I remember when I used to cry myself to sleep every night while twilight hung out with her friends....talking,laughing,and having fun till they couldn't stay any longer.When I tried to join In on the conversations they would only brush me off,only giving a slight nod,or completely ignore me as if I never said a word.The only time they would fully notice my existence is was when they need something,other than those those few moments I felt like I was wanted in this dull,hellish life has been the same everyday since I was hatched,work till my body aches with intense pain(to be honest though I inflict cuts and bruises on myself in hopes that I would receive the love and kindness I've always wanted)most of the time I'm honestly injured to the point of tears....bit all they ever do is laugh.....laugh as I choke on apples after falling out of Applejacks carriage, laugh as I'm falling miles from the air to my death,laugh at me while my scales are ripped of by the wild animals that live between the EverFree and the cottage.recently I was nearly crushed to death by the enormous amount of presents that rarity had received at her birthday party that was forced to clean up while the girls went of to celebrate some more
But if if I died it wouldn't have mattered, I'm just a small dot on the big picture,or a leaf that had fallen in the forest.....worthless.Why can't anyone love me...am I just that ugly and pathetic that I don't deserve love and care
Most likely
*tears shade begun to form in eyes*
I'm disgusting.....why am I even alive?
Spike stood up from his small,worn down basket and continued to walk down the main corridor where the main six continued to make their everlasting racket of giggles and squeels l,not caring if they had seen the tears in his eyes,he knew they wouldn't do or say anything to to see if he was OK,he was just a mere tool...waiting to be replaced the day it rusted
So than I said,whaaaaaat
They all laughed as pinkie finished up one of her signature jokes,but soon started dieing down as heard footsteps heading over to their location(only to pick it back up as they realized it was only spike
I knew it,spike thought yo himeslf as he walked past the girls and into the kitchen
They wouldn't care if he had a few tears,spike thought to himself as he continued to walk farther away from his tormentors
Finally reaching the kitchen,spike opened the cabnit and reached as far as his little hands would let him,luckily reaching his target
A small rusty blade....but in the young Drake's eyes......his savior
