marked to save held the stigma of not trusting outsiders. We couldn’t explain we were there to help, as they weren’t in the mood to listen, nor could we explain with all the fighting. Even more they were trying to attack us, so they had to be tied up for their safety during the confusion.”

Mercy added in. “its hard to believe, but I was with Dejen, and so was Debt. We saw how their ‘Clan-head’ talked to Dejen like he was insignificant, even if Dejen was a Clan-head, Yumana treated him like he and everyone treated outsiders. Nobodies.”

Gem look to Mercy and said. “Look we know their attitude was crappy, but you have to admit it’s a bit odd on how we handle them, Mercy.”

Dejen let out a breath as he told. “There's also the point that things would’ve been a lot worse if I didn’t do anything guys.”

Farin nearly shouted, “how could it of been worse, Dejen? People died and we practically kidnapped half of the others!”

“Because it was either that, or next to half getting killed anyways.” They heard Asha from her place. Everyone looked to her as she told, “I saw four futures. Only one had no death, but it only made lives miserable. The next caused many deaths and more pain. The third just as much death and pain. The last the second least deaths, but plenty of betrayal.”

Sighing, Asha admitted, “that was all I could see. And really? I tried to see others. But because of whatever Cosmo was doing? There wasn’t anything else that could be done. Things were in motion. If we didn’t act when we did?” Asha went quite. “Well… I know that a lot more would be dead right now.”

Leaning forward did Dejen told. “And I consider my options when Asha told me. I consider which option to take for not just my choice, but on the repercussions for everyone and the Clan, ours and theirs.” looking to them all as he asked. “Would you rather I just waited and let there be deaths? Death, pain and the ever lasting of regret of ‘what if?’ Because that’s what we all would be feeling to an extent. So, I chose the path that may have made me put in a very questionable view-- but at least managed to save what I could.”

Questions were going to raise, but the door was knocked, pausing everything. There was confusion, mostly on who would interrupt the meeting. But Mercy opened the door, giving them sight to Cosmo and Hitomi, the later of which was being wheeled along in a wheelchair by the herno.

Door closing, Cosmo looked about and said, “good, everyone’s here.” And looked to Dejen asking, “you know the king? Hayami mentioned something about him and you having some game.” Catching everyone a little off guard.

Raising a brow, wondering what Cosmo had in mind as Dejen replied. “Yeah, I know the King. King Derous, a good poker player and one of the few people who I had a draw with.”

Cosmo nodded, and Hitomi soon spoke up. “I wish to speak to him.” Again, getting dead silence. The women went on. “I want to accept your offer for sanctum at this town. For the good of my remaining clan.”

Galdan had to turn all attention to the women, looking her over as he voiced, “Ma’am… are you the current head to the kitsune onboard?”

“As of now, I am.” Hitomi told in an oddly stiff manner. “We left the Ashala, and are going to be branded as exiles soon. After that fight? I’m sure that those remaining will either hunt some of us down, or claim us to be kidnapped.” And looked to Dejen. “I was loyal to my husband before. But with how things have… changed… I’m not sure if we can still lead our old lives. Much less in fear over what we were told.” getting some attention for sure.

“What do you mean by that, Hitomi?” asked Mercy as she was the most curious.

Breathing in, Hitomi said, “before, the clan was secluded. Sheltered. Only a rare few were allowed out. And we were content enough.” Explained the blue kitsune. “But when the slavers attacked, they knew where we were. Someone we trusted betrayed us, this I am sure of. Who, is unsaid and never found.”

“But.” Pressed on Hitomi, “as we were divided, given off and collared to be tools? Cosmo-kun and Hayami-chan searched for us. Eventually, saving us.” She gained a smile. “After which time, they both worked and showed us the world while saving our kin. For once, our eyes saw the outside world and what little wonders there are.”

That smile slipped away. “Then… Hayami was lost to the sea. Cosmo-kun went after her. Jordan-san dropped us off and Yumuna told him to leave, never wanting him back. And from there, he wanted us to hide. Telling us, we can not trust the outsiders. Asking us if we wanted the raid from before to occur ever again.” Her face twisted. “You were not there to see it, but Jaril, Wouki and Yumuna argued greatly with both Cosmo-kun and Hayami-chan to be silent of the outside. There was also arguing over my daughter’s marriage to Yumuna, it was a need now.”

After a moment of silence, Hitomi looked up to the room. Her eyes showing a greater age than her body did. “Those that are with me are scared, confused and unsure. We have never been to the outside world. We know nothing about it. But my daughter has. She knows it’s dangers and wonders. And while she is naive? Cosmo-kun help guide her. And I trust his word, he is honest of heart and has courage when Yumuna began to show neither.”

“Yumana was weak of will.” spoke Debt as if he was stating the obvious.

Dejen roll his eyes to this, but didn’t comment on that as he focus ot Hitomi as he asked. “And you want to talk to the King, to let him know of your status and get the story straight before those lot try to make it like a kidnapping?”

“Exactly so.” Hitomi told. “I am formally requesting, to be under your clan’s protection, Dejen-dono.” Bowing her head.

Cosmo swung in with, “aka: we’re becoming your shinobi under your leadership.” Really catching Dejen a little off guard. Cosmo shrugged and told on. “I have a alright judge of character, and Hayami might be a little over optimistic, but she dosn’t make friends with anyone. If she can trust and call a changeling queen her friend-- one that can change faces, lie through their teeth and trick people for a living? I think we can give you a benefit of a doubt.” then pointed out, “that and… you know… Yumuna might send a few guys out to kill us.”

