Immortality

by Alex_Pegasister

Rating: teen
Tags: Tragedy, Dark, Alternate Universe, Sad, Romance
Length: 3139

Was I that bad? I guess so.

My name is Moonlight. I am looking like normal 19 years old pony.
But…I am not so normal.
Why,would you ask?
Time to tell my story..

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-05-22 10:14:56 UTC

First memories

            After my name,I remembered the place I was born at: Cloudsdale.

I was born at the year 1996. It was a nice place to live in that year. The house I used to be raised in was on thr central "Rainbow" street. It was very long street,about 2 kilometres,and it was full with rainbow flowers. Their smell was something I really liked. That's why I used to wake up in a good mood in the spring - only the smell make me smile.

     If I said my family was big,I wasn't gonna lie. I had my mom,dad,4 brothers and one sister. My brothers were always older than me,and my sister was at my age.

    About my parrents,they were amazing. My mother,Midnight,was musician (aftet all,that's from where my poetry inspiration come from). About my dad,Fire Feather,he was Factory worker. Well,he was,before it get bloody,like it is now.  And now you know how I got my name- Moonlight,from mother,and Feather- from my father.

    I had a good life. I was all happy,my parrents were happy,and I had amazing siblings. What else would I want?

    My elementary school was in Cloudsdale. That's how I met Rainbow Dash - now the best fastest flyer in all Equestria. We were good friends,and she was the one,who taugh me to fly. I owed her in that time,but I guess that's over now..

   And,not to forget,that's where I met my best friend. Blue Light was amazing filly pegasus,loyal,and caring. She sometimes had some bully problems,but since she met me,she was all good. We still have great moments together,and I'm glad I have her as my friend.

"If you are good with me,I am good with you." - that phrase is with what the people remembered me. Some might say I am a bit over reacted,jackass,and other,but I didn't cared. And that's why I didn't had a bully and depression time.

   Well,that was before my middle school. Right before it,my dad lost his job due the Factory. He hated the gore,and he didn't wanted to kill innocent ponies only because they had failed the test.

"Don't do anything that you don't want others to do on you." - he taught me. I knew he do any right things,so I trusted him.

   I was 12 years old when me and my family had to move in Ponyvile.

  We moved right for my 6th grade at school. We used to live in a big two flat house,where I finally had my own room.

  Yes,I was happy I can finally be alone in my room. All my things was finally going to bd where they have to be,hidden or not.

My first memories in Ponyvile started with one place. Place I used to love to be in.

    After I moved,Blue visited me often.  But I knew that it wasn't enough. I had to make more friends,so I could fit in faster.

  So,the place I talked about,was the Sugarcube corner. I liked Pinkie Pie,and she liked me too,I think (or maybe it was because she liked everypony).

  I don't remember how,but there I met my other best friend - really light and happy mare,deserving her name Happy Day. She always cheered me up,helped me,always was by my side. And at all,she was in my class. It was perfect bonus.

   She had no problem with Blue Light. Opposite,they became best friends after no time!

    The middle school was gonna be the better place to me than home studies. At least,that was what my brother,Toxin said.

  He was amazing brother,really. Always helpfull,he took care for me while I was child.

And at all,he was at the same school..not really good,but at the same time,not too bad idea.

I mean,before,he was at hom studies. He was all day home,and I was free at school.

If we don't include that he used to embrass me sometimes,he was good.

    The middle school was bored. The teachers were good,I get good finish..but bored as hell everyday.

   Nevermind,I finished good.

Then,it came to me.

It came fast didn't waited for me to realize what was going on.

It was stallion...

And his name was Green Tea.

Meetings

      Green Tea used to give me really good time. He always walked me out,so we could go somewhere. I loved to travel and see new things,so I was thankfull I had him.

   Once or twice,maybe more,we loved to go on hidden places. The meadows outside of Ponyvile,the Everfree,the beach..always at night.

"Since Celestia couldn't see the beauty that Luna create,we should do so." He said several times.

