My name is Josh

by jaredtheminer21

Rating: mature
Tags: Romance, Sad
Length: 388

Hello my name is Josh, I'm 14 years old (18 in m rated chapters). And I was suffering severe depression for three years. This is about how I overcame that depression, in another dimension. This dimension is filled with colorful technicolored ponies.

I was close to committing suicide, but then they saved me. This is a story about how a human is saved from the deep well that is depression. (Gore tag for attempted suicide) (In mature chapters all characters are 18.)

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2015-06-02 23:54:44 UTC

Suicide

I sat there in my room, note at the side, razor in hand, I was ready to end it all. I'm john fourteen years old, and going through severe depression. My mom took my sister to the store while my dad was at work. I felt stuck, the list of reasons to get up in the morning got smaller everyday, the list finally became empty. That was this morning. It was just a coincidence that I was to be alone that day, so I seized the opportunity. I left the note in clear view for when someone enters my room. They wouldn't give a fuck though, they would've danced on my corpse before they felt any sadness. Everyone hated me, I knew this was all true, for all I knew God hated me. So razor gripped I moved it towards my wrist, it was inches away when I felt a slight tingling in my neck. I never felt this before, it felt like a flies wing, and in a way soothing. It soon spread to my back, working it's way around my body before it was all I felt. Then there was a bright flash of light, then I blacked out. I'm dead. I thought, I did it. I finally killed myself. My mind went to all the things I left behind, all the memory of the pain and misery. The kids who beat me in front of a teacher that did nothing. The times my parents locked me in my room for three days with no food or water for dodging one of my dad's drunken punches.

                                                                                                Meanwhile in Equestria

"Hello girls," Twilight said as her friends approached her castle.

"Hi Twilight what did you need us for?" said Rainbow Dash.

"Well," said Twilight," Princess Celestia sent me a letter containing a spell that can help spread friendship."

"Well then why are we here?" Applejack questioned.

"I see why you might ask that," Twilight stated," well this spell needs all of the elements of harmony present to work."

With that said, Twilight and her friends stood around in a circular pattern as twilight started casting the spell. The usual rainbow pattern spread from one to the next as it created a giant circle between them. What they saw when it cleared made them all gasp.