Unless I kill him by chance. thought Dejen, but he wasn’t sure on that part. Still he look to Hitomi as he asked. “Are you sure Hitomi? Because I would understand it greatly if you and those of your Clan would reside in Humilti to ensure the kits and teens would be raised in safety.”

Lifting her head, Hitomi told, “my responsibility to my clan is to ensure they are safe and secure. I can’t afford their lives in any way. They need to grow, to heal and to wake up that the world has changed. Our old ways don’t work anymore. We need to adapt.” Then scrunched her face. “Something those three fools stubbornly would refuse time and time again.”

Cosmo pitched in, “plus… I figured to add the King in because.. .you know… in case Yumuna grows a brain cell and figures to mention some striped is a slaver and have most the kingdom after you.”

Snorting, Dejen figure it was better to let Derous know and not be fooled. He look to Hitomi as he let a breath escape, as while part of his original plan work? There were only a handful left...and it made him wonder if things would improve. Knowing his luck? It might be. Dejen however kept these thoughts in his mind as outwardly he just gave a light grin and said. “Then I would be honored to have you all Hitomi. The Mitego Clan welcomes you and those of your clan.”

She gave a bow to that, and once her head rose up, told, “until a time comes? We are a clan of no name. We are no longer Ashala.” Then after a moment of silence, Hitomi looked to Cosmo and said, “I would wish to speak more, but I have kitsune to calm down and show my position to. There is a lot to be discussed.”

Cosmo smiled and said, “wheelchair leaving meeting-stations. All passengers please stay in your seats upon transit.” Making the women shook her head as he turned them around. Mercy opened the door for them, letting them out before closing it.

Johari was the first to voice, “Cosmo’s plan to see the King is a good one.”

“It is, give reassurance to the King I’m still trustworthy and make those of Ashala utter morons.” agreed Dejen as he activated his walky. “Port, take us to the capital now, we got a king to meet.”

“Yes sir!” responded the mare, ending the call as Dejen look to those around him as he knew those that were with him the longest understood his intentions, but those who question and gave looks? Those he was looking the most as he asked. “So, now that you know more, especially from those that just left, still going to give me dirty looks?”

A few twisted their faces, but eventually, Galdan sighed out, “I might reevaluate my rule about drinking on the job with all the shit you p ut me and my men through, Dejen.” Talon on face. And despite the tension, everyone laughed.

Dejen chuckle, but glance to Rah-Rah and Farin as he hadn’t heard from them. However to his surprise Karth spoke as the dragon spoke up.

“The Striped was reasonable in his choice. He was lucky he gain a choice he could work with.” going on to tell to Farin. “And I think you should be glad that the Striped chose the ‘least’ amount of bloodshed, Faun. This way, the few remaining are alive, unlike most cases where they would’ve been hunted down and killed.”

Regardless to this, Farin gave a glare to the dragon, and her arms soon crossed. Rah-Rah sighed and soon asked, “is that all Dejen?” Going on to tell, “Karth and I should really get back to work. The ship’s doing alright, but there’s a few things I wanted to still check up on. The Innovation does take a lot of attention and I think everyone could use a breather.”

Nodding, Dejen said. “Yeah, that's it everyone, go back to do what you’re all doing. We can take a breather in the capital, or even more back in Humilti.” watching them all beginning to leave and move, Dejen look to Johari as he remarked. “You know Joahri, you surprised me. I honestly thought you would’ve tried ripping my arm off...or my throat. Or even giving me a reminder of sorts with this situation.”

The Lioness gave a look, even as the other’s began to file out. “I’m a blackmane, Dejen. I know how to be patient and wait. I already had slight suspicions about the clan when they didn’t give you a way back to them. I know better than to just everything at face value. I just waited for the truth to show itself. If you were doing this for the wrong reasons, I would of found out and you would of been missing more than just an arm.”

“Which surprised me.” said Dejen as he let out a breath. “But...thanks for not doing that. And for giving me the benefit of the doubt, Johari.”

Smirking, Johari told, “I didn’t give you a benefit, Dejen. I’m just waiting for the day you mess up.” then padded her way out.

Staring at her leaving the room, Dejen told. “Oh now you’re just being sadistic!”

Asha chuckled and stood up telling, “she’s a blackmane. They can’t help but be sadistic.” Cheerfully adding, “it’s part of their charm.”

Grumbling, Dejen got up as he said. “Well if you excuse me Asha? I got to get ready to talk to the big King, be ready to have my deck ready-- and be on my toes if anything happened to me.” then added a bit loudly outside the door. “Like two Blackmanes jumping at me!” then sighed as he looks to Asha as he admits. “but...I’m glad that we managed to save them, it wasn’t what I originally had in mind...but I had to work with the options I had, Asha.”

She gave a nod and told, “deal with what is dealt.” Asha then said, “I’ll be a little busy for a while. I can feel the worry and pain from here.” Adding on, “you and the other’s hurt and killed a few people the kitsune used to call friend. Something like this.. Isn’t easy to deal with.” And roamed out to do what she could to ease their pain.

Sighing a bit, Dejen began walking out as he took out his deck of cards, feeling each card as he shuffled them. Well, lets just hope that they won’t get the urge to kill me. Or the other's...would be a real shame too. But I’m sure Hitomi would handle them...I hope. Then again...lets just hope things go smoothly with Derous and then ... a frown on his face as Dejen thought.

What to do next? I could just stay in Humitli, let Rah-Rah, Karth and Gem work over the ship, maybe help them too. WE all need a breather and the kitsunes need time to just...heal. Heal and let the pain be healed ...maybe it’ll be good to stay at Humilti, that way we can just destress, relax and just be thankful things didn’t become worse. hands shuffling all the while as Dejen thought more. Hrm, maybe I can also take a moment to consider on what to do, bounties probably, but we’ll need to find about this slaver empire...maybe find more of the former Ashala members while we’re at it? Try to group them in under our protection? That way...things will be better. Maybe help regrow them…

It was hard to say on what could happen in all honesty, but Dejen was dealing with the cards he was dealt with. It was up to him figure things out, even more while they relax and destress.