I loved Luna. Yes,the night was beautiful. Though I was sleepy,I used to  go with him. My family wasn't arguing with me,since I was allright. Allthough,my brother FireShot didn't really believed me,but I didn't notice.

   One day,Tea asked me out:

"Hey,I always wanted to show you one place."

Also,I asked. "What's that place? I was though you showed me everything."

"Oh,no,of course not. There are always new places for your beautiful eyes." His voice was soft,saying with a smile. "I was going to show you my friends."

    Then,I though about it. The Happy's words again showed in my head.

"Should I go? Or think of lie?" I asked myself.

    Neither of this was good.

"Or...should I run away with no reason?" even worse choise.

   He was looking at me,still smiling.

"Okay..I won't mind." I accept,saying a lie with it. After all, I stil had suspicion. What if he wasn't what he seemed to be?

"Nah,maybe I am just overrated." I said finally in my mind as last thing,before we walk to the place.

  The place he took me to was some kind ot bar. But without the drunk people.

It was mixture of bar and concersation room. It was large,full with tables,and ponies around. Many ponies,much with black hoods. I knew the fashion very well,and I found it as old-fashioned,but keeping the style. Though it was a bit creepy.

    My coltfriend lead me to an table. In front of us was a big scene. I had no idea what was it for.

I looked around me. Unless regular ponies,I somehow spotted one gryphon too. But that didn't caught my eye. But something else did- unless the black hood,all of them had red eyes. Still creepier.

    But Green showed no fear,and looked at me.

"Do you like the place?"

"Well,um,yeah. But...why are all the ponies here with red eyes?"

  He stopped my mouth and speech with his hoof.

"Shh,not that loud. Here we are all albinos here. Don't judge us."

  Then he slowly moved his hoof off my mouth. Of course,I didn't said anyting more.

I looked at him,and smiled. In my head,there was this question:

"If you are albino,why you aren't blonde?" But I was too shy,or scared to ask.

After some time,he left for drink. I looked around again.

At my table were at all 4 ponies. All they hooded. I looked at them carefully.

"Why I feel like I don't fit here?" I though.

   Then one hoof touched my shoulder,as I turned fast.

"psst....hey. Why aren't you and your coltfriend hooded?" The pony asked me,whispering. I look closely,noticing only bright yellow eyes a stripe of white mane.

"Should I be?" I asked back. I know I should've answered..but I couldn't.

"Don't you know?" Other voice came come from behind me. Simular voice. I knew it..it was someone I knew from before.

   Then the both ponies took their cover off.

Like I though. One of the ponies was Vinul Scratch,one ofthe best DJ's around. And the other pony was stallion with dark blue fur and white-Darker blue spiked mane.

"V-vinul...what in the name of Luna are you doing here?" I asked.

"Oh,dear Moonlight,don't you know yet?"

"Know what?"

    She stood silent.

I cleared my throat,waiting for answer.

"You are his next victim." she answered after a minute.

   Then it was my turn to stay silent.

"He's a vampire,didn't he told you yet?" she asked.

My mind got finally cleared.That's it! Maybe he really IS vampire.

But...what if she way lying?

"This can't be true. Vampires are not real."

    Our conversation was quiet. Everybody was listening to speech of other hooded pony.

"Then how are you gonna explain his red eyes,night loving and all? Admit it,he's a vampire." Other pony from the table say.

"Then why you all are here?" I asked.

"Curiouslity is all." the pony answered. Another stallion.

"Plus,Vinul is actually vampire on her own." The last pony on the table said. Tooking the hood of,it was Octavia.

     I felt like I am the stupid one.

"Then....why are you helping me?" I asked.

"Do you think it's so good being vampire?" Vinul answered with ask. With obvious answer.

     Okay...now I knew I am in big trouble.

I really was the next victim.

"That's why we are trying to help. This is only the beggining. By the way...What is your name?" the dark blue stallion asked.

"I am Moonlight Feather....may I ask for yours names?"

   The stallion answered: "I am Lighting Storm."

The 3rd pony in the group (after a time,I saw it was unicorn),stallion,answerd with Lighting: "Name's Sheoval Miner."

    I looked at them again. I smiled.

