A werewolf in equestriaby JokethemanChaptersIntroduction revised and longerSong of the wolfAwakeningIntroduction revised and longerHi, here is the new and improved chapter 1. It's hopefully a lot easier to read and there is supposed to be less spelling and grammar errors. Got myself a program specifically for dyslexic so I think it will be a lot more understandable. This chapter doubled in size since my brain finally got the message that there was a lot of background info missing. Still looking for a proof reader, but it's not easy. Still, I am starting on chapter 2 now, and I hope I get one before I am finished. Hopefully on Saturday or Sunday Hope you like it and please comment if you find something needed fixing. I am not your typical human, but part human I am something called garou. While most people are living, they're boring unusual lives with school and work. I live the old myths and stories. Garou you might think what the hell that is, let me tell you I am a werewolf. Most people think that you will be turned into a werewolf when you are bitten by one, but that is not true you are born garou I belong to the tribe called children of Gaia, and I was born under the crescent moon. Why is that important you might think? When you are born, Luna, the goddess of the moon, will bless you with rage and your auspice. Your auspices is your spiritual place in the world. My auspice is that of the Theurge. There are five different auspices one for every phase of the moon. The theurge of the quarter-moon. The werewolf borne under this sign is often connected to the spirits and the umbra in a way the other auspices are not, allowing the garou to see and hear things that others would be blind we are the Seers and Shaman of the Garou nation. The ragabash of the new moon. Oftentimes a ragabash will take on the role of a trickster or jester to ease the moods of fellow pack mates. The philodox of the half moon. The philodox is usually judges and mediators of the garou nation able to see both sides of a situation and can then make fair judgments. The galliard of the three-quarters moon. Galliard are usually most comfortable taking up artistic roles, such as writing, reading, and using other forms of expression. Some call galliards the bards to the nation, charged with the duty of remembering events and heroes and the honored ancestors. The ahroun of the full moon. The ahroun’s are best suited at a warrior role, the "teeth and claws" of Gaia herself. While this may seem like a trivial role as "all garou are Gaia's warriors", an ahroun is a specialist in combat, set apart from the other auspices in their expertise they are the warriors among fighters, officers among soldiers, the heroes of the battlefield. You see when we go on to puberty the ones that are born true, will have our first change. I did not even know that I had the blood, of the Garou in me or that my family ever had any werewolves in it. I thought werewolf's where only silly stories and old myths. Oh, boy was I wrong. I was 17 when it happened. About 2 months before the change I started thinking I was going crazy. You see I was hearing voices and seeing weird and freaky things everywhere. Most theurge's have a lot of spiritual power, and we usually start seeing strange things when we are born. But are usually not able to understand, that what we see is something unusual. Not before you get a bit older, and you learn to hide it from people. So naturally I had to be going crazy. You see my trust computer suddenly started to talk to me asking me what was so funny about the games. I was playing and then asking me if we could play together. And then having your school starts telling you answers to test, you start getting a little bit scared. And not any person in the school, but the fucking school building told me. I started to skip school after that, and gave away my computer. Then it happened I was sitting there in my room like I had done the last 2 months every day reading the same stupid comic books for the thousandth time. It was a nice summer night outside not too warm just perfect. It was starting to become just after midnight. That's when I saw it spider webs all over the place it was like locking into a heat wave, but behind it was a thick layer of spider webs. In the small gaps of the spider webs I could see my room and the outside of my window. It looked like all the buildings were covered in it and on them were spiders running around laying webs and mending ones that needed it. I felt an urge tugged at me. I wanted to go into that world I knew that answers to many of my questions were in there. I raised myself from my chair and started making my way over to the web. I tried to move it and break some of the webs, but they were harder than steel and I could only make them move a little bit. I needed to get in there, and it was being kept from me. I felt my body starting to stretch and grow trying to get me into a form that would make it possible. I had to crouch down to not hit the ceiling, and I could hear the Floor cracking with the increased weight being forced on it. I stretched out my hands. They were enormous and hairy with paws like a wolfs only a lot bigger, and it had big talons at the end of the paws were my fingers would usually be. I moved my arms over to. I ripped a hole through it big enough for me to go through. I've started drawing myself through it and when I passed through the hole I code see the spiders running into the window starting to mend the tears I made. They were the size of a beagle dog. They looked faintly metallic with read gleaming eyes, but they did not even seem to see me standing there so focused where they on their job. Then it hit me. There was a foul stench in the air. And it was coming from outside. I went over to my window. I was on the 5 floor but I knew that the stench was coming from outside. Something in me knew that I would not be hurt by the fall. I grabbed the window with one paw and jumped out of the window. I landed in the street with not even a scratch. It was dark, but not night it was twilight in here, and the moon was up. I understood then I was not in my world anymore more like a twisted reflection of my own. There were no people or animals around only old buildings with webs covering most of them. There were no lights on in any of the buildings some of the new buildings were not even in this world I noticed. Only the oldest ones were in this world. Suddenly, there was a large rumble I behind me and a small quaking in the ground I spun around. In front of me was a giant snake like creature. I was no bigger than one of its eyes. Its head was more than 5 times my size. Its body was curled around a nearby 30 story building it was Huge. It was no more than a hundred meters away. It had long shining black fangs sticking out of its upper jaw and sickly glowing green eyes. It smelt like death, toxins and corruption. It’s scaly with pus cowered skin was leaking black pus where ever it went. I saw the pus eating away at the ground where it landed. I felt incredible anger rise up in me this abomination was something that I hated instantly. I wanted to destroy it I wanted to remove all evidence and memory of its presence. I felt a power in me like an ocean of power wanting me to release it, so that it could carry out my wish. I gave in to it opening myself to release it. I felt an incredible pressure in me as the power came flowing out. The snake's head snapped forward faster than I would have ever believed possible coming at me with death in its eyes. In not even the blink of an eye it was no more than 5 meters from me. Then my power ignited a celestial inferno started around it. The flames were so was so bright. I brought my hands before my eyes, but I still I code see the snake writhe in pain and then disappear in a blink of an eye this was the power of a sun the power of its core it was nuclear fusion. And suddenly it was gone. The inferno lasted no longer than 4 seconds. I removed my hands and the only reminder of the monster was its shadow burned into the buildings and street. How the flames had not evaporated everything around it, and me I could not understand. I raised my head and let out a roar of triumph After a while my brain started kicking in, and I knew, something was wrong I smelt blood. I started looking around. There was blood around where the snake had been. I started making my way over to it while saying to myself well you're definitely not in Kansas anymore. "But it came out like a deep rumble I started looking myself over. I was standing around 3 meters tall as far as I could judge, and I was covered in fur. There was an old store next to the building the snake had been I went over to stare at the reflection in the window. In the window was a werewolf with black and gray fur over its body with small streaks of white in it. Long arms with large claws and it had large fangs in its mouth with two crystal blue eyes. Those were my eyes. My eyes had always been my redeeming feature. I stood there for how long I don't know looking myself over in awe. I was a monster out of myths a beast of uncanny strength and resilience. I heard a low moan from the other side of the building coming from over where the blood was. I took one last look at myself and moved to the Alley where the blood was. There's body parts everywhere intestines were splatters over the Alley. Everything was so crushed and ripped that I could not even get a grip on how many people that were killed her. Longer down the alley was. A man sitting leaned on the wall covered in blood. I went over to him when I came near him he turned to me. He started speaking. "I am Bile ripper, and this was my pack." While gesturing with his right hand at the remains spread around the area. I felt myself shrink now. I was a human again. I pondered what he sad for a second, but the only thing I code think of was saying. "I'm Ethan and what the hell is going on." He gestured for me to sit down. Right over from him was a little bit of a brick wall that thankful had no blood or guts on it. I sat down and instantly regretted it I was naked, and the bricks were broken and jagged some places, but I forced myself to sit down. Comfort later I thought answers now. When I set down, he reached down it to his right pocket and removed a lighter and a 20 pack of Marlboro. He gestured to me. "Want one." "No I don't smoke." "Well, it's your loss" he said while taking one out and lighting it and taking a deep breath. "Well, I bet you are full of questions kid." "Let's start with the simple answer Ethan, yes, you are a werewolf." "And I have been sent her to bring you to our people." I looked him over. He was not older than 27 maybe 28 years old with long black hair and brown eyes. He had a small beard on his face. I was finally able to see what he was wearing under all the blood it was a leather jacket and a Metallica t- shirt under it. He had as far as I could tell blue jeans on almost every part of him was drenched in blood. His eyes looked so tired so old. It reminded me of the eye of the children warriors. Eyes that had seen all the darkness the world had to offer. Eyes that had lost all hope long ago. He went on to explain to me. They were her to bring me to my people. But the snaked had blocked them, and killed the other 4 in his pack. He told me that more people more of our kin would be her to bring me to my people. He was leaning his head against the wall of the Alley with a new cigarette in his mouth when it suddenly fell out of his mouth. Falling into the pool of blood around us and went out. I went over to him and touched him on his shoulder. He slumped to the ground. I stared at his back in horror. I code see the backside of his ribs and his spine some of the black pus had melted right into his bones. How he even managed to live as long as he did was a mystery. I sat down again shaking muttering to myself over and over again "You're not in Kansas anymore." After a while 5 other werewolves came over to me and told me they were her to guide me to my people. A few of them were left behind to collect the corpses. I was taken to a place of my people. Where I was told of our history. They had felt the power in me when I started getting near my first change. I was told that in me was more power than almost every Garou in history. What I had done to the worm was something that had never been done, by one single Garou before. Only a few of the oldest and most powerful had even managed a fraction of it. The powers a theurge managed to summon on his first change was the power he one day might control if he ever managed to reach his full potential. So, I left my family and stood with them. Trained with them and earned my new place in the world. And the worst part is the first years where the best one in my life. Years had gone it was now the year 2012. I was 26. I had attained the rank of legend. Only meant for the most powerful of Garou. And I was one of the youngest ever to obtain it. I have fought some of the worst monsters in the world and won. But I never had managed to obtain the power I had one my first change again. I had more power and gifts then almost everyone out there, but it was never enough. I lived a life of Paine, anger, hate and loneliness. Garou live for their pack. The pack is a family. They are your sisters and brothers, but every last of my family had died time after time because I was not strong enough. Everything we were put up against was so powerful, that sooner or later they died one after the other. I was able to survive time and time again more than once being on the brink of death. After a while I could not take it anymore, I stopped joining my people. In the hope that if I did not feel for any of them ever again I would not need to feel the pain again and again. After a while I only came out when, the need was great. I moved to the city hoping it would distract me from thinking of my pain and loneliness. My seclusion started after losing my last pack. In it was a girl named Gina. She was a ragabash. We always say that our pack is our family, but she was the only one I ever felt like was my real little sister. She made me finally feel like the world still had some hope. I used to tease her all the time she had colored her hair pink, so I always called her pinkie she did not mind. She actually liked it. After a while she told me, she had colored her hair after a pony on a show she loved. And that was the reason she always was able to smile. She would sit down every Saturday with the laptop and watch t. I only ever had the time to watch bits and pieces of it I was mostly too busy with my duties to do something else it looked funny and happy, and I understood why she liked it. Then it happened they all died the same day no more than 2 months ago. I did not have the power to save them she died only 3 months from her 18 birthday. Then today early morning Luna or Goddess of the moon sent one of her spirits to me, summoning me to her side. "Why lunes always have to mess everything up so much, I swear under my breath." Wheel it could be worse remember the time when one of them set my apartment on fire for a laugh. I stopped cleaning up when I saw myself in the mirror on the wall. My dirty blond hair was short easier to deal with then. My eyes once an almost glowing crystal blue now a dull lifeless blue it reminded me of the eyes bile ripper had. Eyes that had seen the worst the world had, eyed with no hope. I moved away from the mirror making my way to the center of the floor. I started using my power to slip me into the twisted world that lay beyond. From there I start making my way to the place that Luna ruled over. It was not my first time there I had been summoned to her before. From her hand, I was given Moon Silver that I made my weapon with. It's the size of a long sword for a human, but in my werewolf form it's no bigger than a good sized dagger. Inside resides a spirit of a unicorn the patron spirit of my tribe. I had briefly met him before, and he was impressed with me and had decided to take me up on an offer to help me. His name is twilight dancer. He is the strongest unicorn spirit. I have met and also the most violent one. And he has a very odd sense of humor. We ended up more like buddies after a while then something else. My only family left. I change into my hispo form. It looks like an oversized wolf but is about the size of a bear. Now I was ready for anything I code move fast and if I need to fight, my jaws in this form code break iron bars easily. It takes me almost 5 days to trek across the twisted land going into deeper realms wear the laws of physics started to matter less and less. On the 5 day I arrived I had found the entrance. I used my power, yet again to slip myself into the new realm. Of all the realms I ever had been to nothing beats the beauty of Luna’s realm the realm is a vast garden. The soil brightly shining Moon Silver and the vegetation soft and luminous. Luna’s throne lies in the Center of the Garden, next to a small pond of Moon Silver where she Grant's audience to those with the wisdom and the perseverance to reach her. I changed back to my human form. What can I say she is beautiful if you ever saw her you would understand why wolf's howl praises. I suddenly find myself near a silver pond with a beautiful silver lady standing there with a hand in the silver pond. She turns to me a smile on her perfect lips and a mischievous glint in her silver eyes. "What can I be of service with my goddess?" She rises herself up and approaches me "I have something you need to do for me. I have been watching you, and I have seen your pain and loneliness." She stops before I raise my head, and I was shocked she has tears in her eyes and an expression of sadness on her face. "I have seen the pain in your life and I ask of you one last favor." She stretched out her arms placing her hands against my cheeks. "There is a place that will one day need your help, but if you go you will never be able to come back, but there is hope there for you. A chance of happiness and no more loneliness." I was stunned I never knew she had watched over me. A chance of a life with happiness it sounded too good to be true. I felt a tear sliding down from my right eye I wanted this. There was no life for me here. Already I had felt myself drown in the pain and loneliness, if there was a chance I wanted it. She moved forward and kissed my tear away and looked back at me. "Do you accept knowing you will never come back?" I code not speak I only nodded. She smiled at me and leans down and kissed me on my lips. I have never felt something like this before it was cold, but she did not taste like metal, but sweat like the sweet smelling Moon Flowers. Hear lip's part from mine. "Twilight dancer will join you in your quest. You are bound in soul and cannot be parted." She stepped back and looked at me with determined eyes. It strikes me she looks sad. Pained for having let the embrace go? "There is one thing you must know if you go you might lose most of your power, and I do not know if it will come back. Do you still want this?" I was confused she was acting strange she had always been regal when I met here before never showing emotions, but now she was looking at me like she feared what I would say. I turned to her. My mind was made up. "Yes, I want this if there is a chance of happiness I want to take it." She smiled at me, but she was trying to mask a pained expression. "Then you shall have your wish." She said in almost a whisper. She took my hand and guided me to the pond. Her hand was shaking a bit. "You must drink from it. You will hurt, but this is the only way to send you where you are needed." I was confused. Why was she asking like this, was she afraid for me or was there something else? I felt a burning sensation in my chest like my heart was trying to tell me something, but my brain would not let me understand it. I nodded I wanted this I hardened my resolve. I went down on my knees and cupped my hands and filed them with the liquid silver. I brought it up to my mouth and swallowed. It did not hurt. It was cold and tasted like Luna. Then it hit me like an explosion in my body every nerve in my body screaming in pain it hurts so much more than anything I ever had felt. I was lying on my side curled up in a fetal position. Luna went down on her knees and put my head on her lap stroking my hair. Tears in her eyes while saying something I code not understand at first." I have loved you from afar, but I can never be with you in this world. Your wolf song was always the sweetest." She bent over and kissed my lips. I felt it with a certainty. I never felt before I loved her, and I wanted her and now I was never to see her again. "The only thing I can do is send you to a world where you have a chance of happiness." I looked at her the only thing. I could say" what have I done" My vision was going to black. I knew I had not much time left at her side. With the last of my strength I said," I love you Luna"" She looked at me smiling "and I love you" She used one of her fingers to pluck one of her tears and dropped it in my mouth. "Now you will always have a part of me with you" I started to begin feeling sleepy and my body light the last thing I saw was Luna giving me one final kiss. * * * * I awoke and looked around only to see the most beautiful and colorful Forest I had ever seen. The air smells so good so clean. 'Right now I don't want to move. I only want to lay her and get the rest of my tears out‘ They were sliding down my muzzle. I noticed I was back in my wolf form. After a while my stomach growled in protest. I needed food. Rising from the leaves I got up off the ground and looked around me for a few minutes to admire the Forest around me before starting my search for something to eat. 'Right now I am not picky.' ‘OK now I Need to think about something besides Luna.' I was surrounded by trees. ‘Now where do I go the trees are dense there must be something around here.' My ear perked up. ‘There's a noise something small I think. ‘It's not too far away no more than 300 meters I think? ‘Well it won't be my first time hunting something in a new strange realm'. I ran to the nearest tree and started making my way quietly to my target. My heart started beating faster. I started to smell it. ‘That's odd it smells like flowers and baked goods.' ‘Maybe someone is having a picnic.' It took me 10 minutes to close the distance. Not twenty meters away was a yellow colored Pegasus with a pink mane and tail. It was standing facing away from me looking at a Bunny. ‘Well, this is new one a Pegasus, and it's so small more like a pony, but it's defiantly flesh and blood.' ‘Hope it's not anyone's pet, let's hope I am not about to eat a small girl's favorite Pegasus pony. ‘Pegasus for dinner and then a Bunny for desert.' ‘Well, the Pegasus could never taste worse than the yellow canary I ate once.' ‘Note to self-do not eat the wings.' ‘Took me hours last time, to get all the feathers out of my mouth.’ Song of the wolfHi sorry for the slow update. Next chapter will not take this long. I unfortunately haven't gotten my editors to edit this chapter yet so if you see mistakes pleas levee a comment. Right in front of me the yellow colored Pegasus looked at the little Bunny. "Now Angel Bunny we haven't found anything so far are you sure. You heard a noise out here." The Bunny nodded and started pointing in my general direction. "By Gaia it spoke the god damned pony spoke... Holy crap I know that voice. Where the hell do I know that voice from." "You really think there might be a hurt animal out here." The Bunny nodded and started pulling a bag with a red cross on it. "Ok let me get that, and we can try to find the poor animal." The yellow Pegasus went over to the bag and used her mouth to move it on to her back. She turned around and looked straight at me. Her eyes were getting bigger and bigger "Oh crap she saw me." Her mouth was hanging open, and she was looking at me with big cyan eyes. 6 months ago walking true the living room in the house my pack had bought on the outside of town. "Damn I am hungry a sandwich would hit the mark right now. Hi Gina, I am going to the kitchen to make a sandwich… want one." I stopped not hearing an answer, but the only sound meeting me was. "Awwwww Shes so cute. I just want to hold her and hug her. Oh Fluttershy your so cute." "Ok that's new Gina never made an Awww sound before" I turned and started to walk over to where Gina was sitting. "Hey Pinkie, what're you doing." She turned to me with a big smile. "I'm watching My little pony. You need to see this it's the most adorable thing ever." I went over to the laptop. On the laptop was an young yellow Pegasus singing how she loved everything. "Damn Pinkie, your right she, is adorable." Gina patted the place next to her on the sofa with a big grin on her face. "Sit down I need to show you some more." She looks so happy. "Well, the sandwich will be there a while more it can wait." I smiled, and sat down in the sofa. "OK Pinkie let's get the show on the road." We spent the next hour going over some clips. She liked with Fluttershy in them. I smiled at Gina "Pinkie she really is adorable thanks for showing me, I needed that" I shook my head trying to get the memory out. "That's Fluttershy how the hell is this even possible she's in a kids show." I took a better look at her. "Shea's different its Fluttershy there's no doubt about that even the same voice, but she is not a cartoon there's no outline, and I can see blood vessels in her eyes. I can even see the individual feathers in her wings." Some of the strands of her hair are loose and flowing lazily in the wind. There are some small pieces of grass on her coat. "She looks real and she smells real. How is this possible I am in Equestria. I can't eat her now Gina would come back from the dead to kill me." I closed my eyes and shook my head again. "This is so strange, I have seen strange things before, but this is definitely the strangest. A land of happiness and harmony that can't be bad… can it?"' My eyes opened and standing almost right before me is Fluttershy she looks at me. I can see it in her eyes she is in awe of the sight in front of her. Her mouth is still hanging open, and her eyes are almost sparkling in intensity. She is looking all over like she was drinking in the sight in front of her like she was afraid of never seeing it again. Even the Bunny was looking at me with big eyes full of awe his little mouth hanging open. "How did she manage to get this close. I was so lost in thought there. And why is she looking at me like she's never seen anything like me before maybe wolfs are uncommon here?" She was looking me in the eyes trying to make her voice work again. I could see her mouth move like she was trying to form words, but had forgotten how to. She blinked opens her eyes again and looked back into my eyes. "I have never seen anything so beautiful before he is more beautiful than princes Celestia." I looked behind me and then back to her. "What is she talking about me. Um I must be the first wolf she's ever seen Well there's no one behind me, so it must be me." "I have been called a lot of things but never beautiful." She looked at me, and she noticed my bloodshot eyes and the wet streaks in the fur on my muzzle. She moved forward and started stroking my head with hoof. It was gentle oh so gentle "Oh, you poor dear you have been crying haven't you." She said while stroking my head. Something about her voice was so gentle, so soothing and so filled with kindness and compassion. I wanted to stop it I really tried, but it was too much to soon. Memories of Luna stroking my hair before I disappeared came back to me like a blast from a shotgun. I started crying again. " It Hurst why did you do it Luna why not tell me I would have found a way to stay with you. Whatever was keeping you from me I would have removed it." She was looking at me with tears in her eyes stroking my fur. Even the Bunny came over and started petting my front leg. I fell down on the leaves. My legs who'd not carry my weight anymore. She sat down taking my head on to her lap. I could not stop her I don't really think I wanted to. She started singing sweat and slow. "Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now It's time to go to bed Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now It's time to go to bed Drifting off to sleep! Let the joy of dreamland find you! Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now it's time to go to bed" I felt my eyes getting heavy, and I started drifting off. I woke up with Fluttershy still stroking my fur. She was smiling at me a caring smile that promised everything was going to be better. I looked into her cyan eyes. She saw my thank you in my eyes. She gave me a hug. I never before understood why dogs and wolves liked someone to show their thanks. But now I know I licked her cheek a silent thank convening all the feelings my eyes were not able to. She giggled the cutest sound I ever heard. It was starting to get a bit darker a few hours must have gone while I was sleeping. I raised myself up. Took my muzzle under her front hooves and puled her up. She smiled at me. "Are you all alone out here." I nodded. She looked at me with a sorrowful look. Have you been alone a long time'? I nodded it was no lie I was surrounded by people in the city but I was still always alone. "Do you want to come home with me, you won't be alone anymore then." I looked at her in my heart I knew she would be able to take my loneliness away. I nodded again. She moved over to the Bunny on the ground. He had fallen asleep. She picked him up with her mouth and gently put him on her back. He didn't even wake up. He was cute sleeping on her back gently breathing in and out. She turned to the right and started to move very careful so as not to wake up the Bunny. She turned her head to me. Follow me.' It took us almost 45 minutes with the slow pace we were going. But we came out of the Forest. In front of me was a pond with a little bridge over it and lots of flowers and bird houses in a nearby tree. There were many different birds even some Bunnie's and some squirrels in a neighboring trees. Right behind the bridge one a little hill was a house with a roof of grass with wooden walls painted in a light brown with a red door. It looked cozy and inviting, and it reflected Fluttershy completely. We started making our way over the bridge when my eyes saw something in the water. I stopped and looked in the water. "Who is that." In the water was a wolf like no one I ever have seen before. Over the body of the wolf the fur was same color as moon silver. It even had the same glow that moon silver has a soft silver light constantly reflecting of the fur. It was the most magnificent Wolfe I ever have seen. It was beautiful. And staring right back at me where to crystal blue eyes my eyes. "Wow now I know why she can't stop looking at me. I looked so beautiful I never looked like this before this must be something I got from Luna." My mind replayed when Luna dropped one of her tears in my mouth. I heard her voice like a whisper on the breeze. "Now you will always have a part of me with you. One last gift from Luna." I felt one last tear move down my muzzle. I turned from the water ready to follow after Fluttershy again. She was looking back at me with a sad look.. It felt like she could read my soul and see my pain. "You miss her don't you your mate." I looked at her in surprise how can she know. I nodded. "Do you want to come in I have some food if you want some." I could hear my stomach rumble, so did she. She smiled back at me. "I will take that as an yes." She led me inside gently putting Angle down in something that looked like a dog bed. She went over to a cupboard and brought out something that resembled a bag of dog food. I couldn't help smiling and give a small growling laughter. She looked at me first in shock thinking I was growling at her. Then she looked at me a little closer. "Are you laughing?" I nodded. She smiled back at me. "Do you want some." She went into the kitchen and brought over to bowl's one with water the other with the dog food. She set them down next to me. "OK not the first time eating dog food can't be any worse than the things back home." I took a good bite out of the dog food. "Damn this is good really good." My tail started wagging. Fluttershy looked at me smiling letting out a little giggle of me wolfing down my food. "Damn what is this taste. It tastes like beef, and some vegetables marinated or something. This is even better than the things. I get in expensive restaurants. But it looks like kibble how is this even able to taste this good. Nom Nom Nom indeed." "This I could get used to." I almost inhaled the food so good was it. She refilled my bowl 3 times. Before I was satisfied then I emptied the water bowl. "That hit the spot I haven't eaten anything that good in years." Fluttershy flew over to the couch near the stairs and laid down. I went over to her and jumped on the other end of it laying my head over hear wings. She raised her head and looked back at me smiling. "I have never seen a creature like you before." I lifted my head tilting my head to the side questioningly. "The only thing like you are timber wolves but they are made of wood." I raised an eyebrow. "Wolfs of wood that's a new one." You look more like a dog." I nodded . "Are you some type of dog." I looked at her nodding and then shook my head from side to side. "So, you are something like a dog but not only a dog." I nodded again. On a table nearby was a pencil and some papers. I went over took the pencil in my mouth and with a few tries got it in a comfortable position. Then I started writing with my mouth it looked like something a 4 year old kid would write. But It was somewhat understandable. I toke the paper in my mouth and went over to her and gave her the paper. What I had written on the paper was. I AM A TRUE WOLF. "She looked at the paper then back at me whit a look of shock. How is that possible the last wolves died almost 900 years ago. When Luna was banished all the wolves went into mourning and then after a while died out. Did you come back after Luna was freed again?" I looked at her in shock. "Luna her how is that possible and she was banished. And now she is back." She looked at me with a worried face. "You didn't know did you." I nodded. I looked outside the window It was dark now the moon was up a full moon. "If there is even a chance, Luna is out there I need to take it." I jumped of the couch ran out the door and went over to the bridge. The moon was high in the sky. It was so beautiful. "Luna if you are there hear my song." I raised my head to the moon and started my wolf song. A true Wolfe song is different from a normal wolfs howling at the moon. Even a human can hear the feelings and somewhat understand the meaning in it. I started slowly building up my howl's taking on different pitches and variations in strength. A wolf's song is beautiful something so natural so honest. I let all my love and pain of losing Luna in it. I must have been there for almost an hour when I finally stopped. There was still an echo left with a hint of hope still left then one day I would see Luna again. After a while then it was quite totally quiet not even the wind was making any sound. Nature it self calming down to listen to the song. I turned around to the house. In the door was Fluttershy an Angel and a lot of animals. Everyone had tears in their eyes. I started walking to Fluttershy she was looking at me with an expression that was hard to pin down. "I have never heard anything so sad and beautiful." I went over to her looked her in the eyes and nuzzled her gently. We went inside the animals went back to bed after coming over and patting me on my legs. Fluttershy started moving to the stairs. I am going to bed now wolf. "She said while yawning. I sat there in the living room. I don't want to sleep alone tonight." I went after Fluttershy she was laying in her bed I went over on the other side gently jumping up in it. She looked at me sleepily. "No mister you can't sleep in my bed." "Oh its one time to get the big guns out." I gave her my best puppy dog eyes. It was super effective. She looked at me giving me a little smile. "Ok you can sleep here tonight." I curled up in a ball. Silently she started to stroke my back humming softly to the melody she sang to me earlier. I fell asleep almost instantly. I woke up of the sound of breathing slow and rhythmic. Fluttershy had her head on my back whither left front leg draped over my back. I just laid there soaking up the comfort it gave me. It didn't take long before she woke up. She raised her head and started rubbing her eyes whither hooves. She looked over to me. "Good morning, wolf." I nodded back to her. "Today if you don't mind I would like you to meet some friends of mine." I nodded. She started making her way out of the bed and into what looked like a bathroom. Give me a little while I need to take a shower then I can make some breakfast.. I gave a little bark in confirmation. I went outside to take care of some business in some bushes in the Forest surrounding the house. When I was done I tried to change back to human but no matter how hard I tried I could not do it. I felt down in to myself where I before had an ocean of power was now a little puddle. Something really was wrong I can't feel my rage at all the wolves in me must be sleeping. "Wheel Luna did warn me that I might lose a lot of power. Well I really don't care one bit right now I am happy than I have been in months." I went back to the house. Fluttershy was standing in the kitchen making an omelet by the smell of it. I hadn't noticed it before now, but in my Wolfe form I am about 92 cm/3 feet tall. But Fluttershy is a good head taller and then some almost 134 cm/4.4 feet tall. A bit bigger than what the the pony's looked like in the show. Well, in my human form I am still bigger with my 181 cm/ 5. 9 feet. I went over to her watching her work on the omelet. "Oh, there you are.You want some omelet." I barked in conformation it smelt divine. She took out a bowl and gave me half of it. She took the rest of it on to a plate and went to sit down on the table on a pillow. I picked up the bowl with my teeth then made my way on the other side of the table siting the bowl on the table and sitting down. She raised an eyebrow looking at me when I started eating. "Your really smart aren't you." I nodded and winked at her. "The only other animals that I know to be even half as smart as you is Angle Bunny." I shook my head and pointed my paw at her. "Your as smart as me." I nodded. With a smile and a little giggle. "I think twilight would like you." I nodded. Eat up we should be going son. "I was not hard to convince. Oh, My GOD how can an omelet taste so good. Is everything better tasting here." After a little while we were finished eating. Fluttershy started washing up and gave the animals food. It took about 2 hours there where a lot of animals. "Ok come one wolf let's go see Twilight." I happily followed her. It did not take too long before we saw the outskirts of Ponyville. It was actually a bit bigger than I believe it would be there where houses over a large distance. We came down to the entrance into town and started walking towards a big tree almost in the center of town. There where a lot of ponies and they all stopped and started staring at me Somme whit there mouth hanging open. Thankfully it didn't take long to get to Twilight's library home. I stood to the side looking at the sight with a book on it there was some text on it saying. Welcome to Ponyville library. librarian Twilight Sparkle. Assistant librarian Spike. Fluttershy went over to the door and knocked on it. There was a bit of a commotion then the door opened with a little purple dragon with green spikes. "Oh, hey Fluttershy what can I help you with. Um is Twilight home." The little dragon nodded. "Yes, Twilight's home she is trying to find out what the sound last night was she even got a letter from Celestia about it. They could hear it over in Canterlot." "Oh, my that's one of the reasons why we are here." Spike looked at her with an eyebrow raised. "Well there's only you hear." Fluttershy looked at me. I was standing on the other side of the door near the sign. "Wolf Could you come over here." I moved over to Fluttershy and looked at Spike. He was standing there with his mouth open with a look of shock on his face. Fluttershy looked at me. "Wolf this is Spike, Spike this is wolf." That seamed to get him out of his shock. He started scratching his head looking a little embarrassed. "Oh, hi Wolf i am Spike." I nodded back to him. "Um Fluttershy dose he understand me. Oh yes he is very smart." Oh was the only thing Spike managed to say. "Um com in I will get Twilight." Me and Fluttershy walked into the library. I started looking around there were a lot of books I read some of the titles on the book spines. "Hm equestrian history, equestrian culture, equestrian law, equestrian tax laws and equestrian royal families. Ug that looks so boring. Let's take a look at the equestrian history." Flutershye was looking at some animal books. I gentle with my mouth took the book out and with my muzzle turned it on to page 1. "Ok let's see her." I had come to page 22 before I even noticed there were 2 ponies and a dragon staring at me. I looked at them. Twilight was looking at me with shock if it was because of how I looked or that I was reading a book I am not too sure. Spike was definitely shocked that I was reading a book and Fluttershy too. Even if she saw me writing, and understood that I understood everything she was saying, but that I knew what a book was and was actively reading one was a bit more than she had believed me able too. I couldn't help myself from laughing at the looks on their faces it was priceless. Twilight looked at Fluttershy. "What is it doing." Fluttershy shook here head a little bit stifling a giggle. "He is laughing of us I think." I nodded. "it's a he" First now it struck me she always referred to me as a male. "How did she know." "Um yes and he's a very good boy." "Wow he's beautiful he's fur is a glowing silver. I never have seen anything like him before." Twilight said while looking me over. Twilight, Spike and Fluttershy went over to me. Twilight took her eyes of me and looked at Spike. "Spike can you go get the rest of the girls they need to see this Get pinkie first she will help you get Dash." Spike looked at Twilight. "Sure no problem Twilight I will go get them." And then he started running out the door as fast as his little chubby legs could take him. The girls went over to a corner. I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier. I must have fallen asleep. I was suddenly in a dark void. No sounds or smell. I Felt like I was walking at a steady pace on my two human feet. What hit me first was the smell of blood coppery and fresh . I saw a light in the distance. I tried to stop then to speed up and moving another direction but nothing worked. This felt very familiar like this was not the first time. I had been her. My mind felt groggy like waking up from a heavy sleep and not being able to even remember where you are. Then it came the terror like a Gale of wind blowing away the fog. Hell no not this not her. "Luna you promised a place of happiness not this." But the cursed Vision was not to be denied. I stepped out of the darkness into the light right in front of me was a tree with a little tree house with a wooden staircase. Right in the middle of the door a heart was cut out of it. I tried to move and found that I could. "Where the hell am I." The smell of blood was gone only the smell of apples, flowers and the grass were in the air. Something was calling me forward. I slowly went to the backside right next to the tree was a gravestone leaning up against it was a faded and somewhat rotten scooter made of wood with red wheels and a handlebar. I moved in front of the little grave getting down on one knee. Hear lies Scootaloo. She gave her life to save her two best friends . Gone yet not forgotten, although we are apart, your spirit lives within us, forever in oure harts, A true hero's resting place, May we all live up to her bravery. I traced the lines engraved in the stone feeling the weight of the words inscribed. Then I felt it again the tugging to move. "This is only the beginning why must. I bear the burden of what the future brings. Why me I don't want to see all the horrors. Not here not in this place sweet Gaia please make this stop." But it was not to be denied I felt myself being forcefully pushed backwards. Losing sight of the grave as everything blurred for a few seconds, then it hit me the smell of blood, and it was coming from behind me. I lifted myself from my knee and turned around. There inn a puddle of blood lay a creature I had never seen before or parts of it its belly were ripped open intestine's laying in the grass. Its eagle clawed hand was partly missing like something had taken a bit out of it. The hand with the lion's paw was broken crushed to a messy pulp. It's long neck was ripped open by large fangs I could see the windpipe easily in the big bite taken out of its neck.. And on the mismatched face its right eye hanging by a thread from his eye. Socket with a grimace of pain on his face frozen in time when he finally died. This was messy and had been done with haste. Then it happened a shimmer in the air. I saw the creature with a frightened look in his eyes. "Twilight you and the elements need to go now. You six are the only thing that can save Equestria now." "Now run I will try to keep the monster her as long as I can." I saw Twilight moving over to Discord with tears in her eyes. "We will always remember you for this without you. We would all have died long ago to that monster." "You're a hero. Discord nopony managed to hold him back before.We've managed to get the elements back because of you." Discord looked at her and a small smile was on his face. "Who could ever believe it Discord hero of Equestria." His face darkened. The elements might even be able to stop it now. Now run and don't look back.' I saw Twilight running away with tears streaming behind her. Discord turned around and looked to the distance. "Bring it you filthy monster as long as, I am alive I will not let. You lay on single claw on them." The shimmer in the air stopped I looked around me. It was the same grassy meadow I saw in the shimmer. "I hope you stooped whoever did this long enough for the girls to use the elements." Then it started again the tugging I stopped fighting it the sooner this was over the better. Then my vision blurred aging. And I instantly regretted it. I fell down on my knees in front of me lay the elements of harmony ripped and broken and only a little distance away the six wielders. I felt tears forming in my eyes when I saw the blood mated yellow colored coat of Fluttershy. She was staring right at me with lifeless cyan colored eyes. She was lying on her left side her right wing ripped right of laying on the bloody grass right next to her. Her lower jaw was ripped off. I could see right down her throat. There was no pain in her eyes only overwhelming sorrow. I ripped my eyes away from her dead body and spotted Rainbow Dash in a crumpled heap next to her a look of terror and pain frozen on her face. Blood was everywhere on her light blue coat her legs were bent in impossible angles some places the bones sticking out of her coat. Her wings had been ripped off and the bone in the wings had been used to stab her to death with two wings hanging limply of her side where they had been impaled into her flesh. Then there was. Applejack her head resting a little bit from her body where it had been ripped off her body her blond mane mated with blood and five long claw marks on face long cuts over her eyes completely destroying her green beautiful eyes. Twilight her horn broken off and struck through her sparkling Violet right eye her left leg ripped off and tossed carelessly to the ground like a small child getting tired of its new toy. Blood streaming from the place here horn had used to be. Rarity was lying on her back her horn hanging broken from her head. The azure eyes with a look of horror and pain. Her beautiful deep purple mane riped of her head and laying spread out next to her. Hear brilliantly white coat ripped open, and hear ribcage cracked open blood leaking out where her heart once was. Pinkie Pie was only lying there her mane and tail deflated sorrow in her light blue eyes. She was the last to die she was made to watch her legs broken bruises covering every inch of her coat her pink coat had turned an almost sickly dark blue from all the bruises. She'd been left to die from her injuries I could see on the ground she had tried dragging herself over to her friends even whit her broken legs she had tried to comfort them one last act of happiness denied her forever. It must have taken her hours to dye. I could feel the rage in me slowly awakening I started screaming. ‘WHY THEY WERE INNOCENT THEY NEVER DESERVED THIS.' I felt the blackness coming back again surrounding me smothering me feeding my rage. The last thing I heard before unconscious took me was my screaming . I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE THEM. I WILL PROTECT THEM I WILL CAST OF THE SHACKLES OF FATE AND SAVE THEM ALL. AwakeningSo, her it is chapter 3. It took a while the biggest one so far breaking the 10.000 words in one chapter yay. I managed to fuck up a bit ended up re writing this chapter 2 times then read it over seeing it had become a total shit than I had to rewrite 2 more times to get it back to the original chapter or close to it. It's been a big learning experience's so better now than later. So, sorry yet again for the looooong wait next chapter will not be this late. Now if you will excuse me ill will go whip myself for taking so long. Please comment if you see things that are wrong or if you like something. I felt the blackness residing and my conscience returning. I could hear worried voices near me, but I could not focus on them my mind going a mile a minute after the vision. I laid there for a little while letting the sound resolve and become clear. "Fluttershy I think he is waking up Twilight do you think he's ok now he must have been having a terrible nightmare" Fluttershy Said in worried tone. Twilight let out a little tired sigh of frustration and worry" I don't know whatever we tried he wouldn't wake up. I sense some magic from him when it happened, but I never felt any magic like it before. The magic we use is somewhat like electricity, but the magic in him felt almost like fire it felt primal closer to the source of magic even closer than the princesses." Twilight let out a breath taking a new one and letting it out slow composing herself. "To be honest it was a little frightening the closer power gets to the core the more it gets unpredictable and starts doing random things. It felt closer to the power Discord has primal but it's not the same I'm going to send a letter to Princess Celestia about it and see what she thinks." "I don't think he did it himself Fluttershy so I think he's going to be ok it might be that wolfs have some type of natural magic there is very little known about them, so it's possible that was all it was.” I heard Fluttershy letting out a breath of relief. "Oh, that's good I don't want him to have nightmares light it again." I opened my eyes looking at the girls and the dragon standing around me in a half circle. I rose myself -shaking my head to get the last of the confusion out. Fluttershy looked at me and gave a little half hearted smile looking worried. "Wolf are you feeling ok you were having a nightmare, and we couldn't wake you up.” I looked at her still seeing her lying there on the ground dead and broken. I shook my head again and took a deep breath composing myself. "I can't let them know what it to happen I need to find out when and where and then deal with it before." I looked back to Fluttershy and started walking over and nuzzled her telling her that I was better now. I backed off and gave her a little smile. I saw the rest of the girls smiling happy that everything was going to be ok. Fluttershy turned to the rest of the girls. "I think I will take wolf back home, so he can have some rest… If that's ok with you girls." The girls looked at each other with a