After a quick trip to the capital, with explaining to King Derous with Hitomi with her clan and the circumstances? Things admitally went better, granted Dejen couldn’t stay to play poker, as he wanted to head straight to Humilti. Much to both gambler and King displeasure.

So they headed straight to Humiliti to not only let the engineers look at the ship, but to also just...take a very long breather. (done)

Most of it was just to help the new ‘Shouki’ clan and establish them into the town. A process that took a bit as they needed a bit of a secluded area for their Clan to get started. Something that took the Mayor, the Herno and the Hive/swarm to help with. Really the place had become almost complicated with all the head leaders that lived there.

All the while, the kitsune were steadily moved in. using tents for the time being as the houses would take a bit of time. While this was being done, Mercy found herself coming to the new clan sight. Normally, she would of been at the ship and doing a few little tasks. But she had been asked by Hayami to come here, because of her mother’s request. So the Queen was understandably puzzled on what the new clan head wanted.

Trotting towards the area undisguised, Mercy glance over around on finding Hitomi as she mused over on what Hitomi wanted. Maybe she need someone to talk to about Humilti, who is the actual ‘leader’ here? Maybe learn about changelings and how we work, possibly ask on how many there are or about the difference between changeling and shiftlings. thought Mercy as she spotted Hitomi as she noticed Hitomi was in a wheelchair still, being pushed around by her youngest, Saya.

Coming up to them, Mercy spoke. “Hello Hitomi, Saya.” then look to Hitomi as she asked. “Hayami mention you asked for me?”

Hitomi smiled and said, “I did.” And turned to ask, “Saya-chan, could you move me over there?” Motioning to a corner of the walled off area of the new clan space. Something Saya was happy to do and begin moving her. Mercy kept pace, as Hitomi said, “Mercy-san, it is my understanding that you are something akin to a… unofficial wife to Dejen-dono?”

“That is correct,” nodded Mercy as she spoke. “Me and Windy have been with Dejen, and while Dejen is not married, it is unofficial. The only reason we haven’t made it official, is because of, a reason that will seem odd to you, Hitomi.”

Nodding, Hitomi asked, “may I know why?” Proceeding to tell, “I wish to know your position in the clan. And while I would refer to my traditions? I have come to understand from both my Daughter and Cosmo-kun, that your clan is much more complex in working.”

“It is.” affirmed Mercy as she explained. “The positioning of our Clan is that while I am the ‘top’ of the rank among the changelings of my Hive in the Clan? Dejen is the ‘King’ and the Clan-head as he outranks me.” going on to explain further. “While my position would be ‘wife’ and Windy would be a ‘concubine’? The reason we haven't made it official, is because we seek a third female for Dejen to fall interest in and be interested in him return.”

“It is odd, I know.” said Mercy as she could easily feel their emotions as she went on. “But for the longest time, before Dejen became a Clan head? He believed that no female would fallen interest in him, and while the two of us have earn his love and he remain loyal to us? He is...attracted to those of bipedal.” letting out a sigh as she admit further. “While we would’ve prefer one who was equine like us? They would never understand Dejen like we do, and we both know that even if he does love us? He cannot help but see attraction of those similar to him in body shape.”

Hitomi gave a nod to this and spoke, “thank you for speaking your mind. All of this is new and difficult for us all.” Going into thought to admit, “while most of us wish to pair off with a spouse? I am faced with the hard truth that we may have to share partners for my clans growth. But only if they are willing. It is a burden that my come on our children the most, than us.”

Looking to Mercy, Hitomi added, “I would also like to present a offer. One to ensure that we are indeed, allies to the other. Where you will not harm us, and we would not harm you.” Hand up so Saya would stop moving her. “I would like, as the head of my clan, to offer one of my daughters to your husband in marriage.”

Mercy had to give a look at how sudden this was, and nearly recoiled in shock with Hitomi adding, “the first to be up for such a thing, would be my eldest, Hayami.” Though before Mercy could voice anything, Hitomi gave a coy smile, “but I think we both know that will never happen.” Saya… blinking in confusion and looking at her mother.

Mercy let out a relieved breath to that, as she soon asked. “Hitomi, while I am...surprised of this offer, I admit, I’m a bit shocked that you would offer one of your daughters, to Dejen no less. I mean no offense, but I thought you would pick another for this alliance, like say Susumu for example?”

Shaking her head, Hitomi told, “that defeats the purpose. Susumu doesn’t lead he clan, Dejen does. He is the one I have to appeal to, and in turn, give one of my daughters to. As a gesture of faith and a means to appease my own clan that he can be trusted.”

Saya frowned and spoke, “mother, not to speak out of turn. But what about Hayami-chan? She’s the eldest.”

Waving a hand, the mother laughed, “Saya-chan, I know better. I know Hayami-chan only has eyes for Cosmo-kun. She might accept the responsibility, but she would never be fully loyal.” Going on to add in amusement. “I’m sure the tom-cat would be secretly jealous.”

Scrunching up her face, Saya looked ready to ask, but Hitomi told assuredly, “trust me daughter. He might be stone faced, but Cosmo-kun’s actions all these years speak much more loudly than any word he ever bothered to say.”

“On that, I can fully agreed.” nodded Mercy as she look to Hitomi as she went on. “But I accept your offer, Hitomi.” she however asked in slight concern. “However...I should ask, did you have the time to learn more on Stripes...or at the very least, ask around about Dejen? He is…’unqiue’ in a sense.”

