Braeburn's Big Adventure

With the alarm ringin’ in my ears, ah was strugglin’ to pull myself outta bed again. The mornin’ felt plenty cooler than the last, but it was surely just my mind beggin’ for more sleep. After pullin’ away the covers and puttin’em back on when ah started to shiver a few times, ah finally pulled myself outta bed. Breakfast seemed to go by in a blur considerin’ all ah could do was ponder what ah was gonna say to Big Mac and worry. The only thing slowin’ it down was a few words from AJ.

“Ah figured ah’d just give ya the offer again, cuz, if ya want, ah’m always open to havin’ ya out workin’ with me today,” she said kindly.

“Thanks again, AJ, but ah was plannin’ on bein’ with Mac again.” Ah looked over to Mac who was givin’ a pretty excited nod.

“Ah figured as much.”

“Thanks anyways, cuz,” I muttered before losin’ myself again.

It wasn’t long at all before me and Mac were walkin’ out the door again. He kept lookin’ back at me while we were walkin’, like he was expecting plenty of words to come outta my mouth. Ah woulda loved to talk. It coulda been just like the day before, but ah was shakin’ and downright terrified. Ah knew what ah had to say, but ah just couldn’t seem to build up the courage. We were all alone out on the field, and ah knew nopony besides him was gonna hear what ah had to say, but his opinion was the most important outta all of’em. Ah could tell that he was startin’ to figure out somethin’ was up. He was lookin’ back at me less and less, and ah knew ah was runnin’ out a time. The longer ah waited, the more awkward things would get. Ah was sure of it, ah had to say somethin’… ah had to say it.

“M-Mac? Ah, uh, ah need to tell ya somethin’,” ah muttered out, not with any sorta confidence at all.

“Hm?” he mumbled, comin’ to a pause, and lookin’ back at me. Ah could tell by the way he was lookin’ that he knew what ah was gonna say was somethin’ big. Ah’m sure he could tell by how jittery ah was gettin’.

“Ah, uh, ah wanted to talk to ya about somethin’ ah… that ah, well, ah felt about you when we were younger. Somethin’ that helped me figure out who ah am now.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, well, it was one of the last occasions we ever spent much time together. Ya know, during the Apple Family Reunion?”

“Eyup,” he said with a soft nod.

“Ah’m sorry if ah made ya uncomfortable that time around. Ah was… uh, lookin’ your way a lot.”

“Eyup,” he muttered. Ah was gettin’ the feelin’ he wouldn’t be sayin’ much else than that now that he knew somethin’ even bigger than him was comin’.

“Big Mac, ah’m, well, ah’m gay as ah’m sure you already know…” he started noddin’ his head again. “And of course that means ah’m attracted to other colts… but ya see, the problem is… is that ah’m… attracted to you… my own cousin.” Before he could say a word, which ah figured he’d need a moment anyways, ah started goin’ on explainin’ myself. “That time at the reunion was the first time ah’d ever looked at a colt that way, and that colt was you. Ah know how convoluted and crazy ah’m sounded right now, but you were the one who helped me figure out who ah am. Ah wanted to say thank you and well… well, ah just wanted to get that out there. Ah’ve never liked hidin’ it and… yeah.”

Big Mac’s mouth dropped open all limp like and his eyes started buggin’ out of his head as he darted them away from me. Ah knew what ah’d said had hit him hard, and was more than nervous to hear what he had to say about it. Ah looked at him for quite some time, noticin’ that his cheeks were even redder than his fur. We stood there for what seemed like ages in complete and horrible silence. Ah wouldn’t’ve minded the relaxin’ buzzin’ of bugs and chirpin’ of birds any other time, but since everything ah’d wanted was hingin’ on that response of his, well, it was mighty unsettlin’. Ah was startin’ to think that maybe ah should apologize for everythin’ or even attempt to explain it all a little better, but before ah could, Mac just turned around and started walkin’ again. Ah was taken aback by a reaction like that. Ah had no clue what to say or what to do. Ah just started followin’ while he began his work like ah wasn’t even there at all. It was like he was goin’ about a normal day all by himself.

Even after what seemed like hours, my heart was still poundin’ away and my cheeks were still burnin’. Ah’d gone and really screwed everythin’ over, or at least ah thought ah had. There was no definite proof from Mac, and that was what had me worried the most. Ah’d’ve tried talkin’ to him again, but ah was much too embarrassed to say anythin’ at all. Ah was even considerin’ just headin’ back to chat with Granny Smith instead for the longest time, but ah knew ah still needed some kinda response better than silence before ah gave in. So ah continued followin’ him around, and then waited while he worked, not botherin’ helpin’ because ah knew it might make things worse. Ah was so lost in my thoughts and worries that ah’d barely even noticed when we started headin’ back to the barn. Not only that, but it was an odd hour of the day too, the afternoon instead of the evenin’. Wantin’ to think about other things, ah guess ah just shrugged it off as Mac goin’ back to get some more tools or somethin’ or maybe even doin’ some other kinda task. After followin’ him into the barn, that’s when ah realized somethin’ else was up.

Ah turned when ah heard the sound of the old, worn out barn doors movin’, and noticed that he was closin’em up. Suddenly, the barn was dark except for a small bit of warm sunlight pourin’ in from the windows. “Uh, Mac, what’re you doin’ exactly?” Ah asked with a bit of hesitation and a whole lot of confusion. He turned around after finishin’ up with the doors and looked at me silently. Even in the low light of the barn, ah could tell his cheeks were even redder than they had been when ah first told him the news. “…Mac?” ah muttered, lookin’ at him curiously. That’s when ah noticed it. Down between his legs was his massive member, thick and hard as a rock as it throbbed in my direction. “M-Mac,” ah cooed, my cheeks burnin’ even brighter than his. Ah could feel a fire growin’ down in my crotch too, and then my stallionhood pushin’ its way further and further out of its sheath.

“Eyup,” he said with a nervous gulp as he started slowly makin’ his way towards me. “Ah’ve got a thing for you too, Brae… ah was always too nervous to tell ya. Ah guess that’s the real reason why ah started gettin’ so quiet around ya,” he said softly, his hooves crushin’ down on the scattered hay and hard packed dirt beneath’em. “Remember when you said you bein’ here could spice things up for me? Well, ah’ve been so pent up as of late, and ah’ve been needin’ a release.”

I gulped even louder than him, havin’ trouble believin’ what he was sayin’ and then goin’ on to think that ah was dreamin’. “So, what your sayin’ is that you… want me to…? Ya need my help…?”

“Eyup, ah really do,” he said softly, a bit of a smile coverin’ his face as he stepped so close that we were almost touchin’.

“Ah-ah’d never say no to helpin’ out my cousin,” ah muttered softly as his chest pressed up against me. “Ah’ll do whatever ah can for ya… and you can do whatever you want to me.”

“Ah like the sound of that,” he cooed, pushin’ me farther and farther back with his chest. This was it, ah couldn’t believe it, but it was really happenin’. Everythin’ ah’d ever thought about him, all those fantasies, they were comin’ true. Ah trembled, feelin’ the heavy beat of both of our hearts poundin’ against each other. Ah was ready for anythin’, even if we were cousins it’d be okay. The barn doors were closed and locked tightly. Nopony could see us or what we were doin’ with one another.