smile. "No problem at all right girls Twilight said smiling." The rest of the girls smiled back. Me and Fluttershy made our way back to the house. I had been in the vision longer than I believed with only a few more hours before it became dark. We walked in silence both of us relaxing and calming ourselves from what had happened. After a little while later we came to the house and made our way inside. Fluttershy started walking into the kitchen and then turn her head around looking at me "Wolf do you want some dinner now" I looked back at her giving her a bark my tail wagging. "Fluttershy really is the kindest most caring person uh pony I have ever met she really is the element of kindness. I will never let anything bad ever happen to the girls they are too good and innocent for something like that to happen to them.” Fluttershy started pulling ingredients out from the fridge when suddenly Angle came running down the stairs jumping right on her leg nuzzling her and welcoming her back. She looked back at him smiling. "Did you miss us Angel?" Angel looked to me and back to her giving a little smile to me and nodding to Fluttershy. "The little guy is really sweet he really cares for her.” Fluttershy picked him up by the scruff of his neck sting him gently on her back. "Do you want some diner to Angel?" He looked at her nodding with a big smile on his face. Fluttershy looked at us the two of us smiling at her, she smiled back at us. "Ok wolf why don't you take a small break me, and Angle will make the food. "Angel looked at me and nodded giving his ok for the plan. I nodded back feeling a little bad that I couldn't help them make the food. I went outside and made my way to the little bridge outside the house. I looked at the water seeking my reflection. "I need to stop it. There must be a way. I was never able to stop it before maybe this time… If it is like the last times, they will all be in order. The first ones always fast no more than a month, but the ones after take a few months. I need to find. The tree house with the grave if I am lucky it won't be too old, and I will have some time to think and plan. I jumped into the water. It wasn't deep only coming up to my muzzle. It was not too cold and not too warm just right. I stayed there lazily bobbing in the water feeling some of the stress wash away. "Ok first things first. I need to be able to shift shapes at least get back to human. My powers almost completely gone I can live with. Staying a wolf forever not so much I need to be able to communicate more efficiently. "I am fast as a Lupus, but not strong I am probably going to need my war form sooner or later at least if I am going up against something that killed every one of the elements. I moved out of the water lying down in the grass feeling the water in my fur running of me and the remaining sun light of the day drying me. "H'm if what Gina told me is true the elements were supposed to be the most powerful magical artifacts in this world and whatever did all that in the vision did not even get slowed down. The elements must work the same way that a fetish or some other objects with power." I heard the door of the house opening and a low clopping sound of hooves coming from a wooden floor on to grass. I turned my head to the sound seeing Fluttershy making her way over to me. Fluttershy went up to me and sat down on her haunches and looked at me. "It's so quiet out her this time of the day its calming." She said with a smile. I raised myself and seated myself down next to her and looked at her giving a little growl as a yes. "I want to give her something back she knows I am a predator, but still she lets me stay her and gives me so much." I looked over her seeing her watching the sun getting ready to set, and the land getting bathed in the sunlight a content smile on her face. I raised myself and seated myself down next to her and looked at her giving a little growl as a yes. "I want to give her something back she knows I am a predator, but still she lets me stay her and gives me so much." I looked over her seeing her watching the sun getting ready to set, and the land getting bathed in the sunlight a content smile on her face. Fluttershy looked at me with a questioning face wandering what I did that for. I looked at her and placed my paws over my eyes. She looked at me a little while trying to figure out what I wanted. "You want me to cover my eyes. I nodded repentantly to her. She gave a little giggle but decided to humor me and closed her eyes and put her hooves over her eyes. It didn't take long a few minutes and the sound of a few hundred thousand wings could be heard they came so many. Almost completely covering the sky. I nudged Fluttershy so she would understand to open her eyes. "Can I see now" she asked a little worried. I gave a little bark. She opened her eyes blinking a few times of the sight in front of her and with a dumb struck face only managed to say "Oh" In the sky the sun was setting the sky colored in crimson from the setting sun, but the breathtaking sight was the light reflecting of the thousands of butterflies all the colors in the rainbow reflecting of the large mass off butterflies making it seem like a glowing river of rainbow light hanging in the sky bathed in the setting sun. It was beautiful and breathtaking we stayed there to the last rays of the sun disappeared, and the moon made its way on to the sky. I gave a little howl releasing them from my control. The butterflies broke apart some going here and there. Fluttershy turned to me a smile on her face and a look of Bliss on her face. "Was that you wolf did you make them come." I nodded and looked at her smiling. Fluttershy leaned over giving me a hug "thank you it was beautiful it's the best surprise. I have ever had." I gave her a nuzzle and a quick lick on the check showing my joy that she liked it the best way possible. Then a loud growling could be heard I looked around only to notice the sound coming from my stomach. Fluttershy looked at me having heard the same giving a small giggle. "Dinners ready now let's get you some food. I gave a small bark signalizing. My total agreement with some dinner only to turn around seeing Angle standing in the door looking impatient tapping his foot. We followed into the table and sat down. It took me almost a minute to process what was for dinner right there in front of me was the most divine smelling pizza. I have ever seen. Fluttershy put a slice on all our plates and we started eating. "How dear Gaia how is this even possible even whit out meat it's still the most delicious pizza ever. The rest of the night was spent eating and washing the dishes and Fluttershy spent some time reading a book while I went outside and tried to change shape but I was not able to something was missing. I just don't know what it is. I went inside snuggling up to Fluttershy in her bed falling asleep. The next few days stayed much the same. I helped as best as I could around the house helping Fluttershy with everything she needed. When night came when made dinner well I mostly watched. sitting outside later at night watching the sunset after dinner with Angel and Fluttershy. Relaxing some hours inside reading a book or herring Fluttershy talk about herself and her friends and all the adventures they had experienced life was good. Seems not so long before I came the wedding of Twilight's brother had been she even told me about Discord which further gave me evidence that I still had a long while left before everything happened he was still in stone and still an enemy. Then it happened no more than 3 days after the butterflies. I was outside having a little tour around the Forest next to the house. I was sniffing a pretty yellow flower when I heard something like a tree falling with a resounding crash and then a pained scream. My stomach filled with ice from the sound and I started running like a crazed wolf back to the sound. "Please be ok dear Gaia don't let Fluttershy be hurt." I came running around the house where I could pick up the sound of Fluttershy voice moaning in pain. I came flying around the house seeing Fluttershy lying on the ground one of the smaller trees on the backside had broken and came crashing down on Fluttershy. She had her right arm standing in an odd angle clearly broke she had been able to shield herself whit it. I ran up to her and put my head under the tree getting it under my back and started to move it off from Fluttershy and on to the side hearing her pained moaning where she was lying. With a burst of power I managed to get it clear of Fluttershy jumping away letting the tree crash down again on the side. I came back to her laying there on the ground tears flowing from her eyes with a pained expression on her face small moans of pain escaping her. I went over to her looking her over only her armed seamed broke she had been lucky. It pained me more than I would have thought seeing her lying there in pain. "Its time I protected her I don't want to see her in pain I can handle it, and I will heal faster than she will." I took a deep breath knowing this was going to hurt my curse coming back to bite me once again. Ever since I changed by accident we found out that the harder a gift was to learn the easier it was for me and the stronger the gift was the power I could get out of it was faster and stronger. But there was a downside I could learn some of the lesser gifts in a few hours, but they almost always backfired in some way. And none sever then the ability to heal one of the easiest gifts to use but the most important of all but for me the hardest. When I was healing someone I would take on the damage, but it was amplified made worse coming back to me with double the force. If you had a small gas in your hand, I would have it deeper over my arm. But there was one bright point to it I could heal everything, but death whit it. The problem was not to kill myself while healing anyone more than a few times I saw my pack mates dye from wounds that who'd have killed me to heal. I made my way over to her and put my paws on her arm making her cry out in pain and giving me a look filed with pain and fright. I felt the power in me reaching forward and up my arms and put my paws and a soft golden light started flowing from my paws. There was a snap Fluttershys arm was broken back into place. She was looking at me with wide eyes seeing the light flowing from my paws cuts and bruises mending the pain fading from her eyes. I felt the power draining out her flesh. She was looking at me. "How is this possible?" I looked at her my eyes watering over from holding back the power and the debt it was due. I gave a large howl of pain as Fluttershy looked at me with wide eyes. The power glowing over me all the places she had been healed and a sickening cracking could be heard as the bones in my front legs cracked the cuts being ripped open bigger, and deeper blood spraying on the grass from the deep cuts. Fluttershy let out a scream of fear, and shock looking at me crying and screaming. I was laying on my side feeling the pain burning trough me the steady pounding of pain making the world spin. I felt unconsciousness slowly pull me under smothering me in darkness. A muted pain was the first thing. I noticed I started hearing sounds someone was crying next to me. I tried to move my legs only to be felt. My my front legs were immobile. Something was holding them straight. A voice was talking. It sounded like Twilight's voice filled with worry and compassion. "Fluttershy he healed you I don't even understand how something like that can be possible.. The most unicorns can do is make things heal faster and help right bones only Celestia can heal someone like that, and it usually leaves her spent fore days." A voice was talking. It sounded like Twilight's voice filled with worry and compassion. "Fluttershy he healed you I don't even understand how something like that can be possible.. The most unicorns can do is make things heal faster and help right bones only Celestia can heal someone like that, and it usually leaves her spent fore days." I heard the clopping of hooves on the floor as. Twilight went over to Fluttershy gently comforting her and telling her everything was going to fine. After a little while she finally managed to continue, she took a deep breath. "His legs just broke I don't know how it happened then his fur just ripped open spraying blood everywhere. I could hear. Twilight comforting her again "He is going to be alright Fluttershy I scanned him a little while ago he is healing faster than anything I have ever seen before the bones in his legs were crushed, but they are already starting to come back together almost all of the cuts are gone. As fast as he is healing he is probably going to be completely fine in a day or two." "I need food I'm so hungry." I tried making a little bark telling them I was ok but the only thing that came out was a little whimper. I heard the sound of Fluttershy letting out a sigh of relief knowing that I was conscious. She started stroking the fur on my head gently saying that everything was going to be alright. I felt tears dripping on my head from Fluttershy as she continued to comfort me. I felt sleepy as she was stroking my fur and I let it take me away sure in the knowledge that my pack was watching me. I smiled when I understood I finally had a pack again I am not alone anymore. I woke up the next morning feeling only a little pain from my front legs and the sun shining in my eyes. I felt something warm lying next to me and felt the steady warm breathing of someone behind me. As gently as I could I rolled over to look at Fluttershy lying there with a worried expression on her face I looked around. I was in a hospital bed. "Wheel did not expect waking up in a hospital bed at the vets yes hospital no." She really did save me I needed a pack no wolf is meant to go without a pack it makes us weaker. "I really feel bad for her she's been watching over me it must have been hard for her. I really wish you didn't have to see that Fluttershy." I gently brought my muzzle closer to her and started poking her with my nose. She slowly opened her eyes then taking me in her eyes flew open. She looked at me smiling back at her giving her a little nuzzle. She raised herself -looking me over. "Are you ok wolf I nodded back to her giving a smile at the same time? She smiled back to me. "How did that happen did you heal me? I looked at her nodding. "Did you know you would get hurt?" I looked at her unsure if I should tell the truth or pretend like I did not know. "I don't want her to worry too much, but she is pack if I can't be honest to her who can I be honest with. She might be made at me for taking such a risk, but she's safe that's all that matters." I looked back at her not being able to look her in the eyes and gave a little nod. Fluttershy let out a little sob crying softly. "Why would you do that I was so scared I thought you had died pleas never do that again." I looked at her giving her a shake of my head refusing to promise never to do that again. "Why wolf why did you do it for me I'm grateful but you scared me so much. I looked at the little table next to the bed seeing a bit of paper and a pen lying there I moved over taking the pen in my mouth and started writing You Are Pack. I turned around putting the note next to her she took it up and looked at it. She read it and looked back at me a smile on her face. "You mean we are family is that what you mean." I looked at her giving her a bark and a nod. She smiled at me giving me a hug. Then one of the loudest growl ever to be made by my stomach came. I looked at her a little sheepishly. She only looked back at me giving a small giggle. "let's see if I can find you some food." I looked at her barking and wagging my tail like there was no tomorrow. I was really hungry. It did not take her too long to get some food she came back with a Cart full of food what surprised me most was that there was four big fish on the table I was not expecting meat. She moved it over to me. "You're lucky wolf there was a Griffin hospitalized a while back, so they still had some fish left over from then." I looked back at her tears in my eyes when I saw the feast in front of me there was an apple pie, apple fritters, chocolate muffins, the four fish and one big slice of cheesecake. I pretty much went wild eating like there was no tomorrow 3 of the fish were gone the, cheesecake , Muffin and most of the pie. Fluttershy had taken one of the apple fritters and was no sitting on the bed with my head on her lap gently bruising my fur. I must have dozed of I suddenly heard voices next to me I cracked open one eye with my head still on Fluttershys lap locking up at Twilight.. I raised my head from her lap giving a big yawn closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling only to open them and see Twilight starting at my big sharp teeth. I closed my mouth again not liking the look she was giving me halfway between oh that's scary and can I dissect you. Twilight looked back at me taking out a notepad and a Quill. "So, wolf how did you do what you did, I never have even heard about any healing spells even close to what yours did. Is it something you were taught or is it something all wolfs can do?" She was definitely giving me a look like she was studying me. So, I did the only thing. I could do in the situation just looked at her slowly tilting my head to the side giving my best um what look. Twilight started looking from me to Fluttershy trying to find out what I was doing. Then I started turning my head the other way still staring at her. Twilight looked back at me. I could see one of her eyebrows twitching then she let out a big breath. "well maybe we can do this another time it's not like you can speak anyway … or can you?" She looked at me expectantly. So, I started speaking the same way all wolfs do some barks' growls and a lot of body language later Twilight just looked at me "I will have to see if I can find a way to translate everything you are saying or make something that can let you talk." Twilight looked deep in thought for a minute then she looked back giving me the same. I am going to dissect your eyes again." I know let's see how good you are doing." She started moving closer and pointed her horn at me it started glowing and then a beam came scanning me like one of the lasers in some sci-fi movie. She stopped and looked at me with big eyes. "That can't be right I must have done It wrong. There's no other explanation. "She started the scanning process again stopped and looked at me with an expression of shock. "How is this even possible you almost completely healed at the rate you are going. It's not going to take longer than a few hours before you are completely fine. You where healing incredibly fast earlier but you're healing 10 times faster right now" Fluttershy looked at me with an expression of surprise" Did you know that you would get better this fast." I looked at her giving a nod when I suddenly remembered what Luna told me that most of my power could be gone I hadn't even thought about it at all If I was not able to regenerate, I might have been left a cripple with my legs crushed to smithereens. I felt the fur on my neck standing on edge fully aver that I hadn't even considered the dangers of using my powers at all. "I did not do the smart thing, but I was lucky, and it paid off and she did not have to endure the pain." Twilight looked at little shocked. So, you were right Fluttershy he did know how to heal you, and he did know the damage he would take from doing it?" Fluttershy looked back at Twilight a pained expression on her face. "Yes, he told me he knew what he was doing, and that he did it on purpose." Twilight looked at me stunned by the news having a hard time resolving that I had taken on great pain so Fluttershy would be fine. She looked at me looking a little worried. "Why did you do it." I looked back to the note lying next to Fluttershy taking it in my mouth and placing it in front of Fluttershy so Twilight could read it. Twilight saw the note. "Fluttershy did wolf write this?" Fluttershy looked at me and then back to Twilight with a small smile on her face "yes." Twilight looked at little stunned something told me she had read up on wolfs and their pack system, and she seemed to be able to grasp the significance of making her a pack member. "Wow, that's incredible. I need to write Celestia about all of this no wonder he went so far for you Fluttershy your his family. Fluttershy blushed a little. I know he told me, and he's my family too just like Angel Bunny. Angel. I looked at her grinning like a mad wolf my tail whipping back and forth like a rocket feeling happier than I head in a weary long time; finally I had a pack a family. Fluttershy and Twilight stayed in the hospital a few hours keeping me company when I was completely healed the girls talking about all the different things happening lately around Ponyville and with their friends. I fell asleep a bit in to it feeling tired from the regenerating. I woke a few hours later having Twilight scanning me again giving Twilight and a doctor some time to do some tests trying to find out my strange regeneration talking about how to revolutionize medicine. I finally had my cast removed and was free to join Fluttershy back at the house having a late dinner and some much needed sleep. The next two days went pretty calm. Twilight came over helping to move the tree and chopping it up whither magic. There was even a party at the house Pinkie Pie had been able to make a surprise party at the house when I was outside in the Forest having myself one of my regular walks and trying to shift forms again. The banner in the living room saying welcome to Ponyville wolf and thanks for sawing Fluttershy. It was a really fun party only me the mane 6 and Spike the girls having decided too many people might stress me out a little. Not that they would be wrong when the night was over I could not even move to the bed having instead to sleep on the floor having obliterated almost all the food in an ecstasy of sweet Pinkie Pie extraordinary sweets. Then Saturday came Fluttershy had been out at the spa with Rarity after having me and Angel pushing her out the door since she was still worried about me. Having to write down that everything was going to be fine, and that Angel was watching me in case something bad happened. Something that still struck me as odd seeing that I was the big predator and he the Bunny but it seemed to calm her down and finally to go have a good time. I was sitting on the floor reading the book about Equestrian history which Twilight came over with having seen me read it at the library. I was just finished reading about the Equestrian equivalent of Christmas and the story of the tree tribes and the wendigos. I started laughing like a maniac when the similarities with the party poppers that were the wendigo tribe of my people a bigger bunch of traditionalists was hard to find. I heard the steady sound of hooves coming to the house moving over to the door. I closed the book putting it back on the shelf. I turned hearing the door open and in stepped Fluttershy looking a bit worried. She looked around seeing me sitting next to the book shelf. She looked at me slowly and scraped a hoof across the floor gently. I looked up at her feeling nervous something was wrong. Fluttershy took a deep breath and started speaking really softly" Um Wolf I hope it's ok if we have some fillies over today, Rarity had so much work to do. She has a weary big order coming up, and her sister was going to have a slumber party at her house, but she can't watch them now. So, she asked if I could watch them. Sometimes I watch them when she can't, so If it's alright with you can they stay here. It took me a few seconds to even realize. She was asking me if it was ok if she watched some kids it's not like this was my house. I went over to the pen, and paper sitting on the table "Damn I hope I can change back son, so I can actually talk or something this is driving me crazy, it's hard as hell to write this way. I started writing trying to be as fast as possible, so she would not stress herself out more. It took me almost 5 minutes, but I would at least be able to answer better than a few barks and nods. I took the paper gently between my teeth trying not to get too much saliva on it and went over to her. She was waiting patiently the whole time looking a bit nervous as I made my way over. She took a deep breath steeling herself for whatever answer was coming. Fluttershy you never have to answer to me you are pack and I trust you completely I just want to see you happy, and I like pups. She looked up from the note seeing me sitting there with a big stupid grin and my tail wagging. She smiled back at me the stress deflating like a popped balloon. "Thank you that means a lot." She looked back at the clock. It was 16.15 "Oh I need to start dinner the girls are going to be her at five, Wolf do you know where Angle is." I nodded raising my paw pointing at the big dog bed. She went over and saw him sleeping peacefully "I'll let him sleep a bit he's going to need it when the girls come over do you want to help me make dinner.” I smiled and nodded to be honest. I was starting to feel a bit bad about never being able to help to much. Me and Fluttershy started making pizza well mostly her, but I helped to find things for her and move it where she needed it while she told me that the fillies were in something called the Cutie Mark Crusaders and that they had a tendency to get into a lot of trouble. I could not remember having seen any clips with the CMC so I was wondering how the small fillies were able to get into more trouble than the elements. We had just put the pizza in the oven when we heard the sound of a few ponies coming up to the house. Fluttershy started making her way over to the door. I moved behind her so as not to scare the small fillies. Fluttershy opened the door, and there's standing just outside the door three small fillies and Rarity. One of the fillies was an Earth pony and had a big pink bow on her head with a red mane and olive colored coat and two big light orange eyes. The next one was a little Pegasus filly