Sighing, Hitomi told, “I know you wish for there to be love, Mercy-dono.” An odd thing to hear from the kitsune. “But unlike you westerners? Sometimes honor and duty is more important than personal feelings. I am doing this to assure my clan, to solidify our position and have a physical deal and covenant between us.”

“It is why I’m offering my daughters.” Told the now single mother. “You may choose who you think is most worthy.” Then added in a near teasing way, “possibly not my youngest. She is a flirt.” Smiling at the ‘mother!’ Saya gave with a bit of pouting.

Giggling a bit, Mercy joked. “Probably for the best, Saya would probably make poor Dejen reconsider life choices.” then soon said to Hitomi. “If you excuse me Hitomi? I wish to see each of your daughters, to see who is worthy to be wedded to Dejen.”

To that, Hitomi told, “if you can give me a day? I can have all my daughters ready to meet you in person. We take situations like this seriously, so I would ask that they have time to properly prepare and see you in person after prepared.” (end)

Considering it, Mercy soon nodded. “I can understand that Hitomi.” she soon asked. “Should I return here tomorrow?”

Thinking on it, Hitomi told, “the soonest I can have them ready is tomorrow. If I was given the time? I would ask a week.” Proceeding to explain, “my second eldest had a broken leg, and while magically healed? Still needs time. Much like I am still in this chair, due to how severe my injuries were.”

Raising a hoof, Mercy assured. “If you need a week? Then it would be for the best. Not only for you all to recover, but to be fully ready.” she gave a light smile as she added. “Plus, it’ll give me time to let Dejen know about this. Give him time to be mentally ready for this as well.”

Hitomi smiled a bit, but gave a nod and told, “if you wish to bring him with while choosing, you may. It is partially his right as he would be seeing his possible bride.” After a moment though, Hitomi asked, “how close do you think Hayami and Cosmo hare by this point?” Going on to admit, “with how things are? I hope that they think about marriage. But the two never seem to talk about it, despite myself giving Cosmo-kun my blessing.”

“That is hard to say.” admit Mercy with a sigh. “Both like the other, but both are afraid to say it. Even more so since they are unsure what the other will say. What I can say however?” looking to Hitomi as she suggested. “Be patience and wait. That's all I can offer, otherwise we just need to gently nudged them-- or if you’re concern on how long things really are? I suggest on consul with Asha.”

A smile on her face as Mercy told. “The Whitemane is an expert on love and had married more people in seven different marriages, so she could give you a far better answer than I can.”

Nodding, Hitomi freely admitted, “if it weren't for the betrothal and my stubborn husband? I would of had Hayami seduce that cat once she showed her interest.” Almost making Mercy surprised. Possibly more so when Hitomi added, “though seduction may have never worked. Cosmo-kun is a very hard nut. I should know, I once tested him when Hayami was away, had all my daughters fawn on him to practice. Did not even sweat.”

Laughing to this, Mercy tease. “Should I expect them all to do the same to Dejen once they meet him?”

Shaking her head, Hitomi told, “no, they’re not preparing to seduce him. They’re getting ready to show they are loyal brides and later, wives.” Telling on, “we have a very long standing tradition for the women to lay down arms and follow the husbands lead later in life when a family is made. I won’t change this. And it’s a tradition I want to keep going. They know their duty.”

Letting out a small breath, Hitomi spoke, “I just wish to ask about my daughter and the boy, since they seem close enough to bed the other. But Hayami either becomes uncertain, or Cosmo seems to keep distance. And he hasn’t told me why-- I think he knows what I am trying to do.”

“He is a lot more smarter than he seems.” agreed Mercy as she soon shook her head and look to the wheelchair kitsune. “If you excuse me, Hitomi? I do need to go and tell Dejen of this news.” then let out a hum as she said. “Wonder if I should ask Asha to marry us off? Maybe see if we can contact some other's…” her mind thinking of Felix, possibly the Twins...but figure they’re too far off.

Plus who knows how long till they come across them all.

Mercy refocus on the now, as wave a hoof. “Farewell Hitomi, Saya.”

Hitomi gave a nod of a bow, and Saya did the same. After that, they moved on. Possibly to speak or deal with the rest of the clan. Still, as Mercy began to trot off, she began to mull over this. She might have to ask more questions later of how this whole ‘marriage’ thing would work. Hitomi made it clear it was a sort of ‘covenant’ between them, a deal of sorts. But further details were unsaid. Something to do in a week.

There was also a question of how the marriage would be handled when a ‘bride’ was chosen, what traditions go with what, would old traditions need to be brought in, or would new ones be made on the spot for this Clan? It also didn’t help that she had a peanut gallery in the Swarm mind as the other Queens heard about this.

I don’t get these kitsunes. Why offer up a daughter to be married to the Striped if they already knew Mercy is using him for the brood? Jali asked in confusion.

Its part of their traditions, it’s an agreement of sorts between the two groups. Or in this case two Clans, help ensure a sort of trust with mixing of bloodlines. Mercy filled in a respnod that made somewhat sense to the other Queens.

Isn’t that a bit...wasteful? Jali asked. Why bother to have one of them in the picture when you and the pegasus already have Dejen to yourself? Plus it wouldn’t benefit the Hive much.

in the short term, maybe. Text seemed to announce in thought. but this was to ensure both clans are loyal to the other. Long term I think it’s an opportunity we can’t pass up. Secure that this clan stays and allow us to gain a new boon. Kitsune are formidable. Adding their ranks with the Herno and Opnehu makes our hive that much more saffer. So nurturing their growth and safety is a priority that will pay off big time.

