Dear journal...

I forgot to mention in my last entry later that I have been having problems at school every single year. I can sorta keep track of my problems from prep to grade 5. So far here it is:

Prep: Trying to find friends.

Grade 1: Still a loner. Trying to find friends.

Grade2: FIND THOSE FRIENDS WOMAN!

Grade 3: Dealing with bullies/Whaleboss and OwlStar?

Grade 4: OwlStar problems.

Grade 5: OwlStar problems (again.) and boy issues.

If you've ever been in a boy issue I tell you. It's not fun. My crush is well... Highscore. He's funny and a good gamer as well. Then there's Smasher he's rough but I still like him as a friend. One day they were wrestling each other. Then my friend Whaleboss thought it'd be funny if she joined in. Things soon got pretty messy. They started going for her. I had to step in. So I pushed Smasher off her and pushed Highscore away. Then Smasher went for me.

God.

Quickly I kicked him in the ankle. Then ran over to Whaleboss. Smasher walked off to the playground. Whaleboss said thanks and ran to the playground as well. I was just standing there with Highscore. I was thinking of either saying hi or just walking away when he softly punched me on the chest. My heart shattered into a million pieces in that second.

Instead of feeling sad and heartbroken I was curious. Why would someone as nice as him do that? Then lately he hasn't been speaking to me. I'm hopping out of the love circle. It was fun while it lasted.

Anyway what else? Oh I'm trying to forget yesterday.

Here is what happened.

I was walking with Paintdrop (my other friend.) down a ramp then I was shoved on the back. It was Smasher. Ha. He thought it as a game. At first anyway. So I chased him to the playground and we started play fighting. Until Bloodred came in. Ugh! I should've known not to fight in front of him. He thought I was actually hurting Smasher then he ran up and pinned me against the wooden board. He punched me in the chest 3 times.

I got around him and dug my hoof in and dragged it across his neck. It left dark red blood spots. Obviously we got called after play but still! Sorry mum called me. Gotta run!

--Hourglass.