with a purple mane and an orange coat and two big light purple eyes looking back at me. The last one had to be Rarity's little sister. She was a small unicorn filly with a light gray coat and a mane with a darker purple half on side and a lighter purple on the other and two big green eyes. Rarity locked behind Fluttershy seeing me standing there. "Oh is he not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen that color it's simply divine." I stepped forward so the small filly's would see me and hopefully not frighten them. Coming into sight of the three small fillies they were standing there slack jawed staring at me with eyes the size of dinner plates. Fluttershy turned to me and pointed at the little earth pony filly. "Wolf this is Apple Bloom she's Applejack's sister." Then she pointed to the little Unicorn filly "And this is Sweetie Belle, and she is Rarity's sister." Then she turned her hoof over to the little Pegasus filly "And this is Scootaloo." I felt my blood run cold, and my mouth dry out" No she can't be the same one that's just not right. There must be someone else with the same name for the love of Gaia she's only a little filly." Fluttershy did not seem to be able to pick up on me freezing in place and looking at the little Pegasus with a panicked look in my eyes. Fluttershy gestured for them all to come inside the house. That seemed to bring the small fillies back to this world and in the land of the living again. They went inside with Rarity while Fluttershy went over to the door and closed it. They were watching me with big eyes when suddenly Sweetie Belle opened her mouth to speak . "I really like his mane it's really pretty." Fast followed by Apple Bloom" I Remember Applejack talking about him a few days ago. "Then the little Pegasus chipped in. “Wow he's a real wolf that's so cool.” I started walking to the door feeling a need to collect myself before I was in the same room as the three little fillies. I managed to get out fast and ignore the looks everyone was giving me for disappearing so fast. I closed the door and started walking to the woods only to stumble on the same scooter that was sitting beside the grave only. It was in a good condition right now. I sat myself down next to it. "Fuck she must be the one in the grave I need to watch her if I manage to save her the next vision might not happen." Taking a few deep breaths and calming myself, I went back in. I opened the door the girls and Angel were sitting at the table eating. I made my way over to the table.. Fluttershy looked at me with a curious question on her face probably wondering about the sudden trip outside. "Wolf are you alright is something wrong. "I shook my head doing the pawing motion Fluttershy knew meant I needed to go to the toilet. She gave a little blush when she understood why I went outside.. The three little fillies looked at me questionably understanding I was telling her something from my motion's. The little one called Sweetie Belle looked back at Fluttershy with a questioning look on her face. "Fluttershy is that how he talks like deaf ponies do whit signs?" Me and Fluttershy looked back at her a little surprised how good she was at picking that up. Especially since that can't have been more than 10 years old. Fluttershy looked at her smiling you're right. It's not as advanced as the sign deaf ponies use, but he's able to tell me some easy things without having to write everything down. After a few minutes Fluttershy had finished explaining some of the things about me how much I understood, and the ways I communicated. The diner went pretty well. They loved the pizza seems children everywhere love pizza but can you blame them. After the dinner the girls went over to explain that they were the Cutie Mark Crusaders and told me some of their adventures they even sang their theme song. It was actually very funny I went outside with the girls and played with them. I almost forgot what was to happen to Scootaloo soon I was really enjoying the day something about the three fillies seemed to make me feel like I was a little kid again running along having fun. After a while the sun was setting down me, Angel, and the girls stayed outside watching the sun going down before going to bed. Two weeks went I was getting more and more irritated not being able to change form at all it seems like I will be staying in this form. But it was two really good weeks at the same time. I spent some time everyday with the CMC helping them to find their cutie mark but to no success. I even went to school with them for show and tell it was one hell of a success since I was the only wolf seen for the last nine hundred years, so the children were pretty excited. I even managed to write a few things on the school board and answer some questions from the kids. It was pretty innocent like my favorite candy and what I liked to read. Then it happened it was a completely normal day. It was early in the morning. I heard something that sounded like wolfs howling in the Forest the night before but I was not sure. I was half asleep at the time. Me and Fluttershy where sitting in the living room having just finished feeding the animals. She put one of the bags of food back in the pantry and looked back to me. "Wolf do you want to continue reading the book together today?" I looked back at her nodding a few days ago I had found a book on the bookshelf called the adventures of Daring Do the golden chalice. It was actually pretty good reminded me of Indiana Jones I started reading it and Fluttershy saw me reading it. It seems she had borrowed it from Rainbow Dash after she had been telling her about how good it was but with the weeding, and everything she had forgotten it. So, we started a new tradition if we had sometime in the morning or evening we would sit down with it and Fluttershy who'd read it out loud for me. I still had a few hours before the three fillies were finished at school I had started meeting them at school to watch them in case whatever had happened before Scootaloo died and was buried happened. So, I had become a pretty regular sight in Ponyville running around with the Cutie Mark Crusaders seems most of the pony's didn't. Mind at all at least after I had managed to do a little bit of damage control withthe girls. I felt my fur standing on edge of thinking back at the last half-baked plan they had Cutie Mark Crusaders jugglers luckily. I managed to get almost all the balls they dropped, so no windows were broken that day. Well, I think Time Turner would have preferred it going in the window. He got one right in the noggin. He was babbling about dalek's and Muffin bazookas. I think he got an concussion he started babbling about helping himfind a blue police box, but I hadn't seen anything like it. But he was Lucky his daughter Dinky Doo managed to get his wife Derpy Hooves, so she could give him a hand after some growling and a few looks and pulling the three fillies back to him I managed to get them to apologies to him. Later that day Derpy came over with a bag of muffins for having helped her husband. She was an old friend of Fluttershy apparently. They lived in the same neighborhood back in Cloudsdale she was actually pretty cool and funny if a bit ditzy at times she even explained her eyes apparently she was born with them and none of the doctors were able to make it any better. It was a pretty good day got some new friends and managed to keep most of the windows in Ponyville square from being destroyed all in all a good day. Fluttershy was getting the book when I looked back at the clock it was 11.30, so I still had two hours before I had to go to meet the girls at the school it closed for the day at 14.00 so I usually had a half an hour to go down there and wait a bit for the girls. Me and Fluttershy were sitting on the couches when suddenly I could hear screaming coming from the direction of Ponyville. I jumped out of the sofa running to the notepad "Fuck what's happening something's attacking is this. It is this supposed to happen?" I quickly wrote a few lines on a piece of paper and rushed to Fluttershy dropping it next to her before running out the door like a rocket. Fluttershy herd the screaming seeing Wolf jumping of the couch running over to the notepad and start to write. He came running back with a note she felt herself getting scared the screaming started again. It sounded like something really bad was happening. He dropped the note on the floor and ran out the door faster than she ever saw him go before. She looked down on the floor seeing the note on it was GET THE GIRLS. She felt fear taking over but Wolf was counting in her. She started running out the door right for Applejack's farm since that was the closest. I was running at full speed hearing more screams I could hear what they were saying now. "Anypony help here she's only a little filly." I could feel my blood freezing when I understood what they were screaming. "Oh Gaia its Scootaloo I need to go faster NOW." I felt inside feeling the power gathering over my entire body and activated Speed of Thought. At my top speed normally I could move as fast as 69 km per hour, but whit Speed of Thought one I could double my speed getting up to 138 km per hour. It felt like I was flying over the ground the wind whipping past me making a whistling noise. I ran right past the library seeing the door open, in the distance where the screams were coming from was Twilight running towards the screams. I ran right past her coming around a few bushes coming past them. I saw full off pony's screaming and crying. I felt my blood boil right in front of me were twelve wolfs made of wood. They were a good bit bigger then me. They must have been 153cm/ 5feet. And right amongst them were Sweetie Belle and Apple Bloom but no Scootaloo. They were up in a tree just out of the wolfs reach where they circling the tree like sharks. That's when I saw the alpha a big one almost 166cm/ 5.4 feet a massive beast and right next to him on the ground was Scootaloo she was lying there a pool of blood spreading on the ground I felt my rage igniting. I lunged forward sinking my teeth into the first tree wolf I saw feeling sap running down my throat from the bit in its leg. I pulled its leg out clamping down my jaw with all I had feeling the leg break when it started whimpering in pain. I let go looking for my next target. They had seen me now the element of surprise was gone. They turned from the little fillies up in the tree and looked at me seeming a little shocked at seeing something so like themselves in front of them. The alpha turned around from Scootaloo looking eyes with me giving the others a bark of command to stand down this pup was his. The rest of the pack moved away from me, and the alpha giving us room to fight. We started circling each other feeling my muscles tighten getting ready to pounce. "He's bigger than me, and he weighs a lot more, and he's stronger than me as a wolf I need to be faster slowly bleeding him making him slower before I go for his throat." I circled him watching his muscles tighten before he lunged at me. There he came rushing forward faster than I believed him possible of only barely managing to dart out of the way. I spun around and lunged at the alphas back leg. I opened my jaws reedy to clamp down when he twisted around bringing me face to face with him. Having a split second to react, I went for his right paw, my jaw clamped down wrenching my head from side to side feeling sap coting my mouth wood starting to crack. The alpha bit me over my neck giving. A massive pull ripping me lose from the foot sending me flying a few meters slamming down in the dirt. Feeling dazed, I struggled up on my legs feeling blood running down my neck and down my paws warm and sticky. Shaking my head, I spotted my target standing there growling looking at me with anger written on its wooden face its beady eyes locking on to my eyes. I rushed forward right at the alpha lunging for his throat all sense of tactic lost only feeling the need to make him feel pain. The alpha bit me over my neck giving. A massive pull ripping me lose from the foot sending me flying a few meters slamming down in the dirt.. Feeling dazed, I struggled up on my legs feeling blood running down my neck and down my paws warm and sticky. Shaking my head, I spotted my target standing there growling looking at me with anger written on its wooden face its beady eyes locking on to my eyes. I rushed forward right at the alpha lunging for his throat all sense of tactic lost only feeling the need to make him feel pain. I came love on the ground twisting to the side just at the last second just faster than the alpha could move jumping up clamping my jaws down on his neck with all my might. He rose up on his back legs slamming down on the side I was on. I felt myself being lifted off the ground and then coming down fast feeling my bite loosening as my breath was knocked out of me. Feeling the heavy weight of the alpha on me making me unable to get air in my lungs feeling my vision getting blurry small dots of light swimming before my eyes. Suddenly, the pressure lifted, and sweat air rushed back into my lungs. Fighting to get myself up, I felt my legs shaking my vision swimming blood running from the wound in my neck running into my eyes making it harder to see. Shaking my head to get my bearings, I could not see the alpha any more hoping against hope that he ran away. I heard him before I felt him a growl coming from my right suddenly feeling Sharpe teeth clamping down on my neck a heavy weight forcing me back down again to the ground. Sharp fangs slowly going deeper in my flesh. I knew I had no chance it was over a few more seconds he would get down to my spine from there a little pressure would break it killing me slowly. I felt tears running down my fur feeling hopeless having lost once more not being able to save even one little filly. There right in front of me a few meters away was Scootaloo laying on the side I could see what had happened to her. One of the small wings on her back was almost ripped right of hanging only by small pieces of bone and flesh blood running slowly down her side a big puddle lying on the ground more than I ever would have believed possible in such a little filly. I watched her feeling the need to watch the little filly my great failure before I died feeling the need to punish myself. "Is she moving oh Gaia she's alive." I saw a little bit of movement coming from the little filly a leg slowly moving a small whine of pain coming from her. The wolfs next to her heard it starting to move towards her having decided to finish what the alpha had started. "No No No I Won't Let You Touch Her." I saw darkness Feeling my consuns being pulled down in to the pith of rage I felt. Darkness only darkness suddenly a small spark in front of me then a small flame no bigger than a candle's threatening to flicker out of existence by the merest movement. I felt Rage coming of the flame pure but weak. There right behind it was a giant wolf its fur completely black almost darker than the darkness surrounding it. Lying there its eyes closed seeming to be sleeping. I started walking forward back in my human form taking a step seeing the flame almost blew out from the small movement. I looked up seeing the wolf. It's eyes opening slowly two crystal blue eyes watching me eyes burning with rage. Looking at me judging me seeing my soul seeing if, I was worthy. It moved raising on its legs standing a bit taller than me it watched me seeing how I would react. "Where am I who are you." It looked at me shaking its massive head slowly a voice coming from everywhere. "Have you become so blind so weak that you cannot see me for who I am. "I looked at him recognizing its eyes my eyes. "Your me" I looked back at me with its fangs showing. "Yes, I am you the wolf in you the best the monster the only thing that lets you do the things you need to do." "Why am I here I need to saw her I can't fail again, not this time. I need to save her I will give everything to do it?" He turned his massive head down looking at the small flame. "You know you will not survive it will kill you will heal her, but you will not survive it. Do you still want to knowing your fate." "Yes, for once I want to save the people close to me not see them dying leaving me behind. I'm tired of pain, and death seeing the people I love dying and not being able to help them." He looked back at me. "Then let it be so one last fight one last chance of Glory on final stand a pup's life saved." He moved forward standing by the flame breathing on it making it bigger and bigger. "There is only one way you must burn let the rage burn you making it yours again. I stepped forward the flame almost blocking out the wolf rising higher than me the flames pushing the darkness back. I stepped forward feeling the burning heat as I moved closer and closer. I stood there feeling the flame on my body sweat running down my body. Feeling the intense pain as, it burned me. One last push one last time being brave. I leaped into the fire feeling it burn me screaming in pain as the flames burned the hairs on my body right of feeling my lungs burning my skin flaking of the fat on my body catch on fire. Screaming from the intense pain feeling rage overtake me letting out a howl of pain and suffering and rage. Changing from a human scream to a wolf's howl. The pain was gone the fire burned around me seeking to enter my flesh making me feel rage pure and massive. I was being pulled back seeing the wolf still making its way to Scootaloo I could feel it the rage invigorate me cracking open my jaws I let forth a massive howl. I felt the rage igniting my flesh stretching bones snapping muscle growing my body changing to get to a form worthy of the rage. I felt the alpha letting go whimpering from the massive howl coming from my throat the breaking of bones playing in like the sound of doom coming. I raised myself becoming higher and higher. Seeing the fur on my paws turning it to the blackest black the color of pure darkness. Twilight ran faster than she ever had before the screaming intensifying only a little more to go. Then it came a massive howl sounding like a sound that would call in Armageddon so much pain suffering and rage in it. Her ears tucked down to her head trying to protect her from the massive volume. She finally rounded the bushes only to stop dead in her tracks seeing all the Timber wolfs staring at something. There on the ground was. Wolf the silver colored wolf howling that sound of doom blood covering its fur. He was growing. She could hear the sound of bones braking even over the noise of the howl. He was getting bigger and bigger his fur changing in to a color of the deepest night pure darkness. That was wolf how was this even possible how could something suddenly grow like that changing color. The howl let up standing in front of her was a massive wolf it must have been close to 2m/ 6.6 feet massive looking like death itself a monster. I felt the change stop the wolves were covering seeing the monster in front of them a beast a monster from the worst of nightmares. I lunged forward closing my massive jaws over the petrified alpha heads engulfing it putting my paw on its back and pulling back with all I had riping the alpha in two whit a terrible ripping and cracking noise sap and entrails filling my mouth and spilling on the ground. I swallowed seeing the wolfs standing there in shock their alpha been killed in a few seconds the beast swallowing the parts of the alpha in its mouth seeing it slowly slide down the monster's throat. I looked back at them raising my head to the sky howling an even grander howl the hunters had become the hunted. Twilight was standing there dumbstruck by what she just witnessed seeing wolf just standing there everything was quiet nothing made a sound the Timber wolfs as shocked as the pony's watching. Then it happened the massive wolf lunged forward seeing almost half of the timber wolf disappear in its massive jaw. Its paw coming up and landing on its back. A massive gut wrenching sound followed as the big black wolf ripped the smaller one in two sap and entrails flowing on the ground. Seeing the other wolfs standing there in shock fear on their faces.. She could see it swallowing the bits of the wolf in its mouth seeing it travel down its throat. Then it lifted it head a massive howl coming from its throat even stronger than the last only lasting a few seconds. It stopped the black wolf looking back at the other smaller wolfs with hunger. I wanted to hurt them all kill them eat them. I Managed whit difficulty to shake of the blood lust seeing finally the things I hadn't been able to see before the wolfs were watching me shaking peeing themselves watching me with wide eyes. I looked around seeing pony's looking at me with fear, and horror seeing the brutality in front of them. I looked back at the wolfs growling at them telling them to go and never come back they belonged to me know I am alpha. They looked at me and then took off for the Forest. I looked at them a few seconds getting sure. They were running the right way. Then I turned back to Scootaloo seeing her lying on the ground only the weak movement of her chest telling that she was still alive. I started moving forward feeling rage residing inside me sleeping for when I needed it. My form changed as fast as it usually did a few seconds I felt myself shrinking back to my human form as I picked myself of the ground making my way over to the little filly. Twilight was watching shock freezing her to the ground the black wolf growled to the wolfs and they ran for the Everfree Forest. She saw it looking at them all with sad eyes all hostilities gone. Then light seemed to glow from it too changes again faster than before right there crouched over in its place was a being. She's never seen before it looked like a naked Diamond Dog only fur on its chest and face a short mane on the top of its head. It was completely naked pink skin covering its body. It rose up on its legs and walked forward seeing where he was going to Scootaloo was laying there on the ground here wing almost ripped off hanging by a few bones only small movements of her chest even suggested she was alive. She could see all the blood she had lost too much. She was not going to make it. There was no chance she felt tears rolling down her muzzle. The thing moved closer going down on its knees. It looked over the little filly she could see its mouth moving a soft voice hard to understand" I'm so sorry I swore to protect you never to let harm come to you and I failed I hope you can forgive me in time." Twilight could hear someone running towards her. She turned her head looking back seeing the rest of the girls running up to her led by Fluttershy a determined look on her face. They stopped looked towards the scene seeing the strange creature crouched beside Scootaloo. I turned around seeing Fluttershy and the rest of the girls standing a little bit in the distance looking at me with big eyes. I turned around feeling down into myself feeling the power placing my hands near Scootaloo's riped wing seeing the golden glow coming from under my hands covering her wing slowly pulling it back and reattaching It I could feel the slow pulse from the little filly getting stronger blood appearing in her veins again. The glow intensified blinding me a few seconds then resided in front of me the little filly's wing was healed not a scare on her breathing and pulse strong she would survive. I turned back to the girls holding back the power as best. I could a need to say my last words to Fluttershy. I looked eyes whither great big smile on my face I started speaking my voice strong and happy reaching far. "Fluttershy I need to thank you made my life better than it has been in a long time. I took a deep breath feeling the power fighting my hold glowing light's starting to circulate my body. "You made me so happy I finally had a family again, and I have never been happier than the time I spent whit you." Fluttershy looked at me tears in her eyes having seen the glowing light and understanding what it meant. "Me to wolf you made my life better you're always going to be family when we go back to the house we can continue reading the book we still have a few chapters left." I smiled back at her "I would like that nothing would make me happier than that. I saw the golden light intensifying I only had a few seconds left. "Fluttershy whatever happens it was my choice, and I would make it again every time." I felt a few tears run down my face never being able to see her again the pain she would be facing. She looked eyes with me I let the power go it swirled around me ripping open my back blood spraying on the ground my ribs braking snapping out of my back, but I never looked away finding comfort in her eyes. Then blackness the final thing I heard was Fluttershy screaming Wolf. I was floating in blackness when suddenly I saw figures in front of me it was night the moon was high in the sky stars dotting the sky. On the ground was a little black filly with a dark blue mane there were wings on her back and a horn on her head. She looked to the right a man was sitting there. "Daddy. Can you sing a song?" The man turned to the filly it was me. He looked at the filly lovingly. "Sure sweaty." He cleared his throat and started to sing Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby. Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true. Someday I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where troubles melt like lemon drops, High above the chimney tops, That's where you'll find me. Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I? Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby. Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true. Someday I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where troubles melt like lemon drops, High above the chimney tops, That's where you'll find me. Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I? He stopped singing looking back at the filly smiling petting her head she looked back at him with a smile on her face "I love you daddy.” "I love you to Sweaty.”