Mercy couldn’t help but have a smirk in her tone. And now you’re fully understanding why Dejen is trying to get all sorts of things and people added. Short term it wouldn’t make much sense, but in the longer term? He’s establishing a foundation to make this place not only secure? But to ensure it’s defendable in all variations.

Nevertheless, Lonil spoke in. a bride must be chosen and it will be a week until you and Dejen meet them. Mercy mentally nod to this, as she also knew she had other things to do as she told.

If you excuse me? I got a Striped to find. already asking one of her children to find Dejen, and to her slight surprise and delight? He wasn’t gambling, he was actually in the ship helping the engineers on looking over the ship as it seemed he was focused more on the ship than his vices for once.

Mercy giggled to that as she trotted faster, as she was sure Dejen would either be shocked or delighted by this news. Especially in the upcoming week!

Breathing in, Hayami tried to assure herself, that she could do this. Part of her shook and was still a little unsure, not sure if she should. But after everything? After all this turmoil and pain and hardship? She wanted to try and make something light out of this. Still, she hesitated. Hayami almost felt the need to force herself just to walk forward to one of the many, many rooms of the ship.

Stopping at the door, Hayami felt anxious. Thoughts of doubt and worry springing to mind. And for a long moment, she just stood at the door, just trying to get the courage in her to do it. But for some reason, it felt harder than it should. Much harder. Why was she so anxious and unsure? She was a kitsune, she never hesitated to do something!

Well, she admitted to herself that wasn’t true. It made Hayami gulp again, had ready to reach for the door, but pull back. She felt so… scared. She shouldn't, not in the least. She heard in whispers that Cosmo has a thing for her. And Asha even gave advice that she should just speak with him. But taking that next step, it…. Why did it scare her so much?

Every now and then, a changeling would pass by her, almost raising a brow and noting she had been standing in front of cosmo’s door for five minutes. Then seven. Then ten. Twelve-- and seeming to still be stuck in place, unable to reach for the door.

Although while some changelings pass by, one just stare at Hayami as the drone just told in a scotish accent. “Oh just stop being a pansy and just open the bloody door!”

Hayami pointed and told, “this isn’t easy for me!” And turned to try and knock, but her hand didn’t even reach the door. She tried again, but once more it stopped inches. She went to pull back-- only for her hand to forcefully pulled up and knock on the door.

Hayami stood in shock, the changeling smiling and pleased with themselves. But after a while… that smile slipped away. They waited and there was no response.

The changeling glance to Hayami and could easily feel all the mixture of emotions coming from the vixen as she let out a grumbling breath as she trotted foward to Hayami, wings buzzing as she raise herself to be at eye level as she spoke. “Hayami,” looking to the vixen as she told. “Just go in. Real simple you know.”

“No, not simple!” Hayami seemed to complain back. She stole a glance at the door, still very hesitant. That hesitation turning to justification as she said, “maybe… he’s just sleeping. I shouldn’t interrupt him.” Turning to leave.

A hoof grip her shoulder as the changeling stated. “Now your just being daft in the head.” looking to Hayami as she said. “Either you go through that damn door and talk with him, or you’re just going to make things worse in drawing it out.” giving a rather firm look to Hayami as she questioned. “What do you Kitsunes like to use as a motto? Live on the blade tip? Well if you stop using your fears and start using your courage, you’ll never get the chance to gain what you want the most.”

Ears folded back and looking away, Hayami told, “I’m not courageous.” Lips pressing tightly to add, “and I could never live like my kin. I even gave up that I would ever find them when my home was razed.” Then glanced at the door. “The only reason any of this happened, was because Cosmo-kun took the lead. I… what do I say to someone like him?”

The changeling raise a hoof and gently ‘punch’ Hayami on the head as it was more of a tap as the changeling told. “You ask him what he wants to give to you and stop being afraid.” a more softer look was on the changeling face as she told. “If you keep being hesitant and afraid, you’ll never get the chance.” then soon place both hooves on Hayami shoulders as she said. “Now take a deep breath, focus on what you gotta do, and stop being a little pansy brat!”

Hayami flinched, and she began to feel… rather down right there and then. She fumbled with her hands in confusion, and gave the door a look of anxious uncertainty. The changeling rolled her eyes and banged on the door, making Hayami look torn between running for it, or shouting to stop.

But again, after a moment… nothing. This really had the changeling curious, and without asking, opened the door. Hayami tried to stop her, but once the door was open, they just saw an empty room, no cat in sight. Hayami… gave a heavy sigh of relief.

The changeling glance over… and frown in annoyance. “Where the bloody hell is that damn furball?” pulling away from Hayami as she got on all four hooves as the changeling contacted in the Swarm mind. Hey, does anyone know where Cosmo is? The damn fool isn’t in his room!

There were a bit of responses as one group of changelings said they just saw him, another said that he was in the kitchen earlier, it made the changeling with Hayami snort, as apparently the cat was moving in and out of the ship fairly consistantly. The changeling soon look to Hayami as she told. “Well it seem your cat is a wanderer. Nobody knows where he is right now.”

“Oh.” was all Hayami said. She looked at the room, then the hall… then back to the mare to say in shy manner, “I suppose I should… look for him.” Turning away to head in some random direction.

Snorting a bit, the changeling shook her head as she grumble to herself. “Bloody kitsunes never seem to make up their damn minds.”

Hayami ignored this, though it didn’t make her feel any better. Actually, as she mulled over it a little, she only felt that much more down. And while she wasn’t aware of how down she felt, the changelings around did. A few giving her a bit of room. Hayami played with the idea to find Cosmo… but figured that today just wasn't a good day or time.

