introductory chapter :Twilight fans’ club
This is a house in Ponyville，which, from outside, seems not different with others. Maybe it looks like a bar. But it has a secret. It‘s a club, a Twilight fans’ club. Only the members know that it is a club. Of course, I am one of the members. We,the menbers, are often talking about Twilight and the friendship she representing here. And in there, I can remember everything happened in Equestria, from the wedding in Canterlot to the defeat of Tirek. I can remember everything
Today, as usually, I go to the club. I often come here at the same time every day. After I arrived , one pony entered the house.
Oh! That’s him! He is one of the members here just like me, and he is very good at drawing. I appreciate him very much.
“Hello!”
“Hello!”
He replied me. But what has happened? He looks not so good.
“I decided to leave the club.”
“What! Why?”
“Why? I think you know why.”
I stay silence and he continues,” After Twilight became a princess. We haven’t talked about Twilight and friendship for a long time. It's time to drop out.”
I stay silence again. He is right. I can recall that there were several ponies droping out at the night when Twilight became an alicorn.
They hate because they love.
“As you know, Twilight is a princess now. She is no longer the pony you know.”
“She still the symbol of friendship.”
“But we can’t feel any friendship from her anymore! Well, could you answer my question? What did Princess Twilight do during the Equestria games
“……”
“You can’t answer my questions, right? Because you are afraid to hear about any news about her, right?”
I can’t say a word, because what he said are all ture.
He put his hoof on my shoulder and continues,” Don’t worry. I will be back one day. And you will still be here, right?”
He is gone.
Maybe I could stop him, but I just failed to do so..
I don’t want to tell a lie. I can’t deceive myself. We love Twilight, We like feeling about friendship from her, though she is Princess Celestia’s student, though she is a gifted unicorn, but she is also an ordinary pony as we are. Therefore we can feel all about her friendship as if we have.
But everything had been changed. Some one said one day we will accept her wings, but in fact, we didn’t.
She is a princess, the ruler of Equestria, while we are just common citizens
She is an alicorn, a goddess of Equestria, while we are just ordinary ponies
Yes, we know. We know she can keep her friendship with her close friends, and she will do that. But we are not the special ponies. We won’t be the special ponies.
She is far aways.
Her deeds are no longer resonating with us
And…….
“Oh! Look! Here comes Princess Twilight!”
“Oh! Princess!”
I go out. Princess Twilight is walking on Ponyville, as usual.
As usual.
“You don’t look well, Are you all right?”
Maybe Princess Twilight notice me that I don’t looks well. She comes up to me and asks me concernedly.
She is still so beautiful. She is still so gentle. Now, she is standing in front of me. But I feel she is far away from me.
I show a smiling face and reply her,” I haven’t slept well last night. Thank you, your highness..”
After she heared what I said, Twilight smiles too. She said to me,” As long as you're all right. Every pony in Ponyville is my friend you kown.”
Every pony is your friend……
We talked a few after that,and then she left.
Ponies are beginning to talk about her.
“The battle of Princess Twilight is so awesome.”
Awesome?
For the Princess of Friendship?
Perfect!
Now ponies are no longer focusing on her friendship. They just focus how much fun they can have.
I don’t mean fun is bad. After all, laughter is one of the Elements of Harmony. But it just one of that, not all of that.
Maybe the age was changed. A princess is easier be worshiped than be close, but I still hope ponies like the true friendship, not the word we called friendship.
I feel so lonely
I move back into club.
No pony here.
Except me.
I am not the first member here,
But I am the last member here.
I am so sad that tears come out from my eyes.
Because of Twilight, I made a lot of good friends.
Because of Twilight, I lost all my friends.
She is Princess of Friendship. But for me, her wings means broken friendship.
That’s not her fault
Although I feel so pain, I will always be grateful to her.
I remember the first time I came here. There were so many ponies here. I can even recollect what they had said.
“Twilight is the best pony.”
“For friendship!”
Author's Note
Thanks Bovkorno. I can't translate it into English Without her help.
Dream, dream, why do I always have this dream, this horrible dream.?
It has been continuing for several days.
I have a look at sun through window. It is almost at the mid sky.
Day by day, the nightmares is lasting longer and longer before, while the feeling is also becoming realer and realer before.
I merely know whether I would be driven mad by this.
Is it really owing to that reason?
I come to the club.
Since that day on which he left and left me alone here, I have began to suffering nightmares. Though all of that are not the same, but that are all
about Twilight Sparkle, Princess Twilight Sparkle...
Alas...
I don’t want to think about it anymore. I should not use the sadness to torture myself. I shall face it. I must hold fast to here.
I look around here.
The club is empty.
Alone.
I can’t say that I never thought about to drop out.
However, I eventually denied to drop out.
Twilight gave me a new life.
That helped me to get out of the wholeness of the past.
Only that I can’t forget.
Just leave? That’s a betrayal of her spirit.
Therefore, there’s no place that I can leave for.
After all, the wings is not her fault.
Alas...
No matter how, it is no good to make here, the place full of memories, covered with dust. Well, I’d better just clean it up.
It is really hard to clean up. I wipe the sweat on my forehead. For a long time, it was done by all members together. Till now, I can even feel that every pony is cleaning and laughing, which makes here liveliness and happiness. Even the breaking table and overturning water are full of warmth.
I’m bearing the grief from heart and continuing cleaning.
Suddenly, the wind chimes over the the door is ringed.
I am very surprised and before I thinking out that which member’s back, did I hear there are two voices from my back.
“Wow! Here seems so dirty.”
“But if here were cleaned, there would be not bad. See, there’s a pony cleaning, isn’t there?”
I wipe out my tears in eyes, clean up my mood, pretend that nothing happened,and then, I follow the voices to find who are there. There are a pegasus pony with rainbow mane and hair and a earth pony with orange coat wearing a cowboy hat. They are Rainbow Dash and Applejack.
As a fan of Twilight Sparkle, it’s impossible that I don’t recognize them, but why are they here?
I can merely consider more, has Rainbow Dash walked towards me and put down a pile of Bits.
Ha..? Why did she take out money? What does she want?
It is when I’m just confused that Rainbow Dash answers,” We want to rent the place for a night, at the night after three nights.”
Applejack comes close and adds,” Yep, we are going to have a party. Considering that Twilight’s castle is to have a celebration, we decided to find a place in Ponyville.”
While Applejack is speaking, Rainbow Dash flies to me easily. She did this without flying into tables in this narrow space, and speak to me with a hoof bent round my shoulder,”’Cause of the celebration, there are too many strange ponies having came to Ponyville, that have made few places available. However, we found that here is not be used by ponies, so we came here. Anyway, your place is empty, so rent it to us, OK?”
I keep silent, and also have no reflect to the hoof.
They’re right, there’s no pony using.
Here is no pony left except me,and the fans of Twilight’s club has became more in name than in reality.
Emptying it,
Is of no use.
Though..,
I have a reason that I can’t give up.
I don’t want the place with so many memories disappears.
I should give myself an excuse to adore Twilight Sparkle.
Bethinking of this, I have a decision. I reply to them,” I refuse!”
Author's Note
Thanks Bovkorno Again.