Introduction revised and longerHi, here is the new and improved chapter 1. It's hopefully a lot easier to read and there is supposed to be less spelling and grammar errors. Got myself a program specifically for dyslexic so I think it will be a lot more understandable. This chapter doubled in size since my brain finally got the message that there was a lot of background info missing. Still looking for a proof reader, but it's not easy. Still, I am starting on chapter 2 now, and I hope I get one before I am finished. Hopefully on Saturday or Sunday Hope you like it and please comment if you find something needed fixing. I am not your typical human, but part human I am something called garou. While most people are living, they're boring unusual lives with school and work. I live the old myths and stories. Garou you might think what the hell that is, let me tell you I am a werewolf. Most people think that you will be turned into a werewolf when you are bitten by one, but that is not true you are born garou I belong to the tribe called children of Gaia, and I was born under the crescent moon. Why is that important you might think? When you are born, Luna, the goddess of the moon, will bless you with rage and your auspice. Your auspices is your spiritual place in the world. My auspice is that of the Theurge. There are five different auspices one for every phase of the moon. The theurge of the quarter-moon. The werewolf borne under this sign is often connected to the spirits and the umbra in a way the other auspices are not, allowing the garou to see and hear things that others would be blind we are the Seers and Shaman of the Garou nation. The ragabash of the new moon. Oftentimes a ragabash will take on the role of a trickster or jester to ease the moods of fellow pack mates. The philodox of the half moon. The philodox is usually judges and mediators of the garou nation able to see both sides of a situation and can then make fair judgments. The galliard of the three-quarters moon. Galliard are usually most comfortable taking up artistic roles, such as writing, reading, and using other forms of expression. Some call galliards the bards to the nation, charged with the duty of remembering events and heroes and the honored ancestors. The ahroun of the full moon. The ahroun’s are best suited at a warrior role, the "teeth and claws" of Gaia herself. While this may seem like a trivial role as "all garou are Gaia's warriors", an ahroun is a specialist in combat, set apart from the other auspices in their expertise they are the warriors among fighters, officers among soldiers, the heroes of the battlefield. You see when we go on to puberty the ones that are born true, will have our first change. I did not even know that I had the blood, of the Garou in me or that my family ever had any werewolves in it. I thought werewolf's where only silly stories and old myths. Oh, boy was I wrong. I was 17 when it happened. About 2 months before the change I started thinking I was going crazy. You see I was hearing voices and seeing weird and freaky things everywhere. Most theurge's have a lot of spiritual power, and we usually start seeing strange things when we are born. But are usually not able to understand, that what we see is something unusual. Not before you get a bit older, and you learn to hide it from people. So naturally I had to be going crazy. You see my trust computer suddenly started to talk to me asking me what was so funny about the games. I was playing and then asking me if we could play together. And then having your school starts telling you answers to test, you start getting a little bit scared. And not any person in the school, but the fucking school building told me. I started to skip school after that, and gave away my computer. Then it happened I was sitting there in my room like I had done the last 2 months every day reading the same stupid comic books for the thousandth time. It was a nice summer night outside not too warm just perfect. It was starting to become just after midnight. That's when I saw it spider webs all over the place it was like locking into a heat wave, but behind it was a thick layer of spider webs. In the small gaps of the spider webs I could see my room and the outside of my window. It looked like all the buildings were covered in it and on them were spiders running around laying webs and mending ones that needed it. I felt an urge tugged at me. I wanted to go into that world I knew that answers to many of my questions were in there. I raised myself from my chair and started making my way over to the web. I tried to move it and break some of the webs, but they were harder than steel and I could only make them move a little bit. I needed to get in there, and it was being kept from me. I felt my body starting to stretch and grow trying to get me into a form that would make it possible. I had to crouch down to not hit the ceiling, and I could hear the Floor cracking with the increased weight being forced on it. I stretched out my hands. They were enormous and hairy with paws like a wolfs only a lot bigger, and it had big talons at the end of the paws were my fingers would usually be. I moved my arms over to. I ripped a hole through it big enough for me to go through. I've started drawing myself through it and when I passed through the hole I code see the spiders running into the window starting to mend the tears I made. They were the size of a beagle dog. They looked faintly metallic with read gleaming eyes, but they did not even seem to see me standing there so focused where they on their job. Then it hit me. There was a foul stench in the air. And it was coming from outside. I went over to my window. I was on the 5 floor but I knew that the stench was coming from outside. Something in me knew that I would not be hurt by the fall. I grabbed the window with one paw and jumped out of the window. I landed in the street with not even a scratch. It was dark, but not night it was twilight in here, and the moon was up. I understood then I was not in my world anymore more like a twisted reflection of my own. There were no people or animals around only old buildings with webs covering most of them. There were no lights on in any of the buildings some of the new buildings were not even in this world I noticed. Only the oldest ones were in this world. Suddenly, there was a large rumble I behind me and a small quaking in the ground I spun around. In front of me was a giant snake like creature. I was no bigger than one of its eyes. Its head was more than 5 times my size. Its body was curled around a nearby 30 story building it was Huge. It was no more than a hundred meters away. It had long shining black fangs sticking out of its upper jaw and sickly glowing green eyes. It smelt like death, toxins and corruption. It’s scaly with pus cowered skin was leaking black pus where ever it went. I saw the pus eating away at the ground where it landed. I felt incredible anger rise up in me this abomination was something that I hated instantly. I wanted to destroy it I wanted to remove all evidence and memory of its presence. I felt a power in me like an ocean of power wanting me to release it, so that it could carry out my wish. I gave in to it opening myself to release it. I felt an incredible pressure in me as the power came flowing out. The snake's head snapped forward faster than I would have ever believed possible coming at me with death in its eyes. In not even the blink of an eye it was no more than 5 meters from me. Then my power ignited a celestial inferno started around it. The flames were so was so bright. I brought my hands before my eyes, but I still I code see the snake writhe in pain and then disappear in a blink of an eye this was the power of a sun the power of its core it was nuclear fusion. And suddenly it was gone. The inferno lasted no longer than 4 seconds. I removed my hands and the only reminder of the monster was its shadow burned into the buildings and street. How the flames had not evaporated everything around it, and me I could not understand. I raised my head and let out a roar of triumph After a while my brain started kicking in, and I knew, something was wrong I smelt blood. I started looking around. There was blood around where the snake had been. I started making my way over to it while saying to myself well you're definitely not in Kansas anymore. "But it came out like a deep rumble I started looking myself over. I was standing around 3 meters tall as far as I could judge, and I was covered in fur. There was an old store next to the building the snake had been I went over to stare at the reflection in the window. In the window was a werewolf with black and gray fur over its body with small streaks of white in it. Long arms with large claws and it had large fangs in its mouth with two crystal blue eyes. Those were my eyes. My eyes had always been my redeeming feature. I stood there for how long I don't know looking myself over in awe. I was a monster out of myths a beast of uncanny strength and resilience. I heard a low moan from the other side of the building coming from over where the blood was. I took one last look at myself and moved to the Alley where the blood was. There's body parts everywhere intestines were splatters over the Alley. Everything was so crushed and ripped that I could not even get a grip on how many people that were killed her. Longer down the alley was. A man sitting leaned on the wall covered in blood. I went over to him when I came near him he turned to me. He started speaking. "I am Bile ripper, and this was my pack." While gesturing with his right hand at the remains spread around the area. I felt myself shrink now. I was a human again. I pondered what he sad for a second, but the only thing I code think of was saying. "I'm Ethan and what the hell is going on." He gestured for me to sit down. Right over from him was a little bit of a brick wall that thankful had no blood or guts on it. I sat down and instantly regretted it I was naked, and the bricks were broken and jagged some places, but I forced myself to sit down. Comfort later I thought answers now. When I set down, he reached down it to his right pocket and removed a lighter and a 20 pack of Marlboro. He gestured to me. "Want one." "No I don't smoke." "Well, it's your loss" he said while taking one out and lighting it and taking a deep breath. "Well, I bet you are full of questions kid." "Let's start with the simple answer Ethan, yes, you are a werewolf." "And I have been sent her to bring you to our people." I looked him over. He was not older than 27 maybe 28 years old with long black hair and brown eyes. He had a small beard on his face. I was finally able to see what he was wearing under all the blood it was a leather jacket and a Metallica t- shirt under it. He had as far as I could tell blue jeans on almost every part of him was drenched in blood. His eyes looked so tired so old. It reminded me of the eye of the children warriors. Eyes that had seen all the darkness the world had to offer. Eyes that had lost all hope long ago. He went on to explain to me. They were her to bring me to my people. But the snaked had blocked them, and killed the other 4 in his pack. He told me that more people more of our kin would be her to bring me to my people. He was leaning his head against the wall of the Alley with a new cigarette in his mouth when it suddenly fell out of his mouth. Falling into the pool of blood around us and went out. I went over to him and touched him on his shoulder. He slumped to the ground. I stared at his back in horror. I code see the backside of his ribs and his spine some of the black pus had melted right into his bones. How he even managed to live as long as he did was a mystery. I sat down again shaking muttering to myself over and over again "You're not in Kansas anymore." After a while 5 other werewolves came over to me and told me they were her to guide me to my people. A few of them were left behind to collect the corpses. I was taken to a place of my people. Where I was told of our history. They had felt the power in me when I started getting near my first change. I was told that in me was more power than almost every Garou in history. What I had done to the worm was something that had never been done, by one single Garou before. Only a few of the oldest and most powerful had even managed a fraction of it. The powers a theurge managed to summon on his first change was the power he one day might control if he ever managed to reach his full potential. So, I left my family and stood with them. Trained with them and earned my new place in the world. And the worst part is the first years where the best one in my life. Years had gone it was now the year 2012. I was 26. I had attained the rank of legend. Only meant for the most powerful of Garou. And I was one of the youngest ever to obtain it. I have fought some of the worst monsters in the world and won. But I never had managed to obtain the power I had one my first change again. I had more power and gifts then almost everyone out there, but it was never enough. I lived a life of Paine, anger, hate and loneliness. Garou live for their pack. The pack is a family. They are your sisters and brothers, but every last of my family had died time after time because I was not strong enough. Everything we were put up against was so powerful, that sooner or later they died one after the other. I was able to survive time and time again more than once being on the brink of death. After a while I could not take it anymore, I stopped joining my people. In the hope that if I did not feel for any of them ever again I would not need to feel the pain again and again. After a while I only came out when, the need was great. I moved to the city hoping it would distract me from thinking of my pain and loneliness. My seclusion started after losing my last pack. In it was a girl named Gina. She was a ragabash. We always say that our pack is our family, but she was the only one I ever felt like was my real little sister. She made me finally feel like the world still had some hope. I used to tease her all the time she had colored her hair pink, so I always called her pinkie she did not mind. She actually liked it. After a while she told me, she had colored her hair after a pony on a show she loved. And that was the reason she always was able to smile. She would sit down every Saturday with the laptop and watch t. I only ever had the time to watch bits and pieces of it I was mostly too busy with my duties to do something else it looked funny and happy, and I understood why she liked it. Then it happened they all died the same day no more than 2 months ago. I did not have the power to save them she died only 3 months from her 18 birthday. Then today early morning Luna or Goddess of the moon sent one of her spirits to me, summoning me to her side. "Why lunes always have to mess everything up so much, I swear under my breath." Wheel it could be worse remember the time when one of them set my apartment on fire for a laugh. I stopped cleaning up when I saw myself in the mirror on the wall. My dirty blond hair was short easier to deal with then. My eyes once an almost glowing crystal blue now a dull lifeless blue it reminded me of the eyes bile ripper had. Eyes that had seen the worst the world had, eyed with no hope. I moved away from the mirror making my way to the center of the floor. I started using my power to slip me into the twisted world that lay beyond. From there I start making my way to the place that Luna ruled over. It was not my first time there I had been summoned to her before. From her hand, I was given Moon Silver that I made my weapon with. It's the size of a long sword for a human, but in my werewolf form it's no bigger than a good sized dagger. Inside resides a spirit of a unicorn the patron spirit of my tribe. I had briefly met him before, and he was impressed with me and had decided to take me up on an offer to help me. His name is twilight dancer. He is the strongest unicorn spirit. I have met and also the most violent one. And he has a very odd sense of humor. We ended up more like buddies after a while then something else. My only family left. I change into my hispo form. It looks like an oversized wolf but is about the size of a bear. Now I was ready for anything I code move fast and if I need to fight, my jaws in this form code break iron bars easily. It takes me almost 5 days to trek across the twisted land going into deeper realms wear the laws of physics started to matter less and less. On the 5 day I arrived I had found the entrance. I used my power, yet again to slip myself into the new realm. Of all the realms I ever had been to nothing beats the beauty of Luna’s realm the realm is a vast garden. The soil brightly shining Moon Silver and the vegetation soft and luminous. Luna’s throne lies in the Center of the Garden, next to a small pond of Moon Silver where she Grant's audience to those with the wisdom and the perseverance to reach her. I changed back to my human form. What can I say she is beautiful if you ever saw her you would understand why wolf's howl praises. I suddenly find myself near a silver pond with a beautiful silver lady standing there with a hand in the silver pond. She turns to me a smile on her perfect lips and a mischievous glint in her silver eyes. "What can I be of service with my goddess?" She rises herself up and approaches me "I have something you need to do for me. I have been watching you, and I have seen your pain and loneliness." She stops before I raise my head, and I was shocked she has tears in her eyes and an expression of sadness on her face. "I have seen the pain in your life and I ask of you one last favor." She stretched out her arms placing her hands against my cheeks. "There is a place that will one day need your help, but if you go you will never be able to come back, but there is hope there for you. A chance of happiness and no more loneliness." I was stunned I never knew she had watched over me. A chance of a life with happiness it sounded too good to be true. I felt a tear sliding down from my right eye I wanted this. There was no life for me here. Already I had felt myself drown in the pain and loneliness, if there was a chance I wanted it. She moved forward and kissed my tear away and looked back at me. "Do you accept knowing you will never come back?" I code not speak I only nodded. She smiled at me and leans down and kissed me on my lips. I have never felt something like this before it was cold, but she did not taste like metal, but sweat like the sweet smelling Moon Flowers. Hear lip's part from mine. "Twilight dancer will join you in your quest. You are bound in soul and cannot be parted." She stepped back and looked at me with determined eyes. It strikes me she looks sad. Pained for having let the embrace go? "There is one thing you must know if you go you might lose most of your power, and I do not know if it will come back. Do you still want this?" I was confused she was acting strange she had always been regal when I met here before never showing emotions, but now she was looking at me like she feared what I would say. I turned to her. My mind was made up. "Yes, I want this if there is a chance of happiness I want to take it." She smiled at me, but she was trying to mask a pained expression. "Then you shall have your wish." She said in almost a whisper. She took my hand and guided me to the pond. Her hand was shaking a bit. "You must drink from it. You will hurt, but this is the only way to send you where you are needed." I was confused. Why was she asking like this, was she afraid for me or was there something else? I felt a burning sensation in my chest like my heart was trying to tell me something, but my brain would not let me understand it. I nodded I wanted this I hardened my resolve. I went down on my knees and cupped my hands and filed them with the liquid silver. I brought it up to my mouth and swallowed. It did not hurt. It was cold and tasted like Luna. Then it hit me like an explosion in my body every nerve in my body screaming in pain it hurts so much more than anything I ever had felt. I was lying on my side curled up in a fetal position. Luna went down on her knees and put my head on her lap stroking my hair. Tears in her eyes while saying something I code not understand at first." I have loved you from afar, but I can never be with you in this world. Your wolf song was always the sweetest." She bent over and kissed my lips. I felt it with a certainty. I never felt before I loved her, and I wanted her and now I was never to see her again. "The only thing I can do is send you to a world where you have a chance of happiness." I looked at her the only thing. I could say" what have I done" My vision was going to black. I knew I had not much time left at her side. With the last of my strength I said," I love you Luna"" She looked at me smiling "and I love you" She used one of her fingers to pluck one of her tears and dropped it in my mouth. "Now you will always have a part of me with you" I started to begin feeling sleepy and my body light the last thing I saw was Luna giving me one final kiss. * * * * I awoke and looked around only to see the most beautiful and colorful Forest I had ever seen. The air smells so good so clean. 'Right now I don't want to move. I only want to lay her and get the rest of my tears out‘ They were sliding down my muzzle. I noticed I was back in my wolf form. After a while my stomach growled in protest. I needed food. Rising from the leaves I got up off the ground and looked around me for a few minutes to admire the Forest around me before starting my search for something to eat. 'Right now I am not picky.' ‘OK now I Need to think about something besides Luna.' I was surrounded by trees. ‘Now where do I go the trees are dense there must be something around here.' My ear perked up. ‘There's a noise something small I think. ‘It's not too far away no more than 300 meters I think? ‘Well it won't be my first time hunting something in a new strange realm'. I ran to the nearest tree and started making my way quietly to my target. My heart started beating faster. I started to smell it. ‘That's odd it smells like flowers and baked goods.' ‘Maybe someone is having a picnic.' It took me 10 minutes to close the distance. Not twenty meters away was a yellow colored Pegasus with a pink mane and tail. It was standing facing away from me looking at a Bunny. ‘Well, this is new one a Pegasus, and it's so small more like a pony, but it's defiantly flesh and blood.' ‘Hope it's not anyone's pet, let's hope I am not about to eat a small girl's favorite Pegasus pony. ‘Pegasus for dinner and then a Bunny for desert.' ‘Well, the Pegasus could never taste worse than the yellow canary I ate once.' ‘Note to self-do not eat the wings.' ‘Took me hours last time, to get all the feathers out of my mouth.’