So, Hayami decided to go and find someplace to just… well, sulk in honesty. She should try and meditate, but she just felt bad now. Was she just a ‘pansy brat’? She wasn’t sure what ‘pansy’ was, but clearly it had something to do with being some brat. It made her sigh heavily and go up a flight of stairs.

Although while she was going up, she heard a voice calling out. “Hey Hayami,” as Gem was coming down the stairs, with a curious expression on her face as she asked. “What got you down in the slumps?”

Making a face, Hayami played with the idea of playing it off… but she knew that wouldn’t work. She wasn’t that great at lying. So, she just sighed and told, “I am a ‘pansy brat’ coward.” Figuring not to really hide it.

Giving a look to this Gem, asked. “Uh, mind giving me context Hayami? Because I have no idea what sort of crazy conclusion you came to that.”

Shaking her head, Hayami told, “not mine. Was a changelings.” going on to add, “I was trying to knock on Cosmo-kuns door. I thought that now was a good time to… express myself. Tell him…” Then ducked her head. “I hesitated and still feel scared of telling him. Not sure what to say, how to tell him… what he will think…”

Nodding a bit, Gem cross her arms as she said. “I understand how you feel.” looking to Hayami as she lean on the wall as she admit. “Believe it or not, I was in your situation before Hayami. Confessing to someone I grew up with that I like them more than just a friend, tartarus it took me years to actually consider on saying it.”

Looking away, Hayami asked, “it… didn’t go well?” Sounding a bit worried.

Snorting in amusement and with a low grin Gem told. “Well considering how long me and Biscuit went at it, I’m pretty sure it went ‘well’, Hayami.”

Now this, had Hayami confused. She pulled her brows close, she gave Gem another look… then voiced, “but… if you and him are bedded… why are you here and not with him?” Then voiced on, “or he here and not…” Trying to understand something that was just out of her grasp of understanding.

Shaking her head, Gem said. “Because we talked about what would happen.” looking to Hayami as she went on. “Believe me, I love that dope and I’m pretty sure he loves me. But right now? I got a job to do in helping Dejen and making sure things go smooth.” going on to tell in a joking tone. “You all need a genius like me, and if I went you loose a demolition and gemstone expert.”

Snorting as Gem added. “Sure Karth is good, but his ego is as big as this ship, you all would lose it in a week if you keep working with him.” then look as she said in a softer tone. “Believe me, I would rather have nothing to have my alpha male with me, but me and Biscuit understand that our own Alpha’s need our help. Can you imagine Jordan or Shady able to repair anything in that ship without the guy?”

Hayami looked down, nodding in understanding. But then she asked something that was almost odd. “But.. how do I talk to Cosmo over… over being… more?” Being around kitsune-- even a few of Hayami’s sisters, none seemed reluctant about sex, lovemaking or even the aspect of possible marriage.

So it was almost odd for Gem to see Hayami speak and almost look so shy and unsure about saying ‘mates’, like it was an almost taboo thing to say. Even more as Hayami went on. “I know he’s not invincible. But… he is so…” Making a face of confusion of how to say it, but told, “he can be so strong and unshakeable and… I’m not sure how to speak to him about being more than… friends.” Then hugged herself. “Always, we were… friends. Close friends, but just that. I don’t know how I am supposed to… change with that. I know what I must do, but all the same I feel… feel oddly scared of asking.”

Gem hum a bit, thinking over Hayami words as she looked to Hayami and said. “Well, actions speak louder than words.” going on to tell. “When I met Biscuit again, I was scared shitless of what to say to him, or how to express on my actual feelings for the guy. So, there was one thing to do.” looking to Hayami as she said. “I walk up to him, get close enough and kiss him until we ran out of air.”

Gem almost wanted to laugh at the flushed face Hayami had. “Up and… and… and…” Stuttering slowly at the end, her mind seeming to picture it. Gem smirked, knowing the kitsune liked the idea form how she smiled… Then stopped smiling when the vixen just fell over conked out. Leaving Gem to look around and wonder, what just happened?

Moving by Hayami and gently patting her face. “Uh Hayami? Hayami?” then when she got no response she let out a sigh as she figure what she would say would probably work. Leaning down in Hayami ear, Gem whisper out, “Hayami get up, some kitsune skank is trying to get at your cat.”

She frowned when nothing happened. So she leaned up and patted Hayami a few more times, trying to snap her out of it. When the vixen did open her eyes, she blinked and looked to Gem… then slowly sat up, rubbing her head, “I… what happened?”

“You just conk out after getting a mental image.” then frown as she asked. “Why did that happen though, aren’t you suppose to be mentally ready for seduction and all sort of tricks?”

Flushing deeply, Hayami looked away and shyly told while playing with a stain of hair, “I am not as confident as my younger sisters with sex.”

“Not even a kiss?” asked Gem with a raise brow.

Head low, Hayami said, “kissing stranger to trick is one thing. K-kissing Cosmo-k-kun…” Flushing one more and drifting into thought… before shuttering, “no, no… I…. it would be…” again, a tangled confusion in her tone.

Sitting down by Hayami on the stairs, Gem asked. “Why are you like this?” looking on at Gem asked. “You like the cat, right? You want to be with him forever, right? There's literally nothing stopping you as you’re in a new clan, with nothing holding you back for you to go and claim Cosmo as yours.”

Turning to her, Haymai told, “you haven't seen what I had.” And turned away while her tail curled around to her lap. “To see someone you think a stranger show up weak and starved. To help and watch them get stronger. To tell you things you never thought or seen. Help push you along to do a task. To council you without thought. To fight by your side, face things that…”

Hayami let out a breath. “He faced mages that can turn minds and make reality look like something else in illusion. He fought slavers with armed men with nothing but wit. More than once he would save me, and in turn my clan. I… I feel… inadequate.” Then drifted in thought. “I am strong. But he’s… just so much stronger. And I feel… feel that I’m not up to the right standard for him. That I’ve been more burden than once.”

