Never ending nightmare

Sun set is coming and I standing on terrace. In my head I still heard that stupid nickname Sonata long ago gave me Dagi. I never thought that I will miss it, but when none call me like that I fell so strange…so strange alone. When I think about this I feel even more despair, because Melody and Sonata are gone and Aria hates me for this.

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Now I feel bad like never. Neither when we got kicked off Equestria or when we lost our magic.  I have literally nothing in my head. For sure I know just one thing and that is the fact any death of my younger sisters wasn’t my fault. But Sonatas and Arias fault.

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In fact I’m happy that Aria doesn’t talk with me, because she was the one who killed Sonata not me or someone else-when she stood on my side she broke her heart. And just because of it Sonata-my youngest sister run away and got murdered.

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Actually is good that Sonata isn’t here and doesn’t bothering me…So why I want cry?

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Sun is already gone behind the horizon…same like my hope for happy life.

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I need to recover, because I can live happy life with my sisters or withount them. Just think about it now is there finally peace, none is arguing, none is watching some stupid cartoons. In fact I am lucky person!

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Darkness is all over me; on sky are shinning millions of stars.

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Down my cheeks are running tears…first tears after super-long time. My heart is beating stronger every second. I breathing hard and closing my eyes. Now I feel just despair…killing despair. I collapsed on cold floor.

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Its feel like someone stabbed knife into my heart. Someone likes Aria, because I never let her sing main vocals so she wants me to be despair or more than that. Now I got it: She was the one who killed them not Sonata or werewolves. Of course she is now just acting like someone who is sorry for them, but she is happy when I am on bottom.

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Only thing what I have to do is kill her before she will kill me too. -Maniacal laugh-