Song of the wolfHi sorry for the slow update. Next chapter will not take this long. I unfortunately haven't gotten my editors to edit this chapter yet so if you see mistakes pleas levee a comment. Right in front of me the yellow colored Pegasus looked at the little Bunny. "Now Angel Bunny we haven't found anything so far are you sure. You heard a noise out here." The Bunny nodded and started pointing in my general direction. "By Gaia it spoke the god damned pony spoke... Holy crap I know that voice. Where the hell do I know that voice from." "You really think there might be a hurt animal out here." The Bunny nodded and started pulling a bag with a red cross on it. "Ok let me get that, and we can try to find the poor animal." The yellow Pegasus went over to the bag and used her mouth to move it on to her back. She turned around and looked straight at me. Her eyes were getting bigger and bigger "Oh crap she saw me." Her mouth was hanging open, and she was looking at me with big cyan eyes. 6 months ago walking true the living room in the house my pack had bought on the outside of town. "Damn I am hungry a sandwich would hit the mark right now. Hi Gina, I am going to the kitchen to make a sandwich… want one." I stopped not hearing an answer, but the only sound meeting me was. "Awwwww Shes so cute. I just want to hold her and hug her. Oh Fluttershy your so cute." "Ok that's new Gina never made an Awww sound before" I turned and started to walk over to where Gina was sitting. "Hey Pinkie, what're you doing." She turned to me with a big smile. "I'm watching My little pony. You need to see this it's the most adorable thing ever." I went over to the laptop. On the laptop was an young yellow Pegasus singing how she loved everything. "Damn Pinkie, your right she, is adorable." Gina patted the place next to her on the sofa with a big grin on her face. "Sit down I need to show you some more." She looks so happy. "Well, the sandwich will be there a while more it can wait." I smiled, and sat down in the sofa. "OK Pinkie let's get the show on the road." We spent the next hour going over some clips. She liked with Fluttershy in them. I smiled at Gina "Pinkie she really is adorable thanks for showing me, I needed that" I shook my head trying to get the memory out. "That's Fluttershy how the hell is this even possible she's in a kids show." I took a better look at her. "Shea's different its Fluttershy there's no doubt about that even the same voice, but she is not a cartoon there's no outline, and I can see blood vessels in her eyes. I can even see the individual feathers in her wings." Some of the strands of her hair are loose and flowing lazily in the wind. There are some small pieces of grass on her coat. "She looks real and she smells real. How is this possible I am in Equestria. I can't eat her now Gina would come back from the dead to kill me." I closed my eyes and shook my head again. "This is so strange, I have seen strange things before, but this is definitely the strangest. A land of happiness and harmony that can't be bad… can it?"' My eyes opened and standing almost right before me is Fluttershy she looks at me. I can see it in her eyes she is in awe of the sight in front of her. Her mouth is still hanging open, and her eyes are almost sparkling in intensity. She is looking all over like she was drinking in the sight in front of her like she was afraid of never seeing it again. Even the Bunny was looking at me with big eyes full of awe his little mouth hanging open. "How did she manage to get this close. I was so lost in thought there. And why is she looking at me like she's never seen anything like me before maybe wolfs are uncommon here?" She was looking me in the eyes trying to make her voice work again. I could see her mouth move like she was trying to form words, but had forgotten how to. She blinked opens her eyes again and looked back into my eyes. "I have never seen anything so beautiful before he is more beautiful than princes Celestia." I looked behind me and then back to her. "What is she talking about me. Um I must be the first wolf she's ever seen Well there's no one behind me, so it must be me." "I have been called a lot of things but never beautiful." She looked at me, and she noticed my bloodshot eyes and the wet streaks in the fur on my muzzle. She moved forward and started stroking my head with hoof. It was gentle oh so gentle "Oh, you poor dear you have been crying haven't you." She said while stroking my head. Something about her voice was so gentle, so soothing and so filled with kindness and compassion. I wanted to stop it I really tried, but it was too much to soon. Memories of Luna stroking my hair before I disappeared came back to me like a blast from a shotgun. I started crying again. " It Hurst why did you do it Luna why not tell me I would have found a way to stay with you. Whatever was keeping you from me I would have removed it." She was looking at me with tears in her eyes stroking my fur. Even the Bunny came over and started petting my front leg. I fell down on the leaves. My legs who'd not carry my weight anymore. She sat down taking my head on to her lap. I could not stop her I don't really think I wanted to. She started singing sweat and slow. "Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now It's time to go to bed Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now It's time to go to bed Drifting off to sleep! Let the joy of dreamland find you! Hush now, quiet now It's time to lay your sleepy head Hush now, quiet now it's time to go to bed" I felt my eyes getting heavy, and I started drifting off. I woke up with Fluttershy still stroking my fur. She was smiling at me a caring smile that promised everything was going to be better. I looked into her cyan eyes. She saw my thank you in my eyes. She gave me a hug. I never before understood why dogs and wolves liked someone to show their thanks. But now I know I licked her cheek a silent thank convening all the feelings my eyes were not able to. She giggled the cutest sound I ever heard. It was starting to get a bit darker a few hours must have gone while I was sleeping. I raised myself up. Took my muzzle under her front hooves and puled her up. She smiled at me. "Are you all alone out here." I nodded. She looked at me with a sorrowful look. Have you been alone a long time'? I nodded it was no lie I was surrounded by people in the city but I was still always alone. "Do you want to come home with me, you won't be alone anymore then." I looked at her in my heart I knew she would be able to take my loneliness away. I nodded again. She moved over to the Bunny on the ground. He had fallen asleep. She picked him up with her mouth and gently put him on her back. He didn't even wake up. He was cute sleeping on her back gently breathing in and out. She turned to the right and started to move very careful so as not to wake up the Bunny. She turned her head to me. Follow me.' It took us almost 45 minutes with the slow pace we were going. But we came out of the Forest. In front of me was a pond with a little bridge over it and lots of flowers and bird houses in a nearby tree. There were many different birds even some Bunnie's and some squirrels in a neighboring trees. Right behind the bridge one a little hill was a house with a roof of grass with wooden walls painted in a light brown with a red door. It looked cozy and inviting, and it reflected Fluttershy completely. We started making our way over the bridge when my eyes saw something in the water. I stopped and looked in the water. "Who is that." In the water was a wolf like no one I ever have seen before. Over the body of the wolf the fur was same color as moon silver. It even had the same glow that moon silver has a soft silver light constantly reflecting of the fur. It was the most magnificent Wolfe I ever have seen. It was beautiful. And staring right back at me where to crystal blue eyes my eyes. "Wow now I know why she can't stop looking at me. I looked so beautiful I never looked like this before this must be something I got from Luna." My mind replayed when Luna dropped one of her tears in my mouth. I heard her voice like a whisper on the breeze. "Now you will always have a part of me with you. One last gift from Luna." I felt one last tear move down my muzzle. I turned from the water ready to follow after Fluttershy again. She was looking back at me with a sad look.. It felt like she could read my soul and see my pain. "You miss her don't you your mate." I looked at her in surprise how can she know. I nodded. "Do you want to come in I have some food if you want some." I could hear my stomach rumble, so did she. She smiled back at me. "I will take that as an yes." She led me inside gently putting Angle down in something that looked like a dog bed. She went over to a cupboard and brought out something that resembled a bag of dog food. I couldn't help smiling and give a small growling laughter. She looked at me first in shock thinking I was growling at her. Then she looked at me a little closer. "Are you laughing?" I nodded. She smiled back at me. "Do you want some." She went into the kitchen and brought over to bowl's one with water the other with the dog food. She set them down next to me. "OK not the first time eating dog food can't be any worse than the things back home." I took a good bite out of the dog food. "Damn this is good really good." My tail started wagging. Fluttershy looked at me smiling letting out a little giggle of me wolfing down my food. "Damn what is this taste. It tastes like beef, and some vegetables marinated or something. This is even better than the things. I get in expensive restaurants. But it looks like kibble how is this even able to taste this good. Nom Nom Nom indeed." "This I could get used to." I almost inhaled the food so good was it. She refilled my bowl 3 times. Before I was satisfied then I emptied the water bowl. "That hit the spot I haven't eaten anything that good in years." Fluttershy flew over to the couch near the stairs and laid down. I went over to her and jumped on the other end of it laying my head over hear wings. She raised her head and looked back at me smiling. "I have never seen a creature like you before." I lifted my head tilting my head to the side questioningly. "The only thing like you are timber wolves but they are made of wood." I raised an eyebrow. "Wolfs of wood that's a new one." You look more like a dog." I nodded . "Are you some type of dog." I looked at her nodding and then shook my head from side to side. "So, you are something like a dog but not only a dog." I nodded again. On a table nearby was a pencil and some papers. I went over took the pencil in my mouth and with a few tries got it in a comfortable position. Then I started writing with my mouth it looked like something a 4 year old kid would write. But It was somewhat understandable. I toke the paper in my mouth and went over to her and gave her the paper. What I had written on the paper was. I AM A TRUE WOLF. "She looked at the paper then back at me whit a look of shock. How is that possible the last wolves died almost 900 years ago. When Luna was banished all the wolves went into mourning and then after a while died out. Did you come back after Luna was freed again?" I looked at her in shock. "Luna her how is that possible and she was banished. And now she is back." She looked at me with a worried face. "You didn't know did you." I nodded. I looked outside the window It was dark now the moon was up a full moon. "If there is even a chance, Luna is out there I need to take it." I jumped of the couch ran out the door and went over to the bridge. The moon was high in the sky. It was so beautiful. "Luna if you are there hear my song." I raised my head to the moon and started my wolf song. A true Wolfe song is different from a normal wolfs howling at the moon. Even a human can hear the feelings and somewhat understand the meaning in it. I started slowly building up my howl's taking on different pitches and variations in strength. A wolf's song is beautiful something so natural so honest. I let all my love and pain of losing Luna in it. I must have been there for almost an hour when I finally stopped. There was still an echo left with a hint of hope still left then one day I would see Luna again. After a while then it was quite totally quiet not even the wind was making any sound. Nature it self calming down to listen to the song. I turned around to the house. In the door was Fluttershy an Angel and a lot of animals. Everyone had tears in their eyes. I started walking to Fluttershy she was looking at me with an expression that was hard to pin down. "I have never heard anything so sad and beautiful." I went over to her looked her in the eyes and nuzzled her gently. We went inside the animals went back to bed after coming over and patting me on my legs. Fluttershy started moving to the stairs. I am going to bed now wolf. "She said while yawning. I sat there in the living room. I don't want to sleep alone tonight." I went after Fluttershy she was laying in her bed I went over on the other side gently jumping up in it. She looked at me sleepily. "No mister you can't sleep in my bed." "Oh its one time to get the big guns out." I gave her my best puppy dog eyes. It was super effective. She looked at me giving me a little smile. "Ok you can sleep here tonight." I curled up in a ball. Silently she started to stroke my back humming softly to the melody she sang to me earlier. I fell asleep almost instantly. I woke up of the sound of breathing slow and rhythmic. Fluttershy had her head on my back whither left front leg draped over my back. I just laid there soaking up the comfort it gave me. It didn't take long before she woke up. She raised her head and started rubbing her eyes whither hooves. She looked over to me. "Good morning, wolf." I nodded back to her. "Today if you don't mind I would like you to meet some friends of mine." I nodded. She started making her way out of the bed and into what looked like a bathroom. Give me a little while I need to take a shower then I can make some breakfast.. I gave a little bark in confirmation. I went outside to take care of some business in some bushes in the Forest surrounding the house. When I was done I tried to change back to human but no matter how hard I tried I could not do it. I felt down in to myself where I before had an ocean of power was now a little puddle. Something really was wrong I can't feel my rage at all the wolves in me must be sleeping. "Wheel Luna did warn me that I might lose a lot of power. Well I really don't care one bit right now I am happy than I have been in months." I went back to the house. Fluttershy was standing in the kitchen making an omelet by the smell of it. I hadn't noticed it before now, but in my Wolfe form I am about 92 cm/3 feet tall. But Fluttershy is a good head taller and then some almost 134 cm/4.4 feet tall. A bit bigger than what the the pony's looked like in the show. Well, in my human form I am still bigger with my 181 cm/ 5. 9 feet. I went over to her watching her work on the omelet. "Oh, there you are.You want some omelet." I barked in conformation it smelt divine. She took out a bowl and gave me half of it. She took the rest of it on to a plate and went to sit down on the table on a pillow. I picked up the bowl with my teeth then made my way on the other side of the table siting the bowl on the table and sitting down. She raised an eyebrow looking at me when I started eating. "Your really smart aren't you." I nodded and winked at her. "The only other animals that I know to be even half as smart as you is Angle Bunny." I shook my head and pointed my paw at her. "Your as smart as me." I nodded. With a smile and a little giggle. "I think twilight would like you." I nodded. Eat up we should be going son. "I was not hard to convince. Oh, My GOD how can an omelet taste so good. Is everything better tasting here." After a little while we were finished eating. Fluttershy started washing up and gave the animals food. It took about 2 hours there where a lot of animals. "Ok come one wolf let's go see Twilight." I happily followed her. It did not take too long before we saw the outskirts of Ponyville. It was actually a bit bigger than I believe it would be there where houses over a large distance. We came down to the entrance into town and started walking towards a big tree almost in the center of town. There where a lot of ponies and they all stopped and started staring at me Somme whit there mouth hanging open. Thankfully it didn't take long to get to Twilight's library home. I stood to the side looking at the sight with a book on it there was some text on it saying. Welcome to Ponyville library. librarian Twilight Sparkle. Assistant librarian Spike. Fluttershy went over to the door and knocked on it. There was a bit of a commotion then the door opened with a little purple dragon with green spikes. "Oh, hey Fluttershy what can I help you with. Um is Twilight home." The little dragon nodded. "Yes, Twilight's home she is trying to find out what the sound last night was she even got a letter from Celestia about it. They could hear it over in Canterlot." "Oh, my that's one of the reasons why we are here." Spike looked at her with an eyebrow raised. "Well there's only you hear." Fluttershy looked at me. I was standing on the other side of the door near the sign. "Wolf Could you come over here." I moved over to Fluttershy and looked at Spike. He was standing there with his mouth open with a look of shock on his face. Fluttershy looked at me. "Wolf this is Spike, Spike this is wolf." That seamed to get him out of his shock. He started scratching his head looking a little embarrassed. "Oh, hi Wolf i am Spike." I nodded back to him. "Um Fluttershy dose he understand me. Oh yes he is very smart." Oh was the only thing Spike managed to say. "Um com in I will get Twilight." Me and Fluttershy walked into the library. I started looking around there were a lot of books I read some of the titles on the book spines. "Hm equestrian history, equestrian culture, equestrian law, equestrian tax laws and equestrian royal families. Ug that looks so boring. Let's take a look at the equestrian history." Flutershye was looking at some animal books. I gentle with my mouth took the book out and with my muzzle turned it on to page 1. "Ok let's see her." I had come to page 22 before I even noticed there were 2 ponies and a dragon staring at me. I looked at them. Twilight was looking at me with shock if it was because of how I looked or that I was reading a book I am not too sure. Spike was definitely shocked that I was reading a book and Fluttershy too. Even if she saw me writing, and understood that I understood everything she was saying, but that I knew what a book was and was actively reading one was a bit more than she had believed me able too. I couldn't help myself from laughing at the looks on their faces it was priceless. Twilight looked at Fluttershy. "What is it doing." Fluttershy shook here head a little bit stifling a giggle. "He is laughing of us I think." I nodded. "it's a he" First now it struck me she always referred to me as a male. "How did she know." "Um yes and he's a very good boy." "Wow he's beautiful he's fur is a glowing silver. I never have seen anything like him before." Twilight said while looking me over. Twilight, Spike and Fluttershy went over to me. Twilight took her eyes of me and looked at Spike. "Spike can you go get the rest of the girls they need to see this Get pinkie first she will help you get Dash." Spike looked at Twilight. "Sure no problem Twilight I will go get them." And then he started running out the door as fast as his little chubby legs could take him. The girls went over to a corner. I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier. I must have fallen asleep. I was suddenly in a dark void. No sounds or smell. I Felt like I was walking at a steady pace on my two human feet. What hit me first was the smell of blood coppery and fresh . I saw a light in the distance. I tried to stop then to speed up and moving another direction but nothing worked. This felt very familiar like this was not the first time. I had been her. My mind felt groggy like waking up from a heavy sleep and not being able to even remember where you are. Then it came the terror like a Gale of wind blowing away the fog. Hell no not this not her. "Luna you promised a place of happiness not this." But the cursed Vision was not to be denied. I stepped out of the darkness into the light right in front of me was a tree with a little tree house with a wooden staircase. Right in the middle of the door a heart was cut out of it. I tried to move and found that I could. "Where the hell am I." The smell of blood was gone only the smell of apples, flowers and the grass were in the air. Something was calling me forward. I slowly went to the backside right next to the tree was a gravestone leaning up against it was a faded and somewhat rotten scooter made of wood with red wheels and a handlebar. I moved in front of the little grave getting down on one knee. Hear lies Scootaloo. She gave her life to save her two best friends . Gone yet not forgotten, although we are apart, your spirit lives within us, forever in oure harts, A true hero's resting place, May we all live up to her bravery. I traced the lines engraved in the stone feeling the weight of the words inscribed. Then I felt it again the tugging to move. "This is only the beginning why must. I bear the burden of what the future brings. Why me I don't want to see all the horrors. Not here not in this place sweet Gaia please make this stop." But it was not to be denied I felt myself being forcefully pushed backwards. Losing sight of the grave as everything blurred for a few seconds, then it hit me the smell of blood, and it was coming from behind me. I lifted myself from my knee and turned around. There inn a puddle of blood lay a creature I had never seen before or parts of it its belly were ripped open intestine's laying in the grass. Its eagle clawed hand was partly missing like something had taken a bit out of it. The hand with the lion's paw was broken crushed to a messy pulp. It's long neck was ripped open by large fangs I could see the windpipe easily in the big bite taken out of its neck.. And on the mismatched face its right eye hanging by a thread from his eye. Socket with a grimace of pain on his face frozen in time when he finally died. This was messy and had been done with haste. Then it happened a shimmer in the air. I saw the creature with a frightened look in his eyes. "Twilight you and the elements need to go now. You six are the only thing that can save Equestria now." "Now run I will try to keep the monster her as long as I can." I saw Twilight moving over to Discord with tears in her eyes. "We will always remember you for this without you. We would all have died long ago to that monster." "You're a hero. Discord nopony managed to hold him back before.We've managed to get the elements back because of you." Discord looked at her and a small smile was on his face. "Who could ever believe it Discord hero of Equestria." His face darkened. The elements might even be able to stop it now. Now run and don't look back.' I saw Twilight running away with tears streaming behind her. Discord turned around and looked to the distance. "Bring it you filthy monster as long as, I am alive I will not let. You lay on single claw on them." The shimmer in the air stopped I looked around me. It was the same grassy meadow I saw in the shimmer. "I hope you stooped whoever did this long enough for the girls to use the elements." Then it started again the tugging I stopped fighting it the sooner this was over the better. Then my vision blurred aging. And I instantly regretted it. I fell down on my knees in front of me lay the elements of harmony ripped and broken and only a little distance away the six wielders. I felt tears forming in my eyes when I saw the blood mated yellow colored coat of Fluttershy. She was staring right at me with lifeless cyan colored eyes. She was lying on her left side her right wing ripped right of laying on the bloody grass right next to her. Her lower jaw was ripped off. I could see right down her throat. There was no pain in her eyes only overwhelming sorrow. I ripped my eyes away from her dead body and spotted Rainbow Dash in a crumpled heap next to her a look of terror and pain frozen on her face. Blood was everywhere on her light blue coat her legs were bent in impossible angles some places the bones sticking out of her coat. Her wings had been ripped off and the bone in the wings had been used to stab her to death with two wings hanging limply of her side where they had been impaled into her flesh. Then there was. Applejack her head resting a little bit from her body where it had been ripped off her body her blond mane mated with blood and five long claw marks on face long cuts over her eyes completely destroying her green beautiful eyes. Twilight her horn broken off and struck through her sparkling Violet right eye her left leg ripped off and tossed carelessly to the ground like a small child getting tired of its new toy. Blood streaming from the place here horn had used to be. Rarity was lying on her back her horn hanging broken from her head. The azure eyes with a look of horror and pain. Her beautiful deep purple mane riped of her head and laying spread out next to her. Hear brilliantly white coat ripped open, and hear ribcage cracked open blood leaking out where her heart once was. Pinkie Pie was only lying there her mane and tail deflated sorrow in her light blue eyes. She was the last to die she was made to watch her legs broken bruises covering every inch of her coat her pink coat had turned an almost sickly dark blue from all the bruises. She'd been left to die from her injuries I could see on the ground she had tried dragging herself over to her friends even whit her broken legs she had tried to comfort them one last act of happiness denied her forever. It must have taken her hours to dye. I could feel the rage in me slowly awakening I started screaming. ‘WHY THEY WERE INNOCENT THEY NEVER DESERVED THIS.' I felt the blackness coming back again surrounding me smothering me feeding my rage. The last thing I heard before unconscious took me was my screaming . I WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE THEM. I WILL PROTECT THEM I WILL CAST OF THE SHACKLES OF FATE AND SAVE THEM ALL.