"Thank you. Thank you all." I said before Green Tea came back.

Truth

         Green Tea walked me to other meets too.

I didn't listened much to them. I mean,if he really was vampire,should've I listen to him?

Meeting Happy Day,she always told me that I should broke with him.

Somehow...I couldn't. Something always keeped me with him,no matter what I tried.

I even tried to cheat on him,but failed.

I don't know if it was still love..

  Like every other night,I stood,looking at the mirror in front of me in my room. I was fixing my mane into a ponytail. I usually liked it to be down,straigh,but I found that Tea like me more in that way. I was once done,when my brother,FireShot,get into the room.

"Oh..Hi Shot." I said,smiling,but not looking at him.

  He asked. "Where are you going? It's pretty late,it's midnight."

"And what? I am 18,I can do whatever I feel it's right for me." I answered,changing my tone to something I wasn't doing before. It was raised a bit. If I knew what was going to happend later,I was gonna be kind.

But in that time,he always keeped me far away from him. He always tried to protect me. But it was something that pissed me off.

"Mom won't let you this time. You know she don't let you go that far late."

"And? I am old enough to be alone in my mistakes,in my desires,in my own life."

"Sis..I am just worried about you." his voice was calm,as she closed the door. "I don't trust this guy. I found him as strange."

I rolled my eyes. I quick get angry. "Why you all want us to be seperate?! Why not leave me alone!"

     He stepped back,suprised. He had never heard me in this tone,neither even in anger.

"Okay,than,Moonlight. I will leave you alone,but I warn you. If something happend,you will solve it alone." and Fire walked out of the room.

I looked back at the mirror. I looked heartbroken.

"What's happening?" I though.

Something was changening me..

    Both me and Green Tea were at the centre of meadow. Large one,under a tree,and under the moonlight.

My head was laying in his lap,as he was laying his back on the tree,smiling down at me. "Thank you for that you come."

I smiled back.  "I'd always be there for you."

   He then looked in my eyes.

"You look worried about something." he said.

I sighed. "I just...yell at my brother.."

   He wasn't smiling that much. Actually,he wasn't smiling. "Eh...don't worry. He will forgive you."

Then,he hugged me. I hugged back,laying my head on his shoulder.

Then,I felt his hooves around me tight. I tried to move off,but he didn't let me. My neck was showing lightly on the moonlight.

"Tea...will you let me go.?" I asked,quiet,a bit scared.

  He then tighten hooves around me more. Now,I didn't had any choise. He got me.

"Oh.Moon...You are so scared now,so weak... And,though,so beautiful." His wings wrapped tight around me,releasing the "hug"

I felt scared for first time of my life. I closed eyes,trying to push him off.

His teeth,sharp now,were carresing my neck. I was sweating. "S-stop this...I don't want to die!"

He let a soft chukle,smirking. Using his hoof,he tilted my head.

  I tried to use my wings.  Not able.

   I tried to use force. Not able.

Then I felt his fangs to scar my neck. I felt that it caused blood.

He then turned to me,seeing me and my eyes. Tears run down my cheeks.

"Don't worry. Once I do it.. You will never feel pain anymore,dear. And you and me will live forever.."

    I looked at him,scared,and put hooves on his chest. I tried to push him off,but he catch them,and turn me around. My back was on his chest now,unable to move and fly. His hooves tighted around mine,and his teeth searched again for my neck.

Then..before I try to scream or at least shout,he bit me.

I felt the pain. I felt my blood through my veins. I began to get tired.

I looked around. Nobody was there. Then I started to slowly close my eyes.

I saw it...I saw a white light. All my memories flashed through my head,from my birth to my last minutes.

I closed eyes.

When I felt a snap and a crack. He release the hug and my neck. I opened my eyes fast.

I looked around. Again,nobody was there.

As I looked back,I found Green's unconscious body. Checking his neck,I felt his heartbeat. Slow,but still beating. From his mouth was dropping blood. Fresh blood. Mine blood.

Then,I heard that voice in my head. "Run!"

And I began to run on the way home.