Head hung, Hayami asked, “do.. You know why I no longer feel he is invincible?” Keeping her gaze down. “It was when he was shot, by Dejen.” Seeming to drop the honorifics for this. “I recall it clearly. Cosmo did not dodge. I know him, he could of.” then sighed out. “But… I realized, after seeing more of Dejen’s gun. If Cosmo had moved… I or those nearest to me, would of been shot. He… took the shot, knowing it may kill him. How… how do I match to something like that, with no hesitation? I was not groomed to be warrior, but he has the heart of one.”

Gem snorted as she said. “Hayami, if there's one thing I learned in my years? Even the strong people need someone to depend on.” Leaning back as she said. “Oh sure Cosmo could handle all those threats-- but they’re only the physical. You helped him with his mental or emotional, even if he never said it, or showed it-- he relied on you for support.” looking to her as Gem went on. “You found him, healed him, and did a lot for him. Any guy would be stupid to not appricate the one who saved them, and reject what your peers said to do.”

“And who said you aren’t ‘right’ for him?” questioned Gem as she pointed to Hayami. “By who rules? Who standards? I’m pretty sure no one would judge you, tartarus they’re probably be happy you two are together.” She look to hayami as the diamond dog remark. “But I will say this, you remind me more of a Striped than a Kitsune. They tend to be more honest in their feelings.”

Gem move a hand on Hayami shoulder as she said. “So do what the Stripes do. Go all the way, or don’t bother at all. If you keep doubting yourself, keep holding yourself back in uncertainty? Then you may never know Hayami.” a more gentler and softer tone came from Gem as she gently grip Hayami shoulder in assurance. “Only you can make the move, Hayami, you either give it your all or don’t.”

Then soon finished with a soft smile. “If you want to be successful in this? You got to find it in yourself,” then gave a big toothy smile. “How else are you gonna do something if you don’t seek it?”

Hayami made a small sound, but told, “I’m just… scared.” Sighing deeply once more. “We have been friends for… years. I’m just not sure, how to touch the subject. Or what to say.” Pressing her lips tightly, even as the stairwell patterned with others using it. “I just…”

“Hey Hayami.” Making the kitsune jump, fumble and get out Cosmo’s name, the cat himself coming down from some steps over head. “You got a moment? I had something to ask.” Adding on while pointing over head, “also, I got myself lost. Can’t figure out where my room is.” Gem trying her best not to laugh.

“Its down there.” told Gem as he pointed down the hall. “We should put a sign on it, just so you can recall it.” then look to Hayami as she gently pat the vixen shoulder as she got up and told. “I should get going, I do need to do something.” then look to Hayami as mouthed. ‘Don’t let your fear control you’. Then began heading off to another direction as the diamond dog went back to her own plans.

While Hayami shifted, Cosmo added to Gem, “hey, could you pass Dejen a message along?” Getting the dog to stop and look back. The Herno told while placing him near Hayami, “I wanted him to know that I’ll be sticking around here for a bit.”

Hayami turned curiously, looking a little confused. Cosmo went on, “I talked with Hitomi and since she’s technically the clan head? That makes Hayami the next heir.” Teling to Hayami, “she wanted to talk to you about that and a few other things.”

“Oh… yes…” Hayami spoke fluttered at the reminder. “That…” Looking down in thought. But, she gave a nod. “I had forgotten about that. I was… busy…”

Cosmo nodded, but finished up to Gem, “anyways. We might be here for a while to help the Clan out. Maybe after things are settled? We’ll ride along to keep searching out the bits and pieces of her former clan. But until then? We’ll be taking some leave.”

Snorting in amusement, Gem told in a grinning tone. “No problem. I’ll be sure to let the boss know.” then wave off. “We’ll keep a eye out for those kitsunes for you lot when we’re out and about. If we’re lucky we’ll find some along the way and drop them off here.”

“Search the Griffon Kingdom.” Cosmo seemed to advise. “They’re the ones that wanted ‘war dogs’. Or, some did.” then shrugged, “but I don’t have any real leads, so… sorry on that front.” Then glanced to Hayami, “anyways. We need to meet with your mom, she seemed a bit pushy about it.”

Hayami nodded and as she began to follow him, the kitsune gave one more look to Gem, smiled and nod before again, resuming to follow him.

Gem shook her head as she turn to walk off, moving a hand to raise a walky as she said. “Hey Dejen, its Gem. Apparently Cosmo and Hayami are sticking around here in Humilti to help with the Shouki Clan.”

“Really?” spoke Dejen in slight surprised. “Huh...well I should’ve seen that, its reasonable too.” the Striped told as he asked. “Did he mention anything else?”

“Well I did mention about finding the kitsunes around while they stay here, so Cosmo mention on finding what we can in the Griffon Kingdoms, since some wanted ‘war dogs’.” the Striped sighed in his end, as he seems to think on something and told.

“I’ll figure it out...at best, I’ll need to visit a rat for info.”

Gem raise her brow, but the walky ended on Dejen sighed as Gem shrug, figuring it was probably someone Dejen met and didn’t bother to mention as she pockets her walky and began moving. She however mused on if she should put in a form of request to stay with Biscuit in a month or two, mostly since it’ll give the group a good chance to do a bit more work before she would want to settle with her dog.

Sure this group is her pack, and this place is a home...but at the same time she will feel the need to be with her Alpha male, and in all honesty? Gem figure her time with the group would be ending since she does need to think about pups. She isn’t getting any younger after all.