AwakeningSo, her it is chapter 3. It took a while the biggest one so far breaking the 10.000 words in one chapter yay. I managed to fuck up a bit ended up re writing this chapter 2 times then read it over seeing it had become a total shit than I had to rewrite 2 more times to get it back to the original chapter or close to it. It's been a big learning experience's so better now than later. So, sorry yet again for the looooong wait next chapter will not be this late. Now if you will excuse me ill will go whip myself for taking so long. Please comment if you see things that are wrong or if you like something. I felt the blackness residing and my conscience returning. I could hear worried voices near me, but I could not focus on them my mind going a mile a minute after the vision. I laid there for a little while letting the sound resolve and become clear. "Fluttershy I think he is waking up Twilight do you think he's ok now he must have been having a terrible nightmare" Fluttershy Said in worried tone. Twilight let out a little tired sigh of frustration and worry" I don't know whatever we tried he wouldn't wake up. I sense some magic from him when it happened, but I never felt any magic like it before. The magic we use is somewhat like electricity, but the magic in him felt almost like fire it felt primal closer to the source of magic even closer than the princesses." Twilight let out a breath taking a new one and letting it out slow composing herself. "To be honest it was a little frightening the closer power gets to the core the more it gets unpredictable and starts doing random things. It felt closer to the power Discord has primal but it's not the same I'm going to send a letter to Princess Celestia about it and see what she thinks." "I don't think he did it himself Fluttershy so I think he's going to be ok it might be that wolfs have some type of natural magic there is very little known about them, so it's possible that was all it was.” I heard Fluttershy letting out a breath of relief. "Oh, that's good I don't want him to have nightmares light it again." I opened my eyes looking at the girls and the dragon standing around me in a half circle. I rose myself -shaking my head to get the last of the confusion out. Fluttershy looked at me and gave a little half hearted smile looking worried. "Wolf are you feeling ok you were having a nightmare, and we couldn't wake you up.” I looked at her still seeing her lying there on the ground dead and broken. I shook my head again and took a deep breath composing myself. "I can't let them know what it to happen I need to find out when and where and then deal with it before." I looked back to Fluttershy and started walking over and nuzzled her telling her that I was better now. I backed off and gave her a little smile. I saw the rest of the girls smiling happy that everything was going to be ok. Fluttershy turned to the rest of the girls. "I think I will take wolf back home, so he can have some rest… If that's ok with you girls." The girls looked at each other with a smile. "No problem at all right girls Twilight said smiling." The rest of the girls smiled back. Me and Fluttershy made our way back to the house. I had been in the vision longer than I believed with only a few more hours before it became dark. We walked in silence both of us relaxing and calming ourselves from what had happened. After a little while later we came to the house and made our way inside. Fluttershy started walking into the kitchen and then turn her head around looking at me "Wolf do you want some dinner now" I looked back at her giving her a bark my tail wagging. "Fluttershy really is the kindest most caring person uh pony I have ever met she really is the element of kindness. I will never let anything bad ever happen to the girls they are too good and innocent for something like that to happen to them.” Fluttershy started pulling ingredients out from the fridge when suddenly Angle came running down the stairs jumping right on her leg nuzzling her and welcoming her back. She looked back at him smiling. "Did you miss us Angel?" Angel looked to me and back to her giving a little smile to me and nodding to Fluttershy. "The little guy is really sweet he really cares for her.” Fluttershy picked him up by the scruff of his neck sting him gently on her back. "Do you want some diner to Angel?" He looked at her nodding with a big smile on his face. Fluttershy looked at us the two of us smiling at her, she smiled back at us. "Ok wolf why don't you take a small break me, and Angle will make the food. "Angel looked at me and nodded giving his ok for the plan. I nodded back feeling a little bad that I couldn't help them make the food. I went outside and made my way to the little bridge outside the house. I looked at the water seeking my reflection. "I need to stop it. There must be a way. I was never able to stop it before maybe this time… If it is like the last times, they will all be in order. The first ones always fast no more than a month, but the ones after take a few months. I need to find. The tree house with the grave if I am lucky it won't be too old, and I will have some time to think and plan. I jumped into the water. It wasn't deep only coming up to my muzzle. It was not too cold and not too warm just right. I stayed there lazily bobbing in the water feeling some of the stress wash away. "Ok first things first. I need to be able to shift shapes at least get back to human. My powers almost completely gone I can live with. Staying a wolf forever not so much I need to be able to communicate more efficiently. "I am fast as a Lupus, but not strong I am probably going to need my war form sooner or later at least if I am going up against something that killed every one of the elements. I moved out of the water lying down in the grass feeling the water in my fur running of me and the remaining sun light of the day drying me. "H'm if what Gina told me is true the elements were supposed to be the most powerful magical artifacts in this world and whatever did all that in the vision did not even get slowed down. The elements must work the same way that a fetish or some other objects with power." I heard the door of the house opening and a low clopping sound of hooves coming from a wooden floor on to grass. I turned my head to the sound seeing Fluttershy making her way over to me. Fluttershy went up to me and sat down on her haunches and looked at me. "It's so quiet out her this time of the day its calming." She said with a smile. I raised myself and seated myself down next to her and looked at her giving a little growl as a yes. "I want to give her something back she knows I am a predator, but still she lets me stay her and gives me so much." I looked over her seeing her watching the sun getting ready to set, and the land getting bathed in the sunlight a content smile on her face. I raised myself and seated myself down next to her and looked at her giving a little growl as a yes. "I want to give her something back she knows I am a predator, but still she lets me stay her and gives me so much." I looked over her seeing her watching the sun getting ready to set, and the land getting bathed in the sunlight a content smile on her face. Fluttershy looked at me with a questioning face wandering what I did that for. I looked at her and placed my paws over my eyes. She looked at me a little while trying to figure out what I wanted. "You want me to cover my eyes. I nodded repentantly to her. She gave a little giggle but decided to humor me and closed her eyes and put her hooves over her eyes. It didn't take long a few minutes and the sound of a few hundred thousand wings could be heard they came so many. Almost completely covering the sky. I nudged Fluttershy so she would understand to open her eyes. "Can I see now" she asked a little worried. I gave a little bark. She opened her eyes blinking a few times of the sight in front of her and with a dumb struck face only managed to say "Oh" In the sky the sun was setting the sky colored in crimson from the setting sun, but the breathtaking sight was the light reflecting of the thousands of butterflies all the colors in the rainbow reflecting of the large mass off butterflies making it seem like a glowing river of rainbow light hanging in the sky bathed in the setting sun. It was beautiful and breathtaking we stayed there to the last rays of the sun disappeared, and the moon made its way on to the sky. I gave a little howl releasing them from my control. The butterflies broke apart some going here and there. Fluttershy turned to me a smile on her face and a look of Bliss on her face. "Was that you wolf did you make them come." I nodded and looked at her smiling. Fluttershy leaned over giving me a hug "thank you it was beautiful it's the best surprise. I have ever had." I gave her a nuzzle and a quick lick on the check showing my joy that she liked it the best way possible. Then a loud growling could be heard I looked around only to notice the sound coming from my stomach. Fluttershy looked at me having heard the same giving a small giggle. "Dinners ready now let's get you some food. I gave a small bark signalizing. My total agreement with some dinner only to turn around seeing Angle standing in the door looking impatient tapping his foot. We followed into the table and sat down. It took me almost a minute to process what was for dinner right there in front of me was the most divine smelling pizza. I have ever seen. Fluttershy put a slice on all our plates and we started eating. "How dear Gaia how is this even possible even whit out meat it's still the most delicious pizza ever. The rest of the night was spent eating and washing the dishes and Fluttershy spent some time reading a book while I went outside and tried to change shape but I was not able to something was missing. I just don't know what it is. I went inside snuggling up to Fluttershy in her bed falling asleep. The next few days stayed much the same. I helped as best as I could around the house helping Fluttershy with everything she needed. When night came when made dinner well I mostly watched. sitting outside later at night watching the sunset after dinner with Angel and Fluttershy. Relaxing some hours inside reading a book or herring Fluttershy talk about herself and her friends and all the adventures they had experienced life was good. Seems not so long before I came the wedding of Twilight's brother had been she even told me about Discord which further gave me evidence that I still had a long while left before everything happened he was still in stone and still an enemy. Then it happened no more than 3 days after the butterflies. I was outside having a little tour around the Forest next to the house. I was sniffing a pretty yellow flower when I heard something like a tree falling with a resounding crash and then a pained scream. My stomach filled with ice from the sound and I started running like a crazed wolf back to the sound. "Please be ok dear Gaia don't let Fluttershy be hurt." I came running around the house where I could pick up the sound of Fluttershy voice moaning in pain. I came flying around the house seeing Fluttershy lying on the ground one of the smaller trees on the backside had broken and came crashing down on Fluttershy. She had her right arm standing in an odd angle clearly broke she had been able to shield herself whit it. I ran up to her and put my head under the tree getting it under my back and started to move it off from Fluttershy and on to the side hearing her pained moaning where she was lying. With a burst of power I managed to get it clear of Fluttershy jumping away letting the tree crash down again on the side. I came back to her laying there on the ground tears flowing from her eyes with a pained expression on her face small moans of pain escaping her. I went over to her looking her over only her armed seamed broke she had been lucky. It pained me more than I would have thought seeing her lying there in pain. "Its time I protected her I don't want to see her in pain I can handle it, and I will heal faster than she will." I took a deep breath knowing this was going to hurt my curse coming back to bite me once again. Ever since I changed by accident we found out that the harder a gift was to learn the easier it was for me and the stronger the gift was the power I could get out of it was faster and stronger. But there was a downside I could learn some of the lesser gifts in a few hours, but they almost always backfired in some way. And none sever then the ability to heal one of the easiest gifts to use but the most important of all but for me the hardest. When I was healing someone I would take on the damage, but it was amplified made worse coming back to me with double the force. If you had a small gas in your hand, I would have it deeper over my arm. But there was one bright point to it I could heal everything, but death whit it. The problem was not to kill myself while healing anyone more than a few times I saw my pack mates dye from wounds that who'd have killed me to heal. I made my way over to her and put my paws on her arm making her cry out in pain and giving me a look filed with pain and fright. I felt the power in me reaching forward and up my arms and put my paws and a soft golden light started flowing from my paws. There was a snap Fluttershys arm was broken back into place. She was looking at me with wide eyes seeing the light flowing from my paws cuts and bruises mending the pain fading from her eyes. I felt the power draining out her flesh. She was looking at me. "How is this possible?" I looked at her my eyes watering over from holding back the power and the debt it was due. I gave a large howl of pain as Fluttershy looked at me with wide eyes. The power glowing over me all the places she had been healed and a sickening cracking could be heard as the bones in my front legs cracked the cuts being ripped open bigger, and deeper blood spraying on the grass from the deep cuts. Fluttershy let out a scream of fear, and shock looking at me crying and screaming. I was laying on my side feeling the pain burning trough me the steady pounding of pain making the world spin. I felt unconsciousness slowly pull me under smothering me in darkness. A muted pain was the first thing. I noticed I started hearing sounds someone was crying next to me. I tried to move my legs only to be felt. My my front legs were immobile. Something was holding them straight. A voice was talking. It sounded like Twilight's voice filled with worry and compassion. "Fluttershy he healed you I don't even understand how something like that can be possible.. The most unicorns can do is make things heal faster and help right bones only Celestia can heal someone like that, and it usually leaves her spent fore days." A voice was talking. It sounded like Twilight's voice filled with worry and compassion. "Fluttershy he healed you I don't even understand how something like that can be possible.. The most unicorns can do is make things heal faster and help right bones only Celestia can heal someone like that, and it usually leaves her spent fore days." I heard the clopping of hooves on the floor as. Twilight went over to Fluttershy gently comforting her and telling her everything was going to fine. After a little while she finally managed to continue, she took a deep breath. "His legs just broke I don't know how it happened then his fur just ripped open spraying blood everywhere. I could hear. Twilight comforting her again "He is going to be alright Fluttershy I scanned him a little while ago he is healing faster than anything I have ever seen before the bones in his legs were crushed, but they are already starting to come back together almost all of the cuts are gone. As fast as he is healing he is probably going to be completely fine in a day or two." "I need food I'm so hungry." I tried making a little bark telling them I was ok but the only thing that came out was a little whimper. I heard the sound of Fluttershy letting out a sigh of relief knowing that I was conscious. She started stroking the fur on my head gently saying that everything was going to be alright. I felt tears dripping on my head from Fluttershy as she continued to comfort me. I felt sleepy as she was stroking my fur and I let it take me away sure in the knowledge that my pack was watching me. I smiled when I understood I finally had a pack again I am not alone anymore. I woke up the next morning feeling only a little pain from my front legs and the sun shining in my eyes. I felt something warm lying next to me and felt the steady warm breathing of someone behind me. As gently as I could I rolled over to look at Fluttershy lying there with a worried expression on her face I looked around. I was in a hospital bed. "Wheel did not expect waking up in a hospital bed at the vets yes hospital no." She really did save me I needed a pack no wolf is meant to go without a pack it makes us weaker. "I really feel bad for her she's been watching over me it must have been hard for her. I really wish you didn't have to see that Fluttershy." I gently brought my muzzle closer to her and started poking her with my nose. She slowly opened her eyes then taking me in her eyes flew open. She looked at me smiling back at her giving her a little nuzzle. She raised herself -looking me over. "Are you ok wolf I nodded back to her giving a smile at the same time? She smiled back to me. "How did that happen did you heal me? I looked at her nodding. "Did you know you would get hurt?" I looked at her unsure if I should tell the truth or pretend like I did not know. "I don't want her to worry too much, but she is pack if I can't be honest to her who can I be honest with. She might be made at me for taking such a risk, but she's safe that's all that matters." I looked back at her not being able to look her in the eyes and gave a little nod. Fluttershy let out a little sob crying softly. "Why would you do that I was so scared I thought you had died pleas never do that again." I looked at her giving her a shake of my head refusing to promise never to do that again. "Why wolf why did you do it for me I'm grateful but you scared me so much. I looked at the little table next to the bed seeing a bit of paper and a pen lying there I moved over taking the pen in my mouth and started writing You Are Pack. I turned around putting the note next to her she took it up and looked at it. She read it and looked back at me a smile on her face. "You mean we are family is that what you mean." I looked at her giving her a bark and a nod. She smiled at me giving me a hug. Then one of the loudest growl ever to be made by my stomach came. I looked at her a little sheepishly. She only looked back at me giving a small giggle. "let's see if I can find you some food." I looked at her barking and wagging my tail like there was no tomorrow. I was really hungry. It did not take her too long to get some food she came back with a Cart full of food what surprised me most was that there was four big fish on the table I was not expecting meat. She moved it over to me. "You're lucky wolf there was a Griffin hospitalized a while back, so they still had some fish left over from then." I looked back at her tears in my eyes when I saw the feast in front of me there was an apple pie, apple fritters, chocolate muffins, the four fish and one big slice of cheesecake. I pretty much went wild eating like there was no tomorrow 3 of the fish were gone the, cheesecake , Muffin and most of the pie. Fluttershy had taken one of the apple fritters and was no sitting on the bed with my head on her lap gently bruising my fur. I must have dozed of I suddenly heard voices next to me I cracked open one eye with my head still on Fluttershys lap locking up at Twilight.. I raised my head from her lap giving a big yawn closing my eyes and enjoying the feeling only to open them and see Twilight starting at my big sharp teeth. I closed my mouth again not liking the look she was giving me halfway between oh that's scary and can I dissect you. Twilight looked back at me taking out a notepad and a Quill. "So, wolf how did you do what you did, I never have even heard about any healing spells even close to what yours did. Is it something you were taught or is it something all wolfs can do?" She was definitely giving me a look like she was studying me. So, I did the only thing. I could do in the situation just looked at her slowly tilting my head to the side giving my best um what look. Twilight started looking from me to Fluttershy trying to find out what I was doing. Then I started turning my head the other way still staring at her. Twilight looked back at me. I could see one of her eyebrows twitching then she let out a big breath. "well maybe we can do this another time it's not like you can speak anyway … or can you?" She looked at me expectantly. So, I started speaking the same way all wolfs do some barks' growls and a lot of body language later Twilight just looked at me "I will have to see if I can find a way to translate everything you are saying or make something that can let you talk." Twilight looked deep in thought for a minute then she looked back giving me the same. I am going to dissect your eyes again." I know let's see how good you are doing." She started moving closer and pointed her horn at me it started glowing and then a beam came scanning me like one of the lasers in some sci-fi movie. She stopped and looked at me with big eyes. "That can't be right I must have done It wrong. There's no other explanation. "She started the scanning process again stopped and looked at me with an expression of shock. "How is this even possible you almost completely healed at the rate you are going. It's not going to take longer than a few hours before you are completely fine. You where healing incredibly fast earlier but you're healing 10 times faster right now" Fluttershy looked at me with an expression of surprise" Did you know that you would get better this fast." I looked at her giving a nod when I suddenly remembered what Luna told me that most of my power could be gone I hadn't even thought about it at all If I was not able to regenerate, I might have been left a cripple with my legs crushed to smithereens. I felt the fur on my neck standing on edge fully aver that I hadn't even considered the dangers of using my powers at all. "I did not do the smart thing, but I was lucky, and it paid off and she did not have to endure the pain." Twilight looked at little shocked. So, you were right Fluttershy he did know how to heal you, and he did know the damage he would take from doing it?" Fluttershy looked back at Twilight a pained expression on her face. "Yes, he told me he knew what he was doing, and that he did it on purpose." Twilight looked at me stunned by the news having a hard time resolving that I had taken on great pain so Fluttershy would be fine. She looked at me looking a little worried. "Why did you do it." I looked back to the note lying next to Fluttershy taking it in my mouth and placing it in front of Fluttershy so Twilight could read it. Twilight saw the note. "Fluttershy did wolf write this?" Fluttershy looked at me and then back to Twilight with a small smile on her face "yes." Twilight looked at little stunned something told me she had read up on wolfs and their pack system, and she seemed to be able to grasp the significance of making her a pack member. "Wow, that's incredible. I need to write Celestia about all of this no wonder he went so far for you Fluttershy your his family. Fluttershy blushed a little. I know he told me, and he's my family too just like Angel Bunny. Angel. I looked at her grinning like a mad wolf my tail whipping back and forth like a rocket feeling happier than I head in a weary long time; finally I had a pack a family. Fluttershy and Twilight stayed in the hospital a few hours keeping me company when I was completely healed the girls talking about all the different things happening lately around Ponyville and with their friends. I fell asleep a bit in to it feeling tired from the regenerating. I woke a few hours later having Twilight scanning me again giving Twilight and a doctor some time to do some tests trying to find out my strange regeneration talking about how to revolutionize medicine. I finally had my cast removed and was free to join Fluttershy back at the house having a late dinner and some much needed sleep. The next two days went pretty calm. Twilight came over helping to move the tree and chopping it up whither magic. There was even a party at the house Pinkie Pie had been able to make a surprise party at the house when I was outside in the Forest having myself one of my regular walks and trying to shift forms again. The banner in the living room saying welcome to Ponyville wolf and thanks for sawing Fluttershy. It was a really fun party only me the mane 6 and Spike the girls having decided too many people might stress me out a little. Not that they would be wrong when the night was over I could not even move to the bed having instead to sleep on the floor having obliterated almost all the food in an ecstasy of sweet Pinkie Pie extraordinary sweets. Then Saturday came Fluttershy had been out at the spa with Rarity after having me and Angel pushing her out the door since she was still worried about me. Having to write down that everything was going to be fine, and that Angel was watching me in case something bad happened. Something that still struck me as odd seeing that I was the big predator and he the Bunny but it seemed to calm her down and finally to go have a good time. I was sitting on the floor reading the book about Equestrian history which Twilight came over with having seen me read it at the library. I was just finished reading about the Equestrian equivalent of Christmas and the story of the tree tribes and the wendigos. I started laughing like a maniac when the similarities with the party poppers that were the wendigo tribe of my people a bigger bunch of traditionalists was hard to find. I heard the steady sound of hooves coming to the house moving over to the door. I closed the book putting it back on the shelf. I turned hearing the door open and in stepped Fluttershy looking a bit worried. She looked around seeing me sitting next to the book shelf. She looked at me slowly and scraped a hoof across the floor gently. I looked up at her feeling nervous something was wrong. Fluttershy took a deep breath and started speaking really softly" Um Wolf I hope it's ok if we have some fillies over today, Rarity had so much work to do. She has a weary big order coming up, and her sister was going to have a slumber party at her house, but she can't watch them now. So, she asked if I could watch them. Sometimes I watch them when she can't, so If it's alright with you can they stay here. It took me a few seconds to even realize. She was asking me if it was ok if she watched some kids it's not like this was my house. I went over to the pen, and paper sitting on the table "Damn I hope I can change back son, so I can actually talk or something this is driving me crazy, it's hard as hell to write this way. I started writing trying to be as fast as possible, so she would not stress herself out more. It took me almost 5 minutes, but I would at least be able to answer better than a few barks and nods. I took the paper gently between my teeth trying not to get too much saliva on it and went over to her. She was waiting patiently the whole time looking a bit nervous as I made my way over. She took a deep breath steeling herself for whatever answer was coming. Fluttershy you never have to answer to me you are pack and I trust you completely I just want to see you happy, and I like pups. She looked up from the note seeing me sitting there with a big stupid grin and my tail wagging. She smiled back at me the stress deflating like a popped balloon. "Thank you that means a lot." She looked back at the clock. It was 16.15 "Oh I need to start dinner the girls are going to be her at five, Wolf do you know where Angle is." I nodded raising my paw pointing at the big dog bed. She went over and saw him sleeping peacefully "I'll let him sleep a bit he's going to need it when the girls come over do you want to help me make dinner.” I smiled and nodded to be honest. I was starting to feel a bit bad about never being able to help to much. Me and Fluttershy started making pizza well mostly her, but I helped to find things for her and move it where she needed it while she told me that the fillies were in something called the Cutie Mark Crusaders and that they had a tendency to get into a lot of trouble. I could not remember having seen any clips with the CMC so I was wondering how the small fillies were able to get into more trouble than the elements. We had just put the pizza in the oven when we heard the sound of a few ponies coming up to the house. Fluttershy started making her way over to the door. I moved behind her so as not to scare the small fillies. Fluttershy opened the door, and there's standing just outside the door three small fillies and Rarity. One of the fillies was an Earth pony and had a big pink bow on her head with a red mane and olive colored coat and two big light orange eyes. The next one was a little Pegasus filly with a purple mane and an orange coat and two big light purple eyes looking back at me. The last one had to be Rarity's little sister. She was a small unicorn filly with a light gray coat and a mane with a darker purple half on side and a lighter purple on the other and two big green eyes. Rarity locked behind Fluttershy seeing me standing there. "Oh is he not the most beautiful thing you have ever seen that color it's simply divine." I stepped forward so the small filly's would see me and hopefully not frighten them. Coming into sight of the three small fillies they were standing there slack jawed staring at me with eyes the size of dinner plates. Fluttershy turned to me and pointed at the little earth pony filly. "Wolf this is Apple Bloom she's Applejack's sister." Then she pointed to the little Unicorn filly "And this is Sweetie Belle, and she is Rarity's sister." Then she turned her hoof over to the little Pegasus filly "And this is Scootaloo." I felt my blood run cold, and my mouth dry out" No she can't be the same one that's just not right. There must be someone else with the same name for the love of Gaia she's only a little filly." Fluttershy did not seem to be able to pick up on me freezing in place and looking at the little Pegasus with a panicked look in my eyes. Fluttershy gestured for them all to come inside the house. That seemed to bring the small fillies back to this world and in the land of the living again. They went inside with Rarity while Fluttershy went over to the door and closed it. They were watching me with big eyes when suddenly Sweetie Belle opened her mouth to speak . "I really like his mane it's really pretty." Fast followed by Apple Bloom" I Remember Applejack talking about him a few days ago. "Then the little Pegasus chipped in. “Wow he's a real wolf that's so cool.” I started walking to the door feeling a need to collect myself before I was in the same room as the three little fillies. I managed to get out fast and ignore the looks everyone was giving me for disappearing so fast. I closed the door and started walking to the woods only to stumble on the same scooter that was sitting beside the grave only. It was in a good condition right now. I sat myself down next to it. "Fuck she must be the one in the grave I need to watch her if I manage to save her the next vision might not happen." Taking a few deep breaths and calming myself, I went back in. I opened the door the girls and Angel were sitting at the table eating. I made my way over to the table.. Fluttershy looked at me with a curious question on her face probably wondering about the sudden trip outside. "Wolf are you alright is something wrong. "I shook my head doing the pawing motion Fluttershy knew meant I needed to go to the toilet. She gave a little blush when she understood why I went outside.. The three little fillies looked at me questionably understanding I was telling her something from my motion's. The little one called Sweetie Belle looked back at Fluttershy with a questioning look on her face. "Fluttershy is that how he talks like deaf ponies do whit signs?" Me and Fluttershy looked back at her a little surprised how good she was at picking that up. Especially since that can't have been more than 10 years old. Fluttershy looked at her smiling you're right. It's not as advanced as the sign deaf ponies use, but he's able to tell me some easy things without having to write everything down. After a few minutes Fluttershy had finished explaining some of the things about me how much I understood, and the ways I communicated. The diner went pretty well. They loved the pizza seems children everywhere love pizza but can you blame them. After the dinner the girls went over to explain that they were the Cutie Mark Crusaders and told me some of their adventures they even sang their theme song. It was actually very funny I went outside with the girls and played with them. I almost forgot what was to happen to Scootaloo soon I was really enjoying the day something about the three fillies seemed to make me feel like I was a little kid again running along having fun. After a while the sun was setting down me, Angel, and the girls stayed outside watching the sun going down before going to bed. Two weeks went I was getting more and more irritated not being able to change form at all it seems like I will be staying in this form. But it was two really good weeks at the same time. I spent some time everyday with the CMC helping them to find their cutie mark but to no success. I even went to school with them for show and tell it was one hell of a success since I was the only wolf seen for the last nine hundred years, so the children were pretty excited. I even managed to write a few things on the school board and answer some questions from the kids. It was pretty innocent like my favorite candy and what I liked to read. Then it happened it was a completely normal day. It was early in the morning. I heard something that sounded like wolfs howling in the Forest the night before but I was not sure. I was half asleep at the time. Me and Fluttershy where sitting in the living room having just finished feeding the animals. She put one of the bags of food back in the pantry and looked back to me. "Wolf do you want to continue reading the book together today?" I looked back at her nodding a few days ago I had found a book on the bookshelf called the adventures of Daring Do the golden chalice. It was actually pretty good reminded me of Indiana Jones I started reading it and Fluttershy saw me reading it. It seems she had borrowed it from Rainbow Dash after she had been telling her about how good it was but with the weeding, and everything she had forgotten it. So, we started a new tradition if we had sometime in the morning or evening we would sit down with it and Fluttershy who'd read it out loud for me. I still had a few hours before the three fillies were finished at school I had started meeting them at school to watch them in case whatever had happened before Scootaloo died and was buried happened. So, I had become a pretty regular sight in Ponyville running around with the Cutie Mark Crusaders seems most of the pony's didn't. Mind at all at least after I had managed to do a little bit of damage control withthe girls. I felt my fur standing on edge of thinking back at the last half-baked plan they had Cutie Mark Crusaders jugglers luckily. I managed to get almost all the balls they dropped, so no windows were broken that day. Well, I think Time Turner would have preferred it going in the window. He got one right in the noggin. He was babbling about dalek's and Muffin bazookas. I think he got an concussion he started babbling about helping himfind a blue police box, but I hadn't seen anything like it. But he was Lucky his daughter Dinky Doo managed to get his wife Derpy Hooves, so she could give him a hand after some growling and a few looks and pulling the three fillies back to him I managed to get them to apologies to him. Later that day Derpy came over with a bag of muffins for having helped her husband. She was an old friend of Fluttershy apparently. They lived in the same neighborhood back in Cloudsdale she was actually pretty cool and funny if a bit ditzy at times she even explained her eyes apparently she was born with them and none of the doctors were able to make it any better. It was a pretty good day got some new friends and managed to keep most of the windows in Ponyville square from being destroyed all in all a good day. Fluttershy was getting the book when I looked back at the clock it was 11.30, so I still had two hours before I had to go to meet the girls at the school it closed for the day at 14.00 so I usually had a half an hour to go down there and wait a bit for the girls. Me and Fluttershy were sitting on the couches when suddenly I could hear screaming coming from the direction of Ponyville. I jumped out of the sofa running to the notepad "Fuck what's happening something's attacking is this. It is this supposed to happen?" I quickly wrote a few lines on a piece of paper and rushed to Fluttershy dropping it next to her before running out the door like a rocket. Fluttershy herd the screaming seeing Wolf jumping of the couch running over to the notepad and start to write. He came running back with a note she felt herself getting scared the screaming started again. It sounded like something really bad was happening. He dropped the note on the floor and ran out the door faster than she ever saw him go before. She looked down on the floor seeing the note on it was GET THE GIRLS. She felt fear taking over but Wolf was counting in her. She started running out the door right for Applejack's farm since that was the closest. I was running at full speed hearing more screams I could hear what they were saying now. "Anypony help here she's only a little filly." I could feel my blood freezing when I understood what they were screaming. "Oh Gaia its Scootaloo I need to go faster NOW." I felt inside feeling the power gathering over my entire body and activated Speed of Thought. At my top speed normally I could move as fast as 69 km per hour, but whit Speed of Thought one I could double my speed getting up to 138 km per hour. It felt like I was flying over the ground the wind whipping past me making a whistling noise. I ran right past the library seeing the door open, in the distance where the screams were coming from was Twilight running towards the screams. I ran right past her coming around a few bushes coming past them. I saw full off pony's screaming and crying. I felt my blood boil right in front of me were twelve wolfs made of wood. They were a good bit bigger then me. They must have been 153cm/ 5feet. And right amongst them were Sweetie Belle and Apple Bloom but no Scootaloo. They were up in a tree just out of the wolfs reach where they circling the tree like sharks. That's when I saw the alpha a big one almost 166cm/ 5.4 feet a massive beast and right next to him on the ground was Scootaloo she was lying there a pool of blood spreading on the ground I felt my rage igniting. I lunged forward sinking my teeth into the first tree wolf I saw feeling sap running down my throat from the bit in its leg. I pulled its leg out clamping down my jaw with all I had feeling the leg break when it started whimpering in pain. I let go looking for my next target. They had seen me now the element of surprise was gone. They turned from the little fillies up in the tree and looked at me seeming a little shocked at seeing something so like themselves in front of them. The alpha turned around from Scootaloo looking eyes with me giving the others a bark of command to stand down this pup was his. The rest of the pack moved away from me, and the alpha giving us room to fight. We started circling each other feeling my muscles tighten getting ready to pounce. "He's bigger than me, and he weighs a lot more, and he's stronger than me as a wolf I need to be faster slowly bleeding him making him slower before I go for his throat." I circled him watching his muscles tighten before he lunged at me. There he came rushing forward faster than I believed him possible of only barely managing to dart out of the way. I spun around and lunged at the alphas back leg. I opened my jaws reedy to clamp down when he twisted around bringing me face to face with him. Having a split second to react, I went for his right paw, my jaw clamped down wrenching my head from side to side feeling sap coting my mouth wood starting to crack. The alpha bit me over my neck giving. A massive pull ripping me lose from the foot sending me flying a few meters slamming down in the dirt. Feeling dazed, I struggled up on my legs feeling blood running down my neck and down my paws warm and sticky. Shaking my head, I spotted my target standing there growling looking at me with anger written on its wooden face its beady eyes locking on to my eyes. I rushed forward right at the alpha lunging for his throat all sense of tactic lost only feeling the need to make him feel pain. The alpha bit me over my neck giving. A massive pull ripping me lose from the foot sending me flying a few meters slamming down in the dirt.. Feeling dazed, I struggled up on my legs feeling blood running down my neck and down my paws warm and sticky. Shaking my head, I spotted my target standing there growling looking at me with anger written on its wooden face its beady eyes locking on to my eyes. I rushed forward right at the alpha lunging for his throat all sense of tactic lost only feeling the need to make him feel pain. I came love on the ground twisting to the side just at the last second just faster than the alpha could move jumping up clamping my jaws down on his neck with all my might. He rose up on his back legs slamming down on the side I was on. I felt myself being lifted off the ground and then coming down fast feeling my bite loosening as my breath was knocked out of me. Feeling the heavy weight of the alpha on me making me unable to get air in my lungs feeling my vision getting blurry small dots of light swimming before my eyes. Suddenly, the pressure lifted, and sweat air rushed back into my lungs. Fighting to get myself up, I felt my legs shaking my vision swimming blood running from the wound in my neck running into my eyes making it harder to see. Shaking my head to get my bearings, I could not see the alpha any more hoping against hope that he ran away. I heard him before I felt him a growl coming from my right suddenly feeling Sharpe teeth clamping down on my neck a heavy weight forcing me back down again to the ground. Sharp fangs slowly going deeper in my flesh. I knew I had no chance it was over a few more seconds he would get down to my spine from there a little pressure would break it killing me slowly. I felt tears running down my fur feeling hopeless having lost once more not being able to save even one little filly. There right in front of me a few meters away was Scootaloo laying on the side I could see what had happened to her. One of the small wings on her back was almost ripped right of hanging only by small pieces of bone and flesh blood running slowly down her side a big puddle lying on the ground more than I ever would have believed possible in such a little filly. I watched her feeling the need to watch the little filly my great failure before I died feeling the need to punish myself. "Is she moving oh Gaia she's alive." I saw a little bit of movement coming from the little filly a leg slowly moving a small whine of pain coming from her. The wolfs next to her heard it starting to move towards her having decided to finish what the alpha had started. "No No No I Won't Let You Touch Her." I saw darkness Feeling my consuns being pulled down in to the pith of rage I felt. Darkness only darkness suddenly a small spark in front of me then a small flame no bigger than a candle's threatening to flicker out of existence by the merest movement. I felt Rage coming of the flame pure but weak. There right behind it was a giant wolf its fur completely black almost darker than the darkness surrounding it. Lying there its eyes closed seeming to be sleeping. I started walking forward back in my human form taking a step seeing the flame almost blew out from the small movement. I looked up seeing the wolf. It's eyes opening slowly two crystal blue eyes watching me eyes burning with rage. Looking at me judging me seeing my soul seeing if, I was worthy. It moved raising on its legs standing a bit taller than me it watched me seeing how I would react. "Where am I who are you." It looked at me shaking its massive head slowly a voice coming from everywhere. "Have you become so blind so weak that you cannot see me for who I am. "I looked at him recognizing its eyes my eyes. "Your me" I looked back at me with its fangs showing. "Yes, I am you the wolf in you the best the monster the only thing that lets you do the things you need to do." "Why am I here I need to saw her I can't fail again, not this time. I need to save her I will give everything to do it?" He turned his massive head down looking at the small flame. "You know you will not survive it will kill you will heal her, but you will not survive it. Do you still want to knowing your fate." "Yes, for once I want to save the people close to me not see them dying leaving me behind. I'm tired of pain, and death seeing the people I love dying and not being able to help them." He looked back at me. "Then let it be so one last fight one last chance of Glory on final stand a pup's life saved." He moved forward standing by the flame breathing on it making it bigger and bigger. "There is only one way you must burn let the rage burn you making it yours again. I stepped forward the flame almost blocking out the wolf rising higher than me the flames pushing the darkness back. I stepped forward feeling the burning heat as I moved closer and closer. I stood there feeling the flame on my body sweat running down my body. Feeling the intense pain as, it burned me. One last push one last time being brave. I leaped into the fire feeling it burn me screaming in pain as the flames burned the hairs on my body right of feeling my lungs burning my skin flaking of the fat on my body catch on fire. Screaming from the intense pain feeling rage overtake me letting out a howl of pain and suffering and rage. Changing from a human scream to a wolf's howl. The pain was gone the fire burned around me seeking to enter my flesh making me feel rage pure and massive. I was being pulled back seeing the wolf still making its way to Scootaloo I could feel it the rage invigorate me cracking open my jaws I let forth a massive howl. I felt the rage igniting my flesh stretching bones snapping muscle growing my body changing to get to a form worthy of the rage. I felt the alpha letting go whimpering from the massive howl coming from my throat the breaking of bones playing in like the sound of doom coming. I raised myself becoming higher and higher. Seeing the fur on my paws turning it to the blackest black the color of pure darkness. Twilight ran faster than she ever had before the screaming intensifying only a little more to go. Then it came a massive howl sounding like a sound that would call in Armageddon so much pain suffering and rage in it. Her ears tucked down to her head trying to protect her from the massive volume. She finally rounded the bushes only to stop dead in her tracks seeing all the Timber wolfs staring at something. There on the ground was. Wolf the silver colored wolf howling that sound of doom blood covering its fur. He was growing. She could hear the sound of bones braking even over the noise of the howl. He was getting bigger and bigger his fur changing in to a color of the deepest night pure darkness. That was wolf how was this even possible how could something suddenly grow like that changing color. The howl let up standing in front of her was a massive wolf it must have been close to 2m/ 6.6 feet massive looking like death itself a monster. I felt the change stop the wolves were covering seeing the monster in front of them a beast a monster from the worst of nightmares. I lunged forward closing my massive jaws over the petrified alpha heads engulfing it putting my paw on its back and pulling back with all I had riping the alpha in two whit a terrible ripping and cracking noise sap and entrails filling my mouth and spilling on the ground. I swallowed seeing the wolfs standing there in shock their alpha been killed in a few seconds the beast swallowing the parts of the alpha in its mouth seeing it slowly slide down the monster's throat. I looked back at them raising my head to the sky howling an even grander howl the hunters had become the hunted. Twilight was standing there dumbstruck by what she just witnessed seeing wolf just standing there everything was quiet nothing made a sound the Timber wolfs as shocked as the pony's watching. Then it happened the massive wolf lunged forward seeing almost half of the timber wolf disappear in its massive jaw. Its paw coming up and landing on its back. A massive gut wrenching sound followed as the big black wolf ripped the smaller one in two sap and entrails flowing on the ground. Seeing the other wolfs standing there in shock fear on their faces.. She could see it swallowing the bits of the wolf in its mouth seeing it travel down its throat. Then it lifted it head a massive howl coming from its throat even stronger than the last only lasting a few seconds. It stopped the black wolf looking back at the other smaller wolfs with hunger. I wanted to hurt them all kill them eat them. I Managed whit difficulty to shake of the blood lust seeing finally the things I hadn't been able to see before the wolfs were watching me shaking peeing themselves watching me with wide eyes. I looked around seeing pony's looking at me with fear, and horror seeing the brutality in front of them. I looked back at the wolfs growling at them telling them to go and never come back they belonged to me know I am alpha. They looked at me and then took off for the Forest. I looked at them a few seconds getting sure. They were running the right way. Then I turned back to Scootaloo seeing her lying on the ground only the weak movement of her chest telling that she was still alive. I started moving forward feeling rage residing inside me sleeping for when I needed it. My form changed as fast as it usually did a few seconds I felt myself shrinking back to my human form as I picked myself of the ground making my way over to the little filly. Twilight was watching shock freezing her to the ground the black wolf growled to the wolfs and they ran for the Everfree Forest. She saw it looking at them all with sad eyes all hostilities gone. Then light seemed to glow from it too changes again faster than before right there crouched over in its place was a being. She's never seen before it looked like a naked Diamond Dog only fur on its chest and face a short mane on the top of its head. It was completely naked pink skin covering its body. It rose up on its legs and walked forward seeing where he was going to Scootaloo was laying there on the ground here wing almost ripped off hanging by a few bones only small movements of her chest even suggested she was alive. She could see all the blood she had lost too much. She was not going to make it. There was no chance she felt tears rolling down her muzzle. The thing moved closer going down on its knees. It looked over the little filly she could see its mouth moving a soft voice hard to understand" I'm so sorry I swore to protect you never to let harm come to you and I failed I hope you can forgive me in time." Twilight could hear someone running towards her. She turned her head looking back seeing the rest of the girls running up to her led by Fluttershy a determined look on her face. They stopped looked towards the scene seeing the strange creature crouched beside Scootaloo. I turned around seeing Fluttershy and the rest of the girls standing a little bit in the distance looking at me with big eyes. I turned around feeling down into myself feeling the power placing my hands near Scootaloo's riped wing seeing the golden glow coming from under my hands covering her wing slowly pulling it back and reattaching It I could feel the slow pulse from the little filly getting stronger blood appearing in her veins again. The glow intensified blinding me a few seconds then resided in front of me the little filly's wing was healed not a scare on her breathing and pulse strong she would survive. I turned back to the girls holding back the power as best. I could a need to say my last words to Fluttershy. I looked eyes whither great big smile on my face I started speaking my voice strong and happy reaching far. "Fluttershy I need to thank you made my life better than it has been in a long time. I took a deep breath feeling the power fighting my hold glowing light's starting to circulate my body. "You made me so happy I finally had a family again, and I have never been happier than the time I spent whit you." Fluttershy looked at me tears in her eyes having seen the glowing light and understanding what it meant. "Me to wolf you made my life better you're always going to be family when we go back to the house we can continue reading the book we still have a few chapters left." I smiled back at her "I would like that nothing would make me happier than that. I saw the golden light intensifying I only had a few seconds left. "Fluttershy whatever happens it was my choice, and I would make it again every time." I felt a few tears run down my face never being able to see her again the pain she would be facing. She looked eyes with me I let the power go it swirled around me ripping open my back blood spraying on the ground my ribs braking snapping out of my back, but I never looked away finding comfort in her eyes. Then blackness the final thing I heard was Fluttershy screaming Wolf. I was floating in blackness when suddenly I saw figures in front of me it was night the moon was high in the sky stars dotting the sky. On the ground was a little black filly with a dark blue mane there were wings on her back and a horn on her head. She looked to the right a man was sitting there. "Daddy. Can you sing a song?" The man turned to the filly it was me. He looked at the filly lovingly. "Sure sweaty." He cleared his throat and started to sing Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby. Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true. Someday I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where troubles melt like lemon drops, High above the chimney tops, That's where you'll find me. Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I? Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high There's a land that I've heard of once in a lullaby. Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue And the dreams that you dare to dream, Really do come true. Someday I'll wish upon a star And wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where troubles melt like lemon drops, High above the chimney tops, That's where you'll find me. Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly Birds fly over the rainbow Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow Why, oh why can't I? He stopped singing looking back at the filly smiling petting her head she looked back at him with a smile on her face "I love you daddy.” "I love you to Sweaty.”