I felt extremely tired. Then,slowing down,I felt blind.

Loosing control of my body ,I fall unconscious.

Past (Prologue)

The cell I was in was dark. Dark,cold,and metal. I hated this.

   I layed my back on the cold,grey wall. My skin, bright purple once,now was full with cuts and lividities. After what happened, my life changed very much. Nothing was the same as before. The Princesses were never as loyal and respectfull as they were in the past.

"The past.." those words whispered in my head,like ghostes. It was the word I hated.

   Really,the past. Why the past?

I sighed,looking at my small window. It was beautiful night. The start were shining bright.

Before 2 years,I didn't knew I will see them now in different way. I was never though that my life can go this way. And the worst...

I didn't know that the one I love most once will die..

I wiped one tear,trying to get that memories away..

Sadly... I couldn't do it.

It was so bad.

Everything was so bad.

I was so bad.

"I hate myself.. now,me and my friends...are never the same. And it's all my fault." I though, closing eyes. Tears ran down.

I couldn't stop the flood of dark memories,which were once full with light.

Then.. I realized that maybe I'd never be able to see the light again,after tomorrow. I realized I'd never see my friends. Neither the life.

Neither the love,warm,and the good things.

I was gonna be dead.

The guillotine was gonna speak my name tomorrow. It was gonna call for me.

The death I always escaped... now was gonna get me. After all the things that happened.

I stopped for a moment,and tried to think about the life I really had.

Why all  those things happened,and..why to me?

I started thinking slowly and carefully.

I began to slowly remember the line of things,every single fact..

At first,I get my name.

Moonlight Feather.

Relatationship

     Green Tea was cool and nice earth stallion. Actually,the first stallion I ever met as friend.

    We met in a bar. I was with Happy Day,but she wasn't alone. Her boyfriend,Shadow,caught her in a dance.

Of course,I stood alone at the counter. I wasn't drinking. I just had some cider. I didn't liked drinking at all,neither dancing alone.

After I looked around,I realize how bad it is to be alone. Everypony around was dancing,the music and atmoshepe was romantic. The lights wasn't so bright,making it a lot more dark.

"Only if I had someone to dance with.." I though. I get a sip from my cup of cider.

    Then,I felt someone was watching me. I don't know how or why,but I felt someone was talking about me. I turned back as the table around me. Nobody was there.

"Exactly..everypony's dancing." I was gonna turn to my last position again,while I heard a voice.

"Miss?" I saw him,it was stallion. Green stallion with red spiked mane and dark red eyes.   "I see you are alone here."

   I though and stood silent.

"May I invite you to a dance?" he asked out.

    I smiled with a slight blush on my face.

"Well..I..I wouldn't  mind.." I answered.

   He smiled and took my hoof. Tea didn't even waited for me. He pulled me with the other dancing couples,and lead me in the dance. I found out that he was great dancer. The music continued. For severa moments,I lost my mind in him.

    His eyes were watching me,deep into me,searching in my mind.

I didn't felt that he was hypnotising me.

But it felt good. Better,after the song end.

For a first time in forever...

I felt love.

After two weeks,he was my best friend. The 3rd in the list,but not last. He was gentle,caring....what else I would want?

But...Happy Day and Blue Light had a problem with him.

"Moonlight,don't you think he's strange?" Happy Dat asked out.

I lookd at her,raising my eyebrow.

"Why you ask? He's normal,like you and me." I answered

"But...don't you find it weird that he always want us to go out in night? That he always wear lences in the day? That he.."

I interrupt her fast.

"Look,he may have problem with his eyes or something. Everybody is different."

"Still,I warn you. Be carefull,who knows if he is what he seems." she looked worried.

Also,I started to think. Yes,it wasn't so normal,yet so weird.

Yes.. It was just normal.

After a month,we were couple. He was my specialk somepony. I loved him,like he loved me.

Or..it seemed so?

I was still though on Happy Day's words. He didn't changed his habits,and he didn't told me anything about them.

I tried asking him,but he always changed the theme. Now that's what I found weird.

But let's be honest,He didn't leave me to think about it.