Not to mention she hasn’t tried the more peaceful life...that and she figured this Jordan guy might need help in smithing too.

Just a day after the events with Cosmo and Hayami, Dejen was currently on the ship hull, leaning on his relaxing chair as he was taking the time to appreciate the views around him. As well as taking in the whole ‘meeting the brides’ situation he would have to go with Hitomi and her daughters. It took him by surprise, even more as he had to ask Susumu if this was what usually happens if a Kitsune Clan made an alliance with another group?

Suffice to say, Susumu told that usually it wasn’t so forthright, as there was usually a lot of factors to play in. Even less of a situation like this.

But Susumu told that it was a tradition and insurance to assure both Clans that not only there was a ‘agreement’ but also a strengthening of bloodlines.

Dejen let out a breath to this, but he had to admit that despite how things happened with Hayami Clan, or former clan in this case, he supposes things weren’t exactly worse. Mostly since there were at least saved people and a forming of a new Clan. So there was that.

Shaking his head, Dejen lean back more as he wanted to take in the peace and scenery that was around him. Mostly the later.

It began to become a bit harder to relax when there was a clicking of hooves, something that just was loud to hear on a metal ship. And any peace was robbed when he heard Farin call out, “Dejen! Dejen I need to talk with you!”

I should probably stop hoping for a bit of relaxing in times like these. thought Dejen as he opened his eyes and soon got up as he turned his head to ask to Farin. “Yes Farin, what do you need? Is Karth being stubborn in giving that book to you, or did that mouse of yours managed to contact you somehow?”

Slowing up, farin shook her head and said, “neither.” And told while pointing, “I don’t want to rush you, but this is important. I know where another Alumina is.”

Dejen let out a breath, but asked as he knew this was serious. “Is it in the Holds?”

The striped almost twitched upon hearing, “Hirue’s old village.” It almost made him want to sigh, but Farin said, “that village was more than just a Herno village Dejen. It was a demon hunter village.”

Dejen place a hand on his forehead, letting a deep breath in, as he said. “Alright. We’ll start heading out, Farin…” then soon activate his walky. “Alright everyone, hate to cut this short, but Farin found another of those mystical books. Back in Hirue old place, apparently it's a demon hunter village.” then soon added. “Also I need one of the kids to go and send Hitomi a quick message that a bigger priority showed up and we need to schedule another day, everyone get to the ship, start up and head straight to the village.”

Ending the comm, Dejen look to Farin as he told. “And you do realize that Karth will probably ‘insist’ coming with us to get that book.”

Farin made a face, but shook her head to tell, “he can come, but I don’t want him to take this book. It might have clues of what I need.” Telling, “I know you’re not thrilled, but I need to stress this, Dejen. The demon that had the last Alumina? They were compulsively writing about this demon hunter village, about how it worked-- he wasn’t the only in on it. Other demons were in on the act on trying to destroy it. And a number were sure an Alumina was there because they could sense it.”

A bit of irritation came on Dejen face as he said to Farin. “Then let's just hope that we can get it, or any other of those damnable books.” already moving to pack up his chair as he went on. “We better have Asha with us too, just in case.” thinking and adding. “I really hope that it's just two...finding one nearly caused a world ending castopehery-- I don’t want to find out there's a bigger demon or something buried under that town.”

A little irritated, Farin took in slow breaths to stay calm before saying, “Dejen, please. Gripe all you like, but I need you to understand.” And said very pointedly. “There was an Alumina in the possession of Demon Hunters.” While Dejen rolled his eyes, Farin told, “a herno people dedicated to destroying demons. What do you think they would put into a book like an Alumina?”

A more annoyed groan escape from Dejen as he knew the answer. “Ways to defeat demons probably...the more I learn about these books, the more I’m glad I’m starting to hate them.” holding up the chair in a arm as the Striped had to admit that it was good to learn about this info, but it was honestly horrible timing to find this out now. He admittedly want to blame Karth for waiting this long for giving the book to Farin.

But even as he went inside, Farin not far behind, she told on. “More than that Dejen. They had tracking means, trapping means, binding, banishing-- purifying!” Telling him, “it’s the last one I need to know, because if they had purifying ways on demonic things, they might have the answers I need to purify the Alumina’s. And if I have that, then I can finally get to work on stopping something much worse from happening in the future!”

“Let me guess, the demon thats in Tartarus that's learning all of the knowledge he has with his cursed books will break out more sooner than later and cause Armageddon?” asked Dejen as he pass his chair to a changeling to put away.

With an annoyed sighed, Farin said, “you can be impossible, you know that?” Feeling annoyed at his responses. “You know what? never mind. I’ll just go and get ready for the search.” And turned away, rushing down the hall to do as she said.

Dejen snort as he headed to the bridge. Me? Impossible? She should be glad I’m taking this shit seriously. Taking her word about these books, going to these places to gather these books and even making sure she has a means to get around. ITs not exactly my fault that ever since I’ve got wrap into this mystical bullshit, things haven’t been ‘simple’ for us lately. the Striped shaking his head as he consider that maybe Farin was just a bit too strung up.

That or maybe rarely bother to get along with anyone as she keeps to herself and to that book. Sure he knows how important it is to find these Aluminas-- but seriously get a life or talk to someone! Dejen shake his head as he shook those thoughts out. Figuring that it wasn’t as important in the long run. He heard a response of a changeling that he delivers the message to Hitomi about the clan needing to leave and she understands if its something big.

Dejen move into the bridge as he settle down in his chair, rubbing his forehead as he can’t wait to get that book, come back here and resume the bits of relaxing before whatever comes up throw them in a curveball. Like heading to the griffon kingdoms and maybe stopping by Equestria to find that rat broker.