Love, Life, School, Friendship...

(Block-1 Ms. Fluttershy-Math)

It's been a week since Tyler died and during the week Elijah has been beating himself up about it I've been trying to keep his mind off it but it's been slowly eating away at him we haven't had our first date so I might use as a way to get it off his mind. I walk into the class and sit in my usual seat "Damn! I forgot to do my homework...why?" Elijah sits next to me getting his homework I don't want to seem like a nuisance so I don't ask him to help me with my homework I don't like to anyways. He looks over at me and smiles I blush and looks at my homework.

"Do you need help?"

"No! No! It's fine I'm okay!" He gives me a look and leans in and puts his forehead against mine.

"Listen you're my girlfriend if you need help or anything I will help you okay?" I want to kiss him again it was wonderful the last time I kissed him.

"Okay..." His lips and mine move closer and closer together.

"Okay class get your homeworks out I'm going to collect it." Fluttershy starts to collect the homework luckily it was multiple choice so Elijah just gave me the answers.

"Would you two just kiss again already!"

"Shut up Bernard." Bernard chuckles

"What Eli? You did it once why not do it again." I punch him in the shoulder

"Can you just leave us alone?"

"Why because Eli is too scared to kiss you again." Elijah started to tense up.

"Shut the fuck up and leave us alone." Woah... Where did that come from? He's become more aggressive and defensive after the accident...I don't like it I want the old one back...

"Elijah what's wrong you can promise me if there's anything wrong you can talk to me okay?" Fluttershy walks up to our desk

"Homework?" I hand her mine

"There's nothing wrong Nia stop worrying." He hands in his homework.

"That's what I'm worried about...that's why I don't usually get my homework done." He looks at me and then grabs my hand and holds it

"I'm feeling fine but if it will get you to stop worrying I promise I will tell you what's wrong okay?" I didn't want to agree but I did hesitantly.

"Alright..."

"Okay class Mr.Mac won't be here today because his wife Mrs.Cherliee is having a baby so not a lot of notes today."

He grabs out his spiral notebook book and a pen and gets ready to write I'm still worried but it's nice to know he trust me.

(Block 2-Mrs. Rarity-AA)

"Well fuck..."

"What's wrong Steven?" I asked he was looking in his phone for something

"Today's Lea's birthday and I freakin forgot..." "So what are you going to get her?"

"I don't know Eli probably a soccer ball again...I'm such an idiot..." Bernard patted his back.

"I got you Steven." Pulls out a box wrapped in gift wrapping.

"W-what's this?"

"It's the shoes you wanted to get her here." He tries to give it to Steven but he pushes it away.

"I can't I didn't buy it..."

"Just take it we are bestfriends remember? I will help you with anything!" Tears start to form from Steven's eyes

"Thanks...I'm glad I have friends like you guys." He pulls us in for a group hug it was awkward seeing that we were in school and everyone was watching...but I was nice then Lea walked in.

"Hi guys! What's up?" Steven gives her the box.

"Happy birthday sweetie...I love you..." ‘Aww's’ could be heard from the class.

"Thanks...I love you too." She kisses him it was so cute...I scoot over the Elijah and held his hand and looked at him he was blushing I lean in and he started to lean in too we were close then...THUD! We all run to the window.

"AHHHH!" I couldn't believe it...someone kill themselves...we ran out to see who it was the head was still bleeding out it was bad I see Lily throw up on the side.

"Oh my fucking God!"

"Hey language Bernard!"

"Sorry Mrs.Rarity..." I go into Elijah's arms and start crying it was terrible he just comforted me.

"It's okay calm down Nia calm down." I cry harder.The police come thirty minutes later and school was dismissed for the rest of the day so we decided to go the park.

"Today's a nice day it's warm and sunny out."

"Yeah I guess so Nia..."

"What's wrong?" He stopped and started to walk to the tree we usually went to when we were in elementary.

(Flashback)

“Hey are you okay?” I sat there crying my eyes out

“Leave me alone!” He sits next to me

“Are you okay?” I looked at him

“Just some bullies…”

“Hey if you need help just call me I can solve your bullying problem.”

“How?”

I know a little about the martial arts.”

“I don’t want you to fight them…”

“That’s just a last resort I will talk to them...Okay?”

“Alright.”

"I never got your name..."

"Huh? Oh...my name is Nia..."

"That's a cute name my name's Elijah or Eli if you want." I giggle

"Thanks and I think Elijah is just fine."

(End of Flashback)

"I never thought that the accident would cause a suicide...I wish I could of saved him now...I'm not sure if my life is worth anything...I wanna kill myself." I start sniffing.

"Why? If you kill yourself do you know how that would affect me? Don’t you care about the the sake of me!? Don’t you?!”

“Of course I do...I always do.” I burst out crying.

“ NO YOU DON’T BECAUSE YOU WOULDN’T SAY THAT THEN!”

“Nia…” he leans in and kisses me more passionately than before it felt better than last time...the feeling was unexplainable.

"I'm sorry...I should have been more thoughtful..."

"It's fine just...don't leave me..."

"I won't...I promise."

(Later on...)

Me and Elijah were walking home we saw Stephanie in the middle of the street with something in her hand.

"Hi Stephanie!" I wave at her she looks at me and then looks away.

"Something's not right Nia..."Then I see her put a gun up to her head.

"No Stephanie!" I started to run to her "Don't do it!"

"Nia no!" He grabs my hand and I start to cry.

"No! Let go I have to save her!" I try escaping but I couldn't I look at Stephanie and...she pulled the trigger bang! Her blood and brain fly everywhere "No!" I started to cry even harder.

"It's okay let it out." I cry into his shirt and I felt the world start spiral out of control everything was going crazy everything was a blur